I could not believe this was happening.
My first time. My first night.
With a stranger. Who was probably a lunatic?
But I could not help it. It was beyond enjoyment that I was experiencing.
My entire body was shaking. A strange wave of pleasure erupted from the spot where he was licking and radiating all over my body.
I tried looking at his handsome face. I had never seen him, yet it felt like I was deeply acquainted with him. But I could not keep those eyes open for long. My head fell back as the tendons and muscles tightened.
Was this the feeling those sluts died for? The girls at my college and neighbourhood. I never understood what they found in boys. If this was the result, I guess I should be apologetic for my thinking.
And then it felt like I was about to burst open.
" Aaaaaaa! " I could not help grabbing him and pressing him in further. I was a volcano. I was oozing lava right into his mouth. He was hard at work too. Greedily slurping away the juice.
" Yes! Give it to me! Give it to me Sherizad! "
The moment he called me by my name, his face became weird. He pulled back. I felt weird too. I mean every time he called me that way, I was immediately reminded of my father. Which was weird in itself in this kind of situation. But the weirdness on his face was different.
It was anger. Was it at himself?
I was him wiping his lips and turning back.
I was still heaving. I was not ashamed to admit that I wanted more of him. It was hard to believe I was even going to get paid for this. After what K experienced, I definitely would not mind laying him instead for doing this, all day, all night.
Damn, he was sexy!
Sexy to a whole different level.
" Who sent you here? "
His back was still turned towards me. I could see him buttoning his shirt.
" Who sent me? The agency! "
I was looking around for my purse to show him my membership card.
" Agency huh! How long have you been doing this?"
I sighed and sat up. He wasn't listening to anything that I said.
" This is my first job, sir. I just joined! I already told you! "
As he turned towards me with those piercing blue eyes, I realised I must have mistaken its shade for crimson or brown, though I had seen that hue.
" You said, you needed money, what for? "
His voice calmly asked.
" For my father. For his treatment. He is very sick! "
He walked outside nodding his head. Then vanished somewhere.
I was sitting on the bed, in the room, all alone, with only my bra on.
Then I realised. That psycho had ruined both my panty and my dress. I must have lost my senses to have ignored the matter at that moment.
Crazy bitch! Yeah! That was exactly what I was. Probably I had deprived my sexual urges for too long. That was the only reason I lost it at the mere touch of even a lunatic like that.
" Here! Wear this and leave! "
He was back.
The packet he threw at me, hit me on my face.
A dress and a fresh pair of innerwear.
He did have a heart after all. Did he do this with all his whores?
Most probably! Why else would he have female dresses and innerwear in the store?
This place was deserted. He was the only resident.
" You want me to leave? Already? Are you, ummm, are you already done with me, sir? "
I should have been feeling blessed and relieved. But I was feeling offended. It somehow felt like an insult that he did not want me anymore to fulfil his desires. It must have been my body that was aching for a male touch.
" I have already sent the payment online. You will get it in a few minutes. Here! "
He threw something in my direction. It hit my face. I picked it up. It was a card. A visiting card.
" Meet me or give me a call. I can help you with your father's treatment. "
I could not believe my ears.
I quickly slipped into the clothes. Thanked him my bowing down repeatedly in front of him.
He became a completely different person. He ignored me and walked out.
I picked up my purse and ran out of the place.
Took me some time to navigate out of the maze. I finally made my way outside on the road.
I looked at my phone.
Then hit my head with it.
It was three in the morning. How was I supposed to get a cab or lift back home?
The area was so remote and deserted. There was no chance of getting public transport.
My fingers immediately went between my teeth. I was biting my nails profoundly.
I had no idea what I should be doing. I turned around to get back inside. Beg him to let me stay till the morning.
But the gates were already closed.
I knew I should not have rejoiced so much at my luck. I was always the one to give myself the evil eye.
My happiness never lasted more than a few minutes. It was a universal fact.
I started walking.
That was the only way I could get moving. My hands and legs were freezing. The night had gotten chilli and I was naive enough to forget my outer coverings.
I had walked only a few miles when the wind started blowing.
Damn, wind. Couldn't it wait till the morning?
I found a corner of a building to shelter myself.
I sneaked in like a cat and curdled up.
Luckily that I did. The intensity of the wind was rapidly increasing.
" My dear husband, I know we haven't exchanged the vows but in my heart you have and always been the one and only one. I don't know how you will be able to explain this to all those waiting at that stadium. I don't know how you will cope with what I am about to say. Just know that this is not another betrayal. I love you. I am not leaving you. But I have to go now. It's not something in my hand. Take care of yourself. Take care of our new pack. I promise I will return. Wait for me to come back. So for now my dear Ryan, you are the deputy Alpha. You are in charge."That was what she sent me. My mobile phone crashed on the floor as I ran towards my car. I ran straight home. The limo was still standing in front of the gate. Rose was waiting there with a smile but it faded as soon as she saw my face. " Ryan? Why are you here? What happened? "She rushed inside as she saw me dart in without answering. I broke into the room where her scent was still coming from. "Sherry...... S
I couldn't believe it had already been months and what was more unbelievable was the fact that Rose was my bride's maid. I mean, I didn't want to hold onto anymore grudges. I told Ryan to sort things out with his father as well. We both went together to ask for his blessing before our wedding. "This one seems like a changed girl, my boy. You better be careful. " He had jokingly said, or was it a joke at all? I was indeed a different species at the moment. Not the weak human who had caught his eye. " You look stunning. I think I should keep an ambulance ready for Ryan. "Rose joked. She had done all the wedding preparations by herself. She had even helped me with deciding the dress. A very unique design. A high neck, see through courset dress with a very light weight trail. It had some pearl detailing on the veil that I was wearing and it matched the set that I was wearing as well. " Thank you for everything Rose. I know it must have been hard for you.... "" Oh, don't mind. It w
I knew I wasn't thinking very straight but there was nothing else that could be done. We had just buried two of our best friends. There shouldn't be any more burial from our side. Besides, if what Midnight said could be taken into account, there were many werewolves from Helo's end who were mere puppets. They needed to be protected as well. I head-on battle would only result in more innocent casualties. " Are you sure you want to do it this way... "Ryan's breath over my bare shoulder made me shiver from within. I was putting on my war costume. Just like old days. " This is the only way.... "I resumed putting the weapons into their respective places. But he turned me around. " You know I never contradicted you. I did everything that you asked me to do. Your way. "He pulled me closer and burnt his gaze into me. " Listen to me carefully Sherizad. I paid a very heavy price for that obedience last time. Don't you even think of leaving me this time. " He shook me with feral inte
"So what is it you are willing to give for your friend to live"Helos laughed hysterically. He knew Midnight or Sarah, whatever you called her by, had no power over him. She was merely a slave bound to him by claws(clause of contract written in blood) but he hated that she was steadily slipping out of her grip. There she was, her hands blackened with the stain of collecting all those innocent souls. Yet she was unhinged by her own pain. She was begging Helos to spare her friend Sherizad. She was begging him as he drank one dark blood after another , replenishing his strength. "Anything... Anything that you want. I can bring you Ryan. I can give you his head. "" Silence little rat head! If his head was all I wanted , didn't I have better opportunities than this? "Midnight was desperate and she flung herself at his feet, her face landing right on the ground. Helos laughed. Then placed his feet above her ear. He pressed so hard that her head cracked a little. Midnight didn't scream.
" Sherry! Thank God! Thank God you are back! "My eyes were open but my view hadn't yet adapted to the new light conditions. But I could feel Ryan's tight and warm embrace around me. He was crying. He was crying as he was hugging me. I felt one hand around Ryan's back and my other hand was holding something hard. It was the hilt of the dagger that I had pierced myself with. " I am so sorry. I am sorry about what Beck did to you. I am sorry I couldn't stop him. I am sorry I couldn't save you both... "I could slowly see everything around me. I was on Ryan's lap, still on the road in front of my building. There was a small crowd in the back and I could hear the distant sound of the ambulance and police car blazing. I saw Beck's lifeless body lying just beside me. His hand almost touched mine as I tried to get up. I pulled Ryan's ear close to mine and whispered, " Take us out of here Ryan. It was no one's fualt. I remember everything now. I will tell you everything. It's was all prep
It felt like I was falling down a glass tunnel. I could see glimpses of my life, flash across it's mirror-like surface. It was as if my life was playing before my eyes but in a reverse model. I could see the incident with Beck, my moments with Ryan, the days spent before that, me getting kidnapped, my first meeting with Ryan, my struggles with my dad, my miserable college life, followed by my school days. It kept going back and back till I saw myself as a baby in my dad's arm, in the same cave where he was murdered. And the moment that flashed after that were those of me getting taken away from my mother, who was lying unconscious in a hospital. Beside her was a man, who held her hand fondly. Definitely a spouse or a partner. The father of her child who was getting elated and was being congratulated for becoming a new father. So, the man I loved my whole life as a parent, was my kidnapper? Luckily, I wasn't in a state to feel any emotions and it was much easier that way. It was s