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SHE BROKE MY HEART (BARRA'S P.O.V)
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2021-04-10 09:21:26I couldn't sleep peacefully in the hospital room. The smell of medicines had always been the thing I hated the most. And, now I did not move in the inpatient room.
After Jazzlin got shot, I could feel my heart stop beating. Everything seemed to stop in the blink of an eye. I was the one who shot her until she was unconscious in the grip of a damn monster that caused everything.
I was so worried that I wanted to run there, but heavy injuries all over my body held me back. I didn't realize it, my sight was shattered and my body fell.
Before I was completely unconscious, I just remembered her sad face… how she begged me to save her… but, I was the one who hurt her and letting her go in the hands of a cruel man like Haytham.
How could I do that? Yeah, I was caught up in the moment.
I got hurt when she hid such a big thing from me. It felt like she had killed me with this big secret. She also lied to me
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