"... and then you solve for X. Does anyone want to take a guess at the answer?"
The math teacher beamed at the front of the room, seemingly oblivious to the collective groan that went through the students. Who the hell wanted a math lesson on the first day? Certainly not me. "How about Jack Spencer?" I glared at her. There were clearly other people with their hands raised—eager little nerds desperate to make a good first impression—but she picked me instead. She wasn't slick. She wanted to humiliate me, probably assuming I wasn't paying attention. "It's 45.7%," I said, barely sparing a glance at the problem. For some reason, I just knew the answer, even though, in my last life, I hadn't made it past Algebra I. I guess this Spencer kid was actually smart. "That's correct," the teacher said, a little too surprised. "I thought you weren't paying attention, but I guess I was mistaken." So she was trying to embarrass me? This was exactly why I hated school. Teachers were all the same—condescending, petty, and full of shit. This was why I dropped out the first time. I wondered... would my life have been different if I had stayed in school? Would I have been this smart? Would my mother and father have been proud of me? Would it have given them a fighting chance to stay sober? Probably not. My thoughts were cut short by the feeling of someone staring directly at me. I turned my head slightly and, sure enough, Damien was burning holes into the side of my skull. Ever since I got rewarded his loyalty, his love meter shot up to 95%, and the pulsing heart next to it was glowing. What the fuck did that mean? I wish this damn system would give me more details. At least let me see my own stats or something. It'd be easier to know what was going on with Damien rather than sitting here, trying to ignore him like some obsessed fangirl. Maybe I'd unlock a mind-reading ability later. That'd save me the headache. The worst part? The entire class kept sneaking glances at me. Some had seen me punch that guy in the face this morning. Others had only heard the rumors about my so-called "personality change." Either way, I knew what was coming. Someone was going to test me. That's just how school worked. It was weird being on the other side of it. Finally, the bell rang. I exhaled in relief. Last period over. First day survived. "Hey! Let's leave quickly!" I turned my head to see Damien frantically stuffing his things into his bag like he was escaping a crime scene. "Why?" I asked, dragging my movements out intentionally. "Have you forgotten what you did to those two earlier? Don't you remember that their group takes their anger out on anyone who rebels against them?" Damien said, his voice laced with urgency. I scoffed. "I sorted it out earlier." "Jack! I don't know how you were able to suddenly do all that, but let's say you have enough strength to take on all of them—you're still outnumbered!" "What, so there's more of those fucking idiots?" "Yeah, there's about six of them," Damien said. Six? That's it? I thought he was about to say twenty or something. What kind of weak-ass school gang was this? Even I had at least fifteen people back in my day. They're only high school kids who've never put in any work on the streets. How dangerous can they really be? "Where are they?" I asked. Damien paled. "They should be gathering in front of the school, so hurry up and let's leave out the back entrance." [New Mission: Get Revenge Reward: Love Interests Unlocked Penalty: Brutal Stabbing] I paused. Revenge? Already? On Damien's bullies? And what the fuck was this about unlocking a love interest? Was I supposed to have multiple or something? Was this the system's way of trying to make me a normal high school kid? Didn't it already know I wasn't interested in love? [Rewards from God cannot be rejected] Whatever. A love interest didn't mean anything if I didn't act on it. I locked down my emotions for twelve years in my last life—I could do it again. I've my peace being on my own. "Alright, Damien," I said, smirking. "Hold your head up high so we can walk out the front entrance." "What?!" Damien's face twisted in pure dread. "Are you crazy, Jack? Why are you smiling?! Have you actually lost your mind this summer?" "Is there something wrong with having confidence?" I chuckled. Damien's hands clenched around his backpack straps. "But you warned them not to bother you. You think that'll be enough?" "It should've been." "But it wasn't!" "It's simple," I shrugged. "If I start losing, just jump in and help me." Damien's face immediately turned red, and he ducked his head, staring at his shoes. "I-I don't believe that violence—" "Then don't complain about me fighting if you refuse to help," I smirked, standing up and slinging my bag over my shoulder. Damien groaned in frustration, but I could hear his footsteps as he followed close behind me. "Is this really necessary?" he muttered. "If I don't handle it now, they'll come after me or you later." Damien hesitated. He must've known I was right because he didn't argue. Still, I could hear him muttering behind me as we walked down the hallway. "You're crazy. You've seriously lost it." As expected, the two idiots from earlier were standing outside, looking visibly beat up but still putting on a show to draw a crowd. They were loud, cocky—acting like they had the upper hand when they were the ones who got their asses kicked just a few hours ago. It would've been hilarious if I wasn't so focused on the four new faces standing with them. I knew those faces. Especially the one who looked the most smug, despite the swollen eye I had given him before he stabbed me in the stomach. The four motherfuckers who had killed me in my past life. God truly is a stand-up guy for giving me this chance. So this was what the system meant by revenge. I wasn't just fighting some wannabe thugs—I was fighting the guys who took my first life. And now? Now I had a chance to finish things. "Hey! Spencer! We heard you got a brain transplant over the summer!" One of them called out, his voice gathering more onlookers. "You actually were crazy enough to come to us so we could get you," another laughed. I could see what they were trying to do. They wanted to humiliate me in front of the entire school—to make a show of putting me in my place. There were even some teachers watching, but not one of them moved to stop this. Guess they'd never helped this kid out before. But they had no idea. This wasn't just some stupid high school fight to me. They killed me before. Now they had to die too. Not here, obviously. I couldn't exactly murder them on school property. But I could beat them beyond recognition and circle back to the killing part later. "Jack, we can still run away," Damien whispered beside me, only loud enough for me to hear. I smirked and shoved my bag into his arms. "Run away if you want to. I won't be mad." "Jack!" "Hey! He's actually squaring up to—" Crack. Before the idiot could finish his sentence, I slammed my fist straight into his face, sending him stumbling back. Blood spurted from his nose as he clutched it in shock. "Don't stop now," I grinned, stepping forward. "I want to hear your fucking monologue, bitch!" I didn't even let him get his bearings before raining down more punches. Some of them he managed to block, but I still felt the impact land through his defenses. In this younger body, I was faster and stronger than I'd been at thirty. This time, I wasn't outmatched. Once I saw enough blood, I finally turned to the other three, who were still frozen in place, just staring in shock. "Kill that bastard!" Idiot 2 ordered. "You fuck!" "Are we funny to you?!" They rushed me all at once. One swung first. Bad move. I ducked low and drove my fist straight into his balls. He let out a choked noise and folded in half, but I wasn't done. I uppercut him in the stomach with all my strength, sending him crumpling to the ground. Another guy got a hit on me, but I kicked him away before he could follow up. He hit the ground hard, and before he could even think about getting up, I kicked him in the head, knocking him out cold. The last one tried to kick me down, but I caught his leg before he could land it. I twisted it into an unnatural position, grinning as a scream tore from his throat. "Ah, fuck! My leg! You bastard, I play soccer!" "Not anymore," I laughed. Then I jumped on his other leg. A loud crack rang out. The guy howled in pain, clutching his shin as he collapsed. "Fucking useless!" One of the idiots from earlier—the second one I beat up this morning—suddenly pulled out a pocket knife. The crowd instantly backed up in shock. I tilted my head, smirking. "So you're gonna stab me in front of multiple witnesses? Dumbass." His face twisted in frustration, and then he lunged at me and swung. Missed. Before he could recover, I grabbed his wrist and brought my fist down hard on his elbow. The knife clattered to the pavement. I punched him twice in the face for good measure, then forced him onto his back, pressing my knee straight into his chest. His breath hitched. "A little more pressure here and I can break your rib cage," I mused, pressing down just enough to make him wheeze. "You fuck—" His voice cut off as I pressed harder. "You don't even have the strength to eat bread, let alone kill me," I said, tilting my head. "Get it?" I looked up at the last idiot standing. The only one left. He was alone now, and I could see the panic on his face. He wanted to run, but he knew it would ruin his reputation. "You—" "Since everyone's gathered here," I cut him off, raising my voice, "I have an announcement to make." Silence. The entire school yard was listening. "The Jack Spencer you knew? He's fucking dead." I smirked, scanning the sea of faces. "From now on, it's fuck around and find out for anyone who fucks with me or Damien Anderson." [Mission Accomplished! You've unlocked your love interests. Would you like to view them now?] I sighed. I'd check it out later when I got home. Standing up, I walked back to Damien, who was still clutching my bag, his face a full of awe and amazement. "No congratulations?" I asked. "C-Congratulations, Jack!" Damien stammered quickly. "I—I never should've doubted you!" I smirked, taking my bag from him. "Let's go. I'll give you a ride home." Erwin should already be waiting out front for me. "Okay!" The crowd parted as Damien and I walked through. No one tried to stop us. No one even looked me in the eyes. This is how it should be.The drive to Damien's house was quiet, aside from Damien occasionally giving Erwin directions. I wasn't used to silence in a car, especially after the kind of fight I just walked away from, but Damien didn't seem like the type to start a conversation. Annoying. I glanced at him from the corner of my eye. His black hair fell over his face like a damn curtain. "Why's all your hair in your damn face?" I asked. "Can you even see?" "I can see just fine," Damien mumbled. "I just don't want people to see me." I scoffed. "Do you want me to see your face?" Damien hesitated. "...Kind of." "Then show me. I at least want to know who the fuck I'm speaking to." I could've said it nicer, sure. But his timid demeanor was pissing me off. I wasn't about to let my only friend turn into some mousy, quiet pushover. He needed to change, and he needed to change fast. "Promise you won't make fun of me?" He said in a small voice. I rolled my eyes. "I will if you're ugly." He looked hurt. "Fine," I
The first thing I noticed when I stepped into the drawing room was my parents' love and hate meters. Both their love bars were full, yet my dad's hate bar sat at 2%. I frowned. If they fully loved this kid, why the hell had they neglected him for so long? Something wasn't adding up here. Dad folded his newspaper and looked straight at me. "So, tell me all about your first day of school," he said. "You did attend, correct?" I raised a brow. Obviously. "That's why the uniform is on," I said, gesturing to myself. "And, actually, it went a lot better than I thought it was going to go!" Cue Deborah's bullshit. She scoffed. "Yeah, right." I turned my head toward her, already annoyed. "Problem, Debbie?" I asked, voice smooth and sharp. "Stop calling me that! My name is Deborah!" she snapped, her face twisting in irritation. Then she squinted at me, eyes narrowing. "Did you cut your brain off with that ponytail?!" Mom finally spoke up, her voice softer but still carrying an edge of
The first taste of ice cream in this body was unreal. The cold sweetness melted on my tongue, sending a chill down my spine. "Oh yeah! Damn, that hits the spot!" I licked the ice cream Damien had bought me as a thank you, savoring every bit of it. I hadn't enjoyed an ice cream cone since I was about five years old and I stole one from the vendor. "Feels like I haven't had good shit like this in almost twenty years." "Twenty years?" Damien raised a brow at me. Now that he'd finally cut his hair, I could actually see his face. With his slicked-back dark hair and sharp, calculating eyes, he looked like a young Lucky Luciano—suave, dangerous, and just a little too refined for high school. It suited him too well, not that I was looking. "Are you sure you're feeling alright? It's just ice cream." "Ah, it's fine, dummy. You wouldn't believe it even if I told you," I chuckled. This ice cream cone tasted so much better without the fear of being caught for stealing it. Before he could qu
Changing in the locker room was... an interesting experience. Apparently, it was my first time actually getting dressed in here instead of hiding away somewhere else. As soon as I pulled off my shirt, the whispers started. "No surgery scars! He wasn't a girl!" "But I was so sure he was!" "He still kinda looks like a girl, though." "Would you hit it, though?" "If he was quiet and it was from the back." "You think Damien hit it already?" "I don't see any marks." What the actual fuck? Before I could turn around and tell those perverted bastards off, Damien suddenly stepped in front of me, holding up a large towel to block me from view. His face was turned away, pointedly avoiding looking at me himself. I sighed. "Thanks." At least like this, I could change in peace. *** Today's gym class was soccer. I liked playing soccer, not watching it. Something about running, strategizing, and taking control of the ball felt good. Besides, with a quick headcount, it seemed like there'd
I couldn't believe I was called into the teacher's office. Motherfuckers really didn't know how to appreciate anything good, huh? And my math teacher seemed way too determined to talk to me. "It's good that you didn't just leave," she said, smiling like she hadn't dragged me here herself under the threat of detention. Bitch. "What do you want?" I scowled, not bothering to hide how irritated I felt. "I'm not exactly sure what happened to you, but I think you've changed a lot over the summer." She leaned forward slightly. "So I have something to ask of you. Do you think you can do it?" "No." I answered immediately. "Do I look like a charity worker?" She sighed, like she expected that response but was still disappointed by it. "Jack, you've got a lot of the other students quite scared of you already." "And?" "So I just need one favor from you. I'd like your help in keeping one of my favorite students from being bullied—Jared Jameson." "Who the fuck is Jared Jameson?" I asked.
The church stood solemnly atop the hill, its white stone walls glowing faintly under the evening sky. A long flight of uneven stone steps stretched from the base to the entrance, worn down by decades of footsteps. Even from a distance, I could hear the murmuring of voices inside. If I showed up now, I'd definitely be noticed. What should I even ask first? Why did you betray me? Was I really that bad of a boss? Will my mom or dad be there? Would they even mourn me? What the fuck should I even do? I clenched my fists, lost in my thoughts, until— "My child, why are you here?" I snapped my head up and nearly jumped out of my skin. An old priest stood in front of me. His face was wrinkled, his expression calm but unreadable. I recognized him—Bob or Paul or something. I remembered being scared shitless of him as a kid, his cold eyes seeming to pierce right through me. "Excuse me, Father?" I asked, forcing my voice to stay even. "Why are you here?" His voice was firm. "This place on
Liam lunged at me, his fist cutting through the air with force. I caught it easily, my fingers wrapping around his knuckles like a vice. He struggled, trying to pull away, but my grip held firm. "Your punches are already different than before," I smirked, yanking his arm forward and throwing the punch right back into his face. His head snapped back, and I saw the realization dawn in his eyes—I had baited him, and he fell for it. I grabbed a handful of his shirt and let out a chuckle. "Come on, man! Don't bitch out! I've only just started with you!" He thrashed in my grip, genuinely trying to escape, but it was pathetic. I slapped him around like he was a joke, jerking him back and forth like a ragdoll while he flailed. Every time he tried to get his footing, I shoved him again, making sure he understood just how outmatched he was. "E-enough! I lost! I'm sorry!" Liam gasped, his voice strained. "I take back what I said!" "Stop fucking around, square jaw! Are you even sure you're a
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I was so late for class. If it weren't for Damien calling me and asking where I was, I wouldn't have even woken up at all. A tardy after getting a warning from the Dean wouldn't look good on my record at all. I nearly kicked down the classroom door, only to be met with an eerie silence. Everyone had suddenly shut up and turned their attention to me. "Shit, what the fuck are you looking at? Can no one be late anymore? What's up with the atmosphere?" Before I could sit down, a familiar blonde stepped in front of me, looking nervous. His buddy stood behind him like a scared puppy. It had been three days and a weekend since the incident, and they were finally back at school. "Uh, Jack?" The blonde swallowed. "What?" I hissed. Round three? "We were in the wrong last week!" he blurted out. "Jason kept on forcing us, so we had no choice but to keep going." He hesitated. "Anyway, we're sorry." I raised a brow. That whole thing had been such a mess, I'd barely thought
I couldn't get the system's words out of my head. "You'll soon be too preoccupied to think about it." What the hell did that mean? What could possibly take my mind off the weight of what I'd done in my past life—of Gianna, of Jason, of everything unraveling? [Mission Accomplished! You will receive secret intel!] I froze. That... that would do it. What the actual fuck was going on? I hadn't even made a move toward atonement yet, and the mission was already marked as complete? How? Why? My phone buzzed, Jason's name lighting up the screen. It was nearly 2 a.m. A part of me didn't want to answer—I was exhausted from the party and from... well, everything. But I picked up. "Hello—" "Jack?" Jason's voice was breathless, panicked, and definitely crying. "I—I need you... to come over! I need you to come over now!" He was gasping like he couldn't breathe. "What's up? Is it your dad?" "No! No! No, no—" "Tell me what happened!" I snapped, heart racing. "No! I—I can't actually say—"
{TW: Suicide attempt} The memory came back like a bullet to the skull—sudden, searing, and impossible to ignore. I was seventeen. A parking garage bathed in that awful yellow-white light, nearly abandoned except for the low hum of flickering fluorescent tubes above me. The scent of oil and cold concrete filled the air. My footsteps were quiet, deliberate, echoing through the still space as I closed in on her. Gianna Lionetti. A cloth gripped tightly in my hand, soaked in chloroform. She didn't even have time to scream. I grabbed her from behind, pressing the cloth to her mouth and nose with a vice grip. She fought hard. Nails like razors dug into my wrist, her limbs thrashing with the kind of panic only people on the edge of death can summon. It took a full minute and a half—ninety long seconds of struggle—before her body finally sagged, unconscious in my arms. I eased her down like a sleepwalker, like she was fragile glass. Then, almost robotically, I opened the passenger door,
I sat stiffly on the edge of the velvet couch, hands clenched loosely in my lap as camera flashes exploded from every angle. The drawing room was filled to the brim with reporters—some with cameras, some already holding up mics with eager hands, all of them watching me like a hawk about to strike. This was actually kind of terrifying. The last time I'd been in front of this many cameras was... well, it wasn't exactly a shining moment. I was being perp-walked in my last life, paraded in handcuffs while people shouted for my head. The bright lights, the judgmental stares—it all felt a little too familiar. A woman in the front row leaned forward, mic close. "How did you manage to get such incredible scores?" I blinked at her. "Studying like a normal person. It's not like there was much else to do besides that and work." Click. Click. Flash. "Your first appearance on TV left people with a bad impression of you. What do you think about that?" another reporter asked. I rolled my eyes
Ok, wow. I don't even know when I lost consciousness. All I know is that I've never felt anything like that in my life. It was overwhelming—in the best, most mind-blowing way. The kind of thing that leaves your body aching, your brain blank, and your soul just a little bit altered. Eight-plus rounds. All night. Lust without restraint. I hadn't known a first-timer could go all out like that, but apparently Damien had been holding back a lot for me. I remembered everything. I'm not a virgin anymore either. Every time he said my name in the heat of it, it sounded so damn good—like music tuned specifically to my ears. He loved biting and leaving marks, and now there was an obscene amount of them all over me. My body still felt wrecked. My mind? Still trying to catch up. The first light of dawn slipped through the curtains, soft and golden, casting a gentle hue across the rumpled sheets. I turned over—and there he was. Damien's sculpted torso rose and fell with
"Jack!" Damien's voice rang out, sharp with alarm. Before I could react, Emmett's hands were around my throat, tightening like a vice. My air was cut off instantly, my vision tunneling. He was trying to choke me out. Not happening. I gritted my teeth and kicked his shin with all the force I could muster. A pained grunt escaped him as his leg buckled, his grip loosening just enough for me to break free. Seizing the opportunity, I grabbed him by the collar and yanked him forward. Then I closed my eyes and bit down on his neck. Hard. Pain shot through my jaw as my teeth sank into flesh. Warm, metallic-tasting blood rushed into my mouth, the coppery tang coating my tongue. Emmett screamed—a raw, agonized sound—as he shoved me off him, stumbling to the ground, his hands clamping over the wound, desperately trying to stop the bleeding. Spitting out the blood, I wiped my mouth on the back of my hand and spotted a large rock nearby. Perfect. I picked it up, weighing it in my hands
{TW: violence} Emmett's car screeched to a halt in front of the old warehouse, headlights cutting through the dimly lit lot. I stood waiting, arms crossed, as he slammed the door shut and stormed toward me. His glare was the hardest I'd ever seen from anyone—he sure was pissed. "Jack Spencer, you cocky asshole!" he roared. "How dare you play around with me?! Do you even know what you've done?! You motherfucker!" I smirked, unfazed. "What did I do? I followed the rules," I said casually. "You took the money and ran before the results came out. Did I scare you that much?" "You little rat!" "Only one of us is acting like a little rat right now," I taunted. "I can actually help you out if you ask nicely." "You bitch!" he spat, fists clenching at his sides. He took a deep breath, trying to compose himself, but his rage was barely held back. "Did you think it would be worth a try to fight here or something?!" Then, something changed. His glare wavered, replaced by something almost de
"Let's get fired up!" Clap-clap-clap-clap. "We are fired up!" Clap-clap-clap-clap. As the football players took the field, the cheerleaders worked to get the crowd energized, their hands clapping in perfect rhythm. "Really fired up!" Clap-clap-clap-clap. The crowd erupted into cheers, and I scanned the field, telling myself I wasn't looking for Damien and Jason—I was just looking. But when I spotted them sitting with a few other players, my stomach did a little flip. "Let's go, Tigers!" Beatrix yelled through her bullhorn. Off to the side, Jared stood in his full mascot outfit—a giant fuzzy orange-and-black-striped jumpsuit topped with an oversized tiger head. When the cheerleaders hit their final pose, he rushed in, slid to a stop on one knee, and threw out his arms like he'd just pulled off the greatest trick in the world. Idiot. The crowd clapped listlessly. A few half-hearted whistles floated through the air. The coach wasted no time, yelling for the cheerleaders to
{TW: Fight} For the past two weeks, we had been attending amateur sports matches, and everything had gone exactly as I planned. The underdog teams were winning—thanks to the extra funding I had helped secure for harsher trainers and last-minute substitutions. Basketball was already over, and the second match had ended in a reverse victory. Now, with only one game left, I was certain Emmett had caught on by now. Desperation would make him reckless. He would most likely send someone to stop my winning streak. Which is why I had come more than prepared. This was all part of the plan—to make him notice me, to make him move first. And I took full advantage of the fact that there was no upper limit on bets. If I kept going unchecked, Beck10 would have no commission left. Soon, they'd have no choice but to inquire about the dividends themselves. The most logical move would be to scam me now, but they hadn't. Which meant they still had someone in their corner, raising the stakes a
The guest house in my parents' yard stood quiet and still, its once-pristine exterior now dulled from years of neglect. The structure was charming yet unassuming, a modest white-bricked cottage with a wraparound porch, half-covered in leaves that had gathered over time. The windows, though elegant, were coated in a thin layer of dust, and the porch light flickered intermittently, as if struggling to stay alive. It was clear the place hadn't been used in a while. The only real sound in the night was the muffled curses from the hot trunk of the car. Jason and I hauled Ivan out, his lean frame squirming violently in our grip. "You motherfuckers!" he screamed, thrashing as much as the handcuffs would allow. Jason didn't even flinch. I smirked. "Isn't it you that fucked up first?" Ivan kicked out, struggling, but we dragged him up the creaky wooden porch and into the dimly lit house, the door slamming shut behind us. Jason flicked on the lights, revealing a simple but elegant inter