I felt a kind of discomfort in me as I gazed at him. Various thoughts raced through my head as I clenched my hands into a fist. My anger was eating deep into me and the very first thing I wanted to do was to strangle him to death for his past Actions but I couldn't do so. I had to be careful with this chance that was given to me all over again.
He walked into the school building with a brisk movement, his bag dangling from his hands. He walked in a way that would appeal to Anyone with his head held high. "The son of a bitch!" I clenched my hands into a fist and then banged it on the wall in front of me. I had been nothing but a fool to have trusted him as much as I did.
"The nerve he has to act all bosy and cool like nothing had ever happened or he didn't kill me. Gosh! I can barely stand any of them. They disgust me for real… geez!" Spittle gathered in my mouth and I had to throw it out. I Walked off to the restroom to do just that, holding a straight and unfriendly face. I turned the doorknob that led into the rest room and right there stood the same bastard who had killed me.
"Eii! Are you aware this isn't a male's restroom? This is for the female!" I snapped at him, clenching my hands into a fist. I was trying hard to control myself, my anger and all.
"And how does it affect you if I decide to use a toilet meant for the ladies?" He muttered in response, glared at me for a split second and then dashed off at once, his head still held high. I was dumbfounded and couldn't bring myself to utter a word after him even though I had a zillion of them that were waiting to be offloaded. He slammed the door as he left and somehow, the sound of it echoed in my chest.
"Damn it regina! What did you just do? Just what? You should have shown him a bit of you? Is this how you plan to exact your revenge?" A voice snapped at me. I needed no one to tell me it was the receded part of me longing for justice that spoke.
"Come on! It came so suddenly and I wasn't preparing for a confrontation with him!" I said in my defense as I sat into the sink, rinsed my mouth and then glared at myself through the mirror.
"That's no excuse for the display of stupidity. That's not an excuse at all. Let's see how this goes by the way, you weakling!"
"Damn it! I'm not a weakling and you shouldn't call me one! Got it?"
"Then you have to fucking prove that you are not a weakling. You have to prove it and do the necessary thing."
The bell went off, signaling the commencement of classes. I cleared my throat, straightened myself and then went out of the restroom to my class that was just a few walks away. The class was full by the time I got there with everyone already seated. I walked up to my seat and then sat still and silent while waiting for the teacher to arrive. I played a bit on my phone but soon got bored. I reached for my bag and was about taking out my pods when the teacher Walked in with her heels heralding her arrival. I laughed because it was quite funny but my laughter didn't last all the while. Someone came in just a few seconds later with his hands clasped to his back. It was the same fool I met in the restroom, my evil boyfriend. The sight of him alone disgusted me.
"Good morning class!" She greeted with a wide grin laced to her brows. She looked really young whereas she was in her Forties already.
"Good morning ma'am!" The entire class chorused in one voice, forming a kind of melody to the ear.
"It's great to see you all in class and on time. It's nice because I have someone to introduce to you. He's a new student and he'll be in your class. He's Dean Parker and he's a really nice guy!" She mumbled and then paused a while to see our reaction. When she felt impressed by our reaction, she asked him to go sit. The moment she sat that, my heart skipped a bit. There were only two vacant seats. Our gaze locked and somehow, he grinned evilly at me. Something told me from the way he grinned that he would want to come to sit beside me and that was the last thing I ever wanted. I didn't even want to have him by myself for even a split second and that showed how disgusted by him. I looked to my left and just beside Jason was an empty sit. Nice ..
I flew to my feet with immediate alacrity, packed my load and moved to the vacant sit just beside Jason, taking everyone by surprise. I could see the disgust in his face but I dodn give a damn. I poked my lips at him and then turned my head towards Jason who was in shock as to why I came to sit by him. "Do you mind if I sit beside you?" The words trailed out of my mouth with a bright smile that revealed my sparkling dentures. His eyelids flickered uncontrollably like there weren't being controlled by an invincible switch.
*Yes… yes . You can sit beside me… I do not have a problem with it!" He finally said after taking him almost thirty seconds to speak. That was the first time I heard Jason stammer and it was shocking but not more shocking than the look on the faces of everyone in class and most especially the look of anger that adorned the face of the new student… yeahh, dean parker. I quite forgot his name. Much less important he was that I couldn't even remember his name. Lol. He was left with no choice than to sit on the other chair.
"Great! Now that you have all settled in, we may start the class!" She mumbled, turning her back to us as she began to write on the white board. I sighed, wondering when she was ever going to advance more than she was at the moment. Isn't she aware that the interactive board is being used by all and is what she should adopt. I stole a glance at Jason and was surprised to see him smiling. it was weird but not as weird as it would have been if I was to sit with Dean parker.
"Why do you have this bright smile? Is anything the problem?" I couldn't help but ask, though in low whispers as I couldn't afford to get caught by the teacher.
"Huh!" He stared at me, a bit confused. I could bet he did that on purpose, pretending like he didn't hear my question. Perhaps he was trying to process the right answer to give me and was only trying to buy time for himself. Well, I repeated myself as I scribbled the notes down. "Why do you have this bright smile?"
"Oh that! It's nothing much, just that I find it strange that you should come to sit beside me. I thought you hated me so much and couldn't stand the sight of me?" He muttered as he stopped writing. He fixed his gaze on me.
"Yeah… I do hate you but I still will choose sitting down with you than that good for nothing bastard."
"Excuse me!"
"Oh! Don't mind me. I still hate you though.. " I scoffed.
"Ouch! That hurts. It's nice having you beside me though…" He still had that grin..
"Yeahh.. let's concentrate so we don't get sent out. We have lot of time to chat…" I whispered, smiling back at him.
Somehow and only God knows what made me turn my head in Dean's direction. I was shocked to see he still had that frown on his face. "Gosh! Why is he so affected by my Actions? He should be extremely careful with me the next time… this is just the beginning." He raised his head and again, our eyes met. His was filled with anger for what I did to him and mine was filled with hate. It was so intense and unfriendly that somehow, the teacher noticed our stare and had to clear her throat. '"is that a kind of chemistry I'm noticing between Mr Dean and our beloved Regina?" She teased but I didn't find it funny.
"Definitely not. You're highly mistaken ma'am. I do not speak with those who don't know how to speak to someone or even differentiate a male gent from the female…" The entire class erupted in laughter and this time, Dean's face had turned extremely red. He was mad as fuck.
DEAN'S POVAs I laid in bed, various thoughts raced through my mind. I gazed at the ceiling with an indifferent look. My eyes continued to blink like they were controlled by some switch.It had been a really stressful day for me and every effort to relax had proved abortive. I felt a nagging headache. I rose to my feet in search of some drugs to help cool myself but there was none. There was only one solution and that was for me to go to bed. I was sure I'll be fine by the time I awake.I laid back on the bed and continued to gaze at the ceiling with the hope that I would be asleep in a few minutes but the sleep refused to come again. It was frustrating. Shutting my eyes tight did the magic for I was asleep in a jiffy. I woke up in another realm with my eyes flickering around. It was dark all over and nothing could be seen except the sharp ray of darkness that enveloped the entire place."Hello! Who's here?" Somebody save him!" I yelled in a loud voice that echoed through the place.
I was infuriated and mad as hell. I wanted nothing to do with him and I still couldn't understand why he was always coming to me over and over again. "Gosh! Can't he just stay away from me!'" I muttered under my breath but somehow, it was loud enough for him to hear. "Are you perhaps talking to me?" He queried, with his eyes fixed on me. My eyes drooled all over him for a while as I was trying to process whether he heard what I said or he didn't. The latter appeared to be the case and somehow, I felt a kind of reassurance. "No, I'm not. Why do you ask and by the way, why are you here? How did you know I am here?" I asked all at once with a look that told him and everyone else that I am not interested in whatever discussion he wanted to have with me. "It's nothing really. But I was hoping to speak to you for a brief while. Can I? I promise not to take your time!" He said to me with his hands clasped to his side like one waiting to be judged. I glared at him with a look that would
I was shocked and irritated as well and if I was to be sincere , I just couldn't hold it in. The nerve she had to ask such question of me after all the harm she had caused to me was quite appalling and placing that behind, she had no right to speak that way because I had never said I wanted to speak with her and neither had Jason. "What do you mean by what's going to happen to you? When we decided to come to the cafeteria to grab some lunch, were you asked to tag along?" I slammed at her with a friendly grimace adorning my face. I couldn't afford to show her how upset I was with her as I never wanted any of them to suspect anything. "Come on! You all shouldn't act this way. It's not fair. You can't leave me all by myself, can you?" She muttered with her lips pouted awkwardly. her hands were clasped together and she looked like she had just been seriously beaten. "Well, I wouldn't mind leaving you all by yourself. You aren't a baby, are you?" I said and burst into a long round of la
"Goodness! Why has he decided to come meet me at this time?" I wondered aloud but loud enough for only me to hear. I was pissed beyond imagination and couldn't hide it no matter how hard I tried to. "Hi Regina!" He greeted, waving right at me. I waved weakly back at him with a frown with the hope that he would understand what i was trying do but it seemed he was adamant at pissing me off at the slightest provocation. He moved towards me, giggling with excitement. "Hello! What do you want from me again?" I snapped at him. I made sure to show him just how much I was pissed at him for pestering me all the time. "Come on! I'm only trying to speak to you. Isn't that what you said that for me to become your friend, I have to Work towards it? That's just what I'm trying to do..:" he said with a wide grin that did nothing but infuriatie me the more. I rolled my eyes with disdain and then focused my head on the meal I was eating. It felt so good and somehow… "Yes, I did tell you that to
"Help! Someone help me!" I immediately yelled from the bathroom, hoping that someone would hear me but there was no one in sight and neither could anyone hear me. Watch room in the house was sound proofed so there was no way anyone would hear me except he comes close to the room and to worsen the situation was the fact that I was in the bathroom. I tightened my hand against the wall and managed to get myself out of the toilet. The moment I got out, I felt relieved at once. It was strange and weird with no explanation for it. "Oh my God! Thank goodness!" I sighed, clutching my neck lightly until I felt much better. I laid on my bed staring at the White washed ceiling and then suddenly, I smiled. I tried to kick it off my face but it just wouldn't get itself off. I remember Jason and how beautiful our conversation was all through that day. I was starting to get really comfortable with him which was something which never happened in my life perhaps the fact that I knew he was a nice man
Night came soon enough and with it came a kind of weird feeling within one. It's been a while since I last felt that way though. I continued to roll on the bed with my hands racing through my hair. The discomfort was eating through me and no matter how hard I tried to get it to stop, it just wouldn't stop. I was in a world of my own, a world completely different from the one that was inhabited by everyone.I was yet to understand one thing and that was, why the universe had to replace every single thing that happened in my life from a year ago. It was bizzare and kinda Strange to me but somehow, I felt it was a kind of warning to me or would I say guide. Yes! It was a kind of guide to prevent me from committing the same mistake that was commited by me in my previous life. "It's all nice and good as long as I get to exact my revenge on those who had killed me. The sight of them alone disgusted me and I wanted to strangle them right away but then I couldn't allow myself act in a rashy
I needed no one to tell me what his dreams were all about. It was all over him and it kinda made me sweaty. Geez! His dream was about how I was killed in my past life. Was the universe trying bro play some kind of weird game with me because none of it seemed to make any sense."Wow! That's a pretty sad dream. Thank goodness it's only a dream and nothing else…" I muttered, panting hard like I had just completed the marathon. I glared at him for a few seconds before I managed to speak up. He noticed the discomfort on my face and began to worry."Are you alright? You look so troubled!" He asked as he ran his hand through my head. "I'm alright. I was deep in thought. I'm fine.." I assured him, even though I wasn't. My voice was quaking uncontrollably. I couldn't help it."Yes, and that's not all as well. I heard someone say it's
After keeping mute for a few seconds, I decided that I couldn't take it. I would feel so miserable all through the project and that was the very last thing that I wanted. I didn't want anything to disrupt my thoughts."I'm sorry sir but can I request that my partner be changed?" I asked, startling even myself. My hands shook as I feared his response. I didn't know how he was going to reply. The entire class was as quiet as a graveyard and I could see the shock on their face as well. The math teacher glared at me like I was some strange being before he cleared his throat and finally spoke up."Are you sure you want your partner to be changed!" He queried without taking his gaze off me. It was kinda weird that he spoke to me in such a cool and calm voice. I had to pinch myself to be sure I wasn't hallucinating."Yes sir. I do want my partner changed. I do not feel so comfortable with the partner you assigned me to…" The moment I uttered those words, I moved my gaze in Dean's direction c
Chapter 128JasonI was sitting in the school courtyard, trying to gather the courage to do what I had been thinking about for weeks. I had fallen deeply in love with Regina, that much was certain and I knew I needed to tell her how I felt and I wanted the whole school to know it.As I stood up and walked towards her, my heart was pounding so loudly in my chest that I thought everyone around me could hear it. When I finally reached her, I took a deep breath and blurted out, "Regina, I love you. I'm never going to leave you."Regina's face turned bright red, and she looked down at the ground shyly. But before she could respond, we heard a loud commotion behind us. It was Dean, Regina's former boyfriend, and he was beyond angry."What the hell is going on here?" Dean shouted as he stormed over to us. "You think you can just waltz in here and steal my girl? You're nothing but a loser, Jason!"I tried to explain that I wasn't trying to steal Reg
Chapter 127JasonI took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down, but the anger was still boiling inside me. How could she do this to me? Regina had broken my trust once again.I walked into our apartment and slammed the door shut behind me. Regina was sitting on the couch, scrolling through her phone, completely oblivious to my presence. I stood there, watching her for a moment, trying to contain my rage. She had come that evening, thinking it would be a soft ride for her but little did she know that I was still angry with her."Jason, is everything okay?" she asked, finally looking up from her phone."No, everything is not okay," I snapped. "How could you do this to me, Regina? I trusted you and you went behind my back."Regina's expression changed from confusion to guilt as she realized what I was talking about. "I didn't mean to hurt you, Jason. I just didn't know how to tell you.""That's not good enough," I said, my voice ra
Chapter 126ReginaI woke up early on a Saturday morning, feeling a sense of excitement that I hadn't experienced in a while. After weeks of non-stop studying and attending classes, I finally had a weekend off from school. And I had a special plan in mind for my boyfriend Jason.I tiptoed into the kitchen, trying not to wake him up. The kitchen was quiet, and the sun was barely shining through the windows. I opened the fridge and took out the ingredients I needed for my surprise. Flour, sugar, butter, eggs, milk, and a few other things. I put them all on the counter and started to preheat the oven.I then went to the pantry and found a recipe for vanilla cupcakes. I had never made cupcakes from scratch before, but I was determined to make these ones perfectly. I measured all the ingredients carefully, following the recipe to the letter. I mixed everything together, watching as the batter slowly turned into a smooth, creamy texture.As I was mixing, I couldn't help but smile, thinking
Chapter 125JasonI walked purposefully towards Dean with my fists clenched at my sides. My heart was pounding in my chest, and my mind was racing with all the things I wanted to say to him.When I reached him, he was surrounded by his usual gang of followers, all of whom looked up at me with a mixture of surprise and amusement. But I didn't care. All that mattered was getting through to Dean and making him understand what he was doing to Regina."Hey, Dean," I said, my voice steady and calm, even though my insides were churning. "We need to talk."Dean sneered at me. "What do you want, loser? Come to beg for mercy?"I ignored his jibe and got straight to the point. "Listen, I know you've been taunting Regina lately. And I'm here to tell you to cut it out."Dean laughed in my face. "What, you're her knight in shining armor now? She doesn't need your protection, man."I took a deep breath and tried to keep my temper in check. "I
Chapter 124ReginaI walked into the school counselor's office feeling nervous and uneasy that fine morning. I had been having trouble with Angie and everyone knew she had been bullying me for weeks, if not months. I didn't trust her, and I knew that she was up to something, but I couldn't quite put my finger on what it was.The counselor, Ms. Lee, greeted me with a warm smile and asked me to take a seat. I took a deep breath and began to tell her about my problems with Angie. I told her how Angie would make fun of me in front of my classmates, and how she would spread rumors about me behind my back. I also mentioned that I didn't trust Angie and that I felt like she was up to something.Ms. Lee listened attentively, nodding her head as I spoke. When I finished, she gave me a reassuring smile and told me not to worry. She said that Angie was probably just going through a tough time and that I should try to be more understanding.I wasn't satisfied
Chapter 123ReginaI sat on the couch, my head resting on a pillow as I stared at the TV without really seeing it. I felt drained, both physically and emotionally. My mind was foggy, my thoughts a jumbled mess, and my heart heavy. It had been a tough few weeks, and it felt like I was barely holding it together.Just then, Jason walked in the door, his smile immediately brightening up the room. He had rushed to the main mall to get some things and I knew that he must have gotten my favorite tub of ice cream. He kicked off his shoes and made his way over to the couch, sitting down next to me and wrapping his arm around my shoulders."Hey, how are you feeling?" he asked softly.I shrugged, not quite sure how to put into words the tumultuous storm raging inside me. But before I could even try, Jason spoke up."I just wanted to say how proud I am of you for fighting through this. I know it hasn't been easy, but you've been so strong and resilient
Chapter 122JasonWhat do you do when you feel all hope is lost and you have no reason for living anymore? What do you do when you see the love of your life slowly slipping into a depressive state, one that she isn't able to get out of? Well, that was the state Regina was currently in and what made it worse was the fact that I had absolutely no idea on what to do.We had tried all we could to help her situation but nothing seemed to be working at all and I was getting more worried by the minute because it just seemed like Regina was sinking much more deeper into her depressive state.''What's got you all worked up?'' my mother asked, walking into the living room.I sighed, staring into space whilst looking at nothing in particular. Everything I was thinking of and was happening just put a damper in my mood and I wanted it to end as soon as possible. I was feeling bad for Regina and I wanted her to heal on time.''Its Regina, it doesn't seem like she's getting better which hurts me.''
Chapter 121ReginaI arrived at the therapist's office, feeling a mix of nervousness and relief. Nervousness because I was about to open up about some very personal things, but relief because I knew this was the right decision for me.I had been struggling with my mental health for some time now, and it was taking a toll on my relationship with Jason which I didn't want happening anymore. He had been so supportive, trying everything he could think of to help me feel better, but I didn't want to burden him any further. I knew he had his own stresses and responsibilities, and I didn't want to add to them.So, I had made the decision to seek help on my own and with a different person. It was only a miracle I found her online and I knew she would be able to help me. It was a difficult choice, as I had always been the type to try to handle things on my own. But I knew that I needed professional guidance to help me navigate my emotions and thoughts.As I sat in the waiting room, I felt my p
Chapter 120JasonLater on, I took a deep breath before knocking on Regina's bedroom door. I knew this conversation wouldn't be easy, but it needed to happen. After a few moments, Regina opened the door and let me in. She looked tired and her eyes were puffy from crying."What's up, Jason?" Regina asked, as she sat down on her bed."Regina, I'm worried about you. I think you need help," I said, taking a seat next to her."What do you mean?" Regina asked, looking at me confused."I mean, I think you have a mental health issue, and I think it would be best for you to take some time off from school to focus on getting better," I said gently.Regina's face fell, and she looked like she was about to cry again. "Do you really think so?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper."Yes, I do," I said firmly. "I've noticed some changes in your behavior lately, and I think it's time for you to seek professional help."Regina nodded slowly, tears starting to fall down her cheeks. "Okay," she s