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"No, wait! You have what you want. The money and the documents. Just leave us alone." I had to plead if that was the only way we'd get spared or even save April alone.
"No, I've dreamed about this for so long, it's gonna happen, Valerie," Eve replied with a small chuckle, smirking evilly.
Realizing they weren't going to reconsider, I lunged unexpectedly at the man holding April, knocking the gun off his hands and head-butting him, grabbing April from his arms. “Run!” The words barely left my lips when I felt bullets pierce through my lower back and I fell to the ground, groaning as unbearable pain smeared through my body. I looked up when I heard April scream to see the men grab her roughly before she could run.
“Kill her,” Came Tyler's command.
“No, please... No! Stop! She’s just five!” I tried to stand up from the ground, ignoring the pain shooting through my body. He did not waste any second again, but roughly spun her around to face him and punched his hands into her chest, pulling out her heart. A loud agonized scream escaped my lips as April's limp body fell to the ground. I burst out crying immediately, staring in horror as blood surrounded the spot she lay on. "No." Sobs after sobs racked from my throat and my heart clenched hard in pain, all air cut out of my lungs.
I did not pay attention to Tyler as he walked closer to me with a dagger in his hands. I knew right there he wouldn't spare me, and I don't even plead to be spared. He already killed the rest of my family and clan, and I think it'll be better if I die as well.
“You know the first thing you should do? Take that silly thought of me being your mate off your mind because even if I would spare you, I would never accept a filthy piece of shit like you as a lifetime partner.” He spat out with so much hate in his voice. “Secondly,” He continued with a scoff.
"You know the first mistake your father made?" He spoke and crouched before me, swinging the dagger in his hand. "Birthing you." He spat out angrily and stood up, moving just a few inches away from me.
"Say hi to the Devil, bitch." I saw him raise the dagger in the air and close my eyes tight before I was thrown into pitch darkness of nothingness.
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The loud howling of wind is what pulls me to consciousness. I let out a small groan as I gently rose from the floor, brushing off the sand from my left cheek. I took a step back and fell to the ground, placing my hand on my chest as the loud, scary rumbling of thunder filled my ears.
It was cold and totally dark here, with not even a tiny glint of light anywhere. I could easily guess it was the supernatural version of hell. I stayed curled up on the ground, looking around the largely deserted area without an end, as loud screams filled the air, seeming to come from all directions.
A shudder coursed through me as I recognized all of those voices, the now familiar screams of our people. Was it yesterday? I have no idea how long I had been here, but I could guess it wasn't so long. I sat up, and looked around the area, the sky looking so close; I was sure if I stood up, I could touch it. I raised my knees to my chest, wrapping my hands around myself, resting my head on my knees as I tried to ignore the deafening, petrified screams of the people echoing around.
I snapped my head, my gaze darting around as I heard April's scream echo in my ears. I could swear that sounded close and real. I stood up from the ground immediately, walking around the deserted area. "April?" I yelled, my voice echoing around. If she was somewhere around here, she could definitely hear me.
"Valerie!" My eyes watered when I heard her respond.
"April, where are you?" I asked, picking up my pace as I tried to follow the sounds of her scream.
"Vale-" Her voice suddenly died down mid-sentence and the rumbling of thunder went silent immediately, the howling wind settling down.
"April." My voice shook as I looked around, not finding any lead to search for her.
"Valerie." I turned back swiftly when I heard a soft, melodious voice behind me. A woman with bright silver hair and eyes was standing behind me, clothed in pure white apparel, her skin whiter than normal and very delicate.
"Who are you?! And where is April?" I demanded immediately, allowing my face to contort into a frown to give her a hint that I wasn't as easy as I looked.
"Valerie-"
"Don't call me! Where is April?! Where did you keep her?!" I couldn't contain my anger anymore and lunged towards her, ready to grab her around my neck and shove her against the floor. But before I could even reach her, I felt a strange force push me away, sending me flying across the deserted area, my body colliding harshly with the floor and tumbling hard.
I grunted as pain shot through my body and I slowly stood up on the ground. My heart skipped a beat as I looked up to see her standing right in front of me. How did she get here so fast?
"Who are you?" I asked, brushing the dirt off my body.
"That should've been the first question you should've asked when you saw, instead of trying to attack. Though I understand your actions very well, the overprotective cousin of April." She spoke, walking around me in slow, majestic strides. "I'm Selene, the moon goddess." My eyes widened almost immediately when she revealed. How was I supposed to know she was? Then, if she truly is the moon goddess I've heard of all my life, why did she decide to watch us brutally killed and did nothing about it? Never even try to warn us that a traitor was in our midst, selling us out for a price I have no idea about.
"Why?" I asked, my voice shaking as I recalled all that happened to us. "Why did you let that happen? Even to April."
"I understand how you feel, Valerie, but I can't change everything." She responded calmly.
"Then why the fuck are you, the goddess? Why do we have to worship you when all you do is sit and watch us get killed?!" I yelled, pointing my fingers at her as tears rolled down my eyes.
"There are some things I can't interfere with, Valerie, but I can always make things right."
"Well, you failed! You failed an entire vampire clan, you failed! You did nothing while we were brutally killed, and what do you expect? That I worship you, huh? You're nothing to me, okay?" I spoke harshly as I turned around, walking away. Although I was a hybrid, born to a werewolf mother and vampire father, that clan would always be my home. Now I wonder why they had Mom killed. I guess they're just monsters after all. "I'll just look for April on my own." I sniffed, ready to walk whatsoever miles it might take me to find her and make sure she was fine.
"You can't find her." I stopped when she spoke, her voice echoing around the area.
"And what do you mean by that?" I snapped as I turned around to face her, crossing my arms.
"This, all of this." She spoke, waving her hands around as she walked closer to me. "They're all an illusion and are just in your head. None of it is real. You would never find her. You would never find anyone here."
"Did you bring me to hell?" I asked, quirking my brows at her, anger coursing through my veins.
"No, I brought you here for a reason." She replied as she stood a few meters from me, a warm smile on her face. I wanted to look away, but the look in her eyes oddly instilled a sense of security in me.
"What is that?" I asked, finally taking a deep breath.
"I'm sending you back to the world, Valerie."
"For what?" I asked, already feeling confused. My life over there was a mess and the last thing I want to do is live it again and end up dead the same way.
"To make things right Val, there are a lot of things you don't understand." She took my palm into her hands, gently caressing the back of my palm.
"And what's there to make, right? I can't do anything, you know?"
"Yes, you can, which is why I'm sending you back. To make things right and put an end to the war between your clan and the werewolf clan. But do not be blinded by revenge Valerie, to make things right, you have to understand what you're dealing with, okay?"
"Well, I don't think there's more to understand than my supposed best friend betraying me and selling us out!"
“Well, there would be a lot of difference now though,” she leaned closer to me, gently caressing my cheek with her hand. "A lot, it would take self-control to understand." She leaned closer to me, placing a kiss on my head.
A wave of drowsiness suddenly engulfed me, and my legs went weak. "Wait, a min-" I couldn't complete my sentence as I felt myself fall to the ground and, without a warning, a bright light surrounded me before I was thrown into oblivion.
Valerie’s POV With a gasp, I jerk up from the bed, panting heavily. The first thing I do is take my eyes around my surroundings and when it slowly becomes familiar to me, I let out a relieved sigh, placing my hands on my chest. I climbed down the bed gently, trying as much as possible not to wake April after the terrible session of nightmares last night. Glancing at the clock, which was exactly 5:00 am, and knowing I wouldn’t be able to sleep again, I walked into the bathroom to the sink and turned on the faucet, splashing water on my face. Leaning against the sink, I looked closely at the dark circles under my eyes, probably from stress or maybe from crying too much. I looked into my eyes in the mirror, regretting it almost immediately as faint screams filled my ears, messing with my head. The memories of my previous unfortunate life, my encounter with the goddess, and even my more unfortunate new life flashed in my head. I tore my eyes from the mirror with a gasp, looking elsewhere
Valerie’s POV A surge of rage coursed through my veins as I stared into the eyes of my enemy. The bastard that almost ruined my life and that of April, forcing her into a world filled with nightmares and suffering. It has taken a lot to help her heal from such a horrible experience, but none of it was working. I couldn’t take her to a therapist or they might find out who we are. But what option do I have left? I was nothing like a therapist and had no idea what it takes to heal her mind and fears. I think I also need a therapist. And there he stood, with his hands casually tucked into his pocket, staring at me with disinterest, not saying a word. It was then that it clicked in my head; Tyler was the son of the Silvercrest's Alpha, which means I had been living in the pack of my sworn enemy for three years, without knowing! What the actual fuck?! I never cared about knowing the name of the pack since I had always hated werewolves, or maybe I heard it just once, but it never registere
Wesley's POV I groused, feeling my stomach rumble due to how famished I was. Hopefully, this motel has good food and not what I would be expecting. I stared around the room again as I got dressed in my black pants. Frankly, the room wasn’t the way I assumed it would be, considering how shabby it looked from the outside. I could almost be persuaded it was just another building that must’ve been abandoned for ages. They could at least make some renovation and make it look customer friendly, not like some kind of horror house, well I guess it’s none of my business though. Besides, this will be the last time I will be here. Lounging in this dirt place was the only way not to make Father discover what I’d been doing. Though it was for the benefit and security of the pack. We caught some spies lurking around the pack, likely sent to find ways to attack us, but I wiped them off. Will I get credit for doing that? No. Not even for protecting one of the biggest packs of the werewolf clan? No
Valerie's POV It took a lot to suppress the rage in me as I watched him sit at the table eating and having small conversations with April. I folded my arms, tapping my feet on the ground, suddenly regretting that I didn't even try to poison his food and make him die right away. I was quite infuriated that April did not listen to me, even after warning her not to sit at the table today. It was the first time she was going against my word. Although I understand she was excited about the customers we had, I just feel she should've listened to me. She would definitely freak out when she finds out the person she was chatting with was the one who killed her parents and caused her nightmares. "Come on, April, you don't want to be late for school." I couldn't hold it any longer and walked to April, ready to get the hell out of here. "I'll be done soon. Give me a few minutes." I nodded and turned to walk away, mistakenly brushing my hand against the bastard's arm. I turned around swiftly wh
Wesley's POV"Are you sure about this Wesley?" Fabian asked for the umpteenth time as I stared out of the window as we drove through the city, heading back to the packhouse."I already told you Fabian, yes, I'm sure about it. I felt the sparks and even Wade confirmed it. He wouldn't be lying." I replied with a tired sigh, rubbing my temples."Oh, it just sounds weird. You know, finding your mate in such a motel. No one would've definitely expected that.""Is there much to be expected from me, Fabian?" I asked in a low voice, glancing at him before looking back at the window. He wouldn't expect I'd find my mate in a grand way like the other wolves, I'm pretty okay with this, I've gotten used to not expecting big things from anywhere, besides she was really beautiful and I’m okay with that. At first, I did not like that I was fated to her, because she appeared to hate me for no reason. But I felt like things were going to change, besides I wouldn’t be so ludicrous to reject such beauty.
Valerie's POV"Why can't you just listen to me?! What has gone wrong with you?!!" I yelled at April as soon as we were standing in the motel. Grandma must've heard my enraged voice because I heard her footsteps hurrying to the lobby."You used to listen to me and now all of sudden, you won't! Even when we're so close to danger!! That's when you think it's cool to be a rebel?!!""Valerie," Grandma called in shock as she walked into the lobby, staring between April and I. "What is going on?""She doesn't listen, grandma. Stay away from him! He is dangerous! You can't trust anyone! Do I have to say this all the time?!""I'm sorry." April burst out crying, looking down at her feet."Sorry won't save you, you know? What did you say to him?""Valerie, easy on her. She's just a child." Grandma stood beside her, wrapping her right arms around her shoulders and pulling her closer to herself."She's supposed to listen! It's not easy trying to keep her safe, to keep us safe! She's making it hard
Wesley’s POV Just as I had suspected, Valerie was the exact girl Tyler and father had been looking for. I had no idea how I was able to figure that out considering the fact she used her glamour to hide her face from every other person, but I was quite smart and could easily see beyond the facade. I went through those files and saw everything father had about her, I realized April’s real name was Arya but Valerie did not change hers. Quite risky for her, but I guess she thought the glamour was enough to keep them safe. Besides, Valerie was quite a popular name and since we have some hybrids living in the pack with us, it wouldn’t be easy to notice her. Then I came up with something Wade thought wasn’t right and foolish, but I was desperate and this was the only way to change a little about myself. It was quite risky and he was already mad at me for using this as an opportunity to make her do something she wouldn’t want to do, I was selfish and stupid, yes I know. But let me be, maybe
Valerie’s POV I heaved out a small sigh as I did the finishing makeup touches on my face. It wasn’t an extravagant one that’ll make me look like a different person, but nice enough to enhance my beauty and facial features. April was sitting on the bed with a small mirror in her hand, mashing red lipstick over her lips, giggling with self admiration. I smiled, turning to face the mirror once more, the usual question repeating in my head. Was I doing the right thing? It’s been three weeks since I agreed to Wesley's deal to reveal to the whole pack that I was his mate. I did my research, and it turned out he wasn’t lying or trying to lure me into some kind of trap, he was a good guy. I did not hear that from the people though, he was mostly hated by all for no reason. Even though there was one, it was the most stupid. Grandma also explained that it was because he had been unable to shift into his wolf after the first shift. His father hated him and made sure to spite him even in front
Valerie's POVIt's been over a week since I last saw Wesley, which was at Violet's house on the day she died. I tried to reach him severally, through phone calls which he ignored and our mind-link which he had completely blocked me out from. Did he regret mating me?Or had been foolish from the very beginning to think I could find my place in this pack. I don't even want to think anymore cause I've tried so hard to make sense of the situation but nothing is working yet. Sometimes I think maybe I've been doing it wrong all along and what the goddess actually meant by making things right is revealing to them who I am so they can kill and completely wipe out our entire clan. But I'd that was it, there was no purpose of sending me back just to die again. These past weeks had been lonely and very frustrating, due to Wesley's betrayal if that's the right way to call it and April not even giving me a hard time. She told me to my face that I had been the one foolishly trusting them because I
The room is totally messed up, the entire furniture is broken and scattered around the room. There were broken glasses on the floor, and as I walked further into the room, I tried to think of what could've possibly happened here.However, I gasped when my eyes landed on a figure lying motionless on the ground. "Violet!" I screamed, hastily dropping to the floor beside her and shaking her shoulders, but she didn't respond and my heart raced even faster when I saw the blood trickling from her nose and mouth. Paramedics swiftly arrived, but instead of rushing to the hospital just like I expected, they walked out of the house with her on a stretcher and a white shroud around her."What the hell are you doing?" I asked, trying to remain in denial that it wasn't what I was thinking. "I'm sorry, Miss. But she's dead." The world around me stopped immediately, and I dropped to the ground, placing my trembling hands on my chest as my breaths came out in shaky pants, tears stinging the back of
Valerie's POVIt's been a few hours into the party, yet Violet still didn't show up or replied to any of my messages. I told Wesley about it and he assured me not to worry about her since it was quite common for her to do something like this, perhaps she might have never fully agreed to come to the party.Considering her disinterest for the family, it was possible she might have changed her mind at the last second. I tried to push my worries aside, joining them in the celebration. Minutes later, Wesley suggested we go to his room since it was evident that none of us were enjoying the party or were used to things like this. Standing by the window in his room, we gazed at the stars and moon adorning the night sky. "You think this is over now?" I asked, not staring at him but keeping my gaze fixated on the sky. "Well, I can say we have over ninety percent of our problems solved. We're a bit free now, no more bad guys. Everything will get back to normal in a short while. “Wesley replies,
Valerie's POVThe next morning I woke up to the good news that Renée arrived at the pack early, bringing Kyle along to face the authorities since he was from our pack.I dropped April off at school, telling her to be careful before rushing off to the packhouse. I heard Kyle had been locked in the cells in the basement of the house, so I hurried there, seeing Renée leaving on the way. After exchanging pleasantries, I walked into the basement to see Wesley standing before the cell. Kyle's gaze shifted towards me, and a smug smile appeared on his face. "Hey there, traitor." He said, and I tucked my hands into my pockets, not saying a word to him."It's good to see you behind bars," I said, smiling."I bet your mate here doesn't really know who you are and what you're capable of.""Why did you do it?" Wesley asked with a demeaning gaze fixated on him."I wanted power, Wesley. In fact, I was greedy for it and the rest of y'all seemed to settle for less. Accepting the losers you all are, ev
Valerie's POVThe rhythmical beeping of a machine filled my ears even before my eyes fluttered open. The dim light of the white room washed over me—the antiseptic scent hitting my nose, giving me a hint of where I was. Maybe a hospital.I shifted my gaze to the side and found Wesley by the bedside, his eyes immediately glinting as soon as he noticed my movements. "Hey," he whispered, his voice a gentle caress. "You're awake." His eyes were filled with a mixture of relief and worry. "Where am I?" It was difficult to speak, as my throat felt dry and scratchy. "We're back at the packhouse. You're safe now." He took my palm into his, giving it a soft squeeze—his touch warm and reassuring.Confusion washed over me for a moment before my memory started to piece together the fragments. Then I remembered my encounter with Kyle and trying to escape him and his men."Where's April?!" That was the next question I asked, sitting up with a speed that had Wesley staring at me in surprise and confu
Wesley's POVAs soon as I heard gunshots reverberate through the air, I dashed through the forest, not needing to think twice to know that it was Valerie. It has been over four hours we've been searching for her since she mysteriously disappeared. We searched the entire pack and yet there was no trace of her. My wolf was paranoid, demanding we find our mate. And when we saw traces of blood in the back of the house that I was sure belonged to her, we knew something had gone wrong. It was quite difficult trying to put Wade under control, but I gave that up as soon as we heard distant gunshots, letting him shift into his full form completely, without waiting for the warriors or any of the other search party members.I could feel her fear, almost tasting it. She must've been trying to escape from whoever captured her, and if by chance, it was the rogues, today would be the last day they would use their fucking lungs to breathe.I spotted them through the bushes, firing in a particular di
Valerie's POVA piercing pain in my head is the first thing that greets me the moment I slipped back into consciousness. I groaned in pain, noticing my vision was blocked with dark clothing wrapped around my eyes. I tried to move, feeling my muscles numb, but instead, I felt my skin scrape against a rough surface. If I could guess right, my hands were tied to a tree while I sat on the ground with both legs tied together.I heard the loud chattering of male voices around me and footsteps moving all about. Trying hard not to panic, I struggled against the restraints, which was just a wasted effort.A rustling sound caught my attention and through the black fabric around my eyes, I could make out a shadow looming above me. The blindfold is swiftly removed from my face, and I move my gaze around slowly, sighting some men gathering around a fire with drinks in their hands, laughing loudly at their own jokes. There were several young men moving around, none of them even sparing me a glance.
Valerie's POVI recognized him immediately as Alpha Kane. "Miss Valerie!" He called out, stretching out his hands for a handshake. I stared at his palm reluctantly before accepting it. "I didn't expect to see you." He states briefly glancing at Wesley who maintained a cold stare directed towards him."Nice to see you again, Kane," Wesley spoke, shifting his attention back to Renée. "Where's your father?"Renée's eyes clouded with a mix of worry and sadness before she blinked off quickly, replacing it with a stoic expression. "My father was injured during the attack and he doesn't seem to be recovering yet, even though he was just shot with an arrow.""Can we see him?" I asked, feeling a sense of empathy wash over me.She seemed to be contemplating for a moment before she nodded. "Of course, come with me." We followed her into the packhouse which was quite crowded, filled with women and children around all corners. Some of them, moving around while trying to clean and put the packhous
April's POVI shut the door to my new room, bolting it locked before plopping down on the bed, and letting out an angry groan. I could hear the sounds of Valerie's cries from her room, causing a knot to form in my stomach, twisting with exasperation. I loved Valerie, and she had always seemed to make the right choices until she decided to associate friendly with the alpha family. How could she forget the nightmares, the tears, and the anguish that haunted us both? At first, I thought she was only being nice to Wesley since he wasn't in support of what they had done to us, but then Tyler? Why was she even pleased that he changed his attitude towards her? I pressed my palm against my ears, trying to block out her cries. My gaze shifted to the pink diary sticking out of my bag—the diary that made me realize Valerie had given up on finding justice for our parents. Did she even realize how all of this changed me? I wouldn't be surprised if she never knew, since she has chosen to direct h