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Chapter 67: Regret?
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~Wren~“He ok?” Avi asks huffing next to me.I sigh heavily as I stare at Sebastian’s back. We have traveled in silence since leaving the rogue campsite. Sebastian only occasionally glances back to see if I am still close by. I can’t help but feel like he is already starting to resent me and regret his choice to finally make me. My hand flies to the mark on my next, stroking over the pink scar.“As ok as one can be with the current situation,”“He and Tank seemed pretty close. Like, ‘you and me’ close.” Avi continues. He knew the topic was already annoying me, but as a typical annoying brother-like friend can be–he presses on. Dancing around my building anger like an idiot with a death wish.“Yes, Avi. Nickolai was his whole life and Tank was the person who sat with him through it all.” My tone sounds flat to my own ears, but Avi ignores my attitude and smirks at me. “He seems like a pretty chill guy,” Avi says, now trying to change the topic. Yay for me. I roll my eyes. “Sebastian
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I give Nickolai a tight hug, clinging to him tightly as he squeezes me back. When I pull away, his hands run down my arms, stopping at my wrist where he looks for a moment and shakes his head. “Does it weird you out?” I ask him, my lips twitching into a soft smile as he flounders with how to respond without hurting my feelings. I know it creeps him out. When he first saw it, it was all he could look at.“It shouldn’t.” He admits, “But It is definitely a little weird.”“Try having it be your hand,” I say with a chuckle.“They couldn’t… like… put it back on or something?” His question isn’t malicious or ill-willed, more of a curiosity. The werewolf's body is strange and amazing with its healing properties, but even healers struggle to keep up with what the body is capable of.“I know in the human world they would have sewn it back on if the cut was clean.” I shrug. “But it was chewed off and after the fight, as I’m sure you remember, my hand wasn’t the only appendage littering the grou
