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Chapter 39: Revelations
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2022-04-05 22:18:11~Wren~
“You need to focus on me, Wren.” Tank scolds me after what feels like the hundredth time getting struck on my right side.
“Sorry,” I mutter, wiping my sweaty brow with my forearm.
I take a quick peek over my shoulder, feeling the void of Sebastian’s stare. It doesn’t matter that I know he isn’t there, I still catch myself hoping he is waiting for me. I refuse to beg him to accept me or keep me close. It doesn’t matter how many times I have to remind myself that I have too much pride. I can not be the one who gives in. Sebastian knows where I stand. The next move is on him.
A sharp pain vibrates up my side as Tank lands yet another blow on my upper torso.
“Fucking shit! Couldn’t you pull your punches or something?” I seethe rubbing my rib cage.
“You expect the enemy to care if you are daydreaming?” He quirks a curious brow from behind his f
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