Roseanne West
I opened my eyes slowly and I felt so sore down there. I looked down and found someone wrapping their arms around me. I slowly turned my head and my eyes widen. Did I just lose my V card last night to a man that I met at the bar? Shit.
I slowly slipped away from his arms and I quickly looked for my dress and my underwear. I quickly put it on and checked myself in the mirror. I combed my hair with my hands and took out my lipstick from my bag.
I sighed and turned my head to the man that I slept with last night. Well, it's just a one night stand so it's not a big deal besides I did ask myself to enjoy it and I did. No regrets.. all I need to do now is just leave.
I put on my heels and checked myself one last time before going out. I heard that the man started to move in his sleep so I decided to quickly go out from the room. I checked my phone and it's 10.30. I tried to find a way to the lift and when I found it, I pressed the button.
"Hey hey.. wait!" I was shocked to see the man stopping me from getting into the lift.
"What?" I asked.
"Can I get your name? And maybe your number?" He asked and I shook my head. I walked towards the lift but he grabbed my hand preventing me from going.
"Aren't you mad at me? I took you-"
"No and let me go. I will forget about this and you too so.. let me go." I said coldly and he looked at me disbelief. He slowly let go of my hand and I pressed the L button. I closed the door and I smirked at him before the door fully closed.
I leaned my body to the wall of the lift and felt my head hurting so much. I drank a lot of alcohol last night and ended up in bed having sex with someone. Great! That tells me that I shouldn't be drinking alcohol alone.
I got out from the lift and walked out to grab a taxi to go home. I felt so dizzy and I need more sleep too. Once I arrived at my apartment building, I dragged myself towards the lift. I need something that can wake me up because I still have a lot of alcohol inside my body.
I put on my passcode to my apartment and walked inside when suddenly someone jumped out in front of me. I screamed loudly before realizing that it's Carrie.
"Happy birthday!" She said cheerfully as she hugged me tightly.
"Why do you smell like alcohol was poured all over your body?" She said as she looked at me suspiciously.
"I just lost my V card to a man that I don't even know." I said flatly and Carrie's eyes went so wide that it could pop out in a second.
"What?!"
"I said it.. I got so drunk and we just did it." I said.
"Aren't you supposed to be mad at that guy for taking advantage of you? You were drunk." She bursted angrily.
"Nah.. I don't mind. Besides we will never see each other again and I won't even have any boyfriend or husband or someone else in the future so losing my virginity to a stranger won't mean anything." I said as I turned my coffee machine.
"Did you hear yourself?" She asked me, completely angry.
"Carrie, you know me and you don't need to be angry at me like this." I hissed coldly.
"Until when you will act like this, Rosie? For god sake, you're a romance novelist.. can you at least believe in love just a little bit?"
"There's no such thing as love. It will always end up with separation or dead or maybe getting cheated on." I said as I poured my coffee into a cup. I turned my body to Carrie and she already gave me a killing look.
"Not all men are bad, Rosie."
"You can say that because you're married to my brother and he's a good man to begin with. I don't trust them.. one of their species even took my V card last night. Yey!" I said it sarcastically.
"I just hope one day you will find someone that you can crazily and madly in love with because I don't want to see you alone all the time and have this boring life of yours." She said and I sighed.
"Being with someone is not for me, Carrie. I don't need a man. I have you, my dad, my brother and that's enough. The three of you always give me a headache and I don't need to add another one." I said and I drank my coffee slowly.
"Look.. I know you can't deal with separation, death and getting your heart break by someone but this is life, Rosie. It always happen and I know a little part of your heart.. you still believe in love because look how your novel turned out. Everyone loves it and everyone believes in love again because of you but you.. the writer herself can't even feel it." She said and I just ignored her. She always give me the same lecture again and again.
"Are you done? I need my sleep now." I said coldly.
"Fine.. Happy birthday and I'm sorry that I can't have dinner with you yesterday." She said and I nodded. She hugged me tightly and I smiled.
"Thanks." I said simply.
"I bought your favorite cake and it's in there." She said as she pointed at the fridge.
"Thanks."
"Okay.. I have to go now.. I'll see you next week. Let's have lunch together." She said and I nodded. She hugged me one last time and she left. I walked to the bedroom and took a shower. After that I put on my hoodie and shorts and go straight to bed. I fell asleep right away.
Ares Collin"She what?" Mason asked through the phone."She just left. She didn't even tell me her name or phone number.""That's new." He simply stated."Not only you but me too, because this is the first in history that the girl left me hanging instead of me doing it to them." I said as I ran my hand through my hair."Well.. I transfer the money to your account already buddy. I mean.. I can see that she's cheap. She was so easy to tame." That got me a little pissed actually but I don't have any reason to be angry at Mason because it was just a one night stand."Thanks." I said to Mason and I ended the call. I sat down on my dining table and looked blankly at my glass of water.
Ares Collin"Hey mom.." I hugged my mom tightly and kissed her cheek."Hey dad." I gave him a brief hug too."When did you arrive here, mom?" I asked her as I sat down beside her."Yesterday, darling. So.. how's your job?" She asked as she patted my hand. My mom is a famous designer and she just got back from Paris for fashion week there. She loves her job so much that she almost work everyday."It's okay, mom. So.. should we order now? I'm starving." I said."Actually my friend will come here to join us, will it be okay? They will be here in 2 minutes maybe." My dad asked."Of course, I don't mind." I said.
Roseanne WestI've been so stress lately looking for my necklace. It was the necklace that my dad gave me for my birthday. I searched everywhere inside my house and even asked the hotel's staff for it because I'm willing to pay big time if someone finds that necklace and it ended up with Ares, the guy who I slept with last week."Do you want me to feed your or you want to feed yourself?" I turned to Ares coldly and I took my fork right away. I stabbed the french fries with the work and look at Ares ready to kill him.I ate my fish and chips slowly that it looks like I only took a bite out of it. I gave half of it to my dad and just looked at the other half blankly."Do you want to order something else, Rosie?" Mrs. Collin asked and I smiled politely to her and said
Ares Collin"Fine.. strip!" I said as I gestured to her body but before she could do that. Someone rang the doorbell and I heard Mason's voice. Shit! I got up and quickly pulled Roseanne towards my room."Stay here and never come out.""Why should I? I'm not-""Just do it or else you will get into trouble." I said and I left her inside my room. I walked towards the door and opened the door to see Mason and Josh."What are you guys doing here?""Oh come on.. we miss you already and besides we have to celebrate that we fully move to New York." Mason said and my eyes widen."Yes.. let's celebrate." Josh smirked as he showed me a pizza box and s
Roseanne WestI sat awkwardly on Ares' sofa and I kept feeling nervous. I kept trying to act normal but I can't. I can't believe that I just agree to this deal. I hate it.. I really hate it."Here you go." He said as he gave me a glass of water. I nodded and took it from him. I drank it and turned to the TV calming myself down."What do you want to watch?" He asked."You pick." I said."Can you come and sit closer? You're sitting on the edge of the sofa. I don't bite, Rosie." He said as he patted the spot right beside him. I looked at him and slowly move closer."You only move an inch." He said flatly."I'm comfortable this way." I said and
Ares CollinI went off to work completely with zero mood. Someone decided to ruin my god damn mood last night. Thanks to her, nothing worked for me since this morning. Fuckin' hell.I threw my bag to my chair and I pulled my tie off because I can't breath. We just started and she's already pissing me off. What kind of species is she? Is this a curse or what?"Wow.. what's with the mood today?" Josh asked as he brought me a cup coffee."Don't start, Josh. I can punch you in the face right here right now.""Who pushed your button? Oh.. and you owned me some explanations because I helped you yesterday." He said as he sat in front of me."Is Mason here?" I asked as I sat down on my chai
Roseanne West"I can't believe you drag me here again. I have other things to do." Stefan hissed as we walked into costco. I ignored him and I took one trolley for us to put things inside. I walked to the cereal section and bought 7 packs of cookie crips because it's my favorite."You need to stop eating cereal only, Rosie. It's not good for your body, you need to have a proper meal." Stefan said and I just gestured him to shut up.I walked to the frozen food section and bought a lot of chicken nuggets and french fries. I dragged Stefan to the cake section too because I want cheesecake so bad."I always wonder why haven't you die yet because you always eat junk food.." Stefan hissed and I glared at him."Shut up." I said an
Ares CollinI walked to the door when I heard the doorbell rings. I opened it and saw Rosie standing in front of my door. She's wearing denim shorts and a grey tank top revealing some skins. What kind of test is this?"Why so early?" She asked coldly. What a great way to start my morning? I was greeted by an ice princess."Come in." I said and I quickly ran back to the kitchen to check on my eggs. I turned off the stove and put the eggs on the plate. I put a plate full of eggs and bacon in front of Rosie and she looked at me with questioning eyes."Eat it.. we'll go out after this.""I never agree to go out, Ares. I hate being surrounded by people." She said coldly and I sighed."Ca
Roseanne West"Are you ready for my vows?" Ares asked and I looked at him suspicious. I nodded and I turned to the priest nervously because I'm so afraid that Ares will say something stupid."Honey.. baby.. my love.. my beautiful lovely Roseanne West.. We met in a really crazy way at first. I don't need to tell the details to all of the people in the church especially in front of Jesus." He said and everyone laughed. I face palmed myself completely embarrassed."We started our relationship roughly and then I started to fall for you each day even though you hella cold and act like I'm a deadly virus. After that, we started to share our journey together through up and down and man.. at last I got you on my palm." He smirked and I chuckled looking at his expression."
Ares Collin"I do." I said in front of the mirror."I do." And again.."I do." Again for the 150 times or maybe more.."Yes, I do." I practiced again."I, Ares Collin accept Roseanne West to be-""Honey, you've been practicing that all day long." Rosie walked into the bathroom and I looked at her flatly."I'm practicing so I won't be nervous tomorrow." I said and Rosie slipped her arms around my hips from the back."You're cute." She said as she smiled at me through the mirror."I do." I said in singing it and Rosie laughed.
Roseanne West"Hey.. you'll do great." Ares smiled at me and I nodded nervously. It's less than a minute before the MC will call me out. Ares gave me a kiss on my cheek and at the same time the MC called me to go on stage."Goodluck honey." Ares said and I nodded. I walked to the stage and my eyes widen to see a lot of people coming. I smiled widely and waved my hands to them. I turned on the mic and the MC asked me to sit down."Good afternoon, everyone!" I greeted them and they all cheered for me. I'm so touched and so.. happy. I'm so glad that I decided to do this. My dad, my brother, Carrie and Ares' parents came too and they were all so supportive towards me."Please introduce yourself." The MC said, smiling at me and she gestured to me to see the audience.
Roseanne West10 months later.."Babe.. have you seen my harddisk?" I asked Ares because I couldn't find it."Have you check your laptop bag or maybe your work bag?" He answered from the room. I quickly walked to the kitchen because I put my bag there earlier when I got home. I checked my bag and I found it.I just got home from an important meeting. Just like I said around 10 months ago that I promised that I will reveal myself if I'm done writing my new book. Tomorrow will be the publishing day and they already prepared a meet and greet.I was so nervous and they gave me all the details into my harddisk so I need to go all of that tonight. Ares still don't know that I'm Elena Parker and I'm planning to drag him t
Roseanne WestNever in my life.. I've even thought that someone will successfully break all my walls. I made this invisible walls around me to protect myself from being hurt. People come and go.. and that's reality, I know that but.. I never imagined that it would be so easy to break it.This is why I always avoid people trying to get close to me because I know there's a possibility that they can break my walls easily and then leave me.Now, I'm sitting in front of Ares and telling him that I'm giving up. I'm done trying to keep my walls up, I'm done trying to protect myself and I'm surrendering my heart to him. It seems so fast for him but.. he's just everything. He made me happy, he made me feel special, he made me love myself and he helped me move on even though I always hate that idea.
Roseanne WestAfter I packed my small bag for another extra clothes to go to the beach, Ares called me telling me to go up to his apartment. I dropped everything and went up right away. I pressed his doorbell and he opened the door for me."Is everything okay?" I asked and he nodded. He gestured to me go inside and he got the dogs back. I kneeled down and the dogs ran towards me. I was so excited to see them. I can't believe he kept his dogs at his parents house because he's not finished moving in fully but now he is."Oh my god.." I turned to Ares and he smiled."For you." He suddenly gave me a bouquet of flowers. I got up and took the flower."Thankyou.." I said."Ready to go to t
Roseanne WestWhen Ares slowly turned his body away from me, I turned on the lamp beside my side of the bed. I took my iPad from the table and started to continue to write my book.Break up.What if.. maybe in the future.. we break up? Will I be okay? Will he be okay? Will everything be the same or I will have the same breakdown?I hate to think about it but.. it's something that I have to.. risk in the future. Saying yes to date him was a really big deal to me.I kept writing and writing my book when suddenly Ares turned his body facing me. I smiled looking at him. He surprised me by coming early and even came to the set to be with me. I caressed his head and kissed his forehead.H
Ares CollinRosie is currently staring at my hand and looking at it like she's observing it for some reason. She suddenly put his hand slowly on mine and then she intertwined her fingers with mine. I chuckled seeing her being so curious and just trying to express her feelings."Aren't you tired?" She asked me suddenly as she put the left over crust to the empty pizza box."Yeah." I answered honestly and I turned to her. She's already looking at me and she smiled."Take a shower and go to sleep.. I'll take this out." She said as she tried to pull her hand away from mine. I held her hand tightly making her confused and she tried again but I shook my head."You're tired.. your e
Roseanne WestAfter eating real quick, we walked back towards the building. We walked inside and guest what? Bryan bumped into us at the front door."Hi, you must be Rosie's boyfriend." Bryan started the conversation."Yes, I am. You are?" Ares answered in a cold tone but still manage to be polite."I'm Bryan Rodes, the producer here and Rosie's uhmm we knew each other." Bryan said nervously."Everyone, let's continue!" Sarah called us in."I have to go.. you'll wait here right?" I asked Ares and he nodded."Okay.. go in there." Ares smiled to me and gave me a peck on my lips. I walked inside the auditioning room again and sat next beside John. Bryan