Roseanne West
I slipped away from Ares' arms and walked towards the window. I bit my lip and took a really deep breath before letting it out. Starting a new page? Will it be worth it in the end?
One thing that I'm scared of is being left again. I lost my mom once.. Bryan too and if I give my heart to Ares.. can he guarantee that he won't leave me? I know that it won't be smooth and it's a part of that journey itself but still.
I opened the balcony door slowly and walked out to feel the cold breeze of New York at night. Suddenly Ares wrapped his arms around me from the back.
"I thought you were sleeping?"
"I was looking for you." He answered.
"Is everything okay?" He asked and I turn
Ares CollinI woke up because my alarm went off. I quickly turned it off and got up from the bed. I saw Rosie still sleeping and I can't help but smile. She's my girlfriend now and I bet everything will fall into place. I kissed her cheek and quickly go to the bathroom to wash my face. I brushed my teeth and quickly put on my work clothes.I sat beside Rosie and kissed her forehead before heading out. I walked out from my room and I froze when I saw my parents in my living room."What are you guys doing here?" I asked them and they gave me a you-got-caught look."We were going to drop some stuff for you." My mom said pointing at the bags on the kitchen table."What is it?""So.. you and Rosi
Ares Collin"So.. what do you want to eat?" I asked as we walked at the time square. It was her idea to stroll around and since I have no important schedule after this, I'm okay with strolling around."Fish and chips.""Right.. let's go there.. I know one place." I said as we waited for the cross light."Are you proud of yourself when you see the result of your design?" Rosie asked as put her phone inside her pocket."Yes and I'm quick proud to make someone happy to live in whatever I made and designed.""If I have extra money, I will hire you." She said and I chuckled nodding."Good to know. Come on." I said as we arrived at the restaurant.
Roseanne West"What do you think?" Wenbley asked me again for the 3rd time about the book cover."I don't like the black one and I don't like the maroon one too.. I want to try the font to be bigger in this one." I said pointing at the white book cover."Okay.. we'll try to make 2 other options for you and it will be ready in a week. Trey asked if you want to do a book event? We will give out the signed book randomly for people who pre-order your book.. are you okay with that?" He asked me and I shook my head."I rather give all of them something rather than randomly giving signed books for some people. I need to thank them for reading and buying my book..""We'll think about that and about the movie making.. you'll have a
Ares Collin"I don't think this is a great idea." Rosie said as she pulled me away from the pool."Oh come on.. it will be fun.""It's cold." She said, trying to pull me away again. I quickly picked her up bridal style and jumped into the pool. She squealed and completely attacked me with her fist."You asshole!!" She bursted as she tried to walk away but before she can do that.. I grabbed her hand and pulled her into my arms."Get off me! It's cold!" She said as she pushed my chest."I'll warm you up." I said and she started to cling to me like a koala."If I'll get sick, I will sue you." She hissed coldly.
Roseanne WestAbout Ares' birthday, actually his mom texted me. She asked me if I can help her surprise his son. I was surprised that his birthday was tomorrow so I asked my assistant to help my buy a cake. She already put it in my fridge and all I have to do now is go down to my apartment."Where do you think you're going?""I'm forgot about something and I have to go to my apartment." I said as I slipped away from his arms. He'a currently watching the game of thrones that I have no clue what is it about."Rosie.. you're not going down like that!" He stopped me and I realized that I only wore his t-shirt and my underwear. He got up and walked to his closet. He threw me his hoodie and sweatpants. I put it all on and walked out from his room. I quickly walked out from his ap
Roseanne WestI just finished a meeting to finalize everything and now I'm ready to go to find Ares' birthday gift. I'm still trying to figure out what to give him but I decided to go to the mall. Maybe an idea will come out later on.I drove my car towards the mall and tonight Ares and I will have dinner with Ares' parents. Ares wasn't surprised about his parents, I just told him that we're going to have dinner. They invited my dad too and he still has no clue that me and Ares are dating.I got off the car after parking my car and ready to explore the mall to find the perfect birthday gift for him. I started to look around to find something.My eyes landed on a wallet and I walked into the store. Before I can ask about it, someone poked me. I turned to see Bryan. My body w
Ares CollinI was speechless when I saw Rosie, I can't even say a word. She's wearing a short tight black dress that reveals her back. I can't even.. say anything about it. I love it when it's for my eyes only but the idea of her having dinner with me in a restaurant with her dressing like that.. will make me go crazy.She looks so beautiful that it hypnotized me right away. I'm out of words and frustrated at the same time. We're going to the place where I took her on a cozy dinner last time. She said she already booked a table. She insisted that I give the car to the valet chauffeur because she said looking for a parking lot will be another 15 minutes. She dragged me inside and we got into the lift.I leaned my head slowly to her wanting a kiss and she only gave me a kiss on a cheek.
Roseanne WestToday I have a meeting for casting the actor and the actress for the movie of my first book. I'm so excited to do this and yes I will come there as Roseanne not as Elena Parker. I told them that Elena Parker trusted me to see the casting process so they won't be suspicious.Ares is in Seattle having an important meeting and it's already 3 days. He said he will come home in the evening and yes I'm excited. I missed him actually even though I didn't tell him that. We talked every night when he's away and it was good. Having a relationship is fun but still I have my walls up.I feel like I'm starting to change and I kinda like it. I never regretted when I said yes to Ares to be his girlfriend but I'm still giving a little distance because you'll never know. I still don't want to fully surrender to him.
Roseanne West"Are you ready for my vows?" Ares asked and I looked at him suspicious. I nodded and I turned to the priest nervously because I'm so afraid that Ares will say something stupid."Honey.. baby.. my love.. my beautiful lovely Roseanne West.. We met in a really crazy way at first. I don't need to tell the details to all of the people in the church especially in front of Jesus." He said and everyone laughed. I face palmed myself completely embarrassed."We started our relationship roughly and then I started to fall for you each day even though you hella cold and act like I'm a deadly virus. After that, we started to share our journey together through up and down and man.. at last I got you on my palm." He smirked and I chuckled looking at his expression."
Ares Collin"I do." I said in front of the mirror."I do." And again.."I do." Again for the 150 times or maybe more.."Yes, I do." I practiced again."I, Ares Collin accept Roseanne West to be-""Honey, you've been practicing that all day long." Rosie walked into the bathroom and I looked at her flatly."I'm practicing so I won't be nervous tomorrow." I said and Rosie slipped her arms around my hips from the back."You're cute." She said as she smiled at me through the mirror."I do." I said in singing it and Rosie laughed.
Roseanne West"Hey.. you'll do great." Ares smiled at me and I nodded nervously. It's less than a minute before the MC will call me out. Ares gave me a kiss on my cheek and at the same time the MC called me to go on stage."Goodluck honey." Ares said and I nodded. I walked to the stage and my eyes widen to see a lot of people coming. I smiled widely and waved my hands to them. I turned on the mic and the MC asked me to sit down."Good afternoon, everyone!" I greeted them and they all cheered for me. I'm so touched and so.. happy. I'm so glad that I decided to do this. My dad, my brother, Carrie and Ares' parents came too and they were all so supportive towards me."Please introduce yourself." The MC said, smiling at me and she gestured to me to see the audience.
Roseanne West10 months later.."Babe.. have you seen my harddisk?" I asked Ares because I couldn't find it."Have you check your laptop bag or maybe your work bag?" He answered from the room. I quickly walked to the kitchen because I put my bag there earlier when I got home. I checked my bag and I found it.I just got home from an important meeting. Just like I said around 10 months ago that I promised that I will reveal myself if I'm done writing my new book. Tomorrow will be the publishing day and they already prepared a meet and greet.I was so nervous and they gave me all the details into my harddisk so I need to go all of that tonight. Ares still don't know that I'm Elena Parker and I'm planning to drag him t
Roseanne WestNever in my life.. I've even thought that someone will successfully break all my walls. I made this invisible walls around me to protect myself from being hurt. People come and go.. and that's reality, I know that but.. I never imagined that it would be so easy to break it.This is why I always avoid people trying to get close to me because I know there's a possibility that they can break my walls easily and then leave me.Now, I'm sitting in front of Ares and telling him that I'm giving up. I'm done trying to keep my walls up, I'm done trying to protect myself and I'm surrendering my heart to him. It seems so fast for him but.. he's just everything. He made me happy, he made me feel special, he made me love myself and he helped me move on even though I always hate that idea.
Roseanne WestAfter I packed my small bag for another extra clothes to go to the beach, Ares called me telling me to go up to his apartment. I dropped everything and went up right away. I pressed his doorbell and he opened the door for me."Is everything okay?" I asked and he nodded. He gestured to me go inside and he got the dogs back. I kneeled down and the dogs ran towards me. I was so excited to see them. I can't believe he kept his dogs at his parents house because he's not finished moving in fully but now he is."Oh my god.." I turned to Ares and he smiled."For you." He suddenly gave me a bouquet of flowers. I got up and took the flower."Thankyou.." I said."Ready to go to t
Roseanne WestWhen Ares slowly turned his body away from me, I turned on the lamp beside my side of the bed. I took my iPad from the table and started to continue to write my book.Break up.What if.. maybe in the future.. we break up? Will I be okay? Will he be okay? Will everything be the same or I will have the same breakdown?I hate to think about it but.. it's something that I have to.. risk in the future. Saying yes to date him was a really big deal to me.I kept writing and writing my book when suddenly Ares turned his body facing me. I smiled looking at him. He surprised me by coming early and even came to the set to be with me. I caressed his head and kissed his forehead.H
Ares CollinRosie is currently staring at my hand and looking at it like she's observing it for some reason. She suddenly put his hand slowly on mine and then she intertwined her fingers with mine. I chuckled seeing her being so curious and just trying to express her feelings."Aren't you tired?" She asked me suddenly as she put the left over crust to the empty pizza box."Yeah." I answered honestly and I turned to her. She's already looking at me and she smiled."Take a shower and go to sleep.. I'll take this out." She said as she tried to pull her hand away from mine. I held her hand tightly making her confused and she tried again but I shook my head."You're tired.. your e
Roseanne WestAfter eating real quick, we walked back towards the building. We walked inside and guest what? Bryan bumped into us at the front door."Hi, you must be Rosie's boyfriend." Bryan started the conversation."Yes, I am. You are?" Ares answered in a cold tone but still manage to be polite."I'm Bryan Rodes, the producer here and Rosie's uhmm we knew each other." Bryan said nervously."Everyone, let's continue!" Sarah called us in."I have to go.. you'll wait here right?" I asked Ares and he nodded."Okay.. go in there." Ares smiled to me and gave me a peck on my lips. I walked inside the auditioning room again and sat next beside John. Bryan