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Chapter 34: Trust
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He just called me by my name! He just called me Kira! Many people call me by my name but it felt so nice when he said it.
I have never felt anything like this before. It is such a simple and small thing yet it makes my mind and heart spin around in chaos. Why is this happening?
How is he doing this? Is this even normal?
I don't feel the same when Josh calls me by my name. So, why? Maybe something is wrong with me and it's time for me to go see a doctor?
Maybe I should. I just hope that I'm fine.
Also, now that I think about it, I haven't called him by his name, right? What would his reaction be if I were to do it? Would he think and feel the same way? Or maybe,
it will be normal for him? Not a big deal? Gosh, Kira. Why would he feel the same as you do? He is pretty healthy
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