Apology Not Accepted
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I still haven't apologized to him when I lied to him about being a babysitter, wore his clothes without HIS permission, baked the wrong sweets, kicked his huge crotch,...and even making him a villain in my nightmares?
Gosh, that's so evil of you, Kira!
Growl. I forgot that I was very hungry since a while ago but still, I don't want to go out of the room because maybe he was just waiting outside for me and I don't want to risk it. I'll just imagine food while sitting on the floor.
He'll probably see me dead before he could even get the phone first.
"Ugh." My side was slumping on the door, my eyelids heavy and my stomach empty. Oh wow, now it's rhyming. Am I really like this when I'm hungry?
I jumped on my seat when I heard footsteps coming. He stopped right in front of my door a
Trade• • • • •I'm scared. Will he be the man of the nightmare that I had last time? Where he did atrocious things to me?I closed my eyes and waited for his pervert hand to touch my skin. My whole body was trembling, making it difficult to move my hands, and leaving me with no choice but to wait for what's to happen next but nothing happened.I didn't feel anything.Is he making fun of me? Is he waiting for me to open my eyes and then, let me witness how he'd mercilessly touch me? O my gosh, I hope he isn't that type of person.I tried to peek and opened my eyes widely when I saw the phone in his hand. Oh, god. The phone probably slipped out of my t-shirt, the reason how he got it without touching my skin. Thank God.His grip on me suddenly loosened so, I freed my hand and reached for the pho
Shopping• • • • •"What are you doing?" He asked while I was silently following him from behind.Starting today, I'd follow him everywhere he would go. It's for me to see where he had hidden my phone and it is also to make sure that he would accidentally misplace the phone after he leaves.But as usual, it was not easy for me.I have decided to follow him since yesterday. After he tricked me the other day, I was looking for him. Again. It made me so fed up when he was just sitting on the sofa while watching television. I asked him for my phone but he was playing dumb about it. He even finished all the cupcakes.I don't want to trust everything he says ever again.It's like I'm being a creep but I don't care. I don't even care what he thinks about me. About what I'm doing.I stayed silent as I followed him into the comfort room. I s
Rose• • • • •I feel myself starting to melt from everyone's stares so I glanced up at him but he showed no care about it and just looked straight ahead. I suddenly looked at the space between us. We're too close therefore I moved a bit far from him. I thought that he wouldn't care too but I was wrong, he noticed it and moved closer to me instead.I was about to distance myself from him again when he ordered me in his deep and strong voice, "don't.""But...""Don't listen to them. Listen to me." He said softly.I bit my lower lip and followed him. We stayed silent until we reached the supermarket. He faced me and said,"You know what you'll be searching for. I'll take care of the rest. Just hurry up and I'll meet you at the counter." He reminded me and left early by myself.I got a cart and started searching for the ingr
Popular• • • • •She really is making me irritated though so, I looked at the cashier again and she was still looking at Neal with hunger. She's making her movements slow, trying to get Neal's attention but he is just looking down at the goods in front of him.Noticing that it's getting a bit obstreperous around us and a lot of eyes watching us, I peeked through Neal's side and observed that the numbers of people falling in line are multiplying. I furrowed my eyebrows, noticing that most of them are females and are now gaping at Neal.Some are drooling over him and the others are trying to create some noises like fake coughing to get his attention but it didn't work. Even the gay bagger was doing the same thing as the others.Neal was just ignoring all of them though. It feels like, he has his own world and he's enjoying it. I moved closer to him. Well, seeing him in his current state, he won't notice a
Play What?• • • • •"I'm so bored." I sighed as I lay down on the floor, spreading my hands and feet and moving them up and down, like a butterfly.It's raining cats and dogs outside and I'm not in the mood of doing something else rather than laying down. It's making me sad since the rain will probably keep pouring and we can't go out today to buy something or go roam around somewhere.But I'm guessing that it still wouldn't happen since we bought a lot yesterday and also, I'm too tired of dealing with those vicious stares and gossips.Ugh, I should probably just sleep for the whole day. I love sleep so it shouldn't be a problem."Watch tv, then." He said without looking in my direction.As always, Neal is still sitting on his office swivel chair, getting very preoccupied with some business of his. He's always busy. Doesn't he have time for himself?
Gosh, Kira• • • • •"Never judge someone by the opinion of another."-unknown• • • • •"Play tag under the rain. It would be super fun!" With a toothy grin, I faced him. His forehead creased at my unbelievable suggestion."What are you, a five year old?" I rolled my eyes at him. "No killjoys, please. Let's go." I pulled him by the hand. He didn't complain and stayed quiet as I drag him out of the room.We went outside. He stopped by the door and looked at me, his emerald green eyes searching my face, hoping that what I had said earlier was merely a joke. But sadly, it wasn't.I didn't wait for him and ran outside. Looking up, the sky was a mixture of gray and black, the colors that I once hated the most. It reminded me of pain and mourning. Where my rainbow had decided to never show itself to me again. But today...today seems different as a smile crept up my face
Hot Choco• • • • •I want to slap myself for thinking about something so dirty and now my eyes were still glued on him. Shaking my head, I tried to forget about it and continued checking him out instead.What can I say? He's hot.I continued to relish at the sight without noticing that he was still standing there for a while now, displaying and flexing himself at me. He playfully smirked at me and so I raised my hands and covered my eyes."Put on some clothes, please." I scolded him. I peeked through my fingers as I watch him making his way to the closet. He got out a sleeveless t-shirt and shorts, also his underwear, and went inside the comfort room again.I lay on the bed, silently cursing myself for doing something so sinful. "Omg, Kira. You little shit. Now he'll think that he is so hot that his whole body is burning in lava." Well, it's true th
His Other Side• • • • •"When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time."-Maya Angelou• • • •"Stop! Please, stop chasing me!" I shouted at the man who was after me. He was wearing a black hoodie; his face was all black and he was holding a very long ax.My feet started to feel numb after running for hours. It went on and on and I'm already running around in this seemingly endless empty black space in circles.If this is a nightmare, I hope it would be gone!I really want to wake myself up but I couldn't. The nightmare is preventing me from doing it.My mind was in total mess that I suddenly stumbled and fell to the ground. Oh crap, I can't stand up! It feels like something heavy was weighing me down, making my limbs numb from the pain it was causing me like it was real.On impulse, I glanced back at
Ferris Wheel• • • • •I looked around and saw a lot of rides, food stalls, and game stalls. There are also a lot of people.I shifted on my seat and wrinkled my forehead. It was like I've squished something that's overloaded with so many weird things.How bothersome even though I've changed not too long ago.Neal arrived with a lot of food with him like tempura and kwek kwek on a plate, lemonade juice, and other foods that have been put on a container.Slowly, I stood up and excused myself, bringing the bag with me, and went to do my thing.We happily ate and stayed there for a minute to talk about the fun things we'll do first."What do you want to ride, first?""You." I shrugged at him. Well isn't it a wise choice to let him since it is still my first time here?"Wait, what?" He
Fair• • • • •"I will pick the song since you picked the challenge."How is she so confident with all the people looking at us?"Okay." I breathed heavily. Damn, I really hope it's not that hard especially when it is still my second day today.We were now in front of the big screen while Neal was leaning on the railing that was not that far away from me.Omg. I wouldn't have noticed until now that more and more people are gathering around us if it weren't for me peeking at Neal. This is making me so goddamn nervous.Yes, I did join a dance squad before but that was all just for fun. I never danced in front of a lot of people nor do something in front of a stage. It's too embarrassing.I looked at Neal again and he was already staring at me. He gave me two thumbs up and smiled, making me feel relaxed.My gaze went back to the screen again when it showed a song which is 'Sorry not Sor
Just Dance• • • • •I silently observed both of them. The tarsier's boyfie was very nervous and shaking while Neal was very calm and cool for me but I bet that others would see him as cold and evil for having an intimidating aura around him.Even his opponent seems frightened.I covered my ears. People started to cheer loudly for Neal when his opponent has started to miss a lot and lost the match while he continued, reaching for a very high score of 550.Wow. I bet this is his first time playing basketball again since graduating high school or college and yet, he is still this amazing. He barely missed a shot as he fires them at the net with a breakneck pace.I grinned widely and approached Neal, giving him a thumbs up. He smiled at me and kneeled down, picking up the tickets that were endlessly pouring out of the machine.I peeked at
The Basketball Match• • • • •"Match?" I looked at the woman in surprise. Why is she challenging me suddenly for that? And, what match?"Basketball. I want your boyfriend and my boyfriend to have a competition right here and right now. Let's see who of our boyfriend will win." She proudly said while puffing up her chest.With that being said, she grabbed her boyfriend by the arm and kissed him in front of everyone, telling him things that are...well, things that are inappropriate. It's probably her way to cheer for him."You will do your best, right babe? Show them that you are the best of the best. That no one in this world can defeat you! Didn't you tell me before that you were better than your classmate? Who was it again? Was it Neil?" The man gulped several times while peeking nervously on my back.'Oh?' I raised my eyebrow at his actions suspiciously. Was the
Get Ready to Lose, Oldie!• • • • •There are straight, zigzag, E, C, and other routes but nah, who cares about those when there is a pretty awesome route right where I'm staring at?Ten tenenenen!The zigzag route!Wouldn't it be more challenging and fun? And besides, I don't really have to worry because I chose automatic! All I have to do is sit and steer!"Get ready to lose, oldie!" I laughed at him naughtily.He sneered. "Right back at you."I gripped on the steering wheel tightly while the race begins its countdown. When the screen displayed the 'go' sign, I quickly steered the wheel but nothing happened.Huh? What's wrong?Neal has started his while mine didn't. Oh no! What should I do!? I frowned and poked Neal's side. He stopped and looked at me confusingly, "Is t
Let's Play!• • • • •Crap."What's wrong?" Asked Neal when he noticed how restless I was, looking back at the taxi that Bia was in when it turned our way, following us.Oh shit. Did she notice me?"Kira?""A-ah, yes. I'm good.""You don't look like it.""Uhm...m-my tummy is grumbling already. I guess I'm hungry? Uh, can we go a little bit faster?" I bit my lower lip and tried to act as normal as possible. I am really bad at lying so it would be a problem if I keep opening my mouth.Let's take a deep breath and avoid questions for now.I was about to peek at Neal for being silent but sighed in relief when he went faster without asking questions. I gulped and relaxed when the taxi was falling behind.Ugh, that damned Bia! Today is a very special day and she's going to ruin it. Sigh, I just hope that she would give up and stop following us anymore.
Date 2• • • • •"Hey, sleepyhead. Wake up."I grunted irritably and slapped the hand away that was poking my cheek.Ugh. My face turned sour as I felt the heat of the sun touch my skin. Why is he waking me up? How annoying. He is putting me in a bad mood first thing in the morning and I don't like it. What I really hate the most is when someone would wake me up from my sleep.I want to wake up whenever I want to and not when anyone wants me to.He poked my cheek again so I decided to hold and clutch it, preventing it from prodding my cheek again. He laughed at my naughty behavior that caused me to frown at him.I thought that he was in a bad mood since yesterday? Well, because after making fun of him, he left me in the living room and went up the room. I saw him again in the afternoon, carrying some sheets with him. He ignored me so I i
Date• • • • •He's making me more helpless and I really should do something right away. If he thinks that he gets what he wants that easily, then he is wrong. He may be dominating me right now but it won't last for long. I'll be turning the tables and show him how it's professionally done.Something that would leave him wanting for more.Wow, Kira. Coming from someone as innocent and as inexperienced as you. Duh, I'll trust myself on this.I smiled at him seductively as I moved closer to him, kneeling on one knee and with a sweet tone, I whispered in his ear,"You're not doing it right, darling. How weak."I moved away from him to see how he would react and laughed at the view. He looked at me with wide eyes, couldn't believe with what I just said and did but reverted to his calm demeanor and sm
Childish• • • • •He sat down beside me and held my chin to face him. "I knew I was right. You should have just told me the truth, Kira. You don't want me to be in a bad mood, right, darling?" He grinned at me.This man."So that means that it's okay with you whether I am in a bad mood, too? Tsk, you don't know how mad I am today. Especially at you." I said with gritted teeth as I move away from him, crossing my arms over my chest. He'll probably think that I'm joking. Hah! We'll see.Well, what I said was still a bit true since he didn't arrive sooner when Bia was still here. I wouldn't be this mad and anxious if he didn't leave."Why's my darling mad at me?" He moved closer and wrapped his arms around my waist. I tried to move away again but he's not letting me so I let him be and pouted."Hmmph. How would I know? Why don't you talk to yourself? Maybe by doing i