I was so tired. I had no energy in me to even roll my body on the bed. My whole body was in pain and I felt like it was on fire. Every once in a while, I let out a whimper or a scream that I did my best to suppress, but the pain was way stronger than me. It seemed like my whole life became a continuous cycle of pain that would never come to an end.
The moment the plane landed, I rushed to the castle. I had around fifteen hours left, but I did not want to waste any more time. Rayne was in so much pain. Olivia and Evelyn kept me updated the whole time and by what they had been telling me, Rayne was dying from the unbearable pain.
Eight days passed and I was tired of staying in bed. I was starting to get better than how I used to be. My body was not as weak as before, my stomach could finally keep the food in and I no longer got feverish. I could easily shower without needing to sit down in the tub for a while. I was gradually regaining my health.
"What's going on?" Evelyn asked as she walked in a couple of minutes after Roland and Olivia arrived.I took a deep breath before starting to talk, "I have something in mind and I'm hoping that it woul
"I thought the matter ended." Roland smirked, making me roll my eyes at him. Why did he find pleasure in testing my nerves!?"Shut up." I glared at him, causing him to chuckle. We went back to the stud
"You did not tell me that the pool is this huge!" Rayne exclaimed, looking at me with wide eyes. I could see it, I could see how nervous she was. She was scared of approaching the pool."Trust me, the
When Adrian said he told the designer to make me stand out in my gown I thought he was joking. Well, he was not. I could not believe that I was actually wearing a dress like that. It was a huge purple dress; the designer informed me that the shade's name was Sangria. I was even oblivious to the name of the shade. I was simply in love with my gown, I have never dreamt of wearing something this beautiful. Small flowers of a lighter purple shade were embroidered in the gown, giving it more beauty.
Two days had passed over what happened at the ball and I had never been the same. I was constantly scared of the day I had to give myself to Eleanor and whoever that person who paid her a lot to get me to him. I hated how I became so clingy to Adrian, but I wanted to get enough of him before I got snatched away forever; it seemed like I could never get enough of him though. I wanted to savor each second I was allowed to have with him. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye at all.
Leave me? She wanted to leave me? For who? For what? What mistake did I make to make her leave me? Was I a bad boyfriend? Did I hurt her? Ever since she came back, I made sure to make her as happy as I could. I did everything in my capability to see a smile on her face. Why would she want to leave me? Why would she say that I gave her the life she wanted and start to list every good thing I did for her, only to say later that it killed her that she had to leave me? What damage was she talking about?
AdrianWhen I look at the soldiers around me, I fail to find any ounce of fear. Men and women look bold and dauntless; they’re ready to tear apart any creature who may represent an obstacle in front of the safety of their loved ones. In their hearts, there may be traces of fear, but when my eyes fall on them, I only see a kind of bravery that is quite unprecedented to me. They know that by coming here, there’s a huge chance that they may not go back home.
My eyes have not dried yet. I cry day and night. I cry for the loss of my best friend, I cry for Roland who lost his other half, I cry for Adrian who lost his best friend and his sister. My heart is burning and I do not know how to cool it down. I go to her room every day, hoping that I can find her, but she is not there. Olivia is no longer here. I still remember the look in her eyes when Eleanor ripped her heart out. I remember how she defended me till her last breath and for that, I really hate myself. Had it not been for me, she would have been alive.
My heart is beating fast, I'm scared. I just want to run to the battlefield and check on Adrian. I'm tired of that feeling in my heart, something I cannot describe. It is a feeling that makes me overthink, a feeling that exhausts my mind and steals my energy away from me; it's a wave of worry and a tornado of stress. It seems that my eyes forgot how it feels to be dry because they are always filled with tears; I'm drowning in my rivers of tears. My heart is screaming in agony and my head is throbbing. I can't take it, I just can't. What do I call this feeling? It exceeds the normal pain. I think all
"I will return, I will find my way back to you. I will never leave you alone," I whisper as Rayne wraps her arms tightly around me. We are in front of the front door inside the house, Roland is hugging Olivia while Rayne is in my embrace. "Goo-,"
War. War is something dreadful. Lethal. Brutal. War takes from people their loved ones, it may destroy the whole world. War has many consequences and I wish I can pull away everyone I love from this cruel battle. I wish I can lock them away in a safe place and never let them out until it's all over, but I can't do that. My fiancé, my everything, the man I love the most is doing whatever it takes him to ensure my safety... If only he knows that all I care about is him now.
I looked out of the window of Adrian's study and saw Roland and Olivia sitting in the garden. They looked so cute together and I truly wished them an eternity of happiness because they both deserved to be happy. Roland was playing with her long blonde hair with one hand while she held his other hand in hers as she talked to him about something I definitely could not hear from where I was.
Ten of the werewolves empires joined us. They were all allies of Atticus and since he was with us, on our team. That was enough to convince them to join us.
"No! You're not going alone! I won't let you go alone!" Rayne exclaimed as she followed me around the suite while I packed my bag.
Adrian fulfilled his promise. I did sleep in our bed that night. Neither Tyler nor Eleanor was able to take me away from the people I loved. My mind failed to comprehend the disaster the world was about to encounter. Was I the reason behind that? Would it have been better if I was dead? I kept thinking and my mind settled on only one conclusion: if Adrian did not find me then I would have probably been dead from being tortured 24/7 then Eleanor would not have gone crazy and everything would have been the way it had always been.