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50. Memory

Author: Raven Wolf
last update Last Updated: 2022-12-15 08:40:47
After laying there restless for about twenty minutes I decided to curl up on the very large lounge in front of the fire.

I enjoy the warmth of the fire while staring at the flames focusing on the thoughts racing through my mind.

“Just rest, I’m moving you back to your bed,” Embry softly speaks when I roll in his arms feeling him picking me up.

“I got cold,” I admit clinging to his warm chest making him chuckle.

“Let’s get you some more blankets and I’ll put more wood on the fire before laying down on the couch,” he suggested making my bottom lip hang out naturally, pouting wanting him closer.

“Or you could just sleep in the bed and keep me warm, I stayed in your room after Gerard attacked me. Your room was the only place I felt safe before we left,” I confess while looking down feeling my throat growing soar with emotions creeping up on me.

“Raven,” Embry sighed deeply with his sad eyes piercing the depths of my unnaturally black eyes.

“I’m sorry, it’s ok. You can go if you want
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