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77. Broken Hearts
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Raven's Agony of Desire 78. Adjusting to Family
Liliana’s POV “Is Raven, ok?” Freya questions, putting Aiden down as we sit in the living room where Kitty is talking to Alpha Benjamin and his mate Ares. “She’ll be ok, she’s having a hard time after losing he baby and seeing her mates die, she felt their bonds break,” I answer, letting Freya take my beautiful Anarchy as I continue to hold my beautiful niece, Roan. “I’ve only just found you and Ryder, and I can’t imagine losing either of you. I would raise hell to save you,” Freya admits making me blush and rest my head against hers. “You won’t have to worry about losing us, I know you would and Raven nearly did. She let her rage take over and killed every enemy warrior there without thinking, I’m not sure what would have happened if I couldn’t get through to her,” I confess while looking down at Roan, as she starts babbling. “I’m so glad I wasn’t there I would have lost my mind seeing you that close to Raven when she was like that. I can feel the power coming from you and her, I
Raven's Agony of Desire 79. Kitchen Gossip
“So Ares, Embry says you and Benjamin are having trouble with your Elders and making you Luna of Silver Moon?” Raven questions as she cuts up some onions for soup. “Yes, they don’t like that he doesn’t have a proper Luna to give him an heir,” Ares answers while looking back at the couch towards Benjamin and Phoenix, making my heart clench feeling sad for him. “Can’t Benjamin override the Elders since he’s Alpha and a Lycan Alpha?” Freya questions, making Raven and I both shake our heads. “No Osric had the same problem with Embry before I was found. It’s actually how Eya was born,” Raven answers before I get the chance, making Kitty roll her eyes clearly not agreeing with the policy. “I don’t care how smart these Elders think they are, they have no business questioning my mate bonds. No one would make a better Luna to rule by Alpha Benjamins side than you Ares,” Mummo adds her two cents, making Raven giggle as my brow furrows. “Your mate bonds?” I ask, not quite sure what she means
Raven's Agony of Desire 80. More Secrets
“Daddy,” Phoenix wanders into the kitchen after about an hour and tugs on the hem of Ares’ shirt as he sits on a stool across from me wrapping dumplings. “Yes Gongju, do you need something?” Ares asks while wiping his hands, as I watch with a smile as Phoenix wipes the sleep from her eyes. “I hungwy and fersty,” she quietly speaks while looking up at him as her bright green eyes darken a little and glow, meaning she needs to feed. “Ok, come here Gongju, we’ll get you taken care of,” Ares goes to the sink to wash his hands before picking her up. “Sit and let her feed, I’ll fry up some dumplings,” I suggest while getting up from my seat and take a plate of wrapped dumplings and smile to see Mum putting a pan on the burner with a lid next to it. “Thank you, it’ll be an adjustment knowing what she needs,” Ares admits while sitting down with Phoenix, who buries her face into his chest being bashful. “What… what is what is Gong dju?” Phoenix questions making us laugh at her making it t
Raven's Agony of Desire 81. I Want You and Lily
Maturity Warning: Sexual Content, MFF, GLRyder’s POV“Freya, what’s wrong?” I ask, reaching out and pulling her to my arms as she seems dazed.“I just didn’t expect my father or mother to have so many secrets, I had a half-brother and Phoenix is my niece, my brother is dead,” Freya quietly answers while burying her face in my chest, as Liliana takes Anarchy to Jonathan with Aiden following.“Come here, I’ve got you,” I hold Freya tighter, realizing how fragile she feels through our bond.“You’re not alone in this. Family secrets are hard and it doesn’t help you are royalty,” I softly speak before kissing the top of her head, feeling her tremble in my arms.I gently rub her back doing my best to comfort her the same I would do Liliana. Right now, Freya needs to know, despite her lack of biological family, she does have Liliana, our pups, and me.“I don’t care that Orin kept secrets, I just wish I knew I had family… maybe if I knew my half-brother, I could have helped him instead of my
Raven's Agony of Desire 82. Three Become One
Maturity Warning: Sex, MFF, GL “You’re so beautiful,” Liliana softly speaks, as I look up to see one of her hands over Freya’s throat before her lips latch to her breast. Freya whimpers, and grips my hair tighter. I tease her warm wet slit, barely brushing my tongue against her clit. I groan enjoying the sweet taste of her juices. “Ryder,” Freya whimpers, pushing my head down wanting more. I chuckle and lick her again; this time drawing circles with my tongue around her clit, while sucking gently adding to the pressure and friction. Freya gasps making Liliana giggle, I hear something hitting the floor when I pull Freya’s right leg over my left shoulder. Her hips move against my tongue circling her clit before slowly moving lower to her tight pulsating pussy. “How does she taste?” Liliana inquires, making me smile before plunging my tongue deeper into our mate, feeling Liliana’s fingers slip into my hair as Freya lets go. “As good as she smells,” I link, making Liliana and Frey
Raven's Agony of Desire 83. Among Friends
“You two look gorgeous,” I compliment my mates, my chest burst with pride seeing both of their marks completely exposed for everyone to see, our bond is complete. “So do you,” Freya gives me a warm smile, wrapping her arms around my bare torso and kissing her mark on my right shoulder. “You feeling any better?” Liliana questions, as her arms snake around Freya’s waist and I smile, happy to see both of them so relaxed and content with each other. Part of me always wondered how Osric and Embry shared Raven, but now I understand, they didn’t just share her, but each other as well. “Quite a bit. I just need to focus on us, this family I’m building for myself with you two,” Freya answers with the sweetest most genuine smile, as her eyes sparkle when she looks back at Liliana. “Good, never be afraid to tell us what you need, we will always be here for you,” I softly speak while grabbing her hand in mine leading our way out of the room towards the stairs. “Aunty Freya!” Phoenix calls ou
Raven's Agony of Desire 84. Playtime With Phoenix
Raven’s POV“How is your hip feeling?” Jonathan questions once Ares finishes wiping everything clean, and I smile.“Not bad, it’s mostly healed. Ares thank you it is so beautiful,” I can’t help staring down at the giant knotted red raven on my hip and thigh, falling in love with my first tattoo. The pattern is an intricate thick band with dark red edges, lightening towards the center overlapping itself creating knots.“You’re welcome, thank you for letting me do such an amazing piece, it suits you, you guide our people well,” Ares brushes his blonde hair out of his face, then hugs me and I nod very proud that I have others believing in me.“I know it’s an odd ask, but could you teach me to tattoo?” I question, staring down at my tattoo absolutely adoring the knot work Ares did, getting very excited for the wolves I plan to get eventually.“Why is it an odd ask, no one just knows how to tattoo without either trial and error, or a teacher. I would be honored to teach you,” Ares agrees w
Raven's Agony of Desire 85. Double Standard
“I fucking love your kilt,” I smile seeing Embry come out of the closet with his kilt on, carrying a pair of boots.“Damn, so do I,” Jonathan chuckles, as he leans back with Gunnar, checking out Embry’s ass.“Embry always looks good in his kilt and tunic,” Osric admits, walking into the closet wearing a pair of black woolens, as I am already in my dress and swaying with Roan in my arms.“Look at your Dadas, they all look so handsome,” I softly speak to my daughter, as I check out Jonathan who is wearing a pair of suede leather pants with one of Embry’s black tunics, leaving it open at the top.“Of course, we do, we wouldn’t dream of making Mumma look bad, we all know she likes to walk out there with some man candy on her arm,” Embry jokes, sitting on the lounge as he begins to pull his fur rimmed boots on.“Damn right I do, I love showing off what’s mine,” I admit with flushed cheeks, as Osric comes out shirtless with a pair of black leather boots in hand that are similar to Jonathan’
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Raven's Agony of Desire 102. Devastation
“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be grumpy I just don’t like not knowing what’s going on, at least get them closer to the house and surrounded by the Delta warriors,” Osric apologizes, brushing my hair back and I nod. “Don’t be sorry, I love that you’re protective of us. Roan is starting to smell pretty ripe, so I’ll take them in to change them. Organize Karen and Bjorn to protect Liliana and her pups, as well as Phoenix and Ares. If there is a threat, we will handle it and be prepared,” I reassure, reaching up and placing my hand on the side of his face trusting his instincts. “I will, Jonathan, stay with Raven,” Osric orders, making me turn and roll my eyes before heading towards our house. “Mumma Raven, is evewy thing ok?” Phoenix skips her way towards me, pulling Ares behind her. “Yeah, Roan has a dirty diaper, so I need to take them inside to change her,” I answer with a nod, as Kitty comes over and stands beside Ares like she’s watching over them. “Can we help?” Phoenix questions
Raven's Agony of Desire 101. Actually Family
“Kitty will make an excellent Beta, she’s a great choice Ben. Good news is Raven won’t have to miss her all the time, since we’ll be visiting your pack and you’ll be visiting ours frequently, so Phoenix and Gunnar are able to see each other,” Osric’s gruff voice chimes in, and I nod agreeing to his point. “Yes, and she’ll be a great female influence for Phoenix, I know she’ll make sure Ares and Phoenix are always safe. I’m pleased you both agree and give your blessing,” Benjamin smiles, when my eyes follow his to see Phoenix smiling and giggling at Roan trying to crawl to her. “Oh, I have no doubt of that, she has been training the women of Wolf Creek, and brought several women from Shadow Peak with her when fleeing from Alpha Lucas. Kitty is very strong and is great leadership material, she has a way of connecting with people,” Osric admits, and I nod, unable to keep my eyes from drifting back and forth between Benjamin and Phoenix, who glances up with a smile that’s identical to Be
Raven's Agony of Desire 100. Sworn Loyalty
“Luna Raven, we are proud to call you our Luna, there has never been someone more worthy of the title. You have protected us and saved our Alphas against dangerous enemies, I Gamma Bjorn swear my loyalty and the loyalty of Blood Moon’s Deltas to you and your mates, to be here at your disposal, to do your biding and carry out any orders you deem necessary,” Bjorn steps forward and kneels at my feet, when Blood Moons Deltas follow suit. My heart races when I feel hot tears drip down my cheeks as pride floods through the bond. “Thank you, Gamma Bjorn, it is an honor to be your Luna and know you have such faith in me,” I thank him between deep breaths, trying to calm my nerves when my mates flood the bond with soothing thoughts and feelings. “Luna Raven, I Osric Bloodwrath your mate and Alpha King of the Bloodwrath Kingdom, submit to you and swear my loyalty to your rule and judgement. Not only are you my Luna, you are my equal and I wish to rule by your side, never above you,” Osric ta
Raven's Agony of Desire 99. Luna Raven
“Wow,” Jonathan’s voice comes from behind me, I look up to see most of both packs here standing on both sides of an aisle leading towards Helena, who is standing at an arch way.The arch is carved, four huge posts decorated with Norse knots up the pillars coming together with wolves and a raven in the center.“Wow,” I gasp, seeing it decorated with hanging flowers, making it look like it’s straight out of a fairy tale.“The pack is very excited to finally have its Luna and to welcome its new Alpha,” Embry mentions, grabbing Jonathan’s hand, leading him down the aisle between the crowd.“Ready?” Osric asks, standing in front of me and watches me blush with a gentle nod.“I think so, it’s about time, isn’t it?” I question, knowing not only do I want to be his Luna, but Blood Moon really is ready to accept me as such“It really is, I’m very proud of you,” Osric gently presses his lips to my forehead.“Me too,” I smile, then quickly kiss his lips, letting him escort me to the arch where N
Raven's Agony of Desire 98. Getting Ready
“Damn, I’m not sure who looks better,” Embry’s voice comes from the bathroom as Jonathan, and I finish getting dressed for tonight. “Jonathan,” I giggle, staring at Jonathan’s hair that is braided back into a mohawk. I smile seeing he is wearing dark gray woolens with a weapons belt and remains bare chested like Osric and Embry, making him look like a Viking God. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” Jonathan chuckles while looking me up and down, making my cheeks turn bright red. All three of them stare at the red linen chemise gown under the under bust black corset, that is intricately decorated with gold lined filigree. I am also wearing a matching Victorian age sleeveless double-breasted tailcoat over the top showing off the loose peasant sleeves of the chemise. “You guys only like this dress because the corset shoves my milk filled boobs up into my face, I can use them as pillows,” I roll my eyes and shake my head while turning to button up the coat. “You are stunning Bunny,”
Raven's Agony of Desire 97. Declared Enemy
“Hey, there you are,” Jonathan whispers while pulling me higher up in his arms as I look around to see I’m on the floor in his lap, with Osric and Embry on either side of us.“He tried taking me,” I softly speak while looking up at my mates, and Jonathan nods.“He won’t get anywhere near you again, we will keep you safe,” Osric reassures as he leans against Jonathan while grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles.“He’ll do the same to Roan if he ever gets his hands on her, he’s working with witches it’s how he has stayed hidden,” I panic while sitting up to see, my father, Liliana, Ryder, Benjamin, Ares, Kitty, and Phoenix all standing around us watching me in concern.“He never gets dem,” Phoenix reassures, leaning towards me from Ares arms making me nod.“I don’t let him, Gunnar pwotects us,” Phoenix adds, making me smile, knowing she can see some of what’s to come.“Orin saved me from him, and you betrayed Orin then to protect us. You were always around after that,” I look up
Raven's Agony of Desire 96. Mommy! Help Me!
Trigger Warning: Child Abuse“Raven you won’t remember this, it’s going to be ok,” Rebecca tries to walk over and comfort me, when my claws slip through my fingers slashing at her cutting into the soft flesh of her belly.“Fuck! You stupid little bitch!” Rebecca screams at me, kicking the bars crushing my fingers making me yelp and growl angrily not understanding the hate radiating from my mother.“I thought she hasn’t shifted?” Dagon questions while getting up and walking over to look me over.“She hasn’t,” Rebecca answers, her eyes are blown wide while looking down at her stomach she is now holding.It quickly dawns on me this must have been right around the time I did shift for the first time; I can see the heat emanating from my body as my eyes are glowing a brilliant shade of red.“Ruby what is this?” I question, seeing her standing behind the younger me trying to pull me away from the bars, when I realize she’s younger too.‘This is a memory, something buried and suppressed,’ cu
Raven's Agony of Desire 95. Repressed
“How are you feeling about today?” Mummo questions, when I walk into the kitchen looking for some juice with Gunnar in my arms. “I’m excited, I can feel how excited everyone in Wolf Creek is for tonight,” I admit, grabbing the juice, for Mummo to grab the bottle from my hand as she has a glass already on the counter. “He is so precious; you did an excellent job with your pups. Of course, Wolf Creek is excited, you’re their Alpha, and you have changed their lives for the better. I’ve never seen Wolf Creek prosper so well, nor have I seen a pack where there are so little domestic issues among mates,” Mummo admits, pouring me a glass of juice when I look back hearing Roan fussing behind me. “What’s wrong?” I ask, watching Jonathan bringing our daughter whose face is bright red nearly matching her hair. “Oh, she thinks she is starving, and I apparently don’t have the goods,” Jonathan explains making Mummo laugh quietly, and I nod, knowing the twins aren’t due to be nursed. “I just nur
Raven's Agony of Desire 94. Natural Mum
“Shhhh, what’s the matter?” I sooth Roan, scooping her up from the center of the bed surrounded by pillows that smell of my mates. “Oh, you’re a stinky girl, and I’m sure you’re hungry too,” I nearly gag at the smell of her diaper as her cries turn into soft sobs and whimpers. “Hey, stop your crying, Mumma has you,” I reassure, carrying her over to the changing table with fresh diapers and cloths to wash her with. “You’re so pretty like your Da, you have his hair, even the curls,” I giggle while laying her down staring at her beautiful locks that are identical to Embry’s. Roan quickly calms down at my voice and touch, making my heart melt at how easy it is to sooth my pup. “Your brother snores like both Da’s and can sleep through anything…” “Just like his Mum,” Osric interrupts me while coming into the room with a towel wrapped low around his hips. “I don’t sleep that heavy,” I laugh, and shake my head at Osric’s comment while glancing over at Gunnar who is in a deep sleep spraw
