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55. Nightmare
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“Shhh it’s ok Ro Ro, let’s get you taken care of,” I softly speak, making a bee line for our bed that thankfully still smells like Embry. “How are you feeling?” Osric questions quietly, carefully crawling into bed next to me with Gunnar on his chest. “I feel anxious having Embry’s scent around but not him,” I answer, while pulling Osric’s shirt off that I wore home from the pack hospital. “He’ll be home before you know it, Jonathan won’t let anything happen to him,” Osric whispers, reaching up and gently brushes his hand across my jaw and cheek making me lean into his touch. “What if Orin doesn’t make that possible and starts torturing them both?” I can’t help asking, knowing that if Orin finds out they’re both Osric’s mates it might as well be game over. “They can handle Orin, don’t worry they’re safe and will make it home,” Osric reassures, pulling me into his arms after laying Gunnar in front of me. I slowly lay on my side trying not to wince at how sore my body is, then pull R
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“Damn, I’m not sure who looks better,” Embry’s voice comes from the bathroom as Jonathan, and I finish getting dressed for tonight. “Jonathan,” I giggle, staring at Jonathan’s hair that is braided back into a mohawk. I smile seeing he is wearing dark gray woolens with a weapons belt and remains bare chested like Osric and Embry, making him look like a Viking God. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” Jonathan chuckles while looking me up and down, making my cheeks turn bright red. All three of them stare at the red linen chemise gown under the under bust black corset, that is intricately decorated with gold lined filigree. I am also wearing a matching Victorian age sleeveless double-breasted tailcoat over the top showing off the loose peasant sleeves of the chemise. “You guys only like this dress because the corset shoves my milk filled boobs up into my face, I can use them as pillows,” I roll my eyes and shake my head while turning to button up the coat. “You are stunning Bunny,”
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“Shhhh, what’s the matter?” I sooth Roan, scooping her up from the center of the bed surrounded by pillows that smell of my mates. “Oh, you’re a stinky girl, and I’m sure you’re hungry too,” I nearly gag at the smell of her diaper as her cries turn into soft sobs and whimpers. “Hey, stop your crying, Mumma has you,” I reassure, carrying her over to the changing table with fresh diapers and cloths to wash her with. “You’re so pretty like your Da, you have his hair, even the curls,” I giggle while laying her down staring at her beautiful locks that are identical to Embry’s. Roan quickly calms down at my voice and touch, making my heart melt at how easy it is to sooth my pup. “Your brother snores like both Da’s and can sleep through anything…” “Just like his Mum,” Osric interrupts me while coming into the room with a towel wrapped low around his hips. “I don’t sleep that heavy,” I laugh, and shake my head at Osric’s comment while glancing over at Gunnar who is in a deep sleep spraw
