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31. Reflection
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Raven's Agony of Desire 32. Ceremonials
“Do you need anything before you become Luna?” Dad asks when we make it to the bottom of the stairs near to the entry way. “I don’t think so, I’m ready to do this, I can feel how excited the pack is,” I can’t hide my wide smile. Ryder and I have become very involved and connected to the people in our pack, trying to repair the damage Lucas did. “Good, they are very excited and from everything I’ve heard they should be. You and Ryder have done an amazing job making changes here. The pack members are now equals, it was all achieved without starting trouble with the more affluent members and those who have been going without,” Dad nods in approval, opening the door for me. “Ryder has handled everything very diplomatically, and I’ve just done my best to support him,” I shrug, walking through the door and wait for my father to escort me to where they’ve set everything up for the ceremony. My father walks me through the town towards our picnic area, where I see my people gathered waiting
Raven's Agony of Desire 33. Luna of the People
“We’re going to hunt for the feast, will you be ok with Raven?” Ryder links, rubbing his face across my belly.I notice Raven approach her mates, who are now shifted into a giant silver wolf and an even bigger black wolf, while Mummo and Vaari hold all three of our pups.“Of course, I’ll be ok, go bring home something yummy to feed our pack,” I run my fingers through Ryder’s thick silky fur and kiss the top of his head.“I will be back soon,” he reassures, before licking my cheek leading several men and women from the pack towards the forest for the hunt.“Go on, don’t show Ryder up,” Raven giggles, dismissing her giant mates who playfully nip at each other when they run past me.“Congratulations Pentu, you’re so beautiful and you’re going to be such a incredible Luna,” Vaari hugs me with Aiden in his arms.I can’t help blushing feeling so glad to make my Vaari proud.“Thank you Vaari, I’m glad to make all of you proud,” I hug him tight, and take a deep breath inhaling his comforting
Raven's Agony of Desire 34. Did They Just Growl?
“Embry,” I whine, rolling over on the lounge at the foot of the bed in our den, waking up to Gunnar crying.Last night was long and exhausting, the twins fought sleep again, missing Osric. He left three days ago, to deal with Alphas being a problem in Germany.“Raven he’s hungry,” Embry groans, reaching out for me then sitting up realizing I’m not in the bed.“Then grab him and Roan please, I’m so tired?” I beg, looking over at Embry who looks exhausted as well, yet still manages a kind smile.“I’ll bring you to them, Osric won’t be gone long,” Embry reassures, as he gets up out of bed and heads to the lounge.Bending down he scoops me up in his strong arms and places a sweet kiss on my forehead.“Thank you; I know he’ll be back soon, it’s just hard with them missing him already,” I admit, sitting up against the pillows that Embry places me down in front of. I’m sleep deprived as it has only been two weeks since having the twins, and now my mate is on the other side of the world.“Hey
Raven's Agony of Desire 35. Incorrigible
Maturity Warning: Sex“Come here you,” Embry grunts, scooping me up taking me straight to our bed, making me giggle.“Embry!” I whine, with my arms around his shoulders. The feel of his lips grazing my chest ignites sparks wherever they touch as he kisses me, while holding my body firmly against his.“Hmmm… what to do with you now that you’re all mine?” Embry playfully teases, gently tossing me back onto the bed, then falling with his head positioned at my navel.“I don’t know,” I giggle, running my fingers through Embry’s unruly red hair. He pulls at my shirt exposing my navel and underwear, I can feel his laughter with the gentle rumble of his chest.I take a sharp intake of breath, feeling his warm lips press against the bottom of my ribs.“You’re so sexy,” Embry purrs, in the middle of ripping my underwear off and kissing my thigh, before licking the length of my pussy.I squeak at the sudden intrusion, which quickly turns into a mewl feeling my entire body erupt in blissful tingl
Raven's Agony of Desire 36. Heat
Maturity Warning: Sex MFM“Why is it so hot?” I ask, looking down at Osric’s hand on my thigh as I feel Embry cupping my breast. “It’s not, Bunny,” Osric softly speaks as he pulls his shirt off making blush. I can’t help giggling enjoying the soothing tingles as I rest against his bare chest. “You’re in heat Mo Ròs Dubh.” Embry gets up and walks into the bathroom as I lean back and rest against Osric’s muscular chest, his arms engulfing me. Their touch was keeping the growing heat at bay. “I…” I wiggle out of Osric’s grasp and get up to follow Embry, stumbling as I begin to feel light headed, not knowing what to expect having never been in heat before. “Just relax it comes in waves, you’ll be ok,” Osric comforts me as he kisses my shoulder and nips at his mark on my shoulder, when I hear the sound of water as Embry starts the shower. “Why now?” I sigh, looking back at Osric, my eyes hooded with lust, wanting my mates in every way possible, craving them. This is my first heat, a
Raven's Agony of Desire 37. Domestication
“Good morning,” I yawn, looking up at Osric who stands behind the lounge.He looks down at me with a raised eyebrow, watching me hold Roan in my lap with Gunnar nursing.“Why didn’t you wake one of us?” Osric questions, picking Roan up and sitting down beside me so I can lean against him.“I know you’re both exhausted too, I don’t mind. they usually let me nap once they’re full,” I answer, closing my eyes as I take in a deep breath of Gunnar, Roan, and Osric’s scents.“You’re such a wonderful mother, I’m glad the trip to Germany didn’t take forever, I missed this,” Osric softly speaks, looking down at our daughter, then kisses the top of her head.“We missed you too, especially Roan. I have a feeling she’s going to be a Daddy’s girl with you and Embry. They’ve started growling, it happened when Embry jostled me while Gunnar nursed,” I chuckle at the memory, while looking over at Osric who raises an eyebrow and looks down at Gunnar, and then Roan.“Growling already; they’re quite speci
Raven's Agony of Desire 38. Visiting Liliana
“Raven!” Liliana screams excitedly, from the front porch of their beautiful sandstone mansion.“Lily,” I giggle, rushing out of the car and running to hug my sister, who has a decent belly bump growing.“I missed you,” Liliana cries into my shoulder, hugging me as tight as she can as I nod my head. It’s the longest that we’ve been apart.“I missed you too,” I answer, fighting back tears, as I hear Embry and Osric laughing behind me while getting the twins out of the car.“Look at you, your pup is getting so big!” I can’t help the awestruck smile as I hold the sides of her belly feeling the baby move.“25 weeks along with a girl. Aiden is so cute he has been nuzzling my belly and playing with the baby’s movements when Ryder shows him my belly. They are so sweet together, I love watching Ryder help Aiden learn about what he is,” Liliana mentions as she looks over to see Ryder come outside with Aiden in his arms.“He’s going to be such a good big brother, how are you Alpha Ryder?” I ask,
Raven's Agony of Desire 39. Get Off Me
“You’re staying here with our pups, Embry let’s go,” Osric instructs while getting up as I shake my head.“I will not leave my pack to face this without their Alpha. Ryder I’m trusting you to keep my children safe while we respond to this threat,” I speak sternly, leaving no room for arguments. As I am walking towards the door Osric to grabs my arm and pulls me back.“Raven,” he growls in warning as I clinch my jaw, fighting my urge to lash out at him.“Don’t ask me to stand down! My pack, my responsibility. You are more than welcome to fight by my side; Roan and Gunnar will be safe with our family here to protect them. Orin is after me not them,” I stand my ground as my aura flares around me dangerously like armor, making Osric’s eyes soften and he nods his head.“Alpha Ryder, I trust you to keep them safe,” Osric orders, looking over at Ryder who is holding Liliana and Aiden close.“Of course, nothing will happen to my niece or nephew while I’m alive. If anything comes near our bord
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“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be grumpy I just don’t like not knowing what’s going on, at least get them closer to the house and surrounded by the Delta warriors,” Osric apologizes, brushing my hair back and I nod. “Don’t be sorry, I love that you’re protective of us. Roan is starting to smell pretty ripe, so I’ll take them in to change them. Organize Karen and Bjorn to protect Liliana and her pups, as well as Phoenix and Ares. If there is a threat, we will handle it and be prepared,” I reassure, reaching up and placing my hand on the side of his face trusting his instincts. “I will, Jonathan, stay with Raven,” Osric orders, making me turn and roll my eyes before heading towards our house. “Mumma Raven, is evewy thing ok?” Phoenix skips her way towards me, pulling Ares behind her. “Yeah, Roan has a dirty diaper, so I need to take them inside to change her,” I answer with a nod, as Kitty comes over and stands beside Ares like she’s watching over them. “Can we help?” Phoenix questions
Raven's Agony of Desire 101. Actually Family
“Kitty will make an excellent Beta, she’s a great choice Ben. Good news is Raven won’t have to miss her all the time, since we’ll be visiting your pack and you’ll be visiting ours frequently, so Phoenix and Gunnar are able to see each other,” Osric’s gruff voice chimes in, and I nod agreeing to his point. “Yes, and she’ll be a great female influence for Phoenix, I know she’ll make sure Ares and Phoenix are always safe. I’m pleased you both agree and give your blessing,” Benjamin smiles, when my eyes follow his to see Phoenix smiling and giggling at Roan trying to crawl to her. “Oh, I have no doubt of that, she has been training the women of Wolf Creek, and brought several women from Shadow Peak with her when fleeing from Alpha Lucas. Kitty is very strong and is great leadership material, she has a way of connecting with people,” Osric admits, and I nod, unable to keep my eyes from drifting back and forth between Benjamin and Phoenix, who glances up with a smile that’s identical to Be
Raven's Agony of Desire 100. Sworn Loyalty
“Luna Raven, we are proud to call you our Luna, there has never been someone more worthy of the title. You have protected us and saved our Alphas against dangerous enemies, I Gamma Bjorn swear my loyalty and the loyalty of Blood Moon’s Deltas to you and your mates, to be here at your disposal, to do your biding and carry out any orders you deem necessary,” Bjorn steps forward and kneels at my feet, when Blood Moons Deltas follow suit. My heart races when I feel hot tears drip down my cheeks as pride floods through the bond. “Thank you, Gamma Bjorn, it is an honor to be your Luna and know you have such faith in me,” I thank him between deep breaths, trying to calm my nerves when my mates flood the bond with soothing thoughts and feelings. “Luna Raven, I Osric Bloodwrath your mate and Alpha King of the Bloodwrath Kingdom, submit to you and swear my loyalty to your rule and judgement. Not only are you my Luna, you are my equal and I wish to rule by your side, never above you,” Osric ta
Raven's Agony of Desire 99. Luna Raven
“Wow,” Jonathan’s voice comes from behind me, I look up to see most of both packs here standing on both sides of an aisle leading towards Helena, who is standing at an arch way.The arch is carved, four huge posts decorated with Norse knots up the pillars coming together with wolves and a raven in the center.“Wow,” I gasp, seeing it decorated with hanging flowers, making it look like it’s straight out of a fairy tale.“The pack is very excited to finally have its Luna and to welcome its new Alpha,” Embry mentions, grabbing Jonathan’s hand, leading him down the aisle between the crowd.“Ready?” Osric asks, standing in front of me and watches me blush with a gentle nod.“I think so, it’s about time, isn’t it?” I question, knowing not only do I want to be his Luna, but Blood Moon really is ready to accept me as such“It really is, I’m very proud of you,” Osric gently presses his lips to my forehead.“Me too,” I smile, then quickly kiss his lips, letting him escort me to the arch where N
Raven's Agony of Desire 98. Getting Ready
“Damn, I’m not sure who looks better,” Embry’s voice comes from the bathroom as Jonathan, and I finish getting dressed for tonight. “Jonathan,” I giggle, staring at Jonathan’s hair that is braided back into a mohawk. I smile seeing he is wearing dark gray woolens with a weapons belt and remains bare chested like Osric and Embry, making him look like a Viking God. “I wouldn’t be so sure about that,” Jonathan chuckles while looking me up and down, making my cheeks turn bright red. All three of them stare at the red linen chemise gown under the under bust black corset, that is intricately decorated with gold lined filigree. I am also wearing a matching Victorian age sleeveless double-breasted tailcoat over the top showing off the loose peasant sleeves of the chemise. “You guys only like this dress because the corset shoves my milk filled boobs up into my face, I can use them as pillows,” I roll my eyes and shake my head while turning to button up the coat. “You are stunning Bunny,”
Raven's Agony of Desire 97. Declared Enemy
“Hey, there you are,” Jonathan whispers while pulling me higher up in his arms as I look around to see I’m on the floor in his lap, with Osric and Embry on either side of us.“He tried taking me,” I softly speak while looking up at my mates, and Jonathan nods.“He won’t get anywhere near you again, we will keep you safe,” Osric reassures as he leans against Jonathan while grabbing my hand and kissing my knuckles.“He’ll do the same to Roan if he ever gets his hands on her, he’s working with witches it’s how he has stayed hidden,” I panic while sitting up to see, my father, Liliana, Ryder, Benjamin, Ares, Kitty, and Phoenix all standing around us watching me in concern.“He never gets dem,” Phoenix reassures, leaning towards me from Ares arms making me nod.“I don’t let him, Gunnar pwotects us,” Phoenix adds, making me smile, knowing she can see some of what’s to come.“Orin saved me from him, and you betrayed Orin then to protect us. You were always around after that,” I look up
Raven's Agony of Desire 96. Mommy! Help Me!
Trigger Warning: Child Abuse“Raven you won’t remember this, it’s going to be ok,” Rebecca tries to walk over and comfort me, when my claws slip through my fingers slashing at her cutting into the soft flesh of her belly.“Fuck! You stupid little bitch!” Rebecca screams at me, kicking the bars crushing my fingers making me yelp and growl angrily not understanding the hate radiating from my mother.“I thought she hasn’t shifted?” Dagon questions while getting up and walking over to look me over.“She hasn’t,” Rebecca answers, her eyes are blown wide while looking down at her stomach she is now holding.It quickly dawns on me this must have been right around the time I did shift for the first time; I can see the heat emanating from my body as my eyes are glowing a brilliant shade of red.“Ruby what is this?” I question, seeing her standing behind the younger me trying to pull me away from the bars, when I realize she’s younger too.‘This is a memory, something buried and suppressed,’ cu
Raven's Agony of Desire 95. Repressed
“How are you feeling about today?” Mummo questions, when I walk into the kitchen looking for some juice with Gunnar in my arms. “I’m excited, I can feel how excited everyone in Wolf Creek is for tonight,” I admit, grabbing the juice, for Mummo to grab the bottle from my hand as she has a glass already on the counter. “He is so precious; you did an excellent job with your pups. Of course, Wolf Creek is excited, you’re their Alpha, and you have changed their lives for the better. I’ve never seen Wolf Creek prosper so well, nor have I seen a pack where there are so little domestic issues among mates,” Mummo admits, pouring me a glass of juice when I look back hearing Roan fussing behind me. “What’s wrong?” I ask, watching Jonathan bringing our daughter whose face is bright red nearly matching her hair. “Oh, she thinks she is starving, and I apparently don’t have the goods,” Jonathan explains making Mummo laugh quietly, and I nod, knowing the twins aren’t due to be nursed. “I just nur
Raven's Agony of Desire 94. Natural Mum
“Shhhh, what’s the matter?” I sooth Roan, scooping her up from the center of the bed surrounded by pillows that smell of my mates. “Oh, you’re a stinky girl, and I’m sure you’re hungry too,” I nearly gag at the smell of her diaper as her cries turn into soft sobs and whimpers. “Hey, stop your crying, Mumma has you,” I reassure, carrying her over to the changing table with fresh diapers and cloths to wash her with. “You’re so pretty like your Da, you have his hair, even the curls,” I giggle while laying her down staring at her beautiful locks that are identical to Embry’s. Roan quickly calms down at my voice and touch, making my heart melt at how easy it is to sooth my pup. “Your brother snores like both Da’s and can sleep through anything…” “Just like his Mum,” Osric interrupts me while coming into the room with a towel wrapped low around his hips. “I don’t sleep that heavy,” I laugh, and shake my head at Osric’s comment while glancing over at Gunnar who is in a deep sleep spraw
