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ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD MY LOVE, TAKE MY BREATHE AWAY
STORMI lean on the wall, my heart racing wildly in my chest. I feel their footsteps as they get in, and Magdalene as she tells them to get in and sit.My eyes flitter closed as I feel their closeness … they are so close to me … I can almost feel their warmth….“Open your eyes love.”If you don’t faint right now, you never will.His breath fans my face, his body is so close to mine, I do want to open my eyes, because of how much I am scared right now.The last time we talked, he said he would hurt me if I did something to his family. And right now, I am imagining he is inches from me at this moment. I don't want to look at him as he hurts me. I can never survive that.My heart could never.“Open your eyes little stormy, look at me.”His voice is quiet, a beg, I can feel the hurt and the vulnerability in his voice.My heart slows down as I open my eyes, head down and I see his boots first. Black boots, blue jeans. I dare raise my eyes a little and follow the outline of the legs and I s
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE KIND OF LOVING THAT MAKES MY HEART ACHE
STORMHe is lying there, asleep or passed out, I don’t know.All I know is that his breathing is labored and his eyes are moving behind his closed eyelids.“Cole,” I whisper as I run my palm around his cheek and I feel a tear stream down my cheek.“I will be with Magdaline,” Dean tells me grumpily as he leaves.A choked sob escapes my lips and I shut my eyes, holding Coles's limp hand to my mouth and lying on his chest.This is all bad. This isn’t how I wanted our reunion to go.Cole is sick, Dean seems like he wants to say something to me but he is holding himself back. He can't meet my eyes. Kyle is angry at me, or himself and he has left me as soon as he has kissed me. I haven’t seen Landon and that’s hurting me even more than I realize.I should be grateful they are here, to begin with. I should be happy or at least feel like they are not killing me but goddamit am I hurt.My heart feels like it's carving itself out. it's hard to breathe around them.Cole is lying here, unconsciou
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD WHEN YOU CRY I WILL WIPE ALL OF YOUR TEARS
LANDONI could feel her.I have gone weeks without feeling her and now I am, it feels like I can finally breathe again. It's like I can finally feel alive, and that gets me fucked up.I can feel her grief, her rollercoaster of emotions, and how scared she is. I didn't know how I can finally feel it all like I am channeling her, but I am.I hear Kyle and Dean shouting back at the compound and so I walk to them.Dean’s hand is bleeding and Kyle looks like he is about to bolt in the cabin with the way he is staring at it.“she thinks we are going to kill her, torture her, or I don’t know! Some fucked up shit!” Dean says as he waves his hand and I know that’s what this is about.My heart breaks before I steel myself clearing my voice. I don't want her to get the best of me, I do want her to penetrate my armor but goddammit, it's hard not to.She already thinks we are here for her, but not to get her, be with her … to do something awful to her.That’s why I don't stop myself as I start wal
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD FIRST LOVE ADMISSION
STORMI cannot bring myself to regret my past. Because it has brought me to them.Cole is in my room, as I work with Magdaline on the herbs she is mixing, for him.“you haven’t talked with them.”I grind the pestle harder in the mortal, trying to ignore the way my heart sinks and aches when she says that.“They haven’t been exactly forthcoming about it,” I whisper more to myself and then shrug. “it's okay, regarding the circumstances, I would say this is better off.”She nods as if she understands what I am saying. “the boy with the long hair told you not to worry, they weren’t here to hurt you.”I exhale as I pause and look outside the large kitchen window. “yes, he did. I was not excepting him to tell me that, him of all others.”“you didn’t know you were going to fall in love with him. you might have killed his parents-““Can we not talk about that?” I cut her short.“denial is one thing we have been working on, storm. You need to say it out loud for you to be able to move forward
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD LOVE ME, FILL ME, SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU MISSED ME
STORMHe flips me on my stomach, once I am naked, slapping my butt when I lay down.I yelp, the feeling jolting my senses and I rub my thighs together, but he pushes them apart.“I told you I will be rough baby,” he growls as he bites the cheek he has slapped and I yelp again, raising my butt to his face. he pushes me down, his hand going for my hair and grabbing it deep from my roots, fisting it in place.“I missed putting you in your place, kitty. You have been a bad girl lately,” he whispers and I feel goosebumps on my skin.I feel his other hand trail down my spine, slowly and up the curve of my arse, onto the crack, his fingers splaying as he delves deep in between my thighs.“Oh god,” I faceplant the pillow as I close my eyes, feeling Cole above me, as he finger fucks me from behind, his middle finger slowly pumping in and out at first. It feels good, and my heart is racing, as I feel him adding a second finger in.Then he starts to go faster … harder.“you are so wet for me, yo
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD I DON'T WANT TO TALK NOW
STORMThe door bursts open and Kyle gets in the room, looking mad and furious.I yelp and try to hide but Cle is still on top of me, I can only do so much.“what the hell!”He is super mad but I don't get why. Well, I could guess a few of the reasons why he would be mad but ...“hello brother, I am a bit occupied can you close the door on your way out?” Cole asks him as cordially as possible and I go red.“what the fuck do you two think you are doing?!” he asks again.I try to move but Cole doesn’t budge and so I huff out knowing I am going to be here until he lets me. also, it's kinda hot seeing Kyle wound up from whatever, and him seeing me like this, all naked and Cole still in me even though I just had the best sex of my life, isn’t all that bad.“do you want me to state the obvious?” Cole asks him and I have to bite my lip when I see Kyle getting angrier and angrier by the minute.“we think you are going to die and the next thing we hear are your fucking moans and groans from ac
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD NOT A DOORMAT
KYLEI love my brother, and I am glad he is better now.But boy do I want to strangle him. because of how much I am jealous of him right now. Storm has been there for him, sure we have been dicks to her but she has been with him all the time and the second he opened his eyes he was fucking her.I can still hear her moans echoing. I wanted … I have been imagining myself fucking her since I laid my eyes on her. She is so beautiful with short hair, it's shoulder length now, and it's making my fingers itch.It's all curly and I want to run my hands through it and fist it as I fuck her until her throat gets sore from screaming out my name.They are close, they seem close and we seem so far away. I miss her so much it's making me hurt in ways I never thought were possible. And it's also making me murderous.“so are we going to sit in silence? Oh, that’s right, I should be used to this by now,” she is sassy.“I missed you,” Dean says, and I can already feel how tense the need is between us a
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD I AM BROKEN, DON'T YOU SEE THAT?
STORM“I am willing to work it through as well, it's just hard for me to trust you,” I reply to Landon as I move away from him.“It's going to take time for me to believe anything you all say because I don’t think I trust what I think myself,” I sigh as I feel like I am carrying the whole world on my shoulders.“We are going to do anything to anything you tell us to do, to win you back, and for you to trust us again,” Dean says as he stands up.“that’s the thing, I don't know what I want you to do and I don't know if I ever trusted you to begin with,” I say as I walk to the door, looking at the locked door.“you never trusted us?” Cole asks and I can detect hurt without even turning around.“Are you surprised? I never told you the truth the whole tie we were together, and I know maybe you could have helped me,” I turn and look at him shrugging. “but I didn’t. I have only ever trusted one man in my life, and he died way too early in my life for me to understand what it means for anoth
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ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD
STORM Landon and I have been on the road for a week now and right now, we are on our way back home. It's so early, and I am quiet in my seat as I look outside the window as he drives. My whole life changed when I met them, and I cannot take it back, every single of them. I don’t regret any of it. I have decided to go home knowing that there is always going to be darkness in me, it's there to stay, and the best part of it is, I have found boys who want to join in on my darkness. They have shared theirs and invited me into theirs. It's my time to let them in and invite them on in mine. For great love, you must go through the pain. To have all that you desire, you must sacrifice. Pain and love go hand in hand, for you cannot love if you don’t feel the pain of it, it goes together. You cannot know what you have until you have lost it all. And that’s what I realized during my break. I did what I had to do, even went away for a minute from my love to know how true that statement was.
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD YOU AND I, TILL THE DAY WE DIE
STORM The bar around ends up being a biker's bar, with several bikers packed at the front. I shouldn’t, it's rowdy, and if I am guessing, when they see me alone some will try to hit on me taking me for a fragile little thing that has ended up where she isn’t supposed to. Even before I let that thought to sink in, I am already opening the door, the little bell at the top of the door chiming, and the whole bar goes quiet, all eyes turning towards me. I pause, taking it all in and all the people in. Burly men, tattoos covering their skins heavily, leather jackets and studs on some, a few girls on their laps, and they all look mean and menacing. I proceed to walk towards the tabletop counter where a woman bartender is watching me. everyone is watching me and after I sit down, when they realize I am not going away, they resume their talking. “what will you have?” she asks as she wipes a glass with the towel. “something that will make sure I have a good time tonight,” I reply as I hol
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD FEMME FATALE ERA
STORMDemons - Hayley Kiyoko is blasting off my speakers as I speed past cars on the highway. Singing along as I beat the steering wheel, wind in my hair as I come from a kill that left me freshly rejuvenated.It should worry me a great deal that the only thing that’s making me feel alive again is killing, but that thought only makes me laugh.I mean, who am I to deny who I am? Maybe it was destined for me to finally embrace this dark side of me without painting it to be a burden, like a means to an end to my purpose.I have no purpose now, other than to feel me again and love me.That’s a good purpose, I didn’t think I was all about self-love and all, I think to myself as I look at my blood-caked nails.I need to find a place to sleep in tonight, perhaps eat human food, cook of course, and sleep. Then tomorrow I do the same thing, I have a long list of people to unalive.I find a motel and check in, and I thank the gods for the showerhead, which has a fairly decent water pressure.I
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD I WON'T MISS YOU
STORMI never thought it could happen, but it is.I am standing by my Impala, looking at Ridgewood one last time before I speed away and I feel like I am leaving my soul and heart behind.This could be one of the things I will ever regret doing. I can't seem to remember why I am doing this because it hurts so much, but it's all for the better.I wipe away the tear sliding down my cheek and get in my car, revving the engine and speeding away.Back on the road again, alone, leaving all that I have ever wanted behind.I open my compartment glove and I find my old burner phone. I flip it open and find the number I am looking for.“hey Stevie, I need a job.”“Long time Cherry, where are you?”I am heading north, can you find me something worth my while?”“anything for you, but aren’t you rusty? Rumour has it-““Are you sending me the coordinates to a good hunt or not? I didn’t take you for a gossip.”“All I am saying is, now you are not as incognito as before, be careful out there.”“I did
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE CEREMONY
KYLE It’s a rainy gloomy day. It must be matching with my moods and those around me as we all await our bride to walk up to us. The ceremony is being held outdoors, the planners had thought that the day would be sunny and warm, but the rain has started and hasn’t stopped since an hour ago. I don’t mind, as I know this is not exactly how I wanted us to do this so here we are. “why did she not choose the other location that was offered?” Dean asks me quietly as we stand at the front of the huge tent serving as our shelter. They still managed to pull it off with the lowers, it would look magical was it not for the bitterness and bad taste in my mouth about this day. “doesn't matter, we are not here to party, we are just a means to an end for her to leave us,” I respond to him. “Can we all stop doing this? It's already in motion so let's get this over with,” Landon mutters. None of us have been in good shape or moods since last week when she said that she wanted to leave and the o
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE ICE QUEEN
STORMI find myself at Magdaline’s new house's doorstep.I press the doorbell before I think myself out of this.“come in honey,” she opens the door and waves me in I can feel all the walls drop down and I whimper as she pulls me into an embrace.“I have messed up everything,” I cry as she holds me.She soothes me and takes me to the couch. There is a young girl in the house who has been helping her and she brings me some tea and then leaves.“you have been through so much baby,” she says ss he pushes hair off my face.“I'm so tired,” I whisper as I curl on the couch, head on her lap.“I know,” she validates me. I go ahead and tell her all that has happened and she cries with me, and I feel so sleepy.“I don’t know if they will ever forgive me, but I need to get away.”“There is only one way that you can go away and they remain here unaffected by your absence.”“I will do it, anything. I need to fix myself and maybe one day we will be together again,” I tell her meaning every word.“y
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD DO RIGHT BY US
STORM“so you have been feeling this? all of you?” I ask them and their grim faces tell me everything.“Baby, you shut us down every step we take to help you,” Kyle approaches me and I take a step back.“I don’t want your help,” I tell him and he looks like I have slapped him.I don’t mean to o this, but I don’t think I can stop.“you have been drowning and we have been here asking you how to help you and you have said no. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to save you,” Landon speaks to me gently.“I don’t want to be saved, no one can save me,” I say. I can feel tears scrolling down my face.“why are you doing this?” Dean asks, his voice hurt.I exhale, steeling myself. “because none of you understand.”“Help us then understand you, we love you so much, too much to let you be this way,” Kyle approaches me once again and I let him come close to me. “let us in, please.”I want to give in so much, but it's going to be the same. It's going to feel like it has been for a while now.
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY
STORMMy whole being is cold. My insides are wound tight. I am aware of things that are happening, I can feel everything and I wish I wasn’t.Because tonight is the night all my fears have come true. I have been wishing my life was different for weeks now and tonight, the universe has said yes to them.I just lost my babies, and I know it's all,y doing. It doesn’t matter what they all say or try to tell me, this is my doing. They felt my hesitation, my longing for a different life and they have left me.You know what's stupid, it’s the fact that every time I felt like I was a clown, not being true to the rest of them I would talk to them and confide my true feelings to them.They wouldn’t judge me, they were inside me and they knew what was going on. They had come to be my partners in this ridiculously high life, and now they are gone.To be honest, I feel betrayed. They were here, and now they are gone. It's my fault, and yet a part of me thought that they would never leave.I am so
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD ALONE IN THE NIGHT
DEANI feel the pain laced through our bond.We have never cried before, but I can feel us all crying. storm has gone quiet, save for the double breathing she is experiencing. Kyle stands up as I take her in my arms straight to the tub.She isn’t even opening her eyes, her face is on my neck, holding on tight. The whole penthouse is quiet as we prepare a bath for her and I start to take off her clothes.She doesn’t let me.“let me get you cleaned up,” I ask her and she shakes her head no.“I need to be alone right now,” she says and I look at the others who all feel like the last thing she needs is to be alone.“Okay,” I say and start getting outside. The boys are hesitant to get out but we finally let her have the space and once the door is locked behind us, I can hear the soft cries.“fuck,” Cole sits outside the door head in his hands.“what the fuck happened?” I ask Landon quietly as I start to realize what has just happened. Storm just miscarried.“We were talking, she had an up
