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ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD OUR WEAKNESS
LANDONI couldn’t sleep.My fucking nightmares and the screaming every time I close my eyes can't let me shut my eyes for even a few minutes.I am seated in the shadows, in the lounge room as I hold a liquor bottle, my dear friend in one hand, and my the other on my guitar.I put the bottle down and close my eyes, slowly strumming the soft notes as I think about my sisters, and my mother… accelerating so fast, what started as soft is now a little grungy.Playing makes me calm my nerves, it’s the only thing I can do especially right now when the thoughts can't leave my head and Storm. I wish she was here beside me, she always manages to keep them at bay. Running my hand through my long hair as I push it back, I try to go again, this time slow and soft as I think about her, my mind holding on to her, as I think about her eyes, her beautiful long hair, those lips that curve the most beautiful smile…“you still play.”I am up, the guitar falling on the floor with a clash as I watch the m
Last Updated : 2023-03-20ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD OUR HAVEN ... OUR GIRL
COLEHow the hell did they know about her?Hearing him say he was going to kill her so casually sent me to a dark place. I wanted to bathe in his blood and take to the others to show them they will die if they dare even look at her.But they have us right where they want us. Where they have always wanted us.This is why we never, ever have weaknesses. Because our fathers, the council, prey, and feed on weaknesses. They manipulate, control and leave you a husk of yourself once they have it.“we can always find a way to move through this."“We don’t stand a chance and you know this,” kyle jumps from the couch too restless to sit still. I am a nervous wreck as well.“or we can do it if it means we get to keep her,” Dean says even though his tone says how much he doesn’t want that.“We can always hide her,” Landon suggests.“you know once they have eyes on someone, they will never truly hide,” I reply, my hands running through my hair.“We don’t have a choice do we?” Landon sounds defeate
Last Updated : 2023-03-20ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD WINDS OF CHANGE
STORMI woke up feeling tired today. I was feeling all kinds of wrong and Dean wasn’t in bed by the time I woke.I was moving in today so I went ahead and sought them, where they were in the backyard and they all seemed distraught, but I couldn’t quite figure out why.I tried to ask cole when we were packing up my stuff when he was looking at Landon with worry but it was no need.The boys were hiding something and it was something huge.It's so obvious.“gone where?” I ask again and kyle curses as Landon sighs beside me and closes his eyes as if he is exhausted by the whole world.“pack duties. You know we are sort of busy by now, so you might be alone sometimes but we will always be coming home. Always,” cole answers me.It seems so revised and even though it might be true, there is something else they aren’t saying. I don’t say anything though, nodding and smiling as I lean onto Landon.“you are quiet today,” I talk to him quietly as the others all mind their own as we head to my n
Last Updated : 2023-03-21ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD LETTERS FROM AN ACQUAINTANCE
STORMI know the day he will know that I am responsible for the deaths of his family, is the day I will know how much I have let him get deep in me. inside my skin.It's so obvious that by now I am starting to get attached but it's only that. At least that’s what I tell myself.My thoughts are halted when Cole enters the room, a fierce look on his face. “I have something to show both of you.”Now my heart is double hammering in my chest.“I need to wear something,” I jump out of Landon’s lap and escape inside the closet as I find the closest thing I can find as I try to calm my erratic heart.When we get downstairs, Kyle is looking at the box in the middle of the table and dean is staring into space.“what's up?” I ask in my calmest voice.“mail,” is all I get before cole turns the box outside down, and sure enough, mail spills from the box some falling.“Okay….?” I don't know what to make of this. do they now want me to be reading their mail or what am I missing here?“We don't check
Last Updated : 2023-03-22ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD INHERITED SINS OF THE FATHERS
KYLEIs the timing bad? Absolutely.They couldn’t choose the wrong time to start this shit on us. I mean we had already done all the work, set all the traps and little nooks to kickstart the plan that will cut all the ties to the council. But, then they pull a rug under our feet and now we are stumbling.The boys and I are all on edge. It's there, it's so evident and there is nothing we can do about it, other than go through the motions. I feel murderous tenfold my normal and that’s laying it lightly.Then the fucking letters appear at our doorstep. The mailman was late again, who the fuck checks their mail in the 21t century anymore?This fucker. Thinking they can play us. We didn’t want to show it, but this adds to the clusterfuck we are in, it just makes me want to break someone’s neck.Are we being bad and untrue if we don’t show little stormy how we truly feel? Yes. I mean, we just got her, and she is still feeling the brunt of our weakness if I can call it that. she doesn't need
Last Updated : 2023-03-22ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD IT HURTS
STORMI can't be here.I run upstairs before I feel another wave of nausea wash over me and I am hugging the toilet as I hurl nothing.This cant be my life.I came here to stop the men who ruined my life, who killed my whole family, and stop what they were doing to others as well. Only, I seem to be failing.Miserably.Because now, they have appointed their sons to continue their twisted legacy. The sons I am living with. The sons I am about to claim as mine. the sons I am…. Starting to like it a little bit too much.“I shouldn’t have told you,” kyle catches up with me and sits on the floor where I am.I can't wait to look at him. Seeing him makes me want to cry and throw up. and my heart constricts because I know what this means.“I could have known either way,” my response comes out cold and detached like I wish I felt inside.But I am not cold and detached, because it hurts like hell knowing that kyle is here and I can't stand to look at him. I don't want to admit to myself that I
Last Updated : 2023-03-23ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD ENOUGH FOR US
DEANThe meeting goes as I expected it would go.Chaotic.The pack leaders, those few selected from the neighboring packs tried us as if they have gotten the wind of us being weak. Landon killed one of them and his beta became the new leader.To say that it was tense and disruptive is an understatement. He made the new alpha go home with the head of the former now dead splash home, showing that those who try to go against us will meet the same fate.No one tried to talk against us after.We have always ruled with iron fists. We will one day be running things here, and having a weak reputation even for a second is not negotiable.All the plans were now in motion. We were doing what was required of us by the council. No one was happy about it, but it brought little peace to know that some … most of the packs will bend the knee.“they said they would deal with the rogue killer,” I start to say as soon as we shift to human form the minute we know we are on our property. We traveled as wol
Last Updated : 2023-03-23ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD CRUMBLING
STORMI have been actively avoiding the boys.A feat so hard when we live together so I have had to go to school more often, go runs for longer periods, and keep my conversations so minimal.It can only go for so long but it has been a week now. they too have been busy because they always miss school, but there is always someone tailing me. one of theirs, I later found out.They have not come home covered in blood as I have always been on edge about. I am always biting my nails, seated by the stairs waiting for them to walk in by the door and when I see that they aren’t covered in blood, I usually run back to my room, locking it.They have been respecting my space. My heart has been in pain, and my stomach in knots. It should be so easy to just say they will be nothing more but an addition to my list if they go killing in the name of orders.But anytime they come back without blood, I sigh and feel ten times more relieved than I should be.What is happening to me?Tonight, they all co
Last Updated : 2023-03-24
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ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD
STORM Landon and I have been on the road for a week now and right now, we are on our way back home. It's so early, and I am quiet in my seat as I look outside the window as he drives. My whole life changed when I met them, and I cannot take it back, every single of them. I don’t regret any of it. I have decided to go home knowing that there is always going to be darkness in me, it's there to stay, and the best part of it is, I have found boys who want to join in on my darkness. They have shared theirs and invited me into theirs. It's my time to let them in and invite them on in mine. For great love, you must go through the pain. To have all that you desire, you must sacrifice. Pain and love go hand in hand, for you cannot love if you don’t feel the pain of it, it goes together. You cannot know what you have until you have lost it all. And that’s what I realized during my break. I did what I had to do, even went away for a minute from my love to know how true that statement was.
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD YOU AND I, TILL THE DAY WE DIE
STORM The bar around ends up being a biker's bar, with several bikers packed at the front. I shouldn’t, it's rowdy, and if I am guessing, when they see me alone some will try to hit on me taking me for a fragile little thing that has ended up where she isn’t supposed to. Even before I let that thought to sink in, I am already opening the door, the little bell at the top of the door chiming, and the whole bar goes quiet, all eyes turning towards me. I pause, taking it all in and all the people in. Burly men, tattoos covering their skins heavily, leather jackets and studs on some, a few girls on their laps, and they all look mean and menacing. I proceed to walk towards the tabletop counter where a woman bartender is watching me. everyone is watching me and after I sit down, when they realize I am not going away, they resume their talking. “what will you have?” she asks as she wipes a glass with the towel. “something that will make sure I have a good time tonight,” I reply as I hol
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD FEMME FATALE ERA
STORMDemons - Hayley Kiyoko is blasting off my speakers as I speed past cars on the highway. Singing along as I beat the steering wheel, wind in my hair as I come from a kill that left me freshly rejuvenated.It should worry me a great deal that the only thing that’s making me feel alive again is killing, but that thought only makes me laugh.I mean, who am I to deny who I am? Maybe it was destined for me to finally embrace this dark side of me without painting it to be a burden, like a means to an end to my purpose.I have no purpose now, other than to feel me again and love me.That’s a good purpose, I didn’t think I was all about self-love and all, I think to myself as I look at my blood-caked nails.I need to find a place to sleep in tonight, perhaps eat human food, cook of course, and sleep. Then tomorrow I do the same thing, I have a long list of people to unalive.I find a motel and check in, and I thank the gods for the showerhead, which has a fairly decent water pressure.I
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD I WON'T MISS YOU
STORMI never thought it could happen, but it is.I am standing by my Impala, looking at Ridgewood one last time before I speed away and I feel like I am leaving my soul and heart behind.This could be one of the things I will ever regret doing. I can't seem to remember why I am doing this because it hurts so much, but it's all for the better.I wipe away the tear sliding down my cheek and get in my car, revving the engine and speeding away.Back on the road again, alone, leaving all that I have ever wanted behind.I open my compartment glove and I find my old burner phone. I flip it open and find the number I am looking for.“hey Stevie, I need a job.”“Long time Cherry, where are you?”I am heading north, can you find me something worth my while?”“anything for you, but aren’t you rusty? Rumour has it-““Are you sending me the coordinates to a good hunt or not? I didn’t take you for a gossip.”“All I am saying is, now you are not as incognito as before, be careful out there.”“I did
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE CEREMONY
KYLE It’s a rainy gloomy day. It must be matching with my moods and those around me as we all await our bride to walk up to us. The ceremony is being held outdoors, the planners had thought that the day would be sunny and warm, but the rain has started and hasn’t stopped since an hour ago. I don’t mind, as I know this is not exactly how I wanted us to do this so here we are. “why did she not choose the other location that was offered?” Dean asks me quietly as we stand at the front of the huge tent serving as our shelter. They still managed to pull it off with the lowers, it would look magical was it not for the bitterness and bad taste in my mouth about this day. “doesn't matter, we are not here to party, we are just a means to an end for her to leave us,” I respond to him. “Can we all stop doing this? It's already in motion so let's get this over with,” Landon mutters. None of us have been in good shape or moods since last week when she said that she wanted to leave and the o
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD THE ICE QUEEN
STORMI find myself at Magdaline’s new house's doorstep.I press the doorbell before I think myself out of this.“come in honey,” she opens the door and waves me in I can feel all the walls drop down and I whimper as she pulls me into an embrace.“I have messed up everything,” I cry as she holds me.She soothes me and takes me to the couch. There is a young girl in the house who has been helping her and she brings me some tea and then leaves.“you have been through so much baby,” she says ss he pushes hair off my face.“I'm so tired,” I whisper as I curl on the couch, head on her lap.“I know,” she validates me. I go ahead and tell her all that has happened and she cries with me, and I feel so sleepy.“I don’t know if they will ever forgive me, but I need to get away.”“There is only one way that you can go away and they remain here unaffected by your absence.”“I will do it, anything. I need to fix myself and maybe one day we will be together again,” I tell her meaning every word.“y
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD DO RIGHT BY US
STORM“so you have been feeling this? all of you?” I ask them and their grim faces tell me everything.“Baby, you shut us down every step we take to help you,” Kyle approaches me and I take a step back.“I don’t want your help,” I tell him and he looks like I have slapped him.I don’t mean to o this, but I don’t think I can stop.“you have been drowning and we have been here asking you how to help you and you have said no. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to save you,” Landon speaks to me gently.“I don’t want to be saved, no one can save me,” I say. I can feel tears scrolling down my face.“why are you doing this?” Dean asks, his voice hurt.I exhale, steeling myself. “because none of you understand.”“Help us then understand you, we love you so much, too much to let you be this way,” Kyle approaches me once again and I let him come close to me. “let us in, please.”I want to give in so much, but it's going to be the same. It's going to feel like it has been for a while now.
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY
STORMMy whole being is cold. My insides are wound tight. I am aware of things that are happening, I can feel everything and I wish I wasn’t.Because tonight is the night all my fears have come true. I have been wishing my life was different for weeks now and tonight, the universe has said yes to them.I just lost my babies, and I know it's all,y doing. It doesn’t matter what they all say or try to tell me, this is my doing. They felt my hesitation, my longing for a different life and they have left me.You know what's stupid, it’s the fact that every time I felt like I was a clown, not being true to the rest of them I would talk to them and confide my true feelings to them.They wouldn’t judge me, they were inside me and they knew what was going on. They had come to be my partners in this ridiculously high life, and now they are gone.To be honest, I feel betrayed. They were here, and now they are gone. It's my fault, and yet a part of me thought that they would never leave.I am so
ROYALS OF RIDGEWOOD ALONE IN THE NIGHT
DEANI feel the pain laced through our bond.We have never cried before, but I can feel us all crying. storm has gone quiet, save for the double breathing she is experiencing. Kyle stands up as I take her in my arms straight to the tub.She isn’t even opening her eyes, her face is on my neck, holding on tight. The whole penthouse is quiet as we prepare a bath for her and I start to take off her clothes.She doesn’t let me.“let me get you cleaned up,” I ask her and she shakes her head no.“I need to be alone right now,” she says and I look at the others who all feel like the last thing she needs is to be alone.“Okay,” I say and start getting outside. The boys are hesitant to get out but we finally let her have the space and once the door is locked behind us, I can hear the soft cries.“fuck,” Cole sits outside the door head in his hands.“what the fuck happened?” I ask Landon quietly as I start to realize what has just happened. Storm just miscarried.“We were talking, she had an up
