AlecHer glassy eyes broke my heart. I wanted to wrap my arms around her. I leaned and wiped your tears away. I cupped her right cheek and softly brushed it with my thumb.“River, it’s not a goodbye, I promise. I once said goodbye to you before, but I will never make that mistake again. I have to leave because I have responsibilities that require training, practices, appearances, and preparation for the coming season, but that doesn’t mean this is the last time we’ll see each other. River, when you get your memories back, let me be the first on your mind. I need you to promise me that you’ll seek me the moment you remember us, baby.”F*ck I was going crazy inside. She placed a hand over her mouth and knitted her brows. “Baby? Why did you call me ‘baby’? Do you have feelings for me?” I couldn’t stop staring into her beautiful green orbs. “Alec…” I blinked and gulped, “Because every time you touch me I feel strange and you make my heart beat fast. Your kiss said so much yet here you are
River“This is mine? Wow!” I wore a huge grin as I looked around my supposedly cozy apartment. “Yes, Riv’s. All yours, babe.” Erica giggled and Jaylen smiled.“I love it!” I jumped on my friend excitedly. Her laughter filled the entire room. “I can see that! Jaylen lives down the hall and…” She began but then became silent. I pulled back to see why she stopped talking and noticed her frown.“And?” I questioned, lifting an eyebrow.“Umm…so does, Zach.” I grimaced, pursing my lips. I wasn’t ready for that and I for once, did not care. I distanced myself from him these past days and let me tell you, he was very well aware of it. It was obvious since I wasn’t answering his calls or text messages anymore.I’m sure he left me a lot of angry voicemails. Oh well, I wouldn’t know, I never listened to them. Instead, I deleted them.“Meh.” I shrugged uncaringly and set my things on the small dining table. This was super cute. Erica says she came in here a while back to clean the fridge and the sm
RiverA lump formed at the back of my throat. My best friend, now ex-boyfriend, was on his knees crying before me. I have never seen Zach sob and I silently wept with him.Now I understand why he acted so distant. Yes, all of this was a shock to me, more like something out of a drama series. I hardly felt any emotion, I mean at first, I felt anger, but not the emotion you would expect. I only felt sympathy for his mental state. I may not have any memory of what he just confessed and for now, it’s okay. I’m a compassionate girl at heart and at this very moment, all I want to do is hug him. So I knelt, “Zach,” I whispered. He shook his head vigorously, sobbing louder. “Zach, if what you say is true, it isn’t your fault. I made the decision to leave. The accident happened because of my foolish judgment. I could have stayed and argued, fighting with you instead of leaving, but I’ve always used Raven to think. I decided, no one had a gun to my head. You shouldn’t blame yourself at all, we
RiverMy favorite month was finally here. Gosh, I love everything about December. The lights, the decorations, the music, the scents, hot cocoa, everything. Of course, Jesus is the reason for the season. There is something about the holidays that brings out a nostalgic feeling in my soul.I had just come back from the gym and while I still felt energetic, I decided to decorate and clean my place for the weekend, listening to my Christmas playlist. After a while I decided to change the genre and clicked on my white heart playlist, continuing what I was doing.I felt healthier and going to the gym was helping me so much gaining my strength and muscle mass that I lost during the time I was in a coma.I grabbed my mop and bucket, dumping some Mrs. Meyers’ Apple Cider scent, and began to mop my wooden floors. I was dancing to the music when my favorite song, ‘Black Out Days’ started to play. I immediately dropped the mop running to my floor mirror. I was swaying my hips side to side sedu
RiverCounting down the days is one of the worst things someone can do when you are anxiously waiting for a certain day to come. There were two days left for our Winter Break and I was very impatient, I think everyone noticed and wondered why.After speaking with Alec’s Mom on the phone, I called Jaylen and Erica over to my place and told them about our plan. They both agreed to act like nothing had changed.I couldn’t help but be happy for them but watching them together felt like having a loose electrical live wire inside my heart in danger of sparking or arcing with inexplicable pain because I wanted what they had. In simple words, it was torture.I loved it when Jaylen talked about Alec. He said Alec messages him almost every day asking for me, checking up on me in hopes something had changed. He doesn’t know how much that makes me happy. That means he still thinks about me.Today we were all hanging out at Jaylen’s place. As much as time has passed, I still saw hurt in Zach’s eyes
RiverOh, my Lord! This nutcase gave me an earful on having first dibs being the Godfather, to my first child–that doesn’t exist. Zach freaking made me promise. Promise! He said, “You better hope you have twins because that chic and I are going to have problems fighting over your kid, babe!” I sneered.Seriously!? I’m on my way to get the love of my life, surprising him with my full recovery, and he’s talking about this. The only good thing I was getting out of this conversation was calming my anxiety.I blew out my cheeks in frustration. “Can we discuss that when the time comes? I don’t want you or Erica fighting over something that we don’t know will happen.” I grumbled.“It will happen! Alec loves you, babe, did we not establish that already!?” He looked serious, reminding me of our last conversation. “Fine,” He continued, “Don’t think I’ll forget and by the way, everything will be okay, babe, don’t worry. Alec will be beyond happy to see you there.” He grinned and reached for my l
RiverI woke up that morning at 8:09 feeling refreshed. After a few sleepless nights feeling antsy, I finally slept well and through the night, in his bed. I felt closer to him than ever. ‘Just one more day’, I told myself.A fast frantic knocking at the door startled me. “RIVER! RIVER!” It was Trisha and she sounded distressed.“Yes!” I yelled back “I’m up–”She opened the door quickly, “I’m so sorry, River, but he’s here!! Alec is here! He’s about to– dammit, he’s outside!” I sat there with my mouth agape at what she just said.“What! How!?” I questioned.“I don’t know but I think it was Brice’s phone call. I swear—OH CRAP! OH CRAP! He’s coming in, I’ll stall him for you!” She rushed out, slamming the door.I sprint so fast to the restroom to check myself in the mirror. I quickly brushed my teeth assuring myself Trisha would stall him for a bit, but I was wrong. Three minutes was all I had when I heard footsteps getting closer to his room. I quietly ran to the middle of his room an
RiverI’ve spent most of my life in loneliness as a teenager– in the sense of never having a boyfriend. I’d watch my friends enjoy hugs from behind, stolen kisses, saying I love you, gifts, flowers, etcetera.I never had the pleasure of having a fling, flirted with, cuddles, courtship, romance, or a connection with the opposite sex. No, I was a lonely girl with a best friend who pretty much–taco blocked me from the boys at school. Yes, I said ‘taco block’ or would you prefer me to say ‘clitorference’? I giggled at the thought of ways to say what guys usually say when someone you know…penis blocks them, but for girls.I know for sure I wasn’t the only teenager who missed out on lust, desire, being wanted, being needed, you know…the pre-eighteen bliss of it all. Not everyone gets lucky to experience teenage lust and I very much wished for it.Never thought that I’d find true love in college. Sure, I almost ruined it with my decisions, but isn’t that how human nature works? We always thi
“We’re pregnant!” I yelled out at our family and friends, and they all gaped.Before they reacted to the news, I shouted out, “Wait! Wait, that’s not all!” Alec chuckled. I glanced over to him and mouthed, ‘Ready?’He nodded. I pulled a onesie that said ‘Not One’ and then two seconds later, Alec pulled the next onesie saying ‘But Two’.Everyone roared. The house was filled with shock, cheering, and laughter. I loved their expressions but most importantly the way our parents cried.We had invited everyone to a get together at our home. We threatened every one of them to save the date and make an appearance, especially Jason and Samantha.Guess what though? Jason finally proposed. Sammy showed us her engagement ring and we all screamed. We were jumping with joy for them both. I hugged my buddy, almost bringing him to the ground.“J, I’m so happy you finally asked! I can’t wait!” I spoke through tears. I was truly happy for him because I was scared he would lose her. They’ve been together
Three years later.“What did you bring for lunch, bestie?” Zach said buoyantly.I rolled my eyes, “Stop eyeing my food, Z. I’m not giving you half of my lunch. You always do this to me, you eat yours and then steal from mine.” I said in an annoying tone.“Come on! Steal? Wrong choice of words don’t you think, Riv’s? Sharing is caring and what are best friends for…you know I love your food, babe.” He retorted, pouting and giving me puppy eyes.“Well, then it’s a good thing I brought you a separate container of spaghetti.” I grinned, wiggling my eyebrows.“You do love me!!! I knew it! Thank you, Rivs. You need to show D how to make your famous spaghetti. But say it without her knowing I asked you to. Baby girl gets butt hurt when she burns something or the food comes out bland. So you can imagine how she’ll get if she finds out I don’t like her spaghetti.” He frowned and blew out his cheeks.Delilah and Zach got engaged the year we graduated. They’re now living on the outskirts of Houst
I just want to thank you for your support.I loved writing this book. It breaks my heart to end this beautiful romance. I loved writing about Alec's and River's love. I hope you all enjoyed it too.It would mean so much if you would leave me a review and share my book with others.I am currently working on Alpha Ivan's sequel, Valentina - I Bow To No One.I don't like to work on multiple books at one time. It's better for me that way so that I won't get the characters mixed up. As soon as I have a good amount of chapters I will get with my editor and get it on the shelf.Also, please let me know what you thought about River. As an author, I would love the feedback especially on what I can work on. I have another book I would like to add on my page, but it would have to wait.That one will fall into the-- my bestfriends brother, catagory.I want to thank my love ones who have supported me on this journey. Like I said before, I never thought I would be writing books and it has beem amazi
RiverFive months later.I don’t know where to start. So much has happened since the day we returned to his home from Las Vegas.First, let me start by saying I’m a big sister y’all! My baby brother, Tristan, is finally here. He was born on March 7th and he’s my Dad’s twin with blue eyes and light brown hair. Baby boy is adorable! My friends, Alec’s parents, and some of Abby’s relatives and friends were there to welcome him to this world. It was the best day ever.Sorry, I got a little too excited. Back to when we returned to his home from Vegas.The time came to say goodbye and it was really sad. Even though we were going to see each other in a week or two, depending on how long the transfer process and packing took, it was still difficult for both of us.When he dropped me off at the airport, it was the longest agonizing moment of our lives. Yes, I'm being dramatic. We shared a lot of kisses, making sure not to do it in the public eye. Let’s just say…I’m glad they had family restroom
AlecMine. All mine. I would have her for the rest of my life until my last dying breath.My mouth went dry the moment I saw her in the sexy lingerie. Her tits out, the stockings on those sexy legs, the thong, the whole outfit had me rock hard. Then she began to dance and the song she chose almost had me combusting. Run her like a river?! Oh, I was going to do that and more. My hands weren’t holy though, I’ve made her sin and I have no regrets.She protested and threw a fit when I carried her to our room saying she wasn’t done. I ain’t gonna lie, when she ordered me to go in the room it was sexy as heck and I loved that side of her, but I’m dominant and the Alpha in me couldn’t control himself anymore.I could practically smell her arousal and saw how her p*ssy glistened when she waved it in my face. How can she expect the beast in me to sit there and watch her bounce and sway her delicious a*s on my shaft?I threw her on the bed, “Alec!” She giggled. I began to unbutton my shirt when
RiverWe made it to Palazzo Resort. The security there guided Alec and me to LAVO, an Italian restaurant and nightclub located inside. The moment we walked in, everyone was there waiting for us. Even some of Brice’s closest friends and Jaylen’s parents.Brice rented the entire restaurant slash club for us. It had a spacious dance floor and looked sleek and modern, with a mix of vintage and contemporary elements. I loved it!Xander was grinning at me the entire time and I just had to ask why.“Why are you smiling at me like that? Do you find me funny or something?” He cackled.“Nope, I just knew that Alec would finally get his girl in the end. All he needed to do was be patient. You were never Zach’s and I’m so glad that you discovered that yourself. By the way, sorry to hear about your accident.” I was in awe. My lips parted to his reply.“What nonsense are you telling my wife, Xander?” Alec said, hugging me from behind, and kissing my neck.“Nonsense? Quite the opposite, Alec. I’m onl
River“Okay, we’re all here! What’s going on, River? I mean don’t get us wrong, we are super happy that you got your man and y’all are together, but why did ya want all of us together here on iChat?” Erica questioned.I sent them a group message earlier to get on iChat. It was late, but this news couldn’t wait. I mean, I could have done a video chat, but I wanted a perfect view of their faces. Front row tickets of their genuine expressions when they heard the news of us getting married.Alec came up behind me, wrapped his arm around my neck, and kissed my cheek. “Hey guys, thanks for getting on here on short notice. I appreciate you guys making time for this sudden meeting. I’m sure y’all were busy but we have some news we want to share with you.”Zach cocked an eyebrow. Jaylen looked puzzled. Jason was waiting for us to speak. Erica and Delilah were both wearing a smile.“Okay, spill,” Erica said impatiently.I lifted my hand to the camera and showed them the ring. Everyone's jaw drop
RiverI can’t believe I’m here! The most magical place a girl could be at, a dream come true– Disneyland. I should add Disney World to my bucket list after this. Any girl who’s watched all the Disney princess movies should understand this feeling inside. Since I was a little girl, my all-time favorite movie was Ariel, but I also loved Sleeping Beauty and Cinderella.“Ouch!” I squealed. I pinched myself on the arm as I stood in front of Cinderella’s castle, earning me a puzzled look from Alec. He shook his head and I rolled my eyes, he wouldn’t understand. We came early in the morning to walk through at least two parks. I wore this cute dusty pink oversized jogger set. Alec kept trying to cover my stomach from guys who couldn’t keep their eyes off me. My cropped matching color hoodie was too short for his liking. I mean I don’t understand what the big deal was, I looked cute and it was perfect for the weather.I even wore my white Adidas with matching color stripes to my outfit. My h
AlecRiver and I spent the whole weekend together, sightseeing. I mostly wanted her to see the beach and take her to the Santa Monica pier. We also spent two nights alone in a hotel, indulging in our bodies and orgasms. It all felt like a dream, a dream I was scared to wake up from.The thought of her returning home was heavy on my heart. How would I survive the next few months without her? That was going to be hard.At night while she slept in my arms, I thought about the comment I made outside the restaurant at the guy snapping our picture. I told him she would be my wife and I meant that.Then it hit me! What if I make her my wife? What if before she leaves, we go to Las Vegas and get married? I mean we didn’t have to go far, a courthouse would do, but it would be perfect. There was no doubt in every inch of my body that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her.She was a done deal, the one who captured and owned my heart. I knew she felt the same way, so why wait? We are not