Chapter One hundred and Eighty One

Xander’s Pov

When I finally wake, the memory of my dream lingers like a bitter taste in my mouth. I sit up, my heart heavy with guilt and remorse. Allegra is nowhere to be seen, and I can't shake the feeling of dread that hangs over me like a shroud.

I stumble out of bed, my limbs heavy with exhaustion, and make my way outside. The world around me is a blur of colors and shapes, but I can't seem to focus on anything but the pain in my chest.

And as I stand there, alone with my thoughts, I can't help but wonder if I'll ever be able to make things right with Allegra. The weight of my mistakes hangs heavy on my shoulders, threatening to crush me beneath its burden.

But deep down, I know that I can't give up hope. I have to find a way to make amends and earn back her trust and forgiveness, no matter how long it takes. And as I prepare myself for the difficult road ahead, I know that I'll do whatever it takes to make things right, for both of our sakes.

I push myself out of bed, ignoring t