That secret knowledge of my presence tided her over many long evenings and it led frequently to nervous and guilty confessions to the priests and painful absolution.But what did that matter?This was her fix.And now - all this time after - she'd confessed it under terrible torture. She revealed that she'd been seventeen years old and not long at the convent. I'd been sixteen and she'd known me since I'd been only two and only just able to walk. That's why she'd done it.Slowly, piece by piece, they'd dragged it out of her, every morsel of information pulled from her heart at terrible cost, and now, her back was stiff and her knees were bruised but the soldiers insisted that she bend down and they tugged at the remainder of her clothes with the tips of their swords. As they did it, she didn't resist them. She let go of her habit and suddenly her religion was plucked from her and dangling at the end of a sword. Then came her veil and finally her wimple and she was naked, her nipples
But at the end of it all, all that I am left with is that the Marquis is the one responsible and I have his daughter in my cave, and I must decide.What should I do?Certainly I could never match the Marquis for barbarity and neither do I want to. Okay, she asks for it so maybe I might rape and sodomize his daughter, but where is the punishment in that? She deserves more.I hooked my cock from my trousers and began to pump it in frustration, oblivious to the outrage this caused. Christine was unaccustomed to men pleasuring themselves in her presence, and I think she imagined that I was fantasizing about her, but she was wrong. My mind was elsewhere. It was disturbed and confused in that ruddy marketplace where my life fell asunder.Another young woman was being dragged across the dirt. She was no older than Christine is now. Her breasts were young and her nipples were craggy lumps of smoky chocolate and they grabbed me in the groin every time that I saw them. The Marquis had hold of t
My mind was dizzy and confused, and yet the mist and pain were gone. I found myself unexpectedly in the present, or was it the past? With a sense of d'j ... vu, I found that Christine was swaying in front of me, full of nervous expectation."You're the daughter of the Marquis," I asserted blankly as if this would come as a surprise to her, which, of course, it didn't. For me, it was still an upsetting surprise although the more I looked at her, the more that I saw the likeness. I felt stunned, and the rock fell limply from my hand. "You're Christine de Lyons."For certain, I'd awake to discover that I was insane, or that this was a dream or the mischief of the Devil; for how could she be here with me in my cave?I wondered whether she knew that her father was a murderer and a liar, a cowardly scoundrel who'd betrayed the people of France?I remember him on his horse and Isabelle in his wake, as he took her away.There was a noose tugging upon her neck and her hands were bound behind h
"Except the guards from the prison," I mouthed softly. "When they deliver more corpses..."Oh God.She pulled the letter from her pocket again and flattened it - a single, crumpled sheet of paper. "Shall I tell you what happened, monsieur? The truth of what is taking place in our country. Then you'll understand why I had no choice but to hide here."She didn't wait for me to answer her, but instead she started reading as if a virtue or a healing could be gained in the reading. The letter had apparently been written by the maid of some lady and had then been sent to Christine at considerable risk."Regarding the Countess De Lyons and her two daughters," she read shakily. "I have difficulty in relating. They were dressed in the most expensive clothes. The neck was cut square and very low, and the sleeves were cut to the elbow, and they were finished with several ruffles of lace. They wore shirts of brocaded silk looped over a second skirt, with ruffles, festoons and garlands. With every
"Please, monsieur! You have no idea!" Her eyes were obsessive like unfocussed flames. Again, she looked despairingly at the oak door and then up at the blackness above. "Father explained that if I were caught by the soldiers that they'd take my clothes and distribute them amongst themselves, and carry me naked throughout Paris in a metal cage, my body for sale to whoever would buy it and for whatever purpose the purchaser desired. Monsieur. They would do to me as they did to my mother and sisters. The place is swarming with brigands. There are so many, and since I did what I did, everybody's searching for me. Nowhere is safe.""But you can't stay here," I suggested kindly, chasing down memories and finding dead-ends. "It's impossible. There's no food. You are a lady. How will you live?"She blushed, playing with the cuffs on her dress. Her eyes were searching my face, hard, penetrating, until finally she made herself smile, but it was a hard, melancholy watery smile, the smile of sadn
"It's a miracle," I added, bending her backwards and kissing her neck, at which I heard a noise from deep inside her chest and suddenly she was no longer fighting me. Instead, there was a gasp of surrender and she was unashamedly grinding her hips against my groin. There were tears in my heart as I kissed the hollow of her neck, for I could taste the soap that she'd used that morning, just as I could smell the sandalwood in her hair. "You're forcing me," she muttered, her strong back arching into me and her pelvic thrusts becoming stronger and harder, and her breathing becoming harsh. "I can't help it. Oh God! You're making me do it. You're making me fuck you!""I'm forcing you," I murmured as our tongues combined in a lover's embrace and her feminine electricity discharged through our clothes. It was loud and sharp, like a clap of thunder, and she jumped away as if I'd hit her and hurt her.I ran my dirty fingers through her hair, clutching the individual strands in my grasp. "I used
She turned towards me, still very trustingly holding my hand, and she stared up at my face, her expression open and honest. "But it's my gift, monsieur. Don't you comprehend? Listen to me! There are women who understand that their remains can be used to serve a noble dignified purpose and that's why they consent. After I've died, monsieur, what does it matter? Would you prefer that I rot? Some people choose to be buried, others choose cremation, whilst others..." She paused, idling along the display, her mouth agape and her hand covering her mouth from the openness of her surprise because now she was seeing more clearly. She paused occasionally to look at an outfit, unable to contemplate the reality of what she was seeing, although in her heart she must have known that this place existed."You've eaten these women? All of them?" she mouthed, stopping in front of the habit of a nun. A complete set of clothes were arranged there: shoes at the bottom, underwear hung beneath the outer cl
I sighed.I'd been asking Christine to undress since she'd first entered my cave and so her question was a redundant and irritating one. Of course, I wanted the woman to undress and I wanted to fuck her but that didn't mean that I wanted to eat her. How many times did I have to repeat that I don't like what I do?I hated it.Even so, I foresaw the possibility that I'd eventually be tricked into doing it because there's an inevitability to these things and despite not wanting to eat her, I'd be left with no choice, for let's face it, there was no way out, no happy ever after. If I did nothing, Christine would starve.However, instead of reminding her of this and upsetting her, I covered my frustration by opening the nun's bodice and I found the corset inside and some laces and I felt compelled to play with them while Christine watched me, wide eyed, intent, frightened, her lips shaking as she tried to make sense of my actions.She could see that the many sets of clothes had been arrang