My stomach is in knots. I don't know why I expected Damien to have even a little hesitation. I expected too much of him then…
Before I can plea or beg, the bear shifter begins to walk out the palace. I kick and scream for help but no one— absolutely no one stands up for me. They all watch as I'm taken away, biting and shrieking for help. My own mate stands there, comfortable with the safety of his throne. A throne handed over on a plate of gold by his mad father. He would do anything to protect it; even if it meant sacrificing me. Who was I kidding? Damien had done the same thing in my previous life, killing me off to protect his image as lycan King. I'm whisked off, out of his sight and on top of a muscular giant horse. “Can you ride, m’lady?” The bear shifter laughs, assuming I'm too weak to do so. His name is Angus, only brother of the dead Bear Alpha. Before I can nod, he puts me in very long shackles that he can hold from a meter or two. “You better hang on, eh? We Bears don't pamper our ladies like you slimy wolves. Darned lot.” With these words, he mounts his own animal, gives a signal to his men and then kicks the horse. Just like that, I am taken for the palace that was gradually becoming a prison. The only downside? I was heading towards an even worse territory. A true hell. The Caves of the Black Bears. All through the journey, I stay as quiet as possible, trying not to bring attention to myself. These men were dangerous. If they are anything like their horrid Alpha, then I am indeed in huge trouble. They could have me, here and now— and there's nothing I will be able to do. Absolutely nothing. My heart begins to pound violently when night falls and they look for a clearing to x, camp. I'm brought down from the horse and chained to a tree. The bear shifter who brings me down is a big headed dwarf called stone. Before he sits me down, he smacks my behind and laughs. This causes the rest of his companions to laugh madly as well. “Such a soft bum! The king sure is lucky!” He cries, cackling and swiping a keg of ale from one young lad who is desperately trying to fit in. I sit uncomfortably on the muddy earth, praying to the goddess for strength. I can't stay here. Who knows what these men would do… Angus has finished setting up a fire and he looks in my direction with hate. Unlike his men, there's no fancy in his eyes. “Silly little Luna. Your freedom totally depends on your dear mate, the king. Every single day he wastes to bring me the head of the culprit, your life will grow more miserable. I will let dogs lick you while you're naked and have my men enjoy what is between your legs!” His words send chills down my spine and I hold a breath, unable to speak. “So you better pray that your mate will be quick enough to give me vengeance.” He hisses before turning to leave for his tent. His men look at me and burst into bouts of laughter. Masked man…what have you done? Or rather, what have I done? In a silly feat to save my reputation, I refused to call for help, making the masked man kill the Bear alpha instead. I thought that I could escape the humiliation of my past life. But now, I've made it all worse. Everyone back at the palace would think that I will be ploughed and used like a whore. This was opposite from what I planned. I sigh and rest my back on the coarse tree bark. “What kind of man would give up his mate anyway?” I hear a bear shifter whisper. “He must not love her then…if I had a mate like her, I sure as hell would fight to the death!” “For that soft bum? I would fight for her even if she wasn't my mate!” They all cackle at their jokes but every word feels like a slice to the gut. It was so obvious… My mate actually despises me. Even if I wanted to give him a second chance in this life, it isn't possible. I hold back tears and try to remain calm the entire night. My tears would only draw attention. That's the last thing I need right now. The bear lad from before comes up to serve me some roasted rabbit. It's tough to chew and someone makes a comment about how puny wolves are. Bears would always be supreme not lycans. By the time I'm done swallowing the last morsel of the undercooked meat, the men are either all drunk or sleeping. “Ayyy, such a beauty and we can't even get some.” Stone, the dwarf says. His friend who's called Milo, pulls out pieces of meat from his teeth. “We can, yer just have to be patient. Yer heard the boss, no? Every second her mate delays, she gets closer to being ours. Patience, my friend.” Stone doesn't want to hear it, looking my way with a piercing hunger. “Well can I not have my share now? I won't bother you all in the future. Let me just have a go…” And with that, he stumbles my way, tripping once over a fallen log. Goosebumps cover my entire skin. Oh moon goddess… Fear has crawled up my spine and I find myself shivering uncontrollably. “Stay away,” I hiss as Stone comes close to me. He smells of blood and ale. Without even thinking, he wacks a short but surprising powerful arm over my face. “Who said a puny wolf like you can talk here? You're even the lowest of all wolves. Omega. Which means you'll be an easy meal, eh?” The dwarf shines his teeth at me with hungry intent. My heart drops. Oh no.The soil beneath me feels extremely hot in my position. Stone's eyes are cloudy with hunger and evil intent.I'm beginning to realize how done for I am. Tears sting my eyes but there's no use; I have to think with a clear head.As Stone approaches me, big head swaying and fat lips smelling of saliva, uncooked rabbit and stinking ale— I see it. My escape.The key to my shackles is dangling off his waist. Since my hands are in front of me, all I need to do is distract him and reach for it. I steady my breath, glance back to the men back at the fire.They're not paying any attention— drunk out of their minds. The dwarf belges. “Come here, pretty Luna. Have you ever tasted Bear balls before?” I almost vomit from the useless words that come out of his mouth. But it's all okay; I need the distraction.Stone stumbles forward again, huge head landing on my shoulder. His lips kiss the dent between my neck and shoulders. I feel his warm, stench filled tongue lick the skin and I squirm in di
His words leave me even more frozen than I was before. I hiss under my breath, hoping that by some stroke of luck, the ground would open up and swallow me.But it doesn't— and I'm still stuck here, with cold fluids on my back.“A-and if I refuse?” I ask tentatively, eyes darting around in the dim corridor behind him. I'm searching for a way out of this hell— I know it's not possible.Not in the state I am in anyway. But if I could just get out…To my question, Angus smiles, stretching those horrid lips of his. “You die.”It's a simple statement and I know for a fact that he means it. I shuffle on my feet, tap the bare flesh against the cold cave floors.“I accept.” My own voice sounds foreign to my ears. I don't care how I have to leave the cave— whether under the guise of a bear clan whore or not.Angus shines his teeth which are normally yellow but glint orange under the pale lantern lights.“Oh dear Luna Queen. You'd do anything to come of here wouldn't you? You'd say anything, to
And a long night indeed, it was. Contrary to what I thought— that Angus would immediately take me, ploughing mercilessly into my shaking body— there was something he had to do first. There was a small party he had to attend somewhere inside the twists and turns of the caves. It was only then I realized why the maids had dressed me up in a sheer and soft white satin gown. I was far too delirious to think straight then. But now, I understood. Angus wanted me to follow him to this party before he “devoured” me. I was instantly relieved when he took me forcefully by the arm, saying that he would firstly show me off at this party— a new, priceless toy he was soon going to ruin— and then get to the ruin part. Everything he told me went over my head. I was only concerned about one thing: there would be people from outside the pack there. Maybe, I would get help. Just maybe. So I let Angus drag me away, through the many tents and through more passages than I could count. It was
TW: Implied SAAt first, I actually thought I was dreaming, seeing the green eyed man here. It was when he spoke again, voice low, tone cold, that I realized.This wasn't a dream. Suddenly, a bout of rage developed within me. I was sure he had heard it by now— the accusation on my head that I had killed the bear Alpha, Fred. I was sure he knew and yet he had kept silent, disappearing into thin air when he could have cleared my name. My anger bubbles over even more when I realize again that he was dining with these people— knowing very well he had killed Fred.Seeing my violent reaction, his eyes sparkled; it was as though he was mocking me. I gripped the slippery satin of my dress, trying to stifle my anger and helplessness. Angus grunted in response to Masked man's question from earlier. He gripped my behind firmly and my mind went blank with disgust.“Yes, I believe we should discuss what we came here for. But before that, can you explain why you're here today, Serpent? You rare
It took me a moment before I could process what was going on. The bear shifter was on the ground, eyes rolled back and body spasming. My eyes were red from crying, I was half naked and in total disarray. Serpent was here, with his cold gaze and heartless words. He was proposing to kill the bear— another prominent member of the bear shifter clan.My heart plummeted at that moment and it felt like bile was climbing up my throat.“No!” I sprung up from the hard bed. My voice was hoarse; I was still struggling to breathe. My hand flew up to push the masked man by the chest. His body was as hard as stone; I took my palms off him when he did not react.“Y-you…you will do no such thing! The last time you intervened…the last—” My breath was catching in my throat, ears ringing from fear. The world began to spin and my body gave out at that moment. The stranger caught me before I could fall to the ground. He held me up with one arm while the other traced my face gently. “You're safe now,
I did not answer his question at first, choosing to stare at him in utter disbelief. Did this mad man even know what he was requesting of me? I was an omega, even though I bore the title of Luna. I was basically a wolfless, worthless creature who had gotten lucky.“Y-you…are you…are you serious now? How do you expect me of all people to kill Damien?! Sure, he might not be as strong as his father, but he is an alpha regardless! You would stand a far better chance than I would! Kill him yourself!”I was seething, ignoring how my hairs stood on end in his presence. “Kill him myself? That would be far too suspicious, Luna.”He sounded like he was grinning— like this was all funny for some reason.“I will not put my own life at stake, mister,” I told him, placing my hands on his chest and pushing him away: or at least attempting to. Serpent pushed against me, getting so close that the only thing keeping us apart was my hands between us.“Oh dear Lady, your life is at stake already.”I s
It wasn't until he left did I notice that my clothes were in shreds and I was half naked. There wasn’t much time to think about this as the day was already starting to break.I pulled what was left of my clothes around me and tried to find a way to enter the palace without going through the main gates.After about thirty minutes of searching, I found a deserted overpass entry. It was overgrown with weeds and looked like it had been abandoned for years.Grunting, I tried through— only to stop halfway.In a distance, not too far away and over a small, algae filled pond, was my mate.Damien.He was not alone; Lily was with him. I wanted to pretend like it did not sting, like I did not care one bit.But the mate bond which I had not yet destroyed tugged violently at me. My almost inexistent wolf seemed to growl within, stirring— angry.“Alpha…Alpha we should not be here. It is not right of us. You know that.” Lily's voice was as still and gentle as the water body beneath her.From where I
“Are you sure you cannot remember, Luna?” The healer asked, eyes looking at me with pity. I forged an innocent frown. “I-I cannot remember much, truly.” From the corner of my eyes, I could see my mate's eyes twinkle with excitement and relief. He grabbed me, made me turn to him. “What do you remember last? Tell me.” I take my time to answer, blinking rapidly and shifting uncomfortably. “Uh…it was the coronation party. That is all I can remember, Damien. Is…Is something wrong?” He shook his head, feigning a calm look. Deep down though, I knew how elated he was. To him, I had lost all memories of his misbehavior with me by selling me out to the bears. To him, I had not seen anything happen in that abandoned garden. Damien thought all was well; that I was still that sweet mate of his who could be manipulated easily. And that's how I wanted it to be. I took a deep breath and snuggled into his arms. That night, Damien let me sleep in his chambers. Time passed and soon, it was
Now, there was only one way out of the situation. Running down the servant passageway. But that itself was dangerous. Damien would hear the noise and now that the entire palace was aware there was an intruder, it would only be a matter of time before we were caught.“What do we do?” I hissed rather loudly. Axel placed his hand against my lips and spun me around so my back hit the wall now.“First, keep shut.” Axel's hair looked like it was freshly, and haphazardly chopped at shoulder length. A lock came over his face, framing those gaunt, haunting eyes and touching the tip of his upturned nose.His jaw ticked, seeing me watch him.“Is she not in her bedroom?” I heard Damien's voice call from perhaps a hall or two away. He sounded mad— not scared in the way one would feel losing a mate.No. It sounded like he was angry someone had bested him and stolen his favorite toy.“No, your majesty. She must be around somewhere.”“Find her…make sure she's brought back! You incompetents! How did
I told myself I must be dreaming as I wiped my eyes furiously. When I blinked, he was gone— or just out of sight. Immediately, I got out of my squatting position and quietly tiptoed down the hall. The last thing I needed now was Damien hearing a commotion here and coming up.Internally I scolded myself for doubting the Elder. Maybe mages did or did not exist but there was one person I knew that could do what has been done on those corpses. And he was here— for a reason I couldn't pick on.The time for him to “refill” the poison had not yet arrived.I rushed down the hall with speed when I was sure I was out of Damien's earshot. It was not long until I was standing where he had been.However, there was no sign of life here. It was past midnight and all the maids were either sleeping or in the kitchens below, preparing for another day.I stood there, looking down mtge next branches of passages, squinting my eyes as if to make out the shadows he might have blended into.“Are you that b
When Damien's lips met mine, I almost threw up from how disgusted I felt with myself. The truth is— I liked it— or rather, my wolf did.This was what she longed for; and despite Damien crossing us many times, she couldn't resist her innate pull. And that stressed me out. Damien roamed his hands all over me, breathing heavily and trying to engulf me with everything in him. He whispered sweet nothings into my ear, caressed my skin with so much neediness and kept tugging on my hair.“I know you have missed this, my Luna,” he hoarsely cooed, breaking away from me for a moment.My eyes connected with his hungry ones, drifting to his lips. If one looked close enough, they might just see the greenish tint to it.My body aroused with the fire of payback and my wolf roared within.This was going to take a long time; and the process was frankly a chore— but I enjoyed it. I enjoyed how stupid Damien looked now, with all that pride on his face that despite cheating on me, I was welcoming him wi
I was so stunned that I stood there with my mouth open for a while. Damien's mother looked from her son to me and clucked her tongue again.“Son, I really do not care who you fuck. What I care for though, is your position. An heir from your true mate is always the strongest. We need a strong heir. Only after that can you get rid of her.”My beating heart seemed to stop and the world around me hushed.My mate laughed. “And what makes you think she will.keep her mouth shut, mother? Why don't we kill her now?” His question made chills run up and down my spine.He did not kill me by mistake last time; he thought it out. He was well aware of everything he was doing.And that brings me a semblance of mad comfort— at least, I'd be justified in what I would do to him.My plans to defame Damien were now wrecked due to this old witch. And now, somehow, I'd found myself in a situation where I had to bear him a child.“Talk? But who would believe her now? I was here with you— all three of us we
“Are you sure you cannot remember, Luna?” The healer asked, eyes looking at me with pity. I forged an innocent frown. “I-I cannot remember much, truly.” From the corner of my eyes, I could see my mate's eyes twinkle with excitement and relief. He grabbed me, made me turn to him. “What do you remember last? Tell me.” I take my time to answer, blinking rapidly and shifting uncomfortably. “Uh…it was the coronation party. That is all I can remember, Damien. Is…Is something wrong?” He shook his head, feigning a calm look. Deep down though, I knew how elated he was. To him, I had lost all memories of his misbehavior with me by selling me out to the bears. To him, I had not seen anything happen in that abandoned garden. Damien thought all was well; that I was still that sweet mate of his who could be manipulated easily. And that's how I wanted it to be. I took a deep breath and snuggled into his arms. That night, Damien let me sleep in his chambers. Time passed and soon, it was
It wasn't until he left did I notice that my clothes were in shreds and I was half naked. There wasn’t much time to think about this as the day was already starting to break.I pulled what was left of my clothes around me and tried to find a way to enter the palace without going through the main gates.After about thirty minutes of searching, I found a deserted overpass entry. It was overgrown with weeds and looked like it had been abandoned for years.Grunting, I tried through— only to stop halfway.In a distance, not too far away and over a small, algae filled pond, was my mate.Damien.He was not alone; Lily was with him. I wanted to pretend like it did not sting, like I did not care one bit.But the mate bond which I had not yet destroyed tugged violently at me. My almost inexistent wolf seemed to growl within, stirring— angry.“Alpha…Alpha we should not be here. It is not right of us. You know that.” Lily's voice was as still and gentle as the water body beneath her.From where I
I did not answer his question at first, choosing to stare at him in utter disbelief. Did this mad man even know what he was requesting of me? I was an omega, even though I bore the title of Luna. I was basically a wolfless, worthless creature who had gotten lucky.“Y-you…are you…are you serious now? How do you expect me of all people to kill Damien?! Sure, he might not be as strong as his father, but he is an alpha regardless! You would stand a far better chance than I would! Kill him yourself!”I was seething, ignoring how my hairs stood on end in his presence. “Kill him myself? That would be far too suspicious, Luna.”He sounded like he was grinning— like this was all funny for some reason.“I will not put my own life at stake, mister,” I told him, placing my hands on his chest and pushing him away: or at least attempting to. Serpent pushed against me, getting so close that the only thing keeping us apart was my hands between us.“Oh dear Lady, your life is at stake already.”I s
It took me a moment before I could process what was going on. The bear shifter was on the ground, eyes rolled back and body spasming. My eyes were red from crying, I was half naked and in total disarray. Serpent was here, with his cold gaze and heartless words. He was proposing to kill the bear— another prominent member of the bear shifter clan.My heart plummeted at that moment and it felt like bile was climbing up my throat.“No!” I sprung up from the hard bed. My voice was hoarse; I was still struggling to breathe. My hand flew up to push the masked man by the chest. His body was as hard as stone; I took my palms off him when he did not react.“Y-you…you will do no such thing! The last time you intervened…the last—” My breath was catching in my throat, ears ringing from fear. The world began to spin and my body gave out at that moment. The stranger caught me before I could fall to the ground. He held me up with one arm while the other traced my face gently. “You're safe now,
TW: Implied SAAt first, I actually thought I was dreaming, seeing the green eyed man here. It was when he spoke again, voice low, tone cold, that I realized.This wasn't a dream. Suddenly, a bout of rage developed within me. I was sure he had heard it by now— the accusation on my head that I had killed the bear Alpha, Fred. I was sure he knew and yet he had kept silent, disappearing into thin air when he could have cleared my name. My anger bubbles over even more when I realize again that he was dining with these people— knowing very well he had killed Fred.Seeing my violent reaction, his eyes sparkled; it was as though he was mocking me. I gripped the slippery satin of my dress, trying to stifle my anger and helplessness. Angus grunted in response to Masked man's question from earlier. He gripped my behind firmly and my mind went blank with disgust.“Yes, I believe we should discuss what we came here for. But before that, can you explain why you're here today, Serpent? You rare