6

Blu

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I haven't seen or heard from the boys since day before yesterday's massacre.

I just left immediately after and went home with Jessie.

Of course they would be surprised. I actually just wanted to do everything low-key but since they insisted on sticking around well there they have it.

I got out of my room with my robe and dragged my lazy body downstairs to get a cup of strong coffee to start up my day and there I saw the full Hastings brothers in my living room with Jessie.

"They've been waiting for you, they wanted to see you earlier but I insisted they wait till you come down yourself", she said.

I nodded.

"Hello, and to what do I owe this visit?", I asked smiling.

"First of all, we've moved in fully back to Italy, we're staying in our dad's house, a few touches needed and we'll be done ", Alex said.

I nodded, "Well that is good news indeed ".

"What's the second?", I asked.

They exchanged glances and talked with their eyes for a couple of seconds.

"Blu... uhm, yo like what was that With Ricci?", Tobi asked.

"What with Ricci?".

"I think he's trying to ask, , who the fuck are you?", Damon asked sharply.

I shrugged, "What do you mean I'm Blu ".

"No, no you're not Blu there is no way you're the Blu we know ", He said again.

"What are you talking about?", I asked.

He sighed.

"Listen Blu, The Black axe has always been Ricci's men, a quick fall back to at every given period of time in life they've fought for him, with him by him.

You took a very bloody risk going to meet him in his house with just four of us, honestly we were even scared we had no idea what we were doing but we were just doing it for you, and you were so unafraid unshaken and you commanded the Black axe to kill Ricci, General Ricci and they did without asking questions, Blu that is not normal ", Alex said sounding so worried.

I went to my coffee machine and poured a desirable amount, taking my time.

Added some milk and some whipped cream.

"So what do you think I am?", I asked.

"When we did some questioning and investigations we found out that you're not just a normal regular lady Blu, they told us you're the Queen of Mafia", Alex finished up

I shrugged, "Well then maybe that's who I am ".

They all looked so confused.

"H.. how?", Jerry asked.

"I mean you've been in America being a career woman , how?", Tobi asked.

I sighed, this is going to be a long conversation.

"My life was in danger when my dad sent me to America, he sent me to stay with my grandfather. I thought it was just a regular family you know. I has no idea my grandfather was Son of the guns".

"Son of the guns? that's grandfather of Mafia? that's your grandfather?", Alex asked shocked.

I nodded, "Was a shocker, even my father didn't know. He's retired now. He met me a weak fragile girl, he said he was disappointed in my father for making me run, that I had no idea the kind of potentials I had in me. I didn't see any potential in myself at all, I just saw myself as a weak nerd who barely knew how to walk without tripping over. He said he saw potentials and he will bring it out of me, he said I will be greater than even my father.

He introduced me to people, lot's of people, made me see how beautiful I was and where that beauty could take me, what that beauty could do, he told everyone that I was his granddaughter and I was not to be fucked with, he helped me climb ladders I never thought I could climb and places I never believed I could enter, connection in every country,, every cult, every secret society, every single one of them, including the black axe. That's what I spent my five years doing ", I ended.

"That why you're so different now ", Tobi said.

"Yeahh, You can't have all that power and money and not carry the Aura you have ", Jerry said.

"So you have the whole society at the back of your hands?", Tobi asked again.

"Not the entire, My grandfather has enemies too you know and of course they're going to be my enemies too, some of which are in my dad's to-kill list", I said.

"Wow, that is amazing Blu", Alex said smiling.

"I'm so proud of you honestly ".

I nodded, "Thank you ".

"That's why you didn't want our protection when we suggested it?", Damon asked finally speaking

"Not completely, I mean yes that was one of it, but I just didn't like how you were trying to treat me like something you can control or need to control", I said.

"Blu your father asked me to do that, and I didn't want anything to happen to you, you obviously couldn't handle those people on your own".

"Grow up Damon, we're not five anymore, I don't need your help to tie my shoelaces anymore, and oh I just remembered you never did actually tie them, Alex did".

"Why do you have this beef against me for something that happened when we were 5??", he asked.

"Let's not do this today ", Alex said trying to stop me.

"No Alex, let me. You, were never there in my life for a splitting second, minute, and now all of the sudden you're invested in trying to take care of me, do you know how irritating it is? trying to see you all caring and kind when i don't even need you, where were you the time I actually needed you? when I lost my mother? my sister's? my entire family?? where were you Damon? you did not hesitate every single day of my life to make it a living hell. You dedicated your life to reducing my self esteem over and over again when you knew how much I loved you. You were never there Damian so do not come now and try to wiggle your way into my life". I said firmly.

What pained me the most was that I was still in love with this man.

"Blu I understand that but you had to understand, I was doing it for your father, it was his dying wish, he told me to-"

"And what if he didn't?", I asked.

"What?"

"What if he didn't ask that your protect me would you be doing this??", I asked.

He opened his mouth to speak and then it closed.

I nodded. "Damon that is what we Hippocracy. It's all fake ", I said and headed to my kitchen to get food.