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* * * Tobi invited me to his birthday on this boat cruise. We were sailing towards the island where the real party was happening and unfortunately, I guess I came in pretty early. So it was just the boys, and I. Jessie was supposed to come later with our boat, but she got sick, and so she was going to send my clothes and other stuff in the boat. "Tobi Hastings is a year older", I said smiling when I saw him. "And you're a year shorter", he said hugging me and ruffling my hair. The island was beautiful; it had a wooden Cabin and was surrounded by lots of coconut trees. I turned to Alex and smiled. "You look happy, that's good", he said hugging me. "I had a good week, I guess, plus I do need this vacation", I said, smiling. "It's not a vacation; it's just two days," Jeremy said, coming from inside. "Two days away from my house is a vacation to me," I said, giggling. My good mood suddenly waded as Damon came into view. "Whose boat is that?" Alex asked, facing the water. " "Oh, that's mine; I asked Jessie to send clothes and stuff," I said. "Great, so we have food that will last us for the rest of the year in a fridge, the others will be coming in shortly, sadly there is no internet connection here, so just sit back, enjoy, and -" The next thing we heard was a big bang. We all went down. "What the fuck??", Tobi screamed. We looked at where the sound came from; it was from my boat that was approaching the island; it just blew up. "Shit", I mumbled. "They planted a bomb in your boat? why?", Alex asked. "Because they thought I was going to be in it", I said. "I was supposed to come in it, with Jessie but she's sick and that's why I came with you guys and-" I paused and sighed. "They're unto you B", Alex said putting his hands on my shoulder. "I gotta go back home ", I said. "No, no, no, you can't go back; Blu listen, they think they've killed you, alright? if you were in there, there's no way you would have survived it, you need to be on the low for a while ", Tobi said. "He's right B; you gotta stay on the low till we find who did this and be sure the coast is clear," Alex said. For some reason, I wasn't pissed, probably because it wasn't coming from Damon. "We're gonna go back, get some information, and get it across to you, then when things are calm you can come back and kill the motherfucker ", Jeremy said. I sighed, "My week was going too well". "What about your birthday?", I asked Tobi. He shrugged, "It's no big deal, we can cancel, but we need to keep you safe; you're our number one priority, "he said. "Where am I gonna stay?", I asked. "Stay here, it's very safe, no one knows about this island, and they think you're dead too", Alex said. *Who am I going to stay with?". "Me", Damon said abruptly stopping Alex from saying anything further I rolled my eyes. "I think it's a good idea, though. Damon is already well-known and all; we need to camouflage. "How long is this going to take?", I asked. "Till we're back", Alex said. I nodded and sighed, "Well, vacation is a vacation", I said. Alex kissed my forehead, "Be good", he then looked at Damon. "You'll forgive me if you come to meet his body washed up in the ocean, right?" I asked. he laughed, "No promises, princess. " "C'mon let's go", Tobi said as they got into the speed boat at the shore. Seconds later, they were gone. I turned to Damon, he was staring at me. "I'm hungry ", I said. "We were roasting steak at the back; want some?" he asked. "I'm a vegetarian ", I mumbled. "Oh, well, I'm sure there's something inside; let's go, "he said; I looked at him oddly. "Why did you choose to stay with me? "I asked. "Because -" "And don't bullshit me with your protection talk; I know that's not it." "Why did you choose to stay back and let my brothers handle things? if I had said the same you would have talked about me being possessive " "Because they didn't sound possessive; they sounded like they cared." "So what? Do you think I don't care? I care about you like crazy, Blu, so crazy that it's looking like it's Possessive, but it's not ". I rolled my eyes. "You haven't answered my question yet Damon ". "Because I care about you". "Since when? Since when did Damon Hastings care about Blu Elfuego? oh, right, since her father died. "Blu fuck it, I have always genuinely cared about you". I paused, "When? Was it when I sprained my ankle when I was 10, and I begged you to come help me, and you called Alex?" "That was because I didn't know what to do, Alex was good with all the stuff, and by then I had serious PTSD for blood, I had just seen my dad kill someone, brutally, and the thought of seeing you injured was driving me crazy honestly I just... didn't know that to do". "And after that? did you ever come to check on me to see if I ever got better?". He was quiet, "I will always choose Alex over you because he is the big brother that I never got to have, there's no excuse that can ever change that you weren't there for me when I needed you, so this therapy after death thing you're doing to make up for before? yeah, it's not working on me, so please, stop trying to make up for things that you fucked up yourself ". "Blu, I can explain everything okay? I can-" "I don't need it, Damon, I don't", I said and walked straight into the cabin.Alex came back later that night with Tobi and Jessie.Immediately they alighted on the shore, and Jessie ran to hug me."Oh, okay that's weird", I mumbled."I'm sorry, I just thought you died, Blu; I thought they got to you first", she said, visibly shaking." Do you have any idea who I am? Jessie, they can't get to me ".I turned to Alex, "What's going on?"."It's Feud; he's on to you, he knows that we know who you are, and he got some intel that you will be attending Tobi's birthday, so I think they thought you were on the boat, so they paid the people are the harbor to plant a bomb there.""Hope they're not breathing?", I asked."Not when I'm here", Jessie said.I nodded and asked Alex to continue, "We had to act smart, pretend like you were killed and all, we even went to your house to create a scene like something happened to you, and that's when we got Jessie, So the sailor's body has been removed from the water, we made it look like it was yours.Now there's a Mafia meeting hap
"Bullshit," I mumbled, standing up. "Blu I'm serious". "I don't want to hear any of it, gosh Damon do you think lying to me is going to fix any of this?". "Blu I am not lying to you". I rolled my eyes. "Blu I have anxiety issues, or I had, I don't know, but I have... I get ...I get serious anxiety when I'm around you, even before now, I swear I freeze when I'm around you... and I planned how I was going to do the right thing and fix whatever issue we had but then ... you were so different, so so different, I didn't even know who you were. I froze again; I begged my legs to move, I begged my lips to open, but .. I... I-" "Damon, you're not making any sense at all whatsoever. You know that, right? You freeze when you see me? fine this year makes sense, 5 years ago? ten years ago? when I was nothing but a nerdy freak who could barely articulate words???" This man is pissing me off. "I was in love with that nerdy girl ", he said calmly. I was silent for a moment and then
..."There was you, you looked so normal despite loosing your siblings, your mom, you actually looked perfect, and somehow staring at you everyday gives me this... calmness inside, this peace, you were my peace. You made those trauma's go away. The little efforts you put, I saw them, I saw them all but I was a coward to man up and told you that I loved you too because somehow your naivety made me freeze, everytime I saw you my heart would skip a beat and, and the way you would look at me, it would be like you were seeing right through me and I would get scared, so so scared I'll have to look for a defense to cover it up by pushing you away. Now I think about it, that was so wrong, so so wrong. I never saw you as flawed in any way because you knew you had your flaws and you brought them out and you embraced them, all of them, something I could never, that was one bold move Blu, something my coward ass could never do.And that day, at prom, I had an anxiety attack earlier because I saw
A WEEK LATER * * After everything that happened on that island, Damon's acting like he doesn't know I exist. I'm so confused, was it a dream? was he just toying with me? or did he just want to use that to get to me. "Are you okay Blu?", Alex asked as we got into my car. "No" "I noticed, I mean ever since you came back from the island you've not been okay, even Damon, he's been avoiding everyone", he said. I swallowed hard. "What happened in that island Blu?". My brain suddenly began to replay memories, awful memories, memories that I enjoyed, I yearned for and I loved, but now it's like a stab on the chest. "Ask your brother", I said and we zoomed off. Minutes later we arrived in front of a mansion with dozens of security. Alex and Jessie got down first and then I did. They all pointed their guns at us. I scoffed, "Tell Feud that a friend is here to see him", Jessie said. Another car pulled up behind us, it was Tobi and Jerry. "I thought you guys weren't
I was seated among all of them, I knew all of them in details the color of their underwear. I knew everyone here, but none of them knew me. They stared, talked in hush tones and wondered who I was. This was the black ball, the society's annual ball, eat drink, socialize, gather allies, and kill an enemy or two. Everyone always ended with one drama or another but this time around things were going to be about me. The Hastings brothers and I weren't supposed to have any direct contact tonight because every eye will be watching us, and I don't want to implicate them any further, but Damon was supposed to be here, he was supposed to come with me to this ball, we discussed it before when we were on the island, now he's disappeared and ghosted me after everything. Alex walked up to me and bowed and handed me a glass smiling. I smiled back, "Where's Damon?", I asked through the smile. "He said he's not coming". "How the fuck is this plan suppose to work if he's not here?" "I don't kn
Few seconds later, guns where everywhere, pointed at me.Alex and Tobi immediately got their guns out and went to stand beside me.This is where I wished Damon was here."You're not getting out of here alive", Lucian said."Stop, everybody stop, put the guns down, we're not ending this ball in a bloody war", one elderly man said from the crowd."Actually, I'd like to see them try", I said."Miss Blu, please apologize to Mr Lucian and let's all put this aside ",he said again.I laughed out, loudly, "Do you have any idea who I am?", I asked."Let me do a little display of my power ", I said.I turned to all the men around pointing their guns at me"Switch ", I commanded.They immediately turned their guns to Lucian, everyone gasped in shock."What? why are you pointing your gun at me? I'm your commander, fire her", he screamed."Unfortunately, they only take orders from their original boss, me", I said.I think Lucian got the message, loud and clear.He began to quiver.*Now let's have
FLASH BACK * * I yawned tiredly as I rolled off the bed, I opened the window and allowed the cool ocean breeze envelope me, this site was beautiful, too beautiful. I got out of the room and walked out of the cabin, something delicious caught my nose and I followed it to the back of the cabin. Damon was making grilled fish- shirtless! He was backing me, so I took time to admire his physique. Let's keep the fact that I've hated him most of my life aside, this guy is extremely sexy. He had this tattoo of a lion's head on his back, very sexy muscles and a cute butt shape. He turned around and saw me staring at me. He let out a very charming smile. "Hi Blu", he said. "Hey". "How did you sleep?", he asked. I nodded, for some reason I had lost my voice. I was just staring at him. "Why are you staring at me like that?", he asked. Because you're so hot. "Nothing, what are you making?", I asked. "Well I'm making ribs steak", he said "You can cook that well?
I walked into my strip club, the boys were practicing their moves. "Good morning Queen", they all greeted."Good morning Boys", I responded and walked straight into my office.Jessie was already there waiting for me with one of my stripper boys; LKay"We got a situation", she said.I groaned, "Can't I go 24 hours without drama? What is it?" I asked."I...I ma'am, I need your help ", he said shaking."With what?".I gathered his breath."So I took this girl from the club home yesterday, we started getting freaky and we had sex, multiple times, so we went into the bathroom to get a shower, I left her in the bathroom and went to the nearest store I could find because we were running out of condoms and by the time I get back she's on the floor bleeding from the back of her head, dead!"."You think she slipped?"."I think so"."So why didn't you just call the fucken police or an ambulance ", I asked because this really wasn't my business."Queen, you know I already got a shitty record wit