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Author: Phoebe Phoenix
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Chris POV

I left Damien's office in a mess of emotions, mostly murderous ones. I wanted to kill them all and get this over with, but I also knew I couldn't. Damien's throat was inches from my teeth. I could had taken his life countless times, yet hesitated. I wanted to believe it was because Ryker ordered no harm to the kids, but I knew that wasn't it.

I stormed my way to the training arena wanting to do nothing more than to tear my clothes away and run straight home. I was done with all this Trio and heirs bullshit. My life was ripped from me at 10 years old when those bastard Alphas took my father's and brother’s life.

My thoughts were flipping from my past to my present. I tried pushing the memories away, but it was too late. I was enraged from conflicting emotions, not allowing myself to realize the truth of my present. My mind went where I spent countless hours training myself to hid away in a dark corner of my mind.

I fell to my knees as my nightmare came forward.

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