Spring Kingdom BellaWas I feeling guilty for kissing a man other than my husband? Of course not! Antony is an asshole, he didn't deserve that I felt bad for having done what I did, I would do it again if I had to, the only thing I was afraid of was being found out, hanging myself was not the end I wanted for my life.Today to have a moment of peace, and relax my body and mind I decided to go out for a walk with Esmeralda, it has been a long time since we have been out together. - Come on, Bella! I feel like bathing in that wonderful lake - Esmeralda was practically ready. - Wait, we're almost done! - I said, her excitement made me hurry even more, and I looked inside the room to make sure I didn't forget anything.We left the room walking through the corridors to the entrance of the castle, where a carriage was waiting for us, the coachman helped us up, and returned to his seat making the carriage ride, during the way Esmeralda kept talking about how excited she was. The long rid
Spring Kingdom BellaAfter he left, I would have to face my husband the very next moment. I was going to be the queen I had always been prepared to be! - I promised myself. I dressed like the queen that I am. Nobody was going to put me down, I was going to show that I was more than just a wife: queen of more than one empire. I left the room all dressed up for the meeting that was being held with all the advisors to settle the affairs of the kingdoms. Surely my father and father-in-law would be there. Antony was certainly the first to arrive since he is the king. And as queen, I should be too, and that's what I'm going to do. Let them wait for me. I took a deep breath in front of the meeting room door. I could hear them talking inside. I pushed open the door to find everyone there. I felt like I was seeing ghosts. - I hope you don't mind my presence. But I have decided that today I will attend this meeting. I want to be informed about what is happening in my kingdoms. - I sounded
Spring Kingdom BellaThat night was certainly a harrowing torment for both of us, for sure. But we will get through it together as we always do, even if along the way we fall, but we will have each other to help us get up whenever we need to. But now I understand that I won't be able to face it alone because I am aware of what he is capable of from now on. I will have to be careful in everything I do, so that I don't get hurt, and don't hurt those who are important to me. The feeling of guilt eats away at my soul, if I had not faced it, Esmeralda would not be going through this moment now. My conscience claims that I went through it too, I still went to save her, something no one has done for me, I can't even remember what my mother told me. She is a monster! An unscrupulous man who would and will do anything to get what he wants. Today I decided not to go to the meetings anymore because I don't want anyone I love to suffer anymore because of me. Now it is more than certain that An
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianTwo weeks without seeing her should be good, that way I don't get distracted from my errands, so why am I missing someone I've known for such a short time? I went several times after that day, but she wasn't there.- What the fuck!I blurted out from the absurd pain in my stomach.-What do you think so much, my dear friend? You are so distracted in combat.Alex was in front of me, holding my sword that I dropped when he hit me with it. We were training in the east wing of the palace.-You are so disconnected, what is going through your head? -he asked, holding out his sword to me again.-About the kingdoms. -I said, leaving the sand field.-Hey, you're not going to fight anymore?-he asked, following behind me.-That's enough for today, another day we'll continue.I washed my face in a round aluminum tray, left there, to clean myself.- See you later," tapping me on the shoulder, he said goodbye.I walk towards my room, I needed a shower. However, I stopped wh
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianKnow that she wanted something, I saw it in her gaze, I saw the struggle and the uncertainty when she looked at me.-What makes you think I want something from you.-If you don't want something from me, why does it keep coming up everywhere we see each other.-We met this morning, the day hasn't even ended. I really came to see if you needed help, besides I was assigned to clean your room. Such service was only allowed with your presence.I stared at her, she was right about what she said, but something was wrong, I was trained to be suspicious of everyone around me, especially those I see more than once a day.- Come back, you don't need to perform your services here.-With your permission.She had closed the door, but I would feel safer locked in with the key. And so I did.One, two, and three hours passed, and I was still in the room. It was strange to have all this paperwork to go through. I realized that there were matters from the time when Arthur was ki
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianI rolled my eyes and went into the bedroom, quickly showered first, and finally decided to put on some more discreet clothes. I was already fixing my hair - I wasn't going to wear a crown - when the door opened. It was simply a head that had been placed inside the room.-Whew! It's ready now.- Hello," I said, leaving the room and closing the door.-Let's go this way, it will be more discreet, no one will see us.I followed him along the path he had chosen, leaving through the back of the castle.- It even looks like we're about to commit a very serious crime. -Not on my part, but on yours.-Why on my part? -I asked, walking toward the stable.-Because you are a married man, going to the tavern with the most women, where all the men go to seek pleasure that their wives are not capable of providing.-I will not seek pleasure from any woman other than my own.-I know you don't love her. -- he said, looking at me.We got on our horses and headed for the tavern.
《Spring Kingdom》Bella After that day I decided to turn around and forget everything I experienced with King Cassian, even with the few times we saw each other, it was as if we already knew each other...strange!. But that's how I felt about him. Giving ashore, which gave me joy and security in the midst of the storm that was my life, causes a pain that stops me from breathing. It was strange that feeling of loss. As much as I want to I don't go to the border for fear of him being there, another thing I don't go into a Council meeting anymore, the last time served as a warning, the further away from Antony the better it would be for my mind, which is still recovering, and trying hard not to go into despair. Seeing him was like awakening in my mind the memory of the past that persists in reliving every second over and over again without stopping. It's torturous, agonizing, and you live like this for fear of something happening. - Madam, are you sure about this? - The other maid asked
《Spring Kingdom》Bella I was the first to enter and then the three of us entered. Hours passed with us having fun, laughing and playing as if we were children again, with no problems to haunt our sleep at night. We ate practically everything we brought and I realized that I was hungry when I saw those delicacies. -Shall we? - Amber asked. -Hmmm. - whispered Esmeralda, who had just fallen asleep lying on the blanket we brought her.We're all sitting up, except Esmeralda, who got tired and decided to lie down.-It's getting late, we'd better go," I said, getting up and getting the clothes to put on. Soon we were all dressed and ready to go. -Look what beautiful girls we have here," said two men who appeared making us scream for fear.-We're just here to take a bath," said the man with curly blond hair mixed with a weak blue and tanned skin. -Who said we're scared, we're just scared of being caught by surprise. -said Amber with her chin held high in superiority.-She's brave, I lik
Kingdom SpringBellaI could not forcibly open the box, because the first person to be accused would be the maid. I don’t want anyone getting hurt because of my actions.- The key must be with your mother.— Wouldn’t she carry an object that didn’t match her clothing, and where could she hide it? In the dress, there is no place to store things as a man does - I said, looking to see if the maid was not watching.- She can wear it like a pendant under her clothes - said Esmeralda.- You’re right, but we only have one way to confirm.- What would it be? - she asked.- I’ll figure it out! Now, let’s go out - I said, walking towards the door.- Is my lady leaving?I stopped in place with the box in my hand.- Yes! - I spoke without turning to her.- The queen is feeling bad, she will rest, and I will stay with you to help - Esmeralda reported.I left the room without saying a word, walking quickly to my room and looking around. Any noise I heard made my heart race. If anyone saw me with tha
Spring Kingdom BellaI will not leave my life if I end up despised in bed, I will face everyone and discover the meaning of what she meant! He leaves the room following to the wing of servants who work here lives in the palace, and those who work in the stable live at home near the castle. Walking through the corridors I realized few guards than the custom that was always there. A few minutes I was already facing the door of Esmeralda’s room.-Emerald. - I called knocking on your door. -It’s going. - she replied from inside the room. I could hear her going through things but what I did not know. When she opened the door I saw her sigh in relief? But why?-Did something happen?- I asked entering the room and sitting on his bed seeing she closes the door and sits next to me.-No, it’s just that I’m tidying up the room, it was a mess. - he said throwing something in his hands on the bed.Really is, everything was messy out of places, Esmeralda is very clumsy.-What happened to you ar
Winter kingdomCassian I began to sign the documents and Rosa sitting in the chair without saying anything, should I worry about such a silent act coming from a person who does not stop quietly always criticizing everything around the palace?" Because you are so? " asked, she asked." So how? " I asked leaving aside the pen inside the small container that had an amount of paint." You treat your father’s counselors badly, but on the other hand, a simple guard has your respect, he doesn’t even call you by the title he holds. " inquired indignantly.I treat those who deserve it well and badly." You think it’s right to treat your father like that." He was never my father, that place in my life was empty all my childhood in the moments that I needed most, but now that no longer makes me miss." Don’t be cruel. " he said rising from the table." Why are you so bothered by the way I treat Arthur. " I asked with a certain curiosity and mistrust." Don’t think nonsense, I just found it ru
Winter kingdomCassian I was looking where she had gone, trying to know such a place, who in their right mind did not want to? But much work awaits me, I must go back to see if they have already found the soldiers. I went back to where I left my horse that fed on the grass and the fruit that fell from the tree, climbed on top and for the last time looked at the forest, it was not this time that I will know such a place.I rode back to the castle, by the way looked at everything around me, I have an empire and with that comes all bad things directed at me. I arrived at the palace leaving the horse in the care of a servant who was already waiting for me, I entered sighing deeply." Your Majesty? " I will turn aside to the voice that called me, a servant." Yes." Your queen is waiting for you in the dining room. " she said with both hands in front of her body." Why don’t you look at my face? " I asked, it was strange to talk to a person without seeing his eyes, a simple look reveals a
Winter kingdomCassianI was amazed, she knew from the beginning that I’m looking to bathe, and did nothing, I saw that she has no shame to be naked in front of a man who is nothing of her. I came out from behind the bushes walking to her who was still naked. From the front she could see better that body that was to drive any man on this continent, but her penetrating gaze aroused more desire warming my body, she seemed to want to challenge me and it is even pleasant to see her attitude, the girls of the kingdom are more reserved, They don’t look at another man’s face, not even their own husband’s.So far only three have had the courage to challenge me: Rosa, my wife, is all the time doing this, but I do not feel desire, only anger to be challenged, even with a beautiful body, do not know what to do to stop criticizing everything; And there’s Bella, which caused me an unknown sensation that went beyond pure desire, had something more. Now Veronica causes desire, but I still see her a
Winter kingdomCassianIt was so much my anger that it all happened under my nose. How could it have happened? Someone was plotting against me. After receiving the news, I ran to the dungeon and actually in the prison where they were, a large pool of blood was found. One on top of the other, I approached closer and saw their mouths with a different shape than normal. I got close to the nearest victim, who was the daughter of the couple and opened his mouth. I wondered who of so much evil could have done it for no apparent reason. It was one more question to be discussed and verified, who had the habit of killing torn the... tongue!I got up looking at all the soldiers who were there." Surely the right thing to do would be to kill all of you for being completely incompetent, I ordered you to place guards here so that it doesn’t happen." My lord, if I may speak " a soldier raised his hand which, like all the others, listened to everything in silence and lowered his head." Say, the
Spring Kingdom Cassian Now I'll have to see what Rose wants. I have a lot of work ahead of me, but I have nowhere to run. It will be difficult, I must admit, but I will make an effort to be a good companion for her.I walked to the garden I was distracted thinking about what happened a few minutes ago, when I felt something crash into my body, I was quick to hold the fragile body of the girl before it hit the ground.- Are you all right?- Yes, Your Majesty. - she answered, smoothing the hair that had fallen to her face because of the near fall.I noticed that this was the same girl you had in my room, and her appearance everywhere I go is making me suspicious.- What is your name? - I ask because then I can have your whole life searched.- If you allow me to ask a question, why the interest in knowing my name, Your Majesty?I was astonished at her audacity in answering me in such a way, but such an act made me smile, incredible as it seemed, she managed to take my stress away with
Spring Kingdom Cassian Finally I had arrived, a noise in the hallway caught my attention and before the reason for the noise disappeared I saw whose face it was. It was her!I ran towards her, turning down the corridor but there was no one there, I looked in every room of that corridor but nothing, she was simply gone.- What was it Cassian? - Alex asked, as soon as he got close to me.- I thought I saw someone looking in our direction.- Shall I tell the guards to look? - he asked.Before I could answer another soldier appeared.- Has something happened, Your Majesty?- Did any servants come to this side of the castle today?- Yes, two women actually.- Do you know their names?- No! But it was the palace's newest servant.- Have the guards stay in the dungeon.- Yes, sir.We went back to the entrance, where there were several guards waiting for us.- Come in, Your Majesty. - said the other one who had just opened the door.I looked forward and the soldier was holding the door that
Spring Kingdom Cassian I entered the room, throwing everything I could find in front of me, I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the monster that I am. With one punch I broke the mirror, my hand was bleeding from the cuts, but the pain was nowhere near what I felt in my heart. I went to take a bath to try to refresh myself. My body felt like it was boiling, because everything in me was burning.Besides the anger I felt, the substance put in my drink was doing this to my body. As time passed the heat was better and I could sleep now. Or at least try to.Lying in bed I rolled from side to side, I couldn't sleep through the night, everything that had happened replayed in my mind, his panicked face was what completely broke me down, how could a day so peaceful like all the others without movement, end this way. Alex had visited me about ten times in the night, but I didn't want to look at anyone, I was afraid to see in his eyes my reflection. I was a monster!But he kept knocking on