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Alexis kept pensive. Even almost lost in thought as her hands began to wipe the dishes that she had just finished washing and cleaning in the sink. Unlike Alexis who is usually always passionate about work. Now she was just pensive and not at all excited. Alexis sighed and tried to focus herself even though it seemed so hard to do.

Why did I have to say all of that things to Adrian earlier? I should have been able to stop myself from saying it outright. But.... other than that, I can't really hope for Adrian to stay with me like forever. He is a vampire. And it's very clear that we will not be able to unite together. Vampires are immortal beings, and humans, they will die eventually. Moreover, there is a side inside of Adrian that is very thirsty for my blood, and he is trying desperately to contain himself from it. And I can't let him to be like thata around me. Although, I don't even know how to help Adrian with that. Alexis' mind continued to speak in her dreamy mind.

Alexis couldn