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Noah’s P.O.V

It’s been two days since I hightailed it out of Dorian’s room like a fucking coward, and I still couldn’t get the taste of him out of my mouth. Or the way he touched me…and the way I let him.

Moreover, how much I’d liked it.

I was a fucking idiot.

I’d spent the last forty-eight hours alternating between furious self-loathing and locking myself in my room like a goddamn hermit. The only reason I even left my room was for practice and classes, and thank fuck we have the week off from games because I know I would’ve played like complete shit. My head felt like a disaster zone and every second I ignore the single text from him took something away from me.

I now know, without a doubt, that I wasn’t fully straight. There was no use lying to myself aymore, not after what happened with Dorian.

My pulse jumped like it had for the past few days anytime he came up in my thought,

That cocky, smug bastard with his fire-engine red hair, and his ridiculously green eyes, and his…fuck. I
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