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19. Thoughts

Author: Payal Mandal
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-26 15:43:36

RAAHI

"Mumma, when will daddy come? I am missing him."

Arohi muttered as she munched on the cereal that I had served her. Her words made me worry about the truth that her dad isn't coming here.

I remembered the times when Arhaan was a great dad. He used to play with Arohi, take care of her, give her everything that she wanted, basically, if she would have asked, Arhaan could give his life away for her and now, I have separated Arhaan's life from him.

Somewhere, I regretted my decision, I felt bad for Arhaan and Arohi. She didn't deserve to be far away from her father, but one thing was for sure, I couldn't let her be another Raahi.

"Baby, you are dad's good girl, am I right?" I asked, planting a wide smile on my face.

"Yes," she innocently replied while nodding.

"Then, you will have to learn to live like a good girl with Mumma, or else daddy will get angry," I pouted.

"No," Arohi immediately cried out.

I was surprised and I held her hand tightly.

"Aru? What happened?" I got concerned
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