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87: On Your Knees

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His command shocked me. I did nothing until the next minute, processing his words and the manner he spoke. I didn't imagine this was what he meant. That he would want sex, but not as a man who loves me.

"I wouldn't want to repeat myself again."

With shaky hands, I reached behind and tugged at the zip of the drenched flare gown clothing my body. I struggled until the zip finally made its way down.

The cold evening air kissed my bare back. I wasted my damn time, remembering that just a few days ago, this would have felt a lot different. I would have actually been eager to take my clothes off.

The dress pooled at my feet. Kaloyan's face held no expression. His eyes touched my face like a caress. It felt so good and yet so wrong. Lowering, he saw the unhealed scars on my chest, running across my abdomen and thighs.

When he got to the fresh burn above my knee, he stopped. For a few minutes, Kal said nothing, only staring as if he were in a trance. I wanted to move my hand, not liking
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