The master of the Kaine household in Eastmoon always hid his soulless eyes, I imagined, underneath that black hat. He didn't show himself to me again, but I could hear his insulting words and feel his presence near.
I stood wearing a blindfold while he accessed me naked. It wasn't just the slaver and his men that had to see me in nothing but my birthday suit. I bit the inside of my cheek, drawing blood for the minutes this inspection took.
"She's too fat," the master said.
It was the first time someone had ever described me as fat. I had curves in the right places, but I wasn't what anyone would call that.
I heard his voice again. "Jane, don't you agree with me? I think we must work on her before she bears the Kaine pups."
"Sir, the descriptions you gave Lord Isaac, the slaver, demanded that she be anything but slender." A shaky feminine voice dared counter what this brute was saying.
I supposed that was Jane speaking. She sounded like she didn't like that she had to do this, but it was her job to answer to Master Kaine.
"Are you a fool, too? It's one thing to not be slender, and it's another thing to be fat!"
"Forgive me, sir. I understand. We will put her on a strict diet—"
"Diet?" He yelled, shocking even me from where I stood standing at the centre of the room. "I want her levelled to my taste. A diet won't cut it, Jane!"
"What would you have us do?"
"Show her hell."
Three words were what it took to make me wish I had never been born. I wished for death under the care of this cruel master because this wasn't supposed to be my life.
If anything, I should be sitting on the Luna's throne, but I had dreamt too far without knowing my place.
This Jane was only timid before Master Kaine. In the real sense, she was a witch, who made it her goal to make my life miserable.
While folding my arms, I looked at the rods on the floor and said, "What are those for?"
"They are meant to level you." Her eyes flitted to them and returned to mine, seriously dark. "Now, carry them!"
I stood there for a long moment, trying to understand what she demanded of me. Those rods were thrice my weight. I didn't have the strength of a wolf, and even if I did, carrying that would still prove difficult.
"That's impossible. I can't—"
I wailed in pain the second a whip landed on my back, crashing my body to the floor. The pain was almost unbearable. I saw hell before they could even show me.
"Stop! Please." I begged, crawling away from the hand holding the weapon of torture.
"We will only stop if you lift a rod and carry it." Jane advised without true concern for me.
I was beginning to understand I had landed in a sick place, filled with people who weren't normal in the head. After struggling to my feet, I could hold up one because of my tiny palms.
I bared my teeth, hissing as I strived to not let it fall. Jane had begun the timer. I didn't know how long I had to hold this for, but I knew that I couldn't drop it.
Sweat trickled down the side of my head and down my cleavage. This was impossible, but my back still stung from the pain of being whipped.
I screamed after a while. The rod had dropped, and I couldn't dodge swiftly to avoid the whip. It connected with my back again. It was dark when I returned to my room in the building.
A prison cell without a bed and pillow. I was left to lie on the floor with my aching back and wounded hands. When dinner came, I almost shed a tear.
Jane slid a plate of half bread over to me. It was as hard as a rock, and my teeth ached as I rushed for the first bite. It was also difficult to hold my first meal of the day in my palms.
Jane said, "Finish that quickly. Your bath is ready."
I stood on my feet and walked to the railings, keeping my hands at my side as I cried. "Let me out of here! I don't want to be anyone's breeder."
"If there wasn't metal between us, I would have slapped you back into reality."
"Witch!"
"I was asked to show you hell. So, the next time you appear before him, you'd better lose those curves."
I finished the bread in silence, thinking about what I had to do. No one here knew I didn't have wolf genes inside me. They thought I was one of them. But then, I couldn't show them what I truly was.
The bath was ready. Jane led me to the wide space with a shower head above and a toilet seat at the extreme. There was also a bath, but I wasn't worthy of it. Not yet.
The bathroom smelled. My stomach churned, but she stomped her foot on mine as a wake-up call.
I walked in, taking a stand over the shower, but I couldn't even hold the wash soap. I was useless. Jane scowled at me for needing her help.
"You are the worst thorn in my flesh, Cara!" She began scrubbing me, dragging her claws through my flesh at intervals.
I wanted her to stop. I screamed for her to stop, but she wouldn't. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks. I struggled and struggled, and it was only when a third voice came that she stopped.
"Jane!"
The wash soap fell. Her hands left my body. My shoulders shook from the sobs rising in my throat. I was too embarrassed to let them see my face.
"He wanted this. It wasn't my—"
"Get out of here, Jane." The voice growled lowly, and I felt it to my toes.
I didn't know who he was, but he seemed to have some authority. Otherwise, Jane wouldn't have answered to him.
"You must be Cara Smyth, the breeder," he said without offering an introduction.
I didn't know what kept me facing the wall, but I was too tense to look over my shoulder. I felt his eyes on my back, tracing my wounds.
Was he as cruel as Master Kaine? My heart beat erratically at the thought of who this man was.
"Yes, I am her." My small voice quivered when I didn't want it to.
Suddenly, I felt his presence next to me. The warmth of his body quelled the cold storm that was mine. I sighed in relief for the first time in this place.
I wanted to look over my shoulder, but he stopped me. "Don't. I was never here, Cara."
He said that and still touched me. I jumped before I realised what he was doing. He was healing my wounds with the moonstone. The moonstone was a mark of werewolf supremacy. Not every wolf could hold it, nor every pack harbour it.
But it was working. My healing that should have taken weeks was happening easily. He stepped closer, reaching forward for my palms.
"Why do you let him treat you this way?"
I sucked in a rush of air. He was so near that only an inch separated my back from his chest. His touch was too gentle to be true.
"Because I have no choice. I was sold."
"Your life is your own. Only you can dictate what happens to it."
When he was done, he left. I opened my eyes, realising I was all alone. Who was he? I picked the wash soap and began washing myself.
Jane wasn't waiting outside the bathroom for me. I held the towel tighter, looking left and right for any signs of people on this hallway.
I was the only one here, and the instinct to escape slammed me in the face like a ton of bricks. My life is my own. At the instant, I started running.
Footsteps approached at the end of the hallway. I had to push open the door at my side and hide. My back hit the door while my eyes landed on Jane, suffocating an elderly man with a pillow.
I caught my gasp with the hand over my mouth. She didn't relent. The man's hand fell limp at his side. He was dying. I had just witnessed a murder.
"What are you doing?"
She dropped the pillow, not sparing a glance at the dying man. "I should be asking you that question."
"You killed him." My eyes fixed frantically on the man.
"I did?"
When I looked away, Jane was right in front of me. She slapped me as she had promised, and I almost lost my balance.
Before I knew it, the story changed. She grabbed my hand and made me stab the dead man in the heart with a silver knife. Blood covered my hands as my arse and the knife met the floor.
Immediately, Jane screamed. "Help! The breeder killed Master Kaine!"
I watched my world get destroyed by Jane, and there was nothing I could do. It was my word against hers. But when the man who hid his eyes underneath a hat walked in, I realised the truth. The man I had called Master Kaine from the start was only his son. Now, the real Master was dead, and everyone believed I had killed him, just so I could escape."Sir, I walked in and saw her stab him with a knife. It was so gruesome." Jane mumbled her words like she was truly shaken up by my actions. Actions that never even happened. I didn't know what to do. If I dared speak, no one would listen to the breeder who just got here. The new master ignored Jane and walked to his father's side. He closed the man's eyes, saying a prayer to the moon goddess for his safe passage to the afterlife. Then, he focused his eyes on me. I had the chance to finally see what his body looked like, but fear had me lowering my head. I had experienced his cruelty firsthand to know he wouldn't let me off the hook tha
KALOYAN'S POV Joseph Kaine banged the door to the conference room closed behind him. He fumed as he walked in, courtesy of my sudden summon. I had just distracted him from having his way with the new breeder he acquired under our father's name. "Kaloyan! What in the fuck's name is this about?" Nothing. I had summoned him too early because I felt the need to protect Cara from his cruel hands. My brother was getting worse by the day. He was becoming a monster I couldn't recognise. "You have forgotten what day it is." Joseph looked around him in thought. He focused his eyes on the view outside the window, realising we had a family tradition of burying the deceased one day after. "Oh," he simply said, plopping himself down on the chair at the head of the long table. "Try speaking it with your mouth, Joseph. It's father's burial." I shook my head, wearing a look of disgust. "You know what? Forget it. I had hoped I would find remorse in your eyes, at least." "Someone's cheerful this
CARA’S POV I couldn’t believe it was only luck that saved me from being used by Master Kaine earlier. He abruptly got a call and left me with a beating heart on his bed. Worst of all, he never returned. Jane, the bitch, was the only face I was privileged to see an hour later before I was locked in my cage again. The Kaine house was as silent as a rock, but grief and tension dominated the silence spreading. I laid in my cage, wondering what was happening. Why had Master Kaine not come back to finish what he started? He seemed adamant about getting rid of me and filling my womb with his pups as soon as possible. I tossed and turned on the floor, pacing when that couldn't calm my curious mind. Suddenly, the door to the hallway opened. I heard footsteps. A maid entered the room, holding that same half loaf of stale bread in a plate. The only thing that had me wary was that my next meal wasn't due for another four hours. "It's lunchtime, Cara." She unlocked the cage instead of sliding
KALOYAN'S POV "Every rogue and deserter must die. They are not welcome in my city." The skin underneath my eye twitched as I said words that do not belong to me. The Eastmoon Palace had been my home since the coronation happened. Throughout, I felt suffocated. The leash on my neck stung. I gripped the arm of the throne tighter, watching the royal officials, made up of my wolves only, wish I would drop dead. My beta said, "Alpha Kaloyan, packs across the globe look up to Eastmoon. We are the centre of peace. A war with rogues will destroy everything Xora has worked hard to rebuild since—" "I did not wish to hear you speak on a matter I've already decided, Reece." My growl was as loud as thunder. It sparked shivers in everyone present like the ice storms in deserts do. The cruel Lycan King took over his father and made a vow to run the Eastmoon pack to nothing. It was word on every mouth. They all hated me. I knew it. I hated myself, too. "What happens when humans catch on to the d
CARA’S POV Seven days ago, I was clueless in New York until I discovered how to change my fate. The first wolf I treated was Marc, and he had helped me with a roof over my head. Although the flat needed some fixing up, it was workable and in a vantage area. With the money I earned from saving Marc's life, I bought the tools I needed to start a profession. This metal suitcase went everywhere with me, including now as I walked into the rundown building with Marc Babel. He rolled up the coiling door, and we ducked while entering inside. The light bulb above the flat work surface flickered. I sighed, searching for a bulb through the drawers. When I found one, I proceeded to fix them while dressed in baggy denim jeans and a button-down shirt. He said, "You've almost made this place unrecognisable." "Don't insult me. I've done nothing in four days. Why are you even still here?" Marc remembered himself. "I put up a flyer for help around the city, but then, I'm still not sure what to
Weeks Later... "Ximena! Help! It's going to crash." I winced as the weight overpowered me. A bit longer, and they would drop from my hands, crashing against the floor. Ximena rushed over and helped me lift the two boxes of herbs from my hands into hers. Business was flourishing. The doctor had become an illegal phenomenon amongst the wolves of New York. The warehouse now had windows and paint on its walls and standard furniture. With Ximena's help, we had evolved into accepting house calls. This warehouse became our secret base, and our major clients were the rogues and deserters being hunted down. She placed them on the storage shelves as I unboxed the set we would use for the week. "Did you really restock Nightshade poison, Cara?" She asked, holding up the glass with shiny black content. "If I didn't have it weeks ago, I would have come out dead with a bullet lodged in my skull and heart. It's a lifesaver." "Yeah, the irony." She placed it back on the showcase, eager to tal
Master Kaine was here. My heart beat erratically. I feared it would fail soon if kept still on this spot. He had found me on the same night I had been marked for death. I had no powers. I couldn't outrun his army of wolves. Suddenly, a knife pressed up against my neck as I stood on my feet. Death was closer than I thought. I whispered. "Who are you?" "Dax sends his regards." The knife pressed harder into my skin, drawing blood. He was a second away from cutting me deep and taking my life, but someone removed the assassin from my back. I crashed against a cabinet at my side, causing a little ruckus. Marc was here. He had just killed the wolf Dax had sent to take his revenge. He rushed over, checking the wound on my neck because he knew I didn't have the ability to heal fast. "Why the hell does Dax want you dead, Cara?" At the instant, he glimpsed the cars parked outside, lowering his voice as his wolf caught on. "I'm gone for a few weeks, and you've managed to get in so much t
I took many steps back, away from the serious-looking forty-something years old men at the door. One of them held a brown envelope in his clasped hands. As soon as I left the door handle, I gave them the chance to invade the warmth of this house with the chaos their presence brought. "The Lycan King chose you out of the thousands of applicants we received. I'm Geoffrey, Captain of the Black Guards." He smiled curtly, introducing the man at his side after a pause. "Lord Henry and I will escort you to the Eastmoon Palace." "Welcome to royalty, Ms. Athena Williams," Lord Henry said, bowing to me with grace. A hiccup tumbled out of me. My eyeballs couldn't stop popping from their sockets. Each word coming out of their mouths made everything terrifyingly real. Lord Henry rushed over to the u-shaped counters, demarcating the kitchen from the living room in the open-spaced apartment. He grabbed me a glass of water. I took it from him with shaking hands and had almost dropped it if it w
I arrived at the Eastmoon palace a while later. The cab dropped me off and I wouldn’t be surprised if Miles was tailing me with how abruptly I had left the pack house. The guards at the entrance immediately recognized my face. “I have a message for the Lycan King from Xora, the moon goddess.”The moment they heard the moon goddess, they figured that I was here on important business and they let me into the palace. I didn’t walk, I ran for where I knew Kaloyan would be, his study.But just when I was about to climb up the stairs, the twins shouted my name, “Cara!”They screamed, rushing over to me and I hugged them back, ruffling their hairs although this loud welcome was not what I needed at all. “Where’s Shirley?” I whispered but it was too late.“Right here.” She surfaced at the top of the first landing on the grand staircase. “What are you doing here? Last I checked, the Lycan King had commanded you never to return.”“My business is not with Kaloyan. It is with you.” I glared at
“When is she going to get here?” I huffed and Miles rubbed a hand over my back, placating my impatient pregnant ass.We were receiving Ingrid at the airport. She had travelled to the North pack again and knew nothing about Xander’s arrest. “Just a little more. I know she’d come out next—“Miles hadn’t even finished talking when Ingrid surfaced with her many bags from the airport. I rushed for her, pulling her into a warm hug. “Ingrid!” I shrieked, “how are you, my darling?!”She hugged me tightly like we hadn’t seen each other in years which wasn’t exactly the fact. We helped her put her bags in the trunk, while we were in the car and she rode shotgun, she kept going on and on about her trip. “I can’t wait to see Xander. The last time I left things were pretty tense around here. Miles even had you locked up.” Ingrid’s eyes bulged as she realised she was touching a delicate subject.“It’s fine. He knows he made a grave mistake and is currently paying for it.”“Where’s Xander, Miles
I stopped breathing. He had run out and it was my fault because I had put that dagger in Joseph Kaine’s heart. I worried my bottom lip with my teeth, distraught.“You need to rest, Kal.” I held his arm, begging him to not dare leave me behind. He had to fight whatever this was, but I had seen what lacking Joseph’s blood did to him. I knew deep down that he was in grave danger. We had to do something fast. “I won’t die today.” He kissed my cheek tenderly. “Promise me you’ll show up for breakfast.”I thought about it for a second. Being at a table with Shirley made poop more inviting. Though I was eager to see Kal’s next move. Would he fight for whatever we have that we couldn’t seem to get over?“I promise.”He smiled at me, taking his time to let go of my hand until our fingertips parted. I smiled back and offered a tiny wave, wary of the hope I felt inside my heart. Kaloyan would choose me this time around. He had just made a mistake the last time. He just needed to see Shirley’s
I snatched the amulet from his neck while he fell lifeless on the ground. The mask wore off and Miles began to understand what was happening.“What were you thinking, Cara?! That was too dangerous—“I wore the amulet and breathed in power. It coursed through me. Miles stopped in his tracks because he could see it too, what was currently happening. I was becoming one with the gods item. And this had not happened before. “Cara,” he muttered.And I smiled, chest rising and falling hard as I declared, “It’s finally mine, Miles. I’m the rightful Queen of Arzdith Valley and Salems power flows through me!”“No!” Our head snapped to the piercing scream we heard. Reagan bounded over. She slid to the ground at Joseph’s side, shaky hands holding him close. It was weird seeing her this way.I didn’t know evil was capable of loving someone, but I guess it was true. In their own twisted way, they had loved each other. The rest of the protectors and the black guards and Dax’s army dashed over, so
The moon goddess was right. I was in the wrong place. The back of the line was not meant for me. I should be looking for Joseph Kaine and cutting deep into his throat. If it was Reagan I found first, even better. I grabbed a sun sword from the ground. The black guard that had been carrying it was dead on the floor. His green eyes were open and lifeless. I said a prayer for his soul as I stepped over him.“Argh!” I screamed, fighting with all my might and casting the fire spell which consumed the blade of my sword. I was slashing through demons at a rate of knots. The fire was destabilising them, giving me the advantage of speed when it should have been the other way around. At the back of my mind, I knew there was something I had to do. Who led the demon army? That question was yet to be answered. I had seen Joseph, Xander and Reagan conniving at the Silver Eye pack, but it seemed I had missed out on the last piece in the band of evils. Two demons came at me. I used my eyes to con
Kaloyan and Miles got down, followed by Sky. I stayed in the backseat, holding the twins close as they approached the cloaked figure. The streets were dark and lonely. There was mist floating in the path ahead of us. A chill coursed through my spine. I didn’t want any more danger. I needed a breather. A moment with my family again—even though, technically, they were no longer mine. When I saw the three of them bowing to the cloaked figure, curiosity had me getting down from the car. I put Jared in charge. He was more mischievous than his brother, but Jardran could never control Jared.“Kal, what’s going on?”I gasped and lost a step when I saw the face underneath the hood. She was as magnificent as Reagan was back in the Silver Eye pack. I gaped at her glittering pale skin and blue eyes. There was no doubt who this was. The one whom only the six protectors were given the luxury of speaking to face-to-face.“Oh my God, you’re Xora. The moon…the moon goddess.” I bowed my head so low
I gulped, freezing for a long moment. There were a thousand and one ways this could go, but neither were about me escaping this unscathed. Reagan was here because he knew. “How did you know?” I sighed, pulling the mask off and switching back to myself.“I dated you. And even though you don't believe a word I'm saying, I loved you once—”“People who love me die, Xander. Stop lying to yourself.”He rolled his eyes and stepped forward to cuff my hands. “Either way, it was easy to tell that you were not my cousin. You escaped. There was only one place Cara would go and that would be to the Order, just to convince Miles that your Lycan King is innocent. Am I wrong?”I said nothing, just staring at the traitor he chose to serve. The evil that would be upon all of us soon. I had to think of a way to save the twins, but I could only come up with a miracle.“So you knew from the moment he texted you that this was going to be a trap?” I gaped at him. “Miles already suspected me the day he lock
CARA’S POVI headed out to meet Xander while wearing Miles’s face. It was highly dangerous because this could be a trap, but I could get to see the twins again and stall him from harming them. That was all that mattered. I drove his fast car, reminiscing the night of the accident when Athena died. It always flashed back to me whenever I sat in a car, but I had gotten used to the memories and the sadness that overtook me.There was a GPS tracker on the car. I carried his cellphone because everything had to be right. Xander couldn’t suspect a thing until we had him fooled. The Silver Eye pack laboratory was close. As I neared it, I said a silent prayer to Xora, begging her to save us all this once. I would protect the twins better if we got out of this mess. “Xander,” I called in a baritone Miles would use when I went down the stairs, leading into the underground laboratory.“You’ve always hated coming here.” His voice came behind me and I snapped my neck to him.He was right there,
KALOYAN'S POVI moved closer to where they stood because I couldn’t keep myself far away from them any longer. I hated the way this wolf looked at Cara. Those eyes of his. I knew what it meant.He was in love with mine. I had no claim over Cara after everything that had happened, but I couldn’t help myself. My wolf still craved her. Her scent still drove me wild. I wished there was a way she would forgive me for the wrong choices I had made. But I wasn't yet out of those wrong choices. Shirley was my mate now.Miles glanced at me and stopped talking, turning away and leading us to where the rest of the Scarlet Order were settled. I walked paces behind Cara, not wanting to invade her personal space, even though my wolf was hungry to feed on her scent. Once we entered the camp, all four of them stood on their feet, their razor sharp gazes pinned on me, the enemy. Miles Kovani seemed to be crossing the line here with my presence.“What is the Lycan King doing here, Commander?” “Sky