LIA
"Pack what you can. We are leaving now." "Excuse me?" I furrow my eyebrows, confused at who this mysterios man is and the nonsense he is spitting. "I really appreciate your intervention but you can't just barge in and tell me my father." Whom I haven't spoken to in many years. "—was involved in an accident and order me to follow you to god knows where." Yes, with the tone of his voice, he is borderline authoritative. "We don't have time for this." He growls, his voice licking my face. My nose catches a whiff of mint in his breath. My hands cross over my chest. "And I'm supposed to just take your word for it?" I say, slightly intimidated by how he is towering over me like a mountain. To be frank, he is a mountain. His black t-shirt stretches taut across his sculpted chest, while his cargo pants cling to his trim waist like nobody's business. He shoves a phone into my face. I gasp, my hand flying to my mouth in shock. It is a scene of an accident with a headline of my father's face. "Now, do as I say." He says. "I can go to New York myself—" The words die on my lips as the deafening sound of gunfire erupts with bullets spraying above me like rain. Before I can comprehend what is happening, I'm pulled down behind an overturned couch. The stranger's hardened expression inches away from mine. "You should have listened to me." He whispers shouts and I hear the frustration loud and clear in his voice. My heart races as I try to process what is going on. Terror tightens around me me with an iron-clad grip. The deafening sound continues before it stops, leaving behind an abrupt silence punctuated by the the frantic beat of my heart. Still reeling in shock, the stranger suddenly grabs my wrist, dragging me across the room toward the window. Questions beg to be released from my mouth but I'm in too much shock to form any words. I must have unconsciously lifted my head because his growl scrapes my ears. "Head down, Heiress." When we get to the window, I'm practically trembling like a fish. "Did you trust me?" He asks, pushing open the window with one hand, his other hand holds me tightly. "What?" I answer, dazed and disoriented. "Good." That is all he says before the world turns upside down and I'm falling. The handsome stranger just pushed me out of the window and now, I'm falling. The two-story building drops happen in a terrifying blur. I plummet through the air like a weightless feather, a scream tearing through my throat. My arms flail uselessly as the wind slaps harshly against my face. With a groan, I crash into a pile of something that felt...soft? An awful stench assaults my nose before I slip down onto the hard floor. I wince in pain. I'm heaving on the floor, my eyes fixed on a gray sky cloud above me with a void, stunned mind. The near-death experience has rendered my brain mute. Moments pass, and nothing—. Suddenly, I'm effortlessly being pulled to my feet. I frown as he starts dragging me across the road. My offline brain finally jolts back to life. "What the hell is going on? Couldn't you at least tell me you were about to push me from a two-story building? I could have died." I have never had a close death experience before this and this incident makes me feel a twisting dread in my gut. "You didn't." The stranger grumbles. "But I—." A yelp escapes my mouth as he shoves me into waiting a car, slamming the door against my unfinished words. What the hell? With my mouth agape, I watch as he rounds the car, fitting his muscular frame snugly into the driver's seat before he slams the door shut with a force that startles me. "We don't have time for this." He says, climbing onto the road. Twenty minutes later, he still hasn't answered any of my questions. The car speeds past the "bye to Leavenworth" before I brace myself to ask another question. All the questions I have asked so far in this never-ending drive have fallen on deaf ears of grumpy. Yes, I intend on calling him that from now on because that is what he is. "Where are we going?" "What's happening?" "Why were we shot at in the apartment?" "How's my father?" "Who are you?" I have only gotten radio silence from him. I would have been annoyed that he was blatantly ignoring me on a normal day. But I trying to wrap my head around the whirlwind of events that just unfolded. It's like I have entered an alternative reality or a blockbuster, action movie. I can't stop thinking about my father too. I can only hope that he is okay. We may not have had the best relationship but I still love him in my own way. A pint of regret grips me and I'm starting to rethink my decision to cut off my father years ago. I slide a glance toward Grumpy, noticing the tight grip of his hands around the wheel as he tears down the road, breaking every traffic law. A line of dried blood stains the side of his jaw. I force down the show of concern begging to release. "Can you tell me what's going on, now?" I ask with a shaky voice. Unsurprisingly, he ignores me again. With a frustrated huff, I turn away. What was I expecting from a man who pushed me off a two-story building? Just thinking about the fall sends shivers of fear down my spine. My panic has now shot up to the roof and my fingers are fidgeting uncontrollably. My legs fold and unfold repeatedly over each other and I feel like I am about to explode due to the anxiety I'm feeling. "Stop fidgeting," Grumpy's voice cut through the fog of my fear. "I'm sorry. I—." I pull my lips in between my teeth to stop me. Why am I apologizing again? "Worrying will not do anything. Be calm." He says it so flatly, as if we are discussing the weather, not racing toward a tragedy in the making. I take my chances again and ask, "Can you tell me what's going on now? What about my father? Is he okay? What is the cause of the accident? What state is he in?" I lean towards him as I ask each question. "Is he alive?" My breath holds at the last question. He let out a groan. No answers. I blurt out, "What is wrong with you? Why won't you answer any of my questions?" My eyes widen, surprised by my words. I avert my gaze and watch through the window as the world moves past me in a blur. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to snap. I'm just...worried sick." Stop apologizing, LIA. "Don't apologize," He says coldly, as if he couldn't care less. "I can't—." He cut himself short, his eyes moving to the rearview mirror. He clicks his tongue as he focuses his gaze back on the road and mutters a string of words beneath his breath. "That was quick." "What is?" The word ends with a gasp as he sharply changes lanes. My curiosity piques and I tilt my head backward. I furrow my eyebrows, catching a glimpse of the two nondescript black cars. Unease prickles the back of my ears. The car lurches violently as he slams on the brakes and takes a sharp turn. I rear forward with a gasp. "What is going on?" The words barely left my mouth before something huge hit the car from behind. The world goes white as I am thrown forward, my chest slamming into the dashboard.NIKOLAI The phone trembles in my hand, and I clench it so hard my knuckles ache as I fight the urge to hurl it across the room. My pulse drums loud and fast in my ears, each beat stoking the frustration, the doubt, and the guilt. Yes, I’m going to tell Lia I’m quitting. But not tonight. Not after everything that has happened. And not because I care about her more than Hannah. Screw Xander for even saying that. Screw him for daring to throw that accusation in my face. As if everything I’ve done, and every decision I’ve made haven’t been for my sister. Every damn sacrifice, how I live my life has been for my sister’s sake. Every time I think of doing something, the first thing that crosses my mind is how it’ll impact her. Everything has been heavily influenced by my sister—. Right. That isn’t entirely true. I have made a decision solely for me before. Just once I made a decision, and I didn’t think about my sister, but my selfish self. Accepting the job from Lia was the only time I
NIKOLAISigning the contract with Lia was a selfish decision. I knew from the start that the pay wouldn’t cover my sister’s hospital bills, but I still went for the job. Now I’m paying the price for that decision.For the past one week, I’ve taken on some of the most dangerous jobs I’ve ever accepted. The kind of jobs that put me inches away from death. Jobs that used to give me a thrill and make me feel alive in some twisted way. But now, I can’t say the same anymore. Because the thrill no longer fuels me, rather it unsettles me. Every time I’m on the edge of life and death, I find myself hesitating. The adrenaline I used to love now feels more like a sick twist in my gut and it makes me want to turn and run, to protect myself.My sister makes me feel fearless. For her I’m ready to face anything, come hell, or high water. But it’s different when it comes to Lia. She makes me want to back down and avoid risks. Because every time I think about facing something that could end me, there’s
LIAPanic kicks in, pressing me forward until I burst into the kitchen. Relief washes over me as I see him, right there.Nikolai’s changed out of his soaked clothes, though his hair still glistens with drops of water, the dark strands occasionally sending a bead sliding down his neck. He's wearing those low-rise pants that hug his hips, and a fitted tee stretched over his frame, showing just enough… no. I shake my head and dart my eyes away. This isn’t the time to be ogling him; I’m here to confront him.When I shift my gaze back towards him, he’s looking at me over his shoulder, and the tiniest smile pulls at his lips before he looks away, or not… I’m just imagining things. Nikolai isn’t smiling at me.“Feel better?” His voice pulls me back to the moment as he turns fully, his eyes skimming over me with that subtle, unreadable appraisal.“Yes,” I answer and sneezes immediately, disproving my answer.“Clearly not.” He stops right in front of me, holding out a steaming cup. The space
LIAThe words I’ve kept buried seem to boil up inside of me. Words of hurt, longing, heartache that has twisted itself deep, when even I can barely reach it. I want to scream at him. I want to demand answers, force him to tell me why he disappeared, why he left me here to be mad with worry, clawing through days that stretched endlessly without him.But as he stands there, with softened face and eyes weighed with something unsaid, looking at me like he hasn’t shattered my world, like he hasn’t been gone for a week without a trace, like I wasn’t shell of myself because of his absence, like I haven’t been teetering on the edge, the words slip away. Every line I rehearsed in the mirror all vanish. My voice fades under the weight of his gaze and his silence.Tears spill over before I can stop them, mingling with the rain that lashes down, soaking me to the bone. The chill seeps into my skin, but the burn of his stare holds me still, locked in place.The world feels muffled, just the sound
LIAGetting ready for work doesn’t take long, and in no time, I’m pulling into the parking lot of ROQ.Kate is already at the entrance with her attention laser-focused on the tablet in her hand until she spots me. She and I have met in the middle ground and have agreed that she won’t jump in step beside and scare the living daylights out of me, she stays in my line of sight.As I approach, her eyes shift past me, darting through the lot. She doesn’t have to tell me who she’s looking for. I feel the same, though I doubt it runs deep for herFinally, her gaze snaps back to me, and with a quiet nod, she says, “Good morning, ma’am.”I nod in acknowledgment, too weighed down to respond.“Have you been able to reach him?” she asks. I shake my head, trying to hide how much I’m affected by Nikolai’s absence. But Kate’s eyes narrow, noticing more than I wish she would.“I wonder where Grumpy is.”I halt abruptly in my steps, making Kate tilt her head slightly toward me. “Is something wrong?”
LIAI haven’t heard from Nikolai in a week, and it feels like my world’s been stuck on pause. Scratch that—life hasn’t just paused. It’s slowed to a dull, gray crawl.The day he disappeared, I sensed something was wrong. I tried to get through to him every way I knew how. I called him more times than I can count, sent message after message. Eventually, his line stopped going through, so I left voicemails, each one more desperate than the last. But I got nothing. Not a single reply.Even though my project has been moving faster, and my week has been busier than ever, Nikolai is still there, at the back of my mind. He’s everywhere I look, his presence in every corner of my apartment.I water his flowers religiously, telling myself he’ll be back. After all, our contract still has four months left. Nikolai is responsible—he’d never just leave without finishing what he started. Yet, with each day that passes, I’ve been forced to make up new excuses for why he hasn’t called, why he hasn’t c