I am not one for torture; that is Vic’s game. If there is one thing that he is feared for, then that is it; he will, without hesitation, cut all your fingers off. The man has no shame when it comes to removing your body parts. Now, believe me, this man is on a greater mission because someone has taken his daughter, which body parts he will take, well that remains to be seen.
All I want is to get my princess home.
Now, Vic does not know how why I am taken this even more personally than I normally would, but I am not telling him while he is removing Nolan’s fingers. I might just end up with the same fate. But one thing I can tell for certain is when I find that fucking Karlo, I am removing every single damn thing he uses to give a woman pleasure. The man is scum, and he has only but once proven that again.
So as I watch Vic walk with that godawful plyer, I cannot help but cringe and snap my eyes closed for but one second.
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I have come to the final conclusion that the Stones are messed up.That is whomever one of them a real Stone is; from where I am standing, it might be only Vic, yet he was truly married to Alexa. But she should, in fact, be a Castaneda. And Trinity? Well, I am just about to find out.So, I am patiently waiting for Vic to tell me who the birth mother of Trinity is. Now is this man comes with something fucking drastic, well, then I can get his own damn detail. It is bad enough that he has lied to me, which has put the very person whom I am supposed to protect in danger. What pisses me off, even more is that the enemy was under the same roof the whole time.I mean, what the fuck was the thing with her coming onto me? Guess she thought if Vic finds out, then I would be out of the way, and then she can take Trinity freely. Well, guess what. The woman still took her to god knows where.But ya, I am waiting for Vic to answer.Now, I am beyond being scared
It is with a very nervous, and terrified Nolan, that we have found the very thing that will lead us to Trinity.So as Nolan checks in to confirm with Karlo that we have not been here, well, a very firm barrel in his face assured me of that. Karlo is now under the impression that none of us has become aware of Trinity’s disappearance. Well, the man must be fucking stupid for believing that, in fact, the man is just plain fucking stupid at it is.Now while Nolan is trying to keep Karlo long enough on the walkie-talkie, Mason is…Mason has the location.Karlo is thirty-eight miles from here, and there I only one area close in that range that would have a cabin. So with Nolan in hand, for we still need him to be useful, we get in the SUVs into that direction.Vic, very trigger-happy with Hunter and Roman in the one SUV and Mason, Jax, Nolan, and in the other. It is with absolute haste that we are speeding through the city. The only ray of
As we turn the corner to the face of the cabin, it seems to appear completely empty. My heart drops to my feet as I realize that we might have just decided to come to the wrong cabin. I so hoped that Trinity would be here, it is fucking heartbreaking.Yet I am not ready to give up.Now I have learned that do not always believe what you see, for all I know that asshole is inside there with Trinity.I firmly believe that there is still a possibility for Trinity to be in there, so we make our way hunched to the front door. Now you will either be getting a bullet in your head or very much disappointingly, nothing.I am leaning towards…the bullet in my head.It is with…one…two…three…clear that we burst our way through the creaking doorway. We do not wish to come announced.With a quick scan of the open area, it is safe to say that we shall not get a bullet in our head…yet.As we filter down into th
We have just left the cabin in search of the other. The weather has not been playing in our favor and it seems that it is only going to get worse. Time is definitely not on our side anymore as I have no idea what fucking Karlo’s intention is with Trinity. This was supposed to be a simple arranged marriage but Vic just messed the whole damn thing up.It has been two hours, fifteen minutes, and twenty seconds that Trinity has been gone.We have not even gotten half a mile into our direction, and there is the distinctive sound of a gun that begins cocked right behind me.The boys have all no gone nervous and I am fucking shit scared to turn around and see who I am face with. But all I do is wait for the person to make himself known. Let us just hope he does not blow my head off before I can even say a word.To say that the hunt for Trinity has not become a complete circus, well that would be a lie. Now I am glad the girl is not here to listen to me say
What defines fear? The feeling that grips your stomach, suffocates your lungs, and tears your heart will slow agony from your chest.What is fear for me? The joke that you tell at night around the fire. It brings you only but a sense of what you truly are. You fight, and you fight to the end.But what is fear when you see it on the faces of the men that you vow to protect? It is a pain that rips your flesh from your body to an agonizingly slow pace.This is something that you do not foresee. You are trained to always be on alert.We have been forced to sit down on these cold steel chairs in front of what seems to be some of the most intimidating men that most of us have seen. What do I see them as? They are fools; they have no idea the error they have just brought onto themselves. But the question now remains what do they intend to do? It shall be their downfall even further than what it has become.And I think that I have yet asked too soon. Now,
In a way, my world has just come to light and yet it has also ended.From behind this crazy maniac called Angelo, there is someone that is stepping from outside the woods. Now, you do not even have to light it up for me, that elegant body this is moving like a tiger through the brush, that is my princess.I cannot even begin to describe how relieved I am to see her. What else I am seeing is that she has a very rather intimidating gun in her hand, now I do not know, “Prin”…fuck…Vic is still going to kill me. So rather surprising from behind her comes a great deal of Vic’s men that should be at this moment attacking Karlo at his home. Guess there is one thing that Vic did right during this crazy time and that is to let someone know where he was going. But how…I don’t care how…all I care is that she is okay.And as I rise to my feet with the incredible pain that is shooting to the edges of the bullet
Last night could have possibly been the longest night of my miserable life. For one, I had to stop myself from calling or messaging Trinity so many times. I know that Vic would have taken her phone away and changed her phone number. That saddened my heart to such an ache for I know that breaks any further connection between us.What else had me going with madness through my mind, is that today I will take her away from this. I know that it is a rather rash decision and yes that it will change our lives. Vic will never stop to look for her and well, when he finds me, he will fucking kill me. But I am confident and excited to make this step.I hope that she is too.I have planned every last thing. Nothing can go wrong.So after pacing the kitchen for what has been for the past two hours, I am ready to pack what is needed into my car and make my way to pick up Trinity. With each bag that I take to the car, I seem to be bringing one back. I am hesitating. I c
Trinity Stone broke my fucking heart.What was it that made her change her mind? I really thought that she loved me the same way that I love her. I guess I was wrong. Was I so wrong that I was even perhaps just a toy to her? One thing that I failed to remember about the sweet innocent girl, was, apart from always getting what she wanted, she played her field and she played it wall.So was I just another knot in her string? Another accomplishment?No matter what Trinity’s purpose was with me, I still fucking loved the woman and now I find myself in pieces. Well, pieces cannot even describe the state that my body and my home is in at present.Trinity Stone, yet again, has brought Colton Cruz to his knees.I have read the letter over so many times and I still do not fucking understand it.Perhaps I should, or should I even dare, maybe I must, then again wh
They say a man’s life flashed before his eyes when he is staring death in the face; well, I say it is bullshit. All that is staring me in the face are the barrels of four Rugers. Now, did I foresee this happening? Well, of course, I did not come here to have a goddamn tea party. What was a casual exchange of threats has now only stepped up one level to where Mason and I are having our heads blown off. Yet, Vic underestimates my determination. The fucking idiot does not seem to listen. So I shall have to kindly remind him, “You can blow my brains out as much as you like; you know it will not bring Trinity back to you.” Now that has rendered him slightly speechless, but it has also made him somewhat more furious. And as his voice rises three pitches higher, I hear echo to every corner, “I will do absolutely anything to get my daughter back.” “Ya, and that includes killing the man that she loves? You will lose your daughter forever the moment you pull th
So, we are finding ourselves standing in the kitchen discussing our next step. My next step being to go face the man that has started all of this. This man being Vic Stone. Now Trinity is very adamant that she is going to come with. She does not see that this can lead to a gun battle, and I am not taking the risk of her father snatching her away from me again.But, ya, let’s have this argument, "Princess, I am sorry, but you cannot come along for this one.""Why, Colton?""It is going to lead in a gun battle, and I don't want you to get caught in the middle.""Well, sorry, but I have already been caught in the middle of your little war. Now can we please go?""Princess, I said no.""Colton."No, you are not coming with, and that is the end of it. Jax will stay with you."With that, she spins on her heels and leaves in a huff. As she disappears down the hallway, I can only but hear her curse underneath her breath. She thin
It has been two days since we had the stand-off with Vic’s assassins. I have been waiting in agony to see what is going to happen to Trinity, but she seems to be her same old chirpy self, happily living the life of a woman that has freedom.Now I would love to say that everything is back to normal, but this has only been the start of what is going to happen. It is only a matter of time before Vic starts sending more of his crew over to finish what he has not yet accomplished. Now the question is, do we run? Or do we fight?Well, there is no way that I am hiding.But this is not only my decision, so I have called a meeting with Jax and Mason. I know the rest of my men shall fall in with whatever I tell them.Ya, now getting Trinity to get out of bed is proving to be difficult today. The little vixen cannot keep her hands to herself; she is driving me fucking crazy. Not the crazy out of my mind, but the “god, princess, I am going to bend you ove
How far are you willing to go to protect your fiancé?Now, let us go back a few minutes before that loud bang…Well, what has happened? At the very moment, I have a very determined Trinity standing firm with a rather intimidating gun in her hand. Now that is not my problem.She has the gun pointed at this man’s very head.How the fuck did I not notice her taking that gun from the floor?Then without me even having an inch of a second to move, she is now standing at the very door where the Hitman is trying to make his exit from.Now the chance that this fucking asshole has another gun, I highly possible. I do not want Trinity to get hurt, but my attempt to try her to drop the gun is completely being ignored.“Princess, please put the gun down.”“No, Colton. Do not dare come fucking near me.”Now one thing that I have learned is do not to piss a woman off that is scorned. My prin
There is a dead darkness that settles over my heart as I hear the echo of a voice come from the kitchen.Can people not fucking knock?Well, it does not seem like they can. Guess this asshole will have to be taught a lesson.So I reach under my pillow and take my Ruger firmly gripped in my hand.I take the clip out to make sure I am loaded.I check the safety and make sure it is off.I watch as a terrified Trinity, only but raise her eyebrow as for only but a few moments ago we were making love there.I give her a brief kiss on her soft sweet lips, “I love you. Now, please, princess, stay in the back of this closer until I come to find you.” Then I hand her another gun, her body dead freezes, “Please if someone comes through the door, you shoot them.”She only but nods her head as I watch the fear consume those brown eyes. “Colton, wait,” she whispers as she calls me back. “I love you.&
There are times in your life when you know that the next step you make is going to be a defining moment. A moment that shall shape the man you are and the man that you shall become. You need to make those decisions that fate does not make for you, for fate plays a rather dirty hand. And let us not forget that Karma is a bitch. So as this phone is lighting up and vibrating nearly off the table, I know what I do next shall be one of those moments. If I do not answer, then I am surely just waiting for fate to hand me whatever it finds that Karma can come to bite me in the ass with. All bullshit aside. Fear tucked in my pants. One nervous fucking mess. It is time to pick this phone up and be the destiny of what I am supposed to become. “Trinity.” Ya, I wish. It is fucking Vic. “I was expecting Trinity; why are you phoning me?” “Trinity has run off; I cannot find her.” And that is my world tumbling out of con
There is a lot to say about my relationship with Trinity…We are far more apart than we are together. I have come to realize that for the past minutes that I have been sitting here and thinking of what Vic said. It is a sad fact that when it becomes too serious for Trinity, then she makes a dash for the door. And here I thought it would be me that had commitment issues. But to be truly honest, I am getting tired of her throwing a tantrum. It is simple. If she does not see a future beyond me putting a ring on her finger, then there is no future for us. I cannot, and I will even go as far as to say that I will not play this game any longer. If she cannot stand by her choices to be with me and love me without any condition, then we are clearly not meant for each other. We are two worlds apart. Well, we used to be. But it still does not stop her from running away, and dare I even say, like a little girl. We play hide
I am busy dying, a slow, tortured death. It feels as if the world has just dropped off, and it is completely spinning out of control. My ability to breathe has long gone from me. I have hands that are shaking and a heart that is pounding. There are these goddamn butterflies. My entire body has lost the will to function the way it should. Fuck. What am I doing? Though I do not give myself much time to think about it, for Trinity is about to walk out the door. If ever there is a time that I do this, then it must be now. So with a rather trembling ass, I call back for her. “Princess, I want to as you something.” She immediately looks in my direction, but before words can form around her lips, I am in front of her. I slowly drop to my knee in front of her and meet her eyes; with a bleeding heart, I reach for her hand and pray that she will allow me in. Then, as she gently rests her hand in mine, I say what I desired to say since all this madness s
I have grown one very brave. My smart ass has just as Vic for his daughter’s hand. Now, I wish I could tell you that I know what I am doing, but I am fucking sinking the more is speak. I am either going to be damn satisfied with myself or highly pissed once he gives me an answer. And then I am going to sit my stupid ass down and decide what to do with it.But, ya, fuck.The man only but laughs at me with the greatest of pleasure. This only fuels that anger that is boiling in my body.As soon as the fuck has calmed his hysterics, he speaks to me once again, “You want my daughter’s hand in marriage. Is that what you said?”“Well, unless you have grown deaf since you left here, then that is exactly what I said.”“Watch your fucking mouth, Colton.”“I do not need to watch anything with you; I am no longer your