I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that stands in front of me. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.
To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.
I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I promise her my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future. I commit myself to love her. I know that our love is heaven sent, a
I need to remind myself to stop and remember…I cannot be with Trinity Stone.Do I care?No fucking way.She has played me for the past few days now, and I finally have her right back where I want her to be…In my arms. But we still have a problem. Not only does Vic still want me fucking dead, but Trinity is about to step up, and then she is as good as Karlo’s.But not only that, let us not forget that I have just signed up as detail for Sloane’s daughter. A small little fact that I can not just look over. Unless I get my ass signed back over to Trinity, I cannot just break off a deal without good cause.Ya, I am once again fucked. Guess where it comes to Trinity Stone, I just love digging myself into a hole. But yet I need to ask myself why?“Princess, why the letter? Why did you go back on what we always said that we would do?”“Colton, daddy, will hunt us both down for us long as he lives;
...Trinity POV...Everything is happening so fast now. I only have but just met Colton, and we have already been through so much together. Just a few days ago, I was a normal woman, and now, as crazy as it does sound, I am set to become what men in Colton's world call a Mafia Queen. Do I know what I am doing? Not the slightest bit at all, but with Colton by my side, I shall be able to set my mind to do what it is to what I wish it would be doing.But we are on the run, we are trying to get away from what is set to be my destiny. I don’t know where we are going or what is going to happen. We have stopped over in the middle of god knows where, even though I am scared shitless, I know that with Colton I am safe.“Princess, we need to talk about your father.”"You know that is such a mood killer, you trying to talk business while I am trying to take advantage of you.""Oh, is that what you called that splashing
As I stretch every muscle of my perfect physique, I can feel a fresh breeze blowing over my body, causing little tingles of pleasure to play over my skin. It is early morning, but the sun is already lying hot on my skin. I slowly open my eyes and turn to my side, only to find the space next to me is empty; panic immediately sets in, for she should be next to me, and she is not.Then I hear a scuffle next to the other side of me. As I turn my head to see, I am met by the towering splendor that is my princess...“Morning, baby.”And this is how I start each morning of my new life...Three days ago, we decided to give up our lives as we knew it and to go on the run. For us, it was an easy decision to make. Our love for each other is what drove us the most. So we found ourselves in a hotel room in the middle of nowhere and had no idea where we were heading to.Our lives and our future were in a Mafia Boss' hands. At times it was nerve-wrack
Why do I want to go back to the city?Because this is not me, I cannot hide in a hole and fear for the day that Vic Stone finds me. I can see that it is working on Trinity. She pretends to be happy, but I know that deep inside, she misses her old life.Ya, I do too.I love my old life; I miss doing what I am best at doing. In a way, I am protecting Trinity still, but I have to protect my own ass. I cannot describe the fear that I feel having to look over my shoulder when I even make the simplest trip to the store.So I was wrong.I thought that this is what Trinity and I needed, but in the same breath, I know that once we are back that I will probably never see her again. If Vic were not so damn hard-headed, then we would not have done what we did. If I thought he wanted me dead before, he would rip me apart after this.If this fucking war can just get over. But greedy men like Vic will never rest until they get what they want. And let us no
Well, just when I thought that things could not get any crazier, I seem to have been proven wrong. Now I was fully expecting Vic or Karlo behind this daring chase, yet I am staring in the face of Roman Sloane. I have no beef with this man, so this is coming as quite some surprise, but I am sure that I am going to find out now.“Now excuse me,” I bravely start as the asshole smashes his gun against my temple, making it snap. It for sure has split open my brow, but I am not going to back down now, “Why the fuck are you here?”He laughs from the bottom of his rumbling chest and only but shakes his head, “For our dear Mafia Queen, of course. Now where the fuck is she?”“She is not here; she did not come with me.”“Do not take me for a fool Colton; we have been tracking you for days.”I look at him rather annoyed with myself that I did not see this one coming, but how would I have known if I wa
…Trinity POV…Colton should have been back already. He should not be taking so long. I have tried to phone him a few times now, and his phone goes straight to voicemail. Now I am starting to get really worried. There are a million things that are running through my head. What if they took him? What if they killed him? What if they are torturing him? What if, What if, What if.It takes me only but two seconds to burst out in tears. Even though I know that something might have happened that he cannot talk to me, the thought comes to my mind that he left me. I don't know why but it does. I really wish I did not have my insecurities, but too many people have left me, and I hate for him to be another one.It is in no time that I leave the boat and turns around to go find him. I know that he told me to stay here and wait for him. Half an hour has passed, and I am definitely not leaving here without him. I know that I am putting myself in danger, but righ
They say that you get served what you deserve, that the stone you throw today might be the one you trip over tomorrow. I have just stumbled over my rock. If I thought that my lifestyle would never come and slap me in the face, I was a complete fool. Here I am, tied up to a chair with four people staring at me, each wanting to get their revenge on their own way.See, I lived a very questionable lifestyle; I went out partying every night, girls, booze, and just causing havoc wherever I went. And this is where I met Amber, so of course, we got really close, and we were nearly on our way up the altar.But ya, the woman had me for a fool for the whole time, I believe every single word that she said. Then one day I caught her with our dear Karlo and immediately threw her out.Well, I was wrong if I thought that I would never see her again."I have been waiting for this day ever since that day you threw me out.""I should have kicked your ass on your way
I always used to think that someday that they will come for me. For years I trained myself well to overcome situations like this. I never once thought I would get caught and torture by a psycho woman. I would say it is embarrassing, but I am finding it quite amusing in a way.I wake up with her almost literally in my face, "Can't you stand any fucking closer.""You can be glad that I am not sitting on your lap.""You will have a better chance of getting a hard-on than me."She gestures to Sloane, and he smashes his fist into my face."I see you playing hard now?""Well, soft did not work," Amber says.I burst out laughing at her attempt to sound far meaner than before. "What are you going to do? Punch the shit out of me and hope I fall in love with you whoring ass?"She nods at Sloane, and he launches his fist into my cheek."I can do this all night long."I only but smirk at him, then with much amusement on my fa
They say a man’s life flashed before his eyes when he is staring death in the face; well, I say it is bullshit. All that is staring me in the face are the barrels of four Rugers. Now, did I foresee this happening? Well, of course, I did not come here to have a goddamn tea party. What was a casual exchange of threats has now only stepped up one level to where Mason and I are having our heads blown off. Yet, Vic underestimates my determination. The fucking idiot does not seem to listen. So I shall have to kindly remind him, “You can blow my brains out as much as you like; you know it will not bring Trinity back to you.” Now that has rendered him slightly speechless, but it has also made him somewhat more furious. And as his voice rises three pitches higher, I hear echo to every corner, “I will do absolutely anything to get my daughter back.” “Ya, and that includes killing the man that she loves? You will lose your daughter forever the moment you pull th
So, we are finding ourselves standing in the kitchen discussing our next step. My next step being to go face the man that has started all of this. This man being Vic Stone. Now Trinity is very adamant that she is going to come with. She does not see that this can lead to a gun battle, and I am not taking the risk of her father snatching her away from me again.But, ya, let’s have this argument, "Princess, I am sorry, but you cannot come along for this one.""Why, Colton?""It is going to lead in a gun battle, and I don't want you to get caught in the middle.""Well, sorry, but I have already been caught in the middle of your little war. Now can we please go?""Princess, I said no.""Colton."No, you are not coming with, and that is the end of it. Jax will stay with you."With that, she spins on her heels and leaves in a huff. As she disappears down the hallway, I can only but hear her curse underneath her breath. She thin
It has been two days since we had the stand-off with Vic’s assassins. I have been waiting in agony to see what is going to happen to Trinity, but she seems to be her same old chirpy self, happily living the life of a woman that has freedom.Now I would love to say that everything is back to normal, but this has only been the start of what is going to happen. It is only a matter of time before Vic starts sending more of his crew over to finish what he has not yet accomplished. Now the question is, do we run? Or do we fight?Well, there is no way that I am hiding.But this is not only my decision, so I have called a meeting with Jax and Mason. I know the rest of my men shall fall in with whatever I tell them.Ya, now getting Trinity to get out of bed is proving to be difficult today. The little vixen cannot keep her hands to herself; she is driving me fucking crazy. Not the crazy out of my mind, but the “god, princess, I am going to bend you ove
How far are you willing to go to protect your fiancé?Now, let us go back a few minutes before that loud bang…Well, what has happened? At the very moment, I have a very determined Trinity standing firm with a rather intimidating gun in her hand. Now that is not my problem.She has the gun pointed at this man’s very head.How the fuck did I not notice her taking that gun from the floor?Then without me even having an inch of a second to move, she is now standing at the very door where the Hitman is trying to make his exit from.Now the chance that this fucking asshole has another gun, I highly possible. I do not want Trinity to get hurt, but my attempt to try her to drop the gun is completely being ignored.“Princess, please put the gun down.”“No, Colton. Do not dare come fucking near me.”Now one thing that I have learned is do not to piss a woman off that is scorned. My prin
There is a dead darkness that settles over my heart as I hear the echo of a voice come from the kitchen.Can people not fucking knock?Well, it does not seem like they can. Guess this asshole will have to be taught a lesson.So I reach under my pillow and take my Ruger firmly gripped in my hand.I take the clip out to make sure I am loaded.I check the safety and make sure it is off.I watch as a terrified Trinity, only but raise her eyebrow as for only but a few moments ago we were making love there.I give her a brief kiss on her soft sweet lips, “I love you. Now, please, princess, stay in the back of this closer until I come to find you.” Then I hand her another gun, her body dead freezes, “Please if someone comes through the door, you shoot them.”She only but nods her head as I watch the fear consume those brown eyes. “Colton, wait,” she whispers as she calls me back. “I love you.&
There are times in your life when you know that the next step you make is going to be a defining moment. A moment that shall shape the man you are and the man that you shall become. You need to make those decisions that fate does not make for you, for fate plays a rather dirty hand. And let us not forget that Karma is a bitch. So as this phone is lighting up and vibrating nearly off the table, I know what I do next shall be one of those moments. If I do not answer, then I am surely just waiting for fate to hand me whatever it finds that Karma can come to bite me in the ass with. All bullshit aside. Fear tucked in my pants. One nervous fucking mess. It is time to pick this phone up and be the destiny of what I am supposed to become. “Trinity.” Ya, I wish. It is fucking Vic. “I was expecting Trinity; why are you phoning me?” “Trinity has run off; I cannot find her.” And that is my world tumbling out of con
There is a lot to say about my relationship with Trinity…We are far more apart than we are together. I have come to realize that for the past minutes that I have been sitting here and thinking of what Vic said. It is a sad fact that when it becomes too serious for Trinity, then she makes a dash for the door. And here I thought it would be me that had commitment issues. But to be truly honest, I am getting tired of her throwing a tantrum. It is simple. If she does not see a future beyond me putting a ring on her finger, then there is no future for us. I cannot, and I will even go as far as to say that I will not play this game any longer. If she cannot stand by her choices to be with me and love me without any condition, then we are clearly not meant for each other. We are two worlds apart. Well, we used to be. But it still does not stop her from running away, and dare I even say, like a little girl. We play hide
I am busy dying, a slow, tortured death. It feels as if the world has just dropped off, and it is completely spinning out of control. My ability to breathe has long gone from me. I have hands that are shaking and a heart that is pounding. There are these goddamn butterflies. My entire body has lost the will to function the way it should. Fuck. What am I doing? Though I do not give myself much time to think about it, for Trinity is about to walk out the door. If ever there is a time that I do this, then it must be now. So with a rather trembling ass, I call back for her. “Princess, I want to as you something.” She immediately looks in my direction, but before words can form around her lips, I am in front of her. I slowly drop to my knee in front of her and meet her eyes; with a bleeding heart, I reach for her hand and pray that she will allow me in. Then, as she gently rests her hand in mine, I say what I desired to say since all this madness s
I have grown one very brave. My smart ass has just as Vic for his daughter’s hand. Now, I wish I could tell you that I know what I am doing, but I am fucking sinking the more is speak. I am either going to be damn satisfied with myself or highly pissed once he gives me an answer. And then I am going to sit my stupid ass down and decide what to do with it.But, ya, fuck.The man only but laughs at me with the greatest of pleasure. This only fuels that anger that is boiling in my body.As soon as the fuck has calmed his hysterics, he speaks to me once again, “You want my daughter’s hand in marriage. Is that what you said?”“Well, unless you have grown deaf since you left here, then that is exactly what I said.”“Watch your fucking mouth, Colton.”“I do not need to watch anything with you; I am no longer your