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Holding Your Life In My Hands
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Fear…
An emotion I never felt until I met Trinity Stone.
The woman has taken me on a roller coaster of emotions, letting me discover a bigger part of me that I once knew never existed.
I have felt for her from love to hate, and now I am to fear for her life as I am here clutching onto her hand.
Now we have come to make a decision; this very fucking helpful Doctor that I employ has now told me that he cannot do anything for Trinity. Those very words set a whirlwind of emotions through every corner of the over-panicked body. This only means one thing, she shall have to go to Hospital. It does seem like the most obvious solution when someone does get hurt, but in this line of business, the types of injuries you find yourself with do bring along the attention of law enforcement.
So here comes the fucked up thing.
Do I let Trinity stay here and fight her best fight?
Or do I take her to a Hospital, and not only me but her will find o
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