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7. First Words Spoken
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2021-08-11 01:38:11Finn kept rubbing her hand and whispering encouragements to her as she started to stir. He looked at Dr. Berkeley for affirmation that things were moving in the right direction and he gave Finn a thumbs up.
Elle walked in and stood in the doorway, monitoring her progress. The monitors were showing increased activity and her eye movements were increasing. Finally, Lili let out a groan and twisted a bit in bed. She was still sound asleep but Finn was ecstatic, smiling ear to ear.
Leaning over Lili, Dr. Berkeley checked her heart and stepped back, pleased with her progress so far. More restlessness and another groan. Her eyelids fluttered and almost opened before she settled in again.
Her covers had come undone so Finn straightened them out and pushed her unruly hair out of the way. Just as he was sitting back down he heard, "Finn, Finn, where am I?"
"Lili, oh my Lili. You're in the hospital. D
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