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73: I Love You So Much
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Jillie
I wasn’t sure how long I’d lay there crying when I felt the bed dip behind me. Jarren’s unique smell instantly surrounded me as his arm wrapped around my waist. He began to slowly rub my stomach as he whispered soothing words to me, and I wanted to die.
“He’s gone,” I stated through my tears.
“It’s alright, Piccolo. He’ll be back. As much as it kills me to say this, he loves you. He won’t be able to stay away.”
I shook my head, disagreeing. “No, he’s really gone this time.”
Jarren sighed and pulled me closer to him. I knew he might have thought I was crying over another man, but it was a culmination of everything. I was sure my hormones were giving me an extra boost, too. When I could pul
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