*Skye*
As the buss rumbles over the old road, I fold the advert I had clipped from the newspaper and slip it back in my wallet. I look out on the countryside passing by, the weather is rather bleak, but still less bleak than my life. I mean agreeing to marry an old man that is known to be crazy kinda says it all.My life is in ruins and I am penniless with nowhere to go.
But marrying Mr Archer suits my plans perfectly. Archer manor is big and lays on a huge ground. Mr Archer never leaves, and people rarely visit. And best of all, no one will look for me there. And if they do I will be someone rich with a Well know name and a family behind me.
Archer has sent money for my journey, but to hide best as possible I have taken the greyhound. And from the station I Got a lift from a farmer. The big burly man is kind enough to leave me be and has promised to deliver me by the manor. Hopefully he will forget ever seeing me.
I slip my hand into my handbag and find a peppermint sweet, popping it into my mouth. I have been travelling for what feels like forever and I am tired and hungry, but complaining won’t really help me. It is better to just get on with this, no matter how unpleasant it might seem … and I have a feeling that today can get somewhat unpleasant. But I have to hold my head high and push through, proving to MrArcher that he made a wise choice.
We come around a curve and I see Archer manor, tome, at least, it has a looming quality to it. Something haunting. I chill rolls down my spine. If I had another choice … only I don’t …
With my marriage to a man like Archer I will be part of the upper class. I will be someone important, and have respect simply from his name and the connection. And the child I give him will be safe too.
No one will hurt the child. No one will dare hurt me.
Ever again.
*Ben*
I am standing by an upstairs window, looking out on the driveway. I swallow a laugh as I take in the scenario down there. She arrived in a pickup with a fat local farmer for christs sake. Can this be any more of a farce ?From here I can’t really see her clearly. She seems small in stature, quite petite but with a bit of curves. She is dressed in black, which seems to not be a good sign for the future of the marriage.
A silly and very big black hat is covering her head, with a veil before her face. Was she widoved Yesterday or something ? She could have dark hair, but it is hard to tell.
The farmer seems to struggle with getting a large trunk pulled from the back of the car. He sets it at her feet and tips his cap before climbing back inside and driving off.
She looks around like she expects servants to come running to her aid. Then she marches towards the front steps.
I quickly run down the stairs, two steps at a time. I have to put an end to this before it goes any further.
A hard knock on the door is ringing through the grand hall when I reach the bottom of the steps. She seems like a woman who knows what she wants.
I swing open the door, looking down on her. As she lifts her veil I find myself staring into Big eyes in a very unusual shade I have never seen before.
The colour reminds me of the most expensive whiskey, so full of temptation, utterly intoxicating and capable of bringing a man to his ruin.
“I am getting married to Mr Archer today”. Her voice is slightly throaty, in a way that makes parts of the south of my belly button come to immediate attention. Okay so instead of going to town to find a woman for my father I should probably consider finding one for myself. I have clearly gone too long without female company if the sound of her voice is enough to spark a reaction. “Please go get my trunk”.
I straighten up in my full height, which has me towering over her. “You assume I'm a valet ?”
Her eyes run over me slowly, which makes my skin tingle and tighten, as if it was her fingers, not her eyes. When she is done she turns up her pert little nose. “Butler … valet, no real difference. My trunk needs to be brought i side, so please do it”.
“You also assume the master of this home, after taking one look at you, still wants to marry you ?”
“I have a signed contract. He will marry me or it will be rather expensive”.
My father had mentioned something about that. Clearly I have failed to realise how much trouble my father could get himself into from his rooms with a computer. And here I assumed he was playing solitaire and watching porn, when not looking out the window for my mother’s ghost.
“Dearest Skye”. My father comes striding past me, grabbing her hand and kissing it, somehow pulling her around me into the hallway. “I am so happy to see you”.
Slowly lowering herself very gracefully into a deep old fashioned southern curtsy, she sends my father a smile like he is the answer to all her prayers and every girlish fantasy she has ever had. “Mr Archer, Marsden … I am so very happy to finally be here”.
I narrow my eyes. Why on God’s green Earth would anyone be happy for what awaits her ? But still, her voice is absolutely honest, as far as I can hear. She could of course just be an exceptional actress.
“Ben, go get her trunk, then come join us in the parlor”.
Great, my father seems absolutely besotted. This is so not good, not good at all for my hope of stopping this. “Actually I think I will just join you now. The trunk is safe, no one around to steal it and I am not missing out on this … conversation”.
“You seem rather nosy for a servant”. She says in a tone like she already believes herself the lady of the house.
“I would be, if I was a servant that is. As I am soon to be your step son I better introduce myself, Killian Benjamin Archer, at your service”. I make a sweeping bow with a slightly mocking smile to fit. This woman is either just as crazy as my father, or wanting to take advantage of his failing mind.
My money is on the last option. There is something intelligent in those eyes, a sharpness that worries me. I do not trust them, or her, at all.
She offers me a curtsy too, but for me there is no smile, no emotions at all actually. It kinda fascinates me how fast she can pull up her facade. She clearly is smart, she has already realised I am a treat to her plans.
“It’s a pleasure … may I call you Killian”.“Please say Ben, everyone calls me that”. I say before thinking.
But I very much doubt this will be a pleasure.
“Come on my dear, this way. We still have a little time to get to know one another before the ceremony”. My father leads her into the parlour, helping her down on a plush chair in front of the fireplace. A cloud of dust rises as she settles on the plump cushion. I think I need a word with the housekeeper.
My father takes the opposite chair and I perch on the edge of the couch, where I have a good view of her. She really is very young, early twenties, no older than twenty-five tops. Her simple dress looks well made and rather new, there is no fading or fraying.
She lifts her hand to remove her hat and her breasts naturally lifts as well. They look the perfect size to fill my hand. Just like her waist looks the perfect size for my hands to close around and pull her into me. Why the hell am I even thinking about those things ? It is irrelevant.
She lifts the hat from her head and my breath hitches. Her hair is a fiery red that matches the flames in the fireplace with their brilliance. Its lock seems thick, heavy and in danger of tumbling free. I can’t help wondering how many pins I would have to remove to make that happen. I am sure it can’t be more than two, maybe three.
I move a bit to ease the uncomfortable feeling of my body acting like I have not seen a woman for years. . I put my arm up on the back of the couch, trying to look much more nonchalant than I feel. I do not care about the shade of her hair, her stunning eyes or enticing figure. I also do not care about those full plump lips painted in the shade of rubies.
I care for her motives … Why on Earth is a woman as young and attractive as her willing to marry my father ? She must have no problem catching a Young man's attention. She easily draws attention. What is she trying to gain that she can’t get elsewhere ? Money ?
“So, my dear …”. My father leans slightly forward.
“Here you are”. Mrs Barny says cheerfully and she enters the room, carrying a tray of tea. By now her hair is more white than black, and it is pulled back in her usual tight bun. “Tea and freshly baked cookies”. She sets the tray down and looks curiously at Skye. “She is awfully young sir”.
“An old woman is not going to give me an heir, is she now Mrs Barny ?”
“Well I suppose that is correct”. The elderly woman smiles warmly. “Welcome to Archer manor Mrs Sinclair. Would you care for a cup of tea ?”
“Thank you, but please let me handle the pouring”.
“Oh sure”. Mrs Barny looks almost disappointed, but I am rather sure it is more because she now lacks a reason to stay around and listen to gossip.
“Thank you Mrs Barny”. My father says gently.
With a teatrical sigh she turns to leave. I stop her by holding out my hand. “Could I please have the keys, Mrs Barny ?”
She instantly covers the ring, securing them to the belt at her amble waist, with an expression like I asked her to hand me a national treasure. “They are my responsibility”.
“I feel I will get a need for them. I promise I will give them back to you later”. My need relates to how this conversation will go.
With a rather donkey-like expression, she hands me the keys, then she walks out with her indigestion rolling off her in waves. I am not even sure why she watches those as I lion protecting its prey. It is mostly for show anyway. It might be because it shows that she is special, as the senior housekeeper. A job she has risen to as the rest of the house staff had left for greener … or less haunted pastures.
I turn my attention back to Mrs Sinclair, and watch with fascination when she slowly peels off her black gloves, with motions like she is revealing a secret. It feels like I am hypnotized by her soft skin being revealed. It is not often you see a woman wearing gloves these days.
I find myself fighting the vision of those small, perfect, silken soft looking hands sliding leisurely over my bare chest. Then she folds her hands in her lap, like she is totally unaware how her actions can affect a man. I would bet half my heritage that she knows excatly what she is doing.
“How do you prefer your tea, my dear Marsden ?”
Her sensual voice slides down my spins and settles in my groin. Oh damn it. She sounds like a woman who was just thoroughly satisfied.
“A lot of sugar my dear, if you could be so sweet”.
I watch as she pours, then adds several sugar cubes and stirs. Then she offers the teacup with a sweet smile to my father. He smiles back, like he is actually happy with what she offers, in fact he hates tea.
“And how do you like your tea, master Archer ?”
“Surely as my mother to be, you should call me Ben”.
Her eyes lock into mine, her gaze as sharp as a razor's edge. Oh Lord, she is willing to slice me to ribbons. I would love to see her try. “I am not your mother just yet, Master Archer, am I ? How have I offended you ?”
I lean forward, my elbows resting on my knees. “I am simply trying to determine why a woman as young and lovely as you is willing to spread her legs to a man like my father”.
“Ben”. My father roars. “That is more than enough, get out … Now”.
“Oh it is quite alright my dear”. She says calmly, never removing her challenging gaze from mine, not even flinching or blushing … hell not even arching one of those perfectly dream eyebrows at me. “I can’t really see how this is your business …”.
“You are telling me you look forward to this shriveled old man crawling atop you ?” Okay I might be trying to shock her into a reaction.
This time one eyebrow lifts slightly. “Who says he will be on top of me ? We might be standing or I could be on my knees. Or he could take me upside down. But I assure you he will not be shriveled”.
Her damn whiskey coloured eyes slowly slide down to my lap and I curse my damn cock for its betrayal. With scary details pictures of me and her in every one of those positions had flashes through my mind. I have gone so darn hard that I couldn’t possibly get up and leave even if I wanted to.
And I have no doubt she knows.
“Tea, my dear”. She says.
“No … thanks”. The words come out all strangled. It seems like every part of my body is intent on betraying me.
Her perfectly drawn lips turn into a smug and rather triumphant smile. Then she turns to my father. “Would you like a cookie Marsden ?”
Despite the innocence of her current words, all I want to do right now is to pull her into me and claim her mouth to see if it tastes as tart as it sounds.
*Skye*“Well done”. Marsden exclaims, his green eyes twinkling with mischief. “I think we can say you clearly won this round Mrs Sinclair and put my son in his place. Bravo!”“Thanks, but please call me Skye”.While Being sassy with Ben seems to have won me some points with Marsden, it still takes everything in my to stop my hand from shaking as I hand him a cookie. Trembles run through me like a slow moving avalanche, and it isn’t just the understandable annoyance causing it. It is also this unexpected and very unwanted attraction to Ben that has every damned nerve ending standing in attention.I have of course never met him and I had no idea he would be here, but I have heard the stories. I have heard women drool over his inhumane good looks and to be honest I had known who he was the moment he opened the door.Pretending to think he was a servant was a panicked def
*Ben* My body's reaction as she places her hand on my arm startles me. She might as Well have rubbed her naked body against mine. Seriously, what is wrong with me ? Why do I react so strongly to having her near ? Fuck this, I need to get to town, if not New York then the nearest bar or something, and tonight. The idea of going to bed in my room, imagining her naked form spread on my fathers bed … I close my eyes shortly, no I refuse to think about that. As we walk into the hallway I am trying to hold my breath as every single one has my nose filled with a seductive scent of jasmine flowers. No common scent that half the Young women wear for her. Actually everything about her seems far from common, why would she marry my father ? I am sure she could easily get a young handsome man. “I have to say that I am truly sorry for being insensitive about your fertility. Sorry, I didn't mean to bring back painful memories”. The pain in her eyes as she had answered me hit me like a fist to
*Skye* I have to admit that I hesitated just a moment before walking into the room. We are standing on the landing, looking over the musty room and the two grand staircase leading down to it. The look of things makes me seriously fear that the floor might give away under us. Had the railing not been covered in years of dust I would have probably grabbed onto it for dear life. Unable to hold back a small half sneeze I look at the powder layer covering everything. The windows are covered in grime and the draperies faded, the sun that does get through shimmers in cobwebs and reveals brains of dust dancing, like ghosts of guests long gone. A couple of vases still holds flowers, or their whitered remains “Those other rooms we passed on the way here, the ones with closed doors. Are they all like this one ? Neglected and … sad”. I ask him softly, this place seems to demand hushed speaking. “Unfortunately yes. My father has allowed no one to touch or change anything since my mother die
*Skye* In horror, still trying to recover from Ben’s proclamation, I watch as he turns to his father. “I assume you have no objections”. The elderly man smiles. “None whatsoever. I was rather hoping for this outcome when all was said and done”. Ben turns back to me. “What do you say, Skye ? Much better to be my wife than my mother, don't you think ?” “No !” The word comes out harsh, abrupt, but inside I am screaming, No, no, no, no, no ! I can not marry Ben. Absolutely can not do that. I am here to marry his father. An old man who believes he needs an heir when he already has one. Not his sexy son, who causes my insides to flutter every time he looks at me, my body to warm when he touches me and my entire being to dissolve into a heated puddle when he kisses me. I can not, will not, marry him. "No !" I repeat with the authority of my conviction. With a cheeky grin, he tosses the papers onto my lap and settles against the sofa in an insolent lounge, his arm resting along the ba
*Ben* I am utterly surprised by the wave of relief washing over me. I had not realised how badly I wanted to hear a yes from her. I mean it’s not that I really want a wife, right ? But oh how I want her in my bed, with that luscious mouth, her cheeky comebacks and those whiskey coloured eyes. The way she challenges me entices me, and I have a feeling she will be challenging me at every turn, especially at night. We can have fun together. It might not be the best reason to marry, but hey it’s also not the worst I have heard. Holding out my hand to her, I watch as she takes a deep breath, then crosses the floor to me, placing her hand in mine. I give her small hand a squeeze before tugging it into the crook of my elbow, sending her a bright smile. “It is not a nice thing to gloat”. She huffs slightly. “Admit you would be doing the same if you were in my shoes”. I arch my brow, grinning down at her. “We both know you would”. The little cheeky half smile she gives me makes me wish
*Ben* As I stride into the library, which I have a feeling has not been used for actually reading since my mother was alive, I hear the booming laughter of my father and the priest. I had expected a man of God to be more solemn, but reverend Brown is clearly enjoying the alcohol provided by my father. But men are sitting in front of the unlit fireplace, clutching a half empty glass of amber liquid. I go to the small bar and pot myself a glass, God knows I can use it, before walking over to lean against the mantle. My father seems very much too happy and pleased with himself when he lifts his glass. “Cheers to the lucky groom”. I take a slow glass of my glass. “Have you considered that there is paperwork and such needed for a wedding ?” “It’s all taken care of, I got everything we need right here”. My father pads the pocket of his jacket. I hold out his hand. “Can I just see that ?” My father nods as he reaches into his pocket and pulls out some folded papers that he hands to m
*Skye* Run, run, run ! My mind plays the constant refrain as Mr Archer escorts me to the parlor. Feeling as though I am traversing through a nightmare, I fight to tamp down the trembling that threatens to erupt at any moment. Never in my life have I seen such unbridled hunger in a man's eyes. When Ben had taken my hand and pressed his lips against it, it didn't matter that it was such an innocent spot. The heat emanating from him is such that I feel scorched. As we enter the front hall, I know that if I am smart, I will head straight out the door. I am no novice to men when it comes to what they are capable of, but I suspect nothing in my experiences has prepared me for what Ben will deliver. I had thought being provocative would give me the upper hand, and all it had done is cause me to realize that I might be completely out of my element with him. Even now, I feel his gaze boring into the nape of my neck, traveling across my bare shoulders, sliding down to my hips, back up. Hi
*Ben* So I haven’t been able to whisk my bride up to my bedchamber after the ceremony because the cook had prepared a feast that would spoil if not served immediately. At the table in the small dining room, I sit across from my father, with my wife … My wife ! … To my left near my cold heart, and the priest to his right. As I sip my wine, I consider the possibility that my mercenary wife apparently is in possession of a conscience. It had surprised me beyond all measure when she had questioned accepting the ring. I had expected her to take one look at the sparkling jewels and salivate. But she hadn’t. She isn’t comfortable with it. Even now in between courses, she fiddles with it, rotating it as though she wishes she could remove it. I don’t think it is because it symbolizes that she is married. It is because it symbolizes love and between us there is none, not even a glimmer. Nor will there ever be. We both know it. “Where does your family come from, Lady Mrs Archer ?” Brown as
*Skye* Standing on the landing at the top of the stairs with my husband behind me, his arms circling me just below my breasts, and Marsden beside me, I couldn't be more pleased. "What do you think, Father?" I ask."Beautiful, my dear. It’s just as it was the last time that Linnie and I held a Christmas ball here. Of course, we had an abundance of guests then."I saved the tidying of the ballroom for last, and this is my gift to Marsden. Every room in the manor is now absent cobwebs and dust; every room has been set to rights."Will you host a ball here?" he asks."We thought in the new year, if you've no objections.""You're the lady of the manor. It’s your decision.""If you're not comfortable with so many people.""It'll be good to see old friends. Will you dance with me now?"I smile at him. "We don't have an orchestra."He pats his chest. "The music is here. You don't mind, do you, son?""Not as long as I get the last dance.""Will you dance with me, Papa?" Maddie asks from her
*Skye* We stayed in New York until the end of the Season. No rumors about my past circulated. Occasionally, I caught a glimpse of Beaumont, but he kept his distance. It seems to me that he always looks rather sad. I do hope that happiness is in his future. But happiness is certainly in my present. I am glad to be back at the country estate. Sitting on the terrace with Marsden, sipping my afternoon tea while he drinks scotch, I don't know why I ever thought this place was desolate. "I love it here," I say on a sigh. "It's not for everyone," he tells me. I look over at him. "It's for me, though." And it will be for my children. Here, they will know only happiness. They might climb trees, but it won't be because they are afraid of receiving an unjust punishment. I know my husband will be returning soon. He is spending less time at the mines these days. He still goes down into them, he can't seem to refrain from accepting the challenge of it. But he doesn't go as often, or so he tell
*Ben* As soon as the car takes off, I drag her onto my lap, latching my mouth onto the soft skin at her throat, suckling, nipping, journeying up and down the long column, while she moans, drops her head back, gasps short breaths. "If you ever leave me again, without so much as a word of warning..." "What will you do? Spank me? Lock me in my room? There is little point in running away if you warn the person ahead of time or leave a message stating where you are." Threading my fingers through her hair, I bring her head level with mine, holding her gaze. "Never leave me again." "I did it for you. To spare you." "The agony of losing you nearly killed me." Something I'd never admit to another soul, but to her, I suddenly feel that I can admit anything. "How did you find me?" "Not as easily or as quickly as I should have. I went to see your parents." Her eyes widen. Wanting to drink in the whiskey, I wish it wasn't dark, that we weren't ensconced in shadows. "I told you I was dead t
*Skye* I hated parting with the pearls, but I didn't have any other choice. Unfortunately, they didn't bring in as much money as I had hoped, but it was enough for me to feel confident going to my solicitor, knowing that I could pay his fee. Turns out, he didn't charge me for his advice, as there was nothing he could do for me. "I can't divorce him," I say, pacing in front of the fireplace in my temporary bedchamber. "I thought infidelity was a justifiable reason for getting a divorce," Sophie says. "Yes, but I can't divorce him because I committed adultery. Only he can divorce me for my transgressions." "You can divorce him if he commits adultery, so let's say he did." Shaking my head, I stop pacing. "No. I won't have some woman he might wish to marry questioning his faithfulness. He is loyal. Besides, it's not enough for him to be an adulterer. He must desert me for two years. Yet I don't have to desert him. There are different laws applied to men than to women, which makes it
*Beaumont* I've never had as much luck playing cards as I'm having this evening at the Twin Dragons. From the moment I sat down half an hour earlier, I've taken every hand. This latest one will be no exception. Fortune is smiling so brightly on me. "I need a word." Christ, I nearly jump out of my skin at the low rasp near my ear. I recognize the owner's tone as one that doesn't bode well. I snap my head around, my gaze slamming into Killian Archer's, the hazel eyes indicating a high price will be paid for any disobedience. But I'm known for my stubbornness. "I'm otherwise occupied." Do I have to sound as though my heart is lodged in my throat? Archer grabs my cards, tosses them down. "He's out." "See here." I swing back around to glare at him. There is a tenseness, a danger, to him that has no doubt led to his surviving his treks into the wilds. Not even the king of the jungle would want to tangle with a man who looks as though he'd take great delight in devouring his prey for
*Ben* I've ridden my motorbike like a madman all through the day and into the evening in order to catch up with the bus. When I finally do reach it, I discover she's disembarked in the first village at which it has stopped. Naturally, by the time I return there, she is nowhere to be found. So where the bloody hell has she gone? She isn't going to return to the country estate. Of that, I'm fairly certain. In no mood to explain the situation to my father, I've sent the cars and servants back to New York while I carry on to her childhood home. I think it's unlikely that she would seek out her parents for help, but I'm hopeful they can shed some light on where she might seek refuge. Having attended a couple of balls at Beaumont's country estate, I'm familiar with the area and seek out the parsonage near the church. After knocking on the door, I glance around, my chest tightening as I study the towering oak that brushes up against a window on the uppermost level. I imagine Skye bold, b
*Skye* It's the very worst place I could come, but I have nowhere else to go. Knocking on the servants' door, I hold my breath, striving not to think about what might have gone through Ben's head other than a great deal of pain considering how much he'd imbibed when he awoke this morning to find me gone. Would he have even cared or would he have thought good riddance? A servant opens the door, blinks at me, furrows his brow, and I know he's trying to place me. "I'm here to see Miss Sophie." "What is the nature of your business?" "It's personal." In my bag, I have several calling cards that Ben had given me when we arrived in New York, in the event I made morning calls. He had such faith in me garnering the love and respect of Society, of being welcomed, of being accepted as his wife. Instead, I've merely managed to ruin his life. And I'll ruin it further if I hand over a calling card and anyone discovers that Mrs. Archer is very familiar with Mistress Row. "Just inform her that
*Ben* I awaken with my head feeling as heavy as my heart. I rather wish that I hadn't asked Skye about her history with Beaumont because I have a strong need to go find him and pummel the man to within an inch of his life. I have catched glimpses of her innocence when she kills spiders, falls into the arms of a waiting servants, and laughs, dancing her fingers over the piano keys. I wish I had known her before Beaumont tore away her guilelessness, although I recognize that I would have considered her too pure for the likes of me, giving her little thought because she would have been likable and the last thing I wanted was a woman I could fancy. How ironic then that I ended up with one I could love. I shouldn't have come to her, should have resisted, but where she is concerned, I had no resistance from the moment I opened the door to her. I curse her for bringing a loneliness to my life that I had never before experienced. I never had any trouble sleeping alone, and now I despise
*Skye* I lie on my side beneath the covers, staring at the pale moonlight filtering in through the windows. My life has been a series of escapes, of running away, each one leading to something worse than what had come before. Reading the gossip Magazines, I never considered the rich to be very noble. The men are womanizers; the ladies are silly chits who care only about gowns, money, and dance partners. None of them have real troubles or concerns. Through Montie, I havd learned they are a selfish lot concerned only with their own wants and needs. The other mistresses I have known saw the upper crust of society as a means to an end. Nice residence, fancy clothes, fine jewelry. And if it means giving up one's good name and reputation, they think it worth it for all they gain to be spoiled and pampered, even if it means indulging the whims of a specific gentleman anytime day or night. To be his bird in a gilded cage, to sing when prompted, to keep silent otherwise. Mistresses mistaken