It's wild how once everything fades to black, the world seems so much brighter when my eyes finally open. It doesn't seem like I've been out for long, but my body is sore. The ground underneath me feels wet. It feels like my whole world has changed.Even though it's night, I have no trouble seeing. But I’m terrified by what I see, so I quickly reclose my eyes.Of course, I can’t keep my eyes closed forever. What I'm seeing is horrific. There are bodies all around me, covered in blood. Their limbs are ripped off at unnatural angles. Their life coats the forest floor.All of the wolves who were chasing me are dead. These are wolves from my pack. These are wolves who I grew up with. They are wolves who I've loved.I wonder what happened. I wonder why I'm still alive. I wonder...I look down at my hands and see that they're covered in blood. But I don't have very many marks on me. This blood is someone else’s blood.I look back at my pack members who look like something powerful ha
As I move to sit down, Gavin stops me. He glances out the window behind us. It seems as if he's looking for something in the shadows. But I can't see it before he goes over and shuts the shades.“How about we talk in your room,” he suggests. “We don't need to be interrupted. If that's okay with you.”“My room?” I ask. “How do I already have a room here? Are you sure I do?”“Yes, of course you do,” he says. “I’m the one who designed it. I always knew you would come. So of course, I was going to be ready for you.“Come on, follow me. I'll show you to it. I hope you like it.”I follow Gavin through the house, wondering what my room might look like. It's still strange to me that I'd already have a room here. This whole experience is strange to me. I don't know what to think of it. It's all far too much to even begin to process.It all becomes even more overwhelming when we step into the next room. It's gorgeous. A white canopy bed sits in the middle of the room with gold sparkles on
All I want is to be able to see what's going on outside. But I don't think it'll be that easy. The guards don't look like they’re willing to let me out of here. But I can at least try.“Excuse me,” I say, as politely as possible. “I'd like to leave my room. I have something I'd like to tell Gavin.”“I'm truly sorry,” a bulky, blonde guard says, fixing his blue eyes upon me with a stern gaze. “We’re supposed to keep you here. Especially right now. “I hope you understand that you're not a prisoner. You haven't done anything wrong. But we're just trying to keep you safe. It's essential that we keep you safe.”I'm so tired of everyone not telling me things. I'm so tired of people trying to keep me safe. I don't understand why. It's so frustrating. I don’t want any part of this. “Can you at least tell me what this is about?” I ask. “I know something's going on outside. I deserve to know what it is.”The two men look at each other with the uneasy gaze. At least uneasy means that mayb
His hesitation is all I need to know. It's a simple question. If he really were my biological father, he would tell me right away. If anyone asked me if I was his daughter, I would agree right away.But he hesitates. He hesitates and I know what Gavin told me is true. I'm not his daughter. They took me. They lied to me all this time.I just can't imagine why they did this to me. I don't know why anyone would want to take me, lie to me, or fight over me. But I do know I need to get away from him. I need to find Gavin.“Nicole, you don't understand,” my father calls after me.He's not my father though. He's never been my father. I don't know who my parents are. I don't know anything.So, I keep running. I run away from him before he can get to me. I run into the fighting.I don't stop running until I see Gavin fighting the alpha. I'm terrified for him. Their fight is the nastiest of the bunch, chunks torn out both of their flesh, gashes all along their sides.Is this really all be
I'm worried that people will follow me as I run to the woods. After whatever I have done so far, I'm exhausted. I may have been a good fighter when I blacked out. But that didn't make me indestructible. I sustained some pretty serious injuries that sap my strength more with each passing second.I won’t survive if someone comes after me now. I might be able to fight them off for a little while, but I won't be able to keep it up for long. I'm too exhausted. I'm in too much pain. For a while, I don't dare look back though. I'm too scared that someone could be following me, and I don’t want to face certain death. I know I'm dead anyway, so it doesn't even matter. Right now, all that matters is running.So, I keep running. I rely on the wind to carry me. The forest gives me strength. The trees hide me.It doesn't take me long to realize I don't have anyone to hide from though. No one is coming after me. I slow once I realize that. No one is coming after me. No enemy is coming after m
I wake up once more as he’s carrying me through the forest. It seems like he has been walking for ages, but we’re still in the woods and I’m not sure why. Where is he taking me? Is it far? Is it dangerous? Is he dangerous?Nothing looks familiar to me. Of course, there are the usual trees, stones, leaves, and small animals who don't know enough to run away from us.But as a wolf, I pick up on the small details that humans wouldn't notice. So, I can recognize the forest if I've been there before. Certain things change daily, but certain aspects are more enduring. I would know if we were close to where my pack usually roams.We're far away from all of that though. Which is probably a good thing. They won’t come after me here. We’re far away from everything I've ever known. I guess I really don't know that much at all though. I thought I knew more about my life, but apparently that's not true. Apparently I don't even know who my real parents are. I don't know anything about my past
She's my mate. I've known that since I first saw her. That's why I was drawn to her. That's why I had to help her. Because she's my mate.Of course, I try to help all injured people I come across. That's part of the way I find my purpose here in the woods by myself. It keeps the loneliness at bay for the most part.Still, I knew I had to help her. I knew she was different.“I can't tell you exactly where we are,” I tell her. “But I can tell you we're not near any other packs/ No one is going to harm you here. “You’re in my cabin in the woods. We're safe here. I took you here after I found you injured and helped heal you.“I brought you here just to heal you. And you're doing amazing job at it. So, now it's up to you what you do from here. I suggest you rest up awhile. But you can go back if you want, whenever you want.”I don't want her to leave. That's the last thing I want. I want her to stay with me always. But I know she can't.The problem is, I can't be around anyone for l
Walking with Caleb feels so nice, so natural, and right. Each moment I spend with him, I'm more convinced that we're mates. But I'm not sure he feels the same way as me.The forest calms me regardless. The trees soak up my anguish. Animals remind me of the life that still blooms around me. The flowers bring color and peace to my mind.“How did you learn to heal people?” I ask him, curious to know everything about him. “I was nearly dead. It must have taken some skill to bring me back. “So, how did you get so good at it? Why aren't I dead right now?”“I learned from my grandmother,” he tells me. “She passed away when I was still in my late teens, but she taught me a lot before then. She taught me the basics and instructed me on how to grow from there. And even when she passed away, I researched the topic even more so.“Being able to heal others is so important. So, since I've been living out here on my own, I've only furthered that study. I have plenty of time to learn about it, a