☼Willow☼
I haven't received a single call since yesterday. They haven't called me back like they said they would if I had gotten the job.
It's almost 2:00 p.m. This must mean that I didn't get the job.
Shit.
My deadline is tomorrow, I have to move out if I don't pay tomorrow morning. Honestly, I don't even blame myself anymore, life is just being a mean bitch and if that's the way it's gonna be then I might as well move on.
I sighed deeply before neatly folding the last of my shirt into my suitcase and then zipping it up.
Yes, I'm packing. I'm getting ready to catch the first flight leaving for Ohio tomorrow morning. I've decided that it's not a bad decision at all, maybe it won't be all that bad.
Maybe, I just have a hefty amount of bad luck in this city and it will all be fine once I just start over after I settle in Ohio in the meantime. Yeah, that's not at all a bad idea.
My phone rang and I stopped packing up my bath kit for a moment so I could pick it up.
Unfortunately, I have a bad habit of picking up my calls before checking the caller ID and it was at moments like this that I wish I wasn't that dumb.
I let out a silent groan before holding the phone next to my ear.
"Chloe, dear is that you?"
"Oh my, you must've dialed the wrong number. I'll just kindly hang up so you can go ahead and contact the right person." I said with mock kindness.
"It is you! I was hoping that you'd give one of your friends and have them pretend that you were dead again."
"Don't lie, you know you'd love to hear that," I said, rolling my eyes as I threw in my bath bombs and favorite soap samples.
"But then again, I never actually had any friends because you chased them all away saying that they would only be there as distractions. How does your style of parenting make you feel, Mom?"
"Well, dropping in on how things turned out, it makes me feel like I haven't done enough, seeing as you are still unemployed and planning to go leech off your grandmother in Ohio." She said, ending the sentence pointedly as if to tell me she'd found out already.
Leech?
"Oh please, don't act like you care, it'll make me look bad," I said, eyeing the bathroom to see if I had missed anything.
"Not that you'd hate that," I added as an afterthought.
"There's a better life than the one you're living, come join us, your father and I are always ready to welcome you back."
"Yeah sure, I'll make sure to fall into your trap again so you can plan my engagement with some posh Englishman who is hoping to take over his father's company so that you can make your daughter leech off him for you as conveniently as she can, while you and your husband sell people overpriced houses and your fake smiles," I said, taking some time to breathe in-between words.
"Chloe!" My mother called sharply.
"Willow, Mom, my middle name reminds me too much of you," I said, dropping my bath kit right next to my suitcases that were already packed and ready.
"You have no respect." She spat, making me scoff.
"You have one child and you fucked up the chance to give her the life she wanted. I'm 25 Mom, and you're still trying to make me do what you want, what is wrong with you? If you can't think of me as a daughter, you gave birth to then just leave me alone, for fucks sake, it's not that I have no respect it's just that you don't have my respect." I ranted.
The line went silent for a second before she spoke again.
"Your life is sad, Willow." She said, her tone down as if she was ashamed.
My grip on my phone tightened.
"That's just because you're in it." I retorted and then hung up.
I took a deep breath and slowly dropped my phone on my bed so that I wouldn't feel tempted and smash it on the floor like my brain was telling me to.
I pursed my lips as I scanned my room, it looked so empty and ugly without my usual stuff hanging around. I should talk with Grams, she shouldn't go rubbing it in my mom's face that I was coming to live with her, she's just feeding her information.
My phone rang again when I was getting ready to go eat some leftovers from my fridge. This time I made sure to check the caller ID before answering, but I was shocked to find out that there was no caller ID, it was an unknown number.
I narrowed my eyes on the phone wondering if it was my mom who was calling with a different number because she's done that a few times just so she could get the last say in our arguments.
"Hello-" I started but was cut off by a voice that definitely wasn't my mom's.
"Hello, good afternoon to you. Am I speaking with Ms. Willow Bardot?" A friendly voice asked through the phone.
"Uh, yes?" I said, confused. "That's me."
"That's great Ms. Bardot, I'm Julia Martinez the housekeeper of the Albergo residence."
I scrunch my eyebrows in confusion as I leaned over my door frame trying to recall if I had been to any Albergo residence in my life.
"Uh, where?" I muttered hoping that I could get some explanation.
"Oh, my bad, I'm guessing you don't know it by that name." The caller said with a nervous chuckle. "I'm calling to inform you that your interview with Mr. Moretti yesterday was successful and I'm happy to share with you that you have gotten the job."
I felt my jaw slack.
"Really?" I asked shocked. I got the job?
"Yes, really."
I got the job!
Oh yeah! I remember Julia from yesterday, she was the one who showed me to the interview office and the car that brought me home. How could I be so dumb?
"Wow, Julia, thank you so much for calling early." I beamed turning around to look at my packed stuff. "I would've been on a plane if you were a couple of hours late."
I heard Julia laugh heartily through the phone.
"My bad, it's just that our Mr. had forgotten to inform me that you'd gotten the job, I was just learning of this." She said. "We would like you to start as soon as possible please, we have cars ready to come get you anytime you're ready."
I let out a short laugh, my slightly trembling fingers leaving a cold trail on my scalp as I ran my hand through my messy hair.
"I've already packed my stuff for the airport, I guess I'm pretty much ready right now," I said, glancing back at my suitcases. "I will be there in half an hour," I told her, my smile so wide that my cheeks were hurting.
"Oh, please don't bother to miss, if you're all set then please wait for the car from yesterday to come to collect you." She spoke.
"Um, okay," I said walking into my living room. "I should get ready before the car comes then."
"You should. I'll hang up now." Julia announced. "See you later!"
"See you later Julia," I said with a short laugh before the line went dead.
I dropped my hands to my sides, my eyes wet and my cheeks almost about to combust from smiling.
I finally got a job after two cock-sucking years.
I let out an excited squeal and jumped on my couch. I flapped around until I could feel the sides of my stomach starting to hurt.
Sitting up, I decided that I should inform Grams about my change of plans but not now, she'll have to wait until I reheat and eat my leftover mac and cheese from last night.
"Thank you," I said to the driver again as he helped me unload my stuff from the trunk.
I shuffled on my feet, eyeing the vast amount of security surrounding the house from the outside. I know he's rich but, this much security?
"No worries, miss. You can call me Jared, just ask for me and I'll drive you anywhere." The middle-aged man said, making me chuckle.
"You can call me Willow then, Jared," I said as I collected my bath kit from his hands.
He smiled at me and closed the car trunk before tipping an imaginary hat at me and slipping into the car.
Before I could decide how to get my stuff inside, two men in uniforms came and stood beside me. I blinked at them, wondering where they came from.
I opened my mouth to say hello, but another voice beat me to it.
"Kevin, Tim, take this stuff to the room I showed you earlier please while I show our guest around," Julia said, coming to stand beside me.
They complied with her orders instantly and lifted my bags like they weighed nothing. Julia chuckled at my shocked state and patted my shoulder.
"That's Kevin and Tim, they do the brawny work." She told me.
I nodded in response, turning to look at her. Julia was old, she looked to be in her mid-sixties. Her hair was a fine mix of white strands hiding among sleek black hair that was tied in a bun. She was shorter than I was and standing next to her felt like standing next to Grams.
"Let's go in, you have a lot to know before starting." She patted my back one more time before leading the way.
I was struck with awe as we entered the mansion. This was my second time but it feels like my first, I don't think I could ever get used to looking up at such high ceilings or at a freaking chandelier or even at the freakishly large sofas that were in the living room.
"Mr. Moretti called earlier today to inform me that you'd gotten the job," Julia said as she led me to the kitchen.
There was already a small pile of papers sitting on the kitchen island.
"Right now, he's out of town and won't be back until at least a week or two." She explained gesturing for me to sit down at a barstool. "And I'm sure you've known since the first email that you're going to be a live-in nanny which means that you cannot leave the house even on weekends. You're supposed to be on standby 24/7, do you understand Ms. Bardot?"
"Yes," I said. "And please just call me Willow." I offered and she nodded with a smile.
"These papers right here are detailed pieces of information about the kids and their hobbies that were put together by their past nanny. Lucas and Isabella have no allergies that we know of but they do hate eating vegetables."
"That's just all children." I inputted as I started going through the papers and Julia nodded in agreement.
My eyebrows rose in surprise when I read that Lucas was into gymnastics.
"Isn't Lucas too young to be in gymnastics?" I asked as I read through his information.
"I don't think so. Lucas was flexible when he was a year older than Isabella's current age. He always has his body in weird positions and doesn't complain about pains or anything." Julia said, pouring me a glass of water and dropping it beside me.
"His father also realized his bones were flexible when he was around eleven years old."
"His father?" I blurted, reaching out to take a sip of water.
"You knew his father when he was small?"
Julia let out a laugh.
"I was his nanny." She said making me cough out water through my nose.
Thankfully I had avoided getting them all over the papers and I thanked Julia for handing me a napkin. She's been in his life for years. Wow.
"Anyways, Isabella loves playing the flute, but she struggles with breath control, and she can get moody about it. Lucas has social anxiety, he doesn't like going out when there are visitors in the house, he doesn't like eating in restaurants, and he can't stand being in a crowd. For these reasons, he is homeschooled." Julia explained.
I nodded in understanding.
"Overall, I wouldn't say that these children are troublesome, but they do have their demons," Julia said, making me laugh.
"I understand, but where are they right now?" I asked curiously.
"They're spending the night at their uncle's because they're sad their father left, but they will be here first thing in the morning."
"I understand."
"I trust that you'll be done reading that by morning so I'll show you to your room so you can rest and freshen up for dinner," Julia said. "I hope you don't mind pizza."
"Never," I responded seriously as I stood up, making her laugh.
"I'm glad." She chuckled before showing me the way.
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☼Willow☼My name is Willow.Willow Chloé Bardot.But apparently, that seems unknown to Mr. Moretti because he hasn't used my name once when calling me. It has been two days since he was back from his business trip, and I've seen him once since then.He showed himself at dinner last night but otherwise, he is locked up in his office. His office is one room away from my room and whenever I have to pass by, I walk so slowly and carefully that it makes me look and feel idiotic.Today is a weekend and I'm up, early as usual, and making breakfast. It was currently 6:50 a.m. and I had baked some peanut butter cookies. I had also brought out some eggs to scramble alongside some bacon and toast.By the time I was done setting the table, it was 7:30 a.m."Good job, Willow," I said mentally patting myself on the back for finishing on time."Good morning, Wooly." Isabella's small voice grumbled making me snap out of my thoughts.Right on time."Morning, Bella," I said with a smile turning in the
☁︎Lorenzo☁︎Peanut butter? I thought when the flavor hit my taste buds. This should be interesting.I chewed the cookie regardless.~*~The EpiPen had worked, of course, it would. I wasn't dead yet.I was just lethargic because I had wasted too much time without medication. My body was aching, and my face felt swollen, but still, I managed to open my eyes and look at the crying woman in front of me.She kept blaming herself for my 'death' as she sobbed into her knees. Her body was trembling even though she kept tightening her hold around herself, it was easy to tell that she was scared. Willow.I knew her name, I've always known it. For some reason, I just like seeing the confused expression she wears whenever I refer to her as 'Nanny'. I'm not surprised that she didn't know where my room was, she is always so quiet and meek when she's around me. Even when she's walking past my office, I usually pause just to hear her take one step every ten seconds just so she wouldn't make any nois
☁︎Lorenzo☁︎“What divorce?” I scoffed grabbing the cold metal and pushing it back into the tissue box.I discarded the used tissues and was about to put aside the stained work and start on another one when my door opened quietly. I paused momentarily and turned to look at the door, waiting for who it was to come in.“Is it open?” I heard Isabella’s small voice whisper harshly making me smile.“Yes?” Lucas answered sounding confused. “Why are we whispering?” he asked, his voice low.“I don’t know,” Isabella answered before peeping her head in.Her eyes first set on my bed and when she didn’t see me lying in it, her eyes immediately drifted towards the study desk, where I was.I tilted my head as I looked at her and she smiled widely before coming in.“Hi, Daddy!” she beamed as she skipped toward me.Lucas closed the door quietly behind him and followed his sister, shaking his head when she started laughing uncontrollably.“Hi, Dad.” He said when he saw that I was looking at him.When I
☁︎Lorenzo☁︎ "It seems that she passed out from exhaustion, her blood pressure is a little bit high," Sebastian said. "Her pulse is weak, and she is down with a very high fever. I suggest that she gets enough rest and eats something that can hold down her stomach when she wakes up." He added before stepping away from her unconscious body and putting away his stethoscope and blood pressure monitor into his suitcase. Sebastian José is the doctor who treats my family. He's also my trusted friend. I tapped my foot on the floor as I watched the unconscious body laid on my bed. It has been about half an hour since she passed out and it was quite handy that Sebastian lived less than 10 minutes away. My back leaned into the chair I was seated on and watched as Sebastian wrote something on a piece of paper before handing it to me. "These are the prescriptions," he said when I had collected the paper. "Visit the lab if she doesn't get better in two days." "Is that all?" I asked and he humme
☼Willow☼"-low, Willow, wake up my dear." A voice said as they patted my shoulder to wake me up.My body ached as I moved to my side, my head feeling light and aching tremendously when I opened my eyes. It was because of the light pouring from my windows.When I got back to my room, I winded up the curtains, took a bath, and wanted to start getting ready for work but my body felt sore, so I decided to rest for a minute, but I doubt it's been only a minute seeing as Julia is already here and the sky was bright."Oh my, you're burning up," Julia exclaimed, her hand placed above my forehead. "Get up now, you need to eat and take these medicines.I stifled a painful groan when she helped me sit up, the first thing that hit my nose was the scent of porridge. As much as I would love to put something in my stomach, my body wasn't reacting well to the scent of food at the moment. I almost gagged, my hand flying up to my mouth as I tried to tell Julia to take the food away, but she only smiled
Willow's POV.“I woke up really early this morning because I thought I was going to have classes but then I remembered it was Halloween break. I was so glad.” Lucas tells me as he spoons his cereal.“Yay!” Isabella my head la squeals in excitement, throwing her tiny arms in the air. I shake my head at them and wipe away breadcrumbs from the little girl’s mouth.The kids are so pumped for Halloween. You can’t imagine the look on their faces when they both got notices for Halloween break, it was wholesome.“Have you decided on what to wear for Halloween?” Julia asks us as she emerges from the kitchen with a jug of orange juice in her hand.I shake my head. “I’m not really looking forward to being in a costume,” I tell her honestly and she laughs.“Wooly can be a princess!” Isabella exclaims with a giddy giggle.“Yeah, easily,” Lucas says smiling so wide that his dimples looked like they were about to sink into his mouth.“Mhm, I’ll think about it,” I tell them. “What about you, Bella?”
Lorenzo “He’s in chains downstairs, the idiot won’t stop laughing, Zo,” Theodore tells me as I step out of my car. The guards waiting outside bow their heads in respect and I dismiss them as I take off my suit jacket and hand them to one of them.“Don’t worry about it,” I tell him as I walk towards the entrance. “He’ll stop.”Theodore sighs as he follows me, talking about how the guy annoys him more than anything, and that says a lot.“You’re going back to Florida after this right? Let’s go together, I have to see the kids and gift them some money, y’know, for some Halloween shopping.”“No,” I clipped.“No, we can’t go back together or no you’re not going back to Florida?”“No,” I repeat.“You always say yes in a unique way, you’re the best!” He tells me and I shake my head as I tug back the sleeves of my turtle neck slightly.I paused just before entering the chamber and turned to look at a dog held by one of the guards who suddenly stood up.“Whoa, that thing looks furious.” Theodo
WillowA few days earlier.“Willow,” Julia called quietly as we prepped the children’s lunch.“Yes Julia,” I answered and turned to see her holding the saltshaker. “Oh my, don’t tell me I mixed up the salt and sugar again!” I exclaimed.She shook her head as she chuckled.“I don’t even know how you manage to switch them each time.” She says and I puff out my cheeks, feeling heavily embarrassed. “But there’s something else I wanted to discuss with you.” She says and my eyes widen.“Oh, am I in trouble? Did I do something wrong?” I asked.“No, my dear,” Julia says as she emptied the sugar from the saltshaker. “It’s not that, it’s…it’s just, never mind.”“Oh, come on!” I whine. “You can’t just do that, just tell me what it is.”She pauses from refilling the saltshaker with salt and looks at me before sighing and placing it carefully on the counter. Julia looked at me with a small smile, but I felt my heart rate pick up at how sad it was.She reached out and held my hand, her eyes never w
Lorenzo“I love you, Willow.”But she looks at me like she’s been slapped across the face.Did it not come out right? Did I sound like I didn’t mean it?What is it that I said wrong in those three words that made more tears well up in her eyes and walk out of the kitchen? What am I doing so wrong?***“It’s a pleasure doing business with you Mr. Moretti, I assure you, you won’t be disappointed.” The man whose name I can’t bother to remember says with a smile while extending his hand for a handshake.I wanted to tell him to fuck off of my sight before I put a bullet between his fucking eyes. But then I remembered that I couldn’t…didn’t have to do that. Willow says being rude when there’s nothing to be rude about is bad.Fuck, but I’m already irritated enough from having to fly from Florida to Canada at 6 a.m. in the fucking morning just to close a 12 p.m. business deal, I don’t want to shake a fucking hand for fucks sake.I didn’t even realize that I was staring so hard at his hand unt
It feels weird. Once again, I feel nervous, that’s what this skittish feeling is right? I want to tell Willow the truth and it comes with the chances of me asking for something more and maybe being a little selfish. So, it’s making me feel this way.It feels weird.We’re sitting at the dinner table and I’m waiting for her to take a bite of her food before she gives it to me. It has no meaning, but I’d like to see her take the first bite before I do.“Let’s be the fairly odd parents for Halloween,” Lucas says to sister and she nods excitedly as she chews her dinner of pizza we were having.“Do you really have to eat a half-bitten pizza?” Willow whispers to me, her brows coming together for a frown meanwhile her cheeks flushed bright red.I looked down at the plate she set down in front of me and raised my brow at the pizza she had bitten.“No,” I answer honestly and Lucas looks up at me, thinking I was talking to him. He shakes his head when he realizes I wasn’t. “But I want to,” I tel
Hot, mingled breaths. Heavy breathing. The sounds of our skins clapping in the quiet room. Everything moving in my head feels like a blur of moments filled with euphoria.I lay on my stomach grasping the sheets like a lifeline with my back arched and sanity driven to the edge as Lorenzo once again entered me painstakingly slow, hitting the back of my womb with his member, making me moan, my whole body shaking from pleasure as he hit the right spot.One of his hands clasps my breast from behind while the other holds one of mine and grasps it tight. Then he pulls out completely and enters again, filling me up.“Fuck.” The word comes out with a breathy moan making him pinch my nipple hard.He kisses the crook of my neck from behind and the side of my head, and I turn to look at him. I clench my pussy around his cock at the greedy look in his eyes, the horny look on his face turns me on even more. He closes his eyes for a moment as I tighten around him and then opens them and kisses me.H
“What are you going to do now Caro? I never thought she would have to find out like this, it just makes it worse.” Julia says worriedly.(Dear.)I sigh, rubbing my hands over my tired eyes, feeling more dejected than I’ve ever been in my whole life. Even though she deserved to be angry, she didn’t have to say something like that about my father. My father never hit me and my siblings. My father who always gave us everything to make us not know what it feels like to have nothing. My father whom I hate for taking thousands of lives, the same father I love for being mine.To others, he is the monster he is. To us, he is everything. I don’t expect people to understand that, but I can’t let them have their tongues if they say something about him that doesn’t rub me right.But still, Willow gets away with it. She gets to scream at me and judge my decisions, and I allow it because she’s Willow, not anyone else. I feel hopeless and powerless when she’s the subject of the taking. I don’t know
“It’s Halloween!” Isabella squeals her announcement as she emerges from the door. The pigtails I put her hair in this morning before school were nowhere to be found, only a nest of very disturbed hair.“Soon,” Lucas adds bluntly from beside me, lazily sprawled on the sofa. I can tell from the little smile he’s hiding that he’s just trying to spite her.Isabella scoffs.“Less meddling Luke, I don’t wanna know.” She retorts, tiny hands on either side of her waist.Lucas starts to say something, but Isabella ignores him and runs towards me. I stand up from the couch before she arrives, allow her to hug me hard, and make it look like the impact made me fall back on the couch.“It’s Halloween soon Wooly.” She tells me again.“Well, someone’s excited,” I said with a teasing smile, wrapping my arms around her waist and holding her up as I stood up, laughing slightly at how energetic her nodding was.“Just child behavior,” Lucas comments making his sister frown.“Child bee-hayvor?” Isabella f
“Is this about me, Willow?” Lorenzo asks.Suddenly, I hesitated to answer, mouth dry like cotton and tongue heavy like a wet carpet. Were my words too transparent or was he just self-conscious that I was trying to talk about him?“Is there something you want to talk to me about?” He asks again, his voice as patient and calm as ever, almost making me guilty of thinking of him as a murderer.But I can’t get it out of my head, I mean the contents of that letter. I can’t get the written words that Rose had sent inside that letter out of my head and I’m starting to have second thoughts about the man I’ve come to love.“Enzo,” I start, my tongue darting out to wet my lips nervously as I fiddle with my fingers.He hummed in response, forcing me to carry on with my words.“Do you know someone named Rose?”I felt his body stiffen slightly at my question, it made my racing heart pound faster. I clench my sweaty fists, trying to swallow the lump forming in my throat.Blinking rapidly to avoid te