The knowlege confounded her as she returned home. When had Vanessa began to call The Villaher her home? She didn’t know. She didn’t care.Silas had told her so many things but her sub-concious couldn’t explain away the night terrors or that she could be recipient of rogue connections, like with Ian. She had missed him a lot too, hearing his voice over the phone wasn’t enough. She slid her notepad in the front pocket of her jeans. Her jumbled handwriting informed her Ancient blood skipped two generations and in her case, it was absent for centuries. No one, on her maternal or paternal side had been lucky enough.Luck, was a knock out excuse made to feel helpless people powerful, because what she felt was not lucky. If she were in her former pack, she’d be taking over her father’s responsibility and battling sexism every step of the way. It was further from dream come true but it wouldn’t be like this at least. A fearsome monstrosity in her womb that disparaged, like some vestigial org
Vanessa heaved down the cobbled road from her quarters to the back garden, nearly toppling twice, potentially spilling the freshly made fraisier. Amair was on household duties today too, instead of detailing security like he always did. After the way she had spent past two days, she welcomed the distraction more than ever. She won’t be serving the drinks or chaperoning because the household staff never did that but she was very keen on attending the celebratory gathering from the shadows. Noah hadn’t asked her to it, and she didn’t want to intrude. She was holding him to the promise that she won’t run and in return he had promised, unspoken but there, that his life won’t completel exclude her or play at her expense, which is why she forgave him for the stunt he pulled with her father. “Ian! No!”. Tilda, Mrs.Kemps’ oldest employee and the head cook chanted this mantra till her throat dried. Ian had a naughty streak for stealing food. And everybody pretend scolded him. Because going
There was only grass rustling and Ian tugging her hand, everything else shut out. She felt submerged, like water was covering all her senses, the layer to connect with the outer world felt thick, impenetrable. Noah had a gorgeous brunette, with wide soulful eyes, and tall elegant limbs covered in copper skin, which suited her dress the best. Emerald-colored cocktail wear flatters her curves and smooth gait. What felt like the first membrane under her skin, was touted under the blade of the sharp scalpel. She wasn’t prone to jealousy, never had been. It could be considered a healthy emotion if addressed with maturity. But this, this hurt. Her jealousy wasn’t with how she looked proud and oddly at comfort in his arms. It was with how Noah looked at her. This would be the old Noah, the Noah she was warned about time and again by Evan. The one that carried out his wicked intentions with exacting fervour, to the point where his victims felt like the center of his universe. She could atte
She had trailed them like an addict chasing another high when he had walked with her. Nora didn’t seem comfortable first, but now she did. Whatever he set out to achieve, he did. That was Noah Abel. And this was Vanessa Flynn, standing in her faded khaki capri with black sweathirt, hair up in a signature bun, and barefoot. She had tried climbing this vertical set of logs. Her feet hurt now, a blister or two would form. If water retained, it’d either infect her, a mix of dead white cells, tissue debris. Its like her brain had coveted to finding non sense to fill the vacuum once her obsession with the couple would die down. And it will. She was fast hatching a plan to make Noah hers. It was no longer question of her need, it was about her sanity. The banality of her idea didn’t strike her comforting but she felt more than ready. Because she knew Noah could no more lose interest in her than he could stop caring about his prized possessions. That was one thing set in stone. Noah like he
Noah was rethinking the whole evening. It played like a scene, one after another, when his wolf couldn't catch a break. Rudiger was against Desmond, and if he saw the evening to an end, in some ways Desmond's daughter will be too. He sifted through the papers, looking for everyday things- a pen, or a pencil, was a task in itself. Because Vanessa set them up however she wanted. And for the life of him, he couldn't tell her otherwise. He spent a whole evening with a beautiful woman, one he would've done everything in his power to take her to his bed. Why could he only think about the one he was soon going to get rid of? Vanessa knew he'd be in his cave. Hidden away after the party. That was his way of ending the day with order intact. She saw him leaning over the table and wanted to replace whatever held his attention. Noah, from a distance, looked more pious. And whatever they had was worth consideration, effort and seeing beyond one's pain. It was no help that casual Noah was stam
The penny finally dropped. Only, it felt like someone had knocked Noah sideways. He was still here, touching her, breathing her in. He knew she was a virgin. He knew the way she tucked her chin that she thought this was why he hadn't turned all his filthy fantasies into a reality with her. But that was far from it. He moved a few steps away, his back to him, and for the first time in a long time, he prayed. Vanessa was feeling cold. She usually didn't, the wolf kept her warm and cozy. Without Noah's body heat, she felt something akin to snakes coiling in her belly because his tensed shoulders, the way he rubbed the back of her neck told her she had picked the worst time to make her little confession. But she wasn't backing down now. Wasn't he the one to convince her to not run away? "What is this Vanessa?" She approached him still. He pointed his finger back and forth to indicate what she was doing to both of them. She didn't quite understand but his anger made her feel giddy. It al
Maybe he’d finally squish her under his feet. It would be better, anything would be better than this. Because she loved him. “What’s worse is you are so deep in your own troubles you don’t see the world around you. Especially when you are home-sick. Always searching for it like a nomad. Vanessa, people can’t be your home. It goes to say how ridiculous your aspiration is because you fell for the first person who shoved some attention and care your way. First-person that sees you for who you are, and you become desperate enough to give him your all.”He was having an out-of-body experience when he said that but she brought him back. “Stop. Oh! God. Stop. Speaking.” The cry wrenched from her lips so loud that someone at the door flinched. The loud quiet leaked into her bones like poison, she saw his eyes fix on the door only to turn around and find Nora Desmond.Nora Desmond with her manicured nails clutching the champagne bottle as if it might jostle out of her arms. She had heard.
“I am here to let you know. You don’t have time to mop over your heart-break” His voice leveled, revealing how the cat’s playtime was up. “Why isn't he here telling me that himself?” “He has something else to do. I don’t ask questions like you, Vanessa. Nor do I go around crying when Noah is doing all he can to keep us all safe. Listen girlie, I disliked your ‘I am a damsel act’ the moment I saw you. What will it take to pull your head out of your ass for once to make you realize this is bigger and more important than our troubled little lives?” Rhys grip tightened with each word he breathed in anger. He was angry because, like Noah Abel, he had a thing for recently dumped, wore-their-hearts on sleeves women. Like the one looking at him with doe eyes. Vanessa snickered. Then she really did laugh. Her hand moved, working on muscle memory and she didn’t know what she was doing until it met with a hard collection of bones under the smooth olive-brown skin. She had slapped Rhys. She ha