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he next morning, I climbed into the carriage feeling shockingly well-rested. Elias had been right about the run—I’d slept like the dead on the slightly too soft mattress. I slept even better with the heat of Elias’ body next to mine. He’d been perfectly respectful all night too, keeping his distance from me. If I’d woken up first with my nose pressed to his nape, well, he didn’t need to know that.
The mischievous glimmer in his dark eyes, however, suggested he might. “That run seemed to serve you well,” he said as he set our rucksacks inside the carriage. “Should make for a more pleasant ride today. Are you sore at all?”
“No, should I be?” I asked, rubbing my neck.
“Not particularly,” he said. “Just from the roughhousing last night. You were quite spry for someone who rarely shifts.” He set his hand at my neck where I was rubbing it and pressed his thumb into the muscle. It was slightly sore—that was why the contact sent delicious warmth spiraling through me.
I swallowed and stepped out of his reach and into the carriage. “Just because I don’t shift constantly doesn’t mean I’m a weak wolf,” I said.
“I never said that.”
I bit my tongue before I started another fight. Why was it so much harder to communicate with him as a human than as a wolf? I took my seat in the carriage and pulled out my novel.
“Good morning, Your Highnesses,” Kodan said cheerfully as she strode up to our carriage. She carried a wax-wrapped package in one hand and a large flask in her other. “Some snacks for our journey today. And coffee.” She handed them to me, and I took them gratefully. “Innkeeper said the augur indicated some bad-looking clouds in the distance. We should do our best to outrun them.”
“Is that a metaphor?” Elias asked.
“No, she meant the actual weather,” Kodan said. “So we’ll be moving at a slightly brisker pace if the horses can take it.”
Elias nodded. “Then let’s get moving.”
“Pray the gods give us speed,” Kodan said, and threw up a sloppy salute.
As it turned out, the augur was right. We had passed six hours of the journey through the balds when the sky darkened with dense clouds overhead. The mountain pass separating Frasia from Shianga loomed in the distance, as the closer we got, the rockier things became, and the horses slowed their pace over the rough, hilly terrain.
Elias cursed under his breath as he peered out the small window of the carriage. Fat flakes of snow began to fall—just a few carried by the howling wind rattling the coach. And then more flakes. Then ice. Then the wind began to slam into us hard enough to rock the wagon on its wheels. I gasped and braced my arms against the sides, wrapping myself tight in my cloak as the blizzard worsened.
“I had expected a storm,” Elias growled, “but not anything like this.”
The carriage ground to a halt, trapped in the middle of the balds by the howling wind. I couldn’t see anything outside of the small window, just a flurry of white.
There was a brisk knock at the door. Elias slid it open and cold wind raced into the carriage like it had been waiting to come inside. I grimaced and pulled the cloak even tighter around my body.
“The horses are blinded, Your Highness,” Kodan shouted over the wailing tempest. Her red hair and black cloak whipped wildly around her, though she seemed indifferent to the cold. “We can’t progress further.”
“We can’t stay here, either,” Elias said. “Only the gods know when the storm will break. We need a camp.”
“I thought the same. Shall I scout for a nearby site?”
“I’ll come with you,” Elias said. “Reyna, wait with the other ladies in Kodan’s carriage, please.”
I nodded. Typically, I didn’t like being bossed around, but being squished between Fina and Adora for warmth sounded like exactly the right place to be.
The king wrapped his arm tightly around my shoulder, using his bulk and the cloak to shield me from the worst of the blizzard as he guided me toward the other coach.
“Be safe out there,” I said.
He grinned. The cold didn’t seem to trouble him, either, even as the wind caught his dark hair and sent it whipping around his face. “I’ll find us a nice place to stay,” he promised. “Nicer even than the Bloody Nightingale.”
“Bar’s low, then,” Kodan said. She closed the door with a wink.
I leaned close to the window. Elias and Kodan both shifted, and through the blizzard I could barely make out their immense shapes. Kodan was nearly as big as Elias was, but leaner, and her pelt was dark brown, but shot through with the same shade of red as her hair. The two wolves lowered their heads and loped off into the blizzard, quickly swallowed by the storm.
“Sit,” Fina said after a moment, gesturing to the space between herself and Adora. They were seated on the same bench, both curled up in big Starcrest cloaks against the cold.
Adora smiled and brandished a fine silver flask. Her cheeks were ruddy from the cold. “I have a little brandy, too.”
“It’s barely mid-afternoon!” I said with a laugh. I sat between them and curled my feet up under my body, immediately grateful for the warmth. I leaned back against the seat with a sigh.
“And we might be here a while,” Fina said. She took the flask from Adora’s hand and took a swig.
“I don’t know what they think they’ll find,” Adora said. “It’d do better just to let the snow build up around the carriage. Let it act as insulation.”
“Even a blizzard this strong wouldn’t be enough to cover the carriage,” Fina said. “Those poor horses.”
“The staff’s already got blankets on them,” Adora said. “They’ll be just fine.”
“You Starcrest wolves are so tough,” Fina said. Then she passed me the flask. “How are things in the private royal carriage? I heard some howls last night—did you go for a run?”
I turned red with embarrassment. “Ah, I hope it didn’t disturb you.”“Disturb?” Adora asked. “I love the sound of a howl in the evening. Makes me feel safe.”“Me, too,” Fina said. “I was glad to hear it. Are things okay between you two?”I took a tiny sip from the flask. The brandy did warm me, and I sank a little deeper into the bench seating. With my cloak wrapped around me like a blanket, I could lower my nose into the fur collar and savor the warmth.“They’re better,” I admitted. “Getting better.”Fina smiled, and kindly didn’t press for more. “Good. Here, Kodan has been teaching us this crazy card game from Askon. Want to play?”We hunkered down with the cards, prepared to wait a long time for Kodan and the king to return—but it was only about an hour before there was a knock on the carriage door. Elias was at the other side, flushed and grinning, with Kodan next to him, still in her intimidating wolf-shape.“We’ve found a place to stay nearby,” Elias said. “We can fit the party
“I haven’t camped like this in a long time,” he hummed.“When’s the last time?” Kodan asked. “Back when you were a pup?”“I think so,” Elias said. “It had to be when we were still in the old Nightfall.”Kodan whistled low. “Yeah, so about a hundred years ago.”Elias clicked his tongue and flicked a twig of firewood at Kodan’s face as she laughed. I found myself laughing, too. I was so used to seeing Elias as the serious, unflappable King—but Kodan brought out a younger-seeming, more playful side of him.“You’re older than me, remember?”Kodan cringed. “I try not to.”I pressed my shoulder against Elias’, and he adjusted slightly so he could wind his arm around me. I told myself it was the chill and the tiredness that led me to do this—but the contact felt good. Grounding. I took a sip of the warm wine.“What was it like?” I asked. “Old Nightfall?”“Old Nightfall?” Fina asked.“Our former pack lands,” Kodan explained. “We lived on that territory until I was ten.”“And I was six,” Elias
Elias nuzzled closer then licked my snout, just once, a gentle soothing motion. Somehow, in the quiet of the cave, I was able to fall asleep.I awoke at dawn, before everyone else, and the world was still. I padded out of the cave and stretched luxuriously, from the tip of my snout to the tip of my tail, then took a deep inhale of the cold morning air. The balds were covered in a layer of pristine snow, untouched save for a few animal footprints here and there. The sky was clear and the sun was shining high overhead, already beginning to loosen the hold the snow had. It wouldn’t be too hard to get the carriages moving in this weather.I was considering going on a run—a thought I never would’ve considered before this journey—when Kodan stepped quietly out of the cave. She was in her human form and was already leading one of the horses outside.I shifted quickly back into my human form. “Good morning,” I said.“Morning,” Kodan said. “Just going to start to hitch up the horses, since I’m
“Even as a man?” he asked gently.“Especially as a man,” I admitted. Sleeping close as wolves was different—it was more instinctive, animal, functional. As humans, it meant something different. Something more.“Well,” he said with a small, almost hopeful smile, “I run fairly hot as a man, too, so you’re in luck.”I curled up in our shared bedroll first, under the heavy blankets in just my underclothes. Elias pulled off his shirt, revealing all that broad, tan muscle, and then crawled in next to me.“This all right?” he murmured as he set his arm at my waist.“Yes,” I murmured. “Much warmer.”It took hardly any time at all for Elias to sink into a deep slumber. I matched my breathing to his, slow and heavy, and snuggled a little closer to him. As I drifted toward sleep as well, I realized that even in the wilderness of Frasia, with an unknown kingdom on the horizon, I’d never before felt as safe as I did now with Elias holding me.4“Good morning, lovebirds,” Kodan said as she stuck h
“Why?” I asked. “Because I like maps?”“No,” he said, “because you’re worldly.”I blinked at him. “What?”“I do recall you chose a Shiangan sword to fight me with,” he said, “not to keep bringing up the arena. But I was struck by that. No other competitor wanted it. They were challenging to wield.”“It’s just a reflection of my training,” I murmured, even as pride bloomed in my chest. “And my interests.”“Well,” he said, “I’m glad you’re coming with me on this trip, then. Maybe I’ll have you show off some of those sword skills.”“Before I was sent for the Choice,” I said as I gazed out toward the horizon, “my dream was to travel as far and wide as I could. I dreamed of seeing the entire world if I could.”“Do you no longer dream of that?” he asked.“Well,” I said, “now that I’m queen, it’s not like I can take off for a trip whenever I’d like.”“Maybe not whenever,” he said, “but your role as queen doesn’t mean you can’t leave Efra.”I looked over at him. He was watching me closely as
There was something else under the scent though. Something vaguely familiar—a salty, almost resinous odor.“Your Highness,” Selwy said, and moved to scramble to his feet. He grimaced in pain.The king rapidly shifted back to his human form. “Don’t stand,” he said immediately. “Tend to your wound.”Selwy slumped down with relief. I shifted into my human form, too, but Thaddeus remained in his wolf shape, hackles up and teeth bared at the prisoner.“Who sent you?” the king growled. He kicked the prisoner’s thigh roughly. “Speak!”The prisoner just laughed, a drunken, gurgling sound, and spit blood into his lap.“He hasn’t said a word,” Selwy said. “I tried.”“Then I suppose we’ll have to take him with us,” the King growled. “I can make this interrogation last as long as he wants.”The prisoner shifted slightly where he sat. Even covered in dust and blood, his shoes were clearly finely made, lightweight soft leather and a familiar style of buckle at the ankle meant for easy removal.“Sel
5By mid-afternoon, we reached the ivory gates of the Shiangan palace. The rest of our journey had been without incident, with Elias either on foot or in his wolf shape, keeping a careful eye on the horizon for any further threats. He was focused on ensuring no other spies showed their faces—it was almost overkill. I got the sense that something about the Daybreak spies had deeply unsettled him, but when I asked, he just shook his head, distracted. There was something he wasn’t telling me. I’d done what he asked, though, trading out my dirtied, comfortable travel clothes for a simple tan silk gown under the usual cloak.I’d have to question him about it all later, because as the gates rolled open, pushed by two immense guards in golden armor, my worried curiosity was overridden by sheer awe.I pulled the door to the carriage open enough so I could lean out. The weather was warm; I shucked off my cloak and let the breeze tousle my hair. The carriage rolled smoothly down a well-paved n
“Here’s where you and your party will stay,” he said grandly. “I trust you’ll find there’s plenty of space. I’ll have my staff unpack your carriage and tend to the horses, and leave you to get settled until dinner this evening—though I would appreciate a brief private meeting with you, King Elias.”Having an entire wing to ourselves—that was excellent. Perks of being royalty, I assumed.Elias nodded. “Certainly. I look forward to it.”King Draunar’s gaze lingered on me for another long moment, before he turned on his heel and sauntered back toward the foyer.Elias sighed, shoulders slumping, and opened the door to the main quarters in the wing. The contrast to the main palace and the gardens was striking. The room had two big windows, but the plush, dark curtains were drawn, and the room was lit instead of warm, with glowing sconces on the red walls. The carpet was plush and dark under my feet, and the centerpiece of the interior was the immense gold four-poster bed, the black comfort