“I’m looking to learn more about the history of Shianga and Frasia,” I said.
Gulde glanced nervously at Elias. Something in Elias’ expression made him grimace and turn back to me. “You’ve certainly come to the right place,” he said. “Right this way.”
“Take your time,” Elias said. He dropped into a rickety chair by the hearth with a relieved sigh. The sight made me bite back a smile—he was clearly savoring this brief moment of peace away from the palace.
I followed Gulde to the back of the shop. He waved me behind the desk, and then guided me through a tiny doorway I never would’ve even noticed if he hadn’t directed me to it.
“This is where I keep the rare books,” he said. He tapped the wall and sconces, mounted high on the interiors, glowed warmly. The walls were lined with glass cabinets, sparsely filled, but they were clearly well-tended. Gulde unlocked one of them and peered inside. “What exactly are you looking to learn more about?”
Curiosity gnawed at me. Some of the books in here looked nearly as old as the map the king had given to me. Were they even in a language I could understand? If I had my way, I’d spend hours in this room alone. Gods knew what kinds of secrets books of this age held.
“I’m specifically interested in knowing more about the Fae,” I said, “before their disappearance.”
“The Fae?” Gulde asked, glancing over at me, unsure. “Why so?”
I didn’t answer. It wasn’t often that I wielded my queenly reputation, but it sure was handy in situations like this. I raised an eyebrow.
“Right.” Gulde turned back to the cabinet. “Yes. Queen of Frasia. Here, this one might be helpful for your, um, research.”
He pulled a heavy tome out of the cabinet and turned to hand it to me gingerly, like it was made of crystal.
I opened the plain leather cover. “History of Fae,” I murmured. “I have something similar.” I peered at the authorship of the book. “Blaylock,” I said. “Yes. I believe I’ve already gone through this book, Gulde, is there anything else?”
“Pardon my forwardness, Your Highness, but I doubt you have,” he said with a small smirk. “You may have encountered ‘History of Fae in Frasia’ by Hae Blaylock?”
“Yes,” I said, surprised. “Is this not the same?”
“Certainly not,” Gulde said. “This work was written by one of Blaylock’s forefathers, Orohil. History runs in the family. Much of his scholarship has been lost, but I’ve been able to get my hands on a few of his works. This one in particular focuses on the Fae prior to the establishment of the borders as we know them today. It’s as much an anthropological document as it is a history.”
“I’ll take it,” I said immediately.
Gulde balked. “Well, Your Highness, this book isn’t exactly for sale. You see, we’re in my private collection.”
I pressed my lips together. “Well—there must be a reason you brought me in here, then? If not to sell me some of these books?”
He sighed. “It’s not often I meet another who is as interested in history as I am,” he said. “I’d be honored for my collection to aid you in your research, it’s just…”
“You want to make sure you’ll get it back,” I said with a grin.
Gulde grinned as well and said nothing. It wasn’t like he could ask the Queen of Frasia for collateral. But I knew he wanted it, and if this was a way for me to build trust with a connection like this, I was happy to do it.
“Here.” I pulled the fine silver brooch from my cloak and offered it to Gulde. “Take this. I’ll bring the book back before we leave Shianga.”
He nodded. “Your understanding is much appreciated, Your Highness.”
I left the bookstore with the heavy tome wrapped in canvas and tucked under my arm. Elias glanced at it with his eyebrows raised. “Find something interesting?” he asked as we strolled out of the alley.
“I must recuse myself from negotiations for the foreseeable future,” I said primly. “I have to bury myself in this book. The shopkeeper wants it back.”
Elias laughed and wrapped an arm around my shoulders. “Absolutely not,” he said. “I won’t make it through another boring meeting without you.”
When we made our way back to the carriage, Fina and Adora were already waiting for us, seated at the edge of the fountain and chatting with each other. Adora sprang to her feet as we approached, grinning.
“You look excited,” I said. “Wasn’t I supposed to meet you at the tailor?”
“We finished already,” Adora said. “It went marvelously.”
“What all did you buy?” I asked.
“It’s a secret,” Fina said with a smirk.
“Oh, gods,” I said, laughing. “What does that even mean?”
“Don’t worry about it,” Adora said. “Now hurry up, I don’t want to be late for dinner. There’s this lord in the Shiangan Court I’ve been talking with…”
In the carriage, I settled into Elias’ side with the book in my lap, as Fina and Adora launched into a detailed retelling of their encounter with the evidently skilled dragon tailor. Being here, with my two friends, and in a suddenly improved relationship with Elias… I was beginning to think this whole queen thing might work out.
9
“H
ave you gotten anywhere with that book?” Elias asked. He padded out of the ensuite, toweling his hair dry, then leaned down and pressed a kiss to my bare shoulder.
We’d been in Shianga just over a week. It was mid-morning, and what had started as few lazy kisses exchanged after another breakfast had escalated into slow, unhurried sex—the kind I was really starting to get used to. I was almost ready to admit to myself that I didn’t just like it—I craved it. Not just me, but my wolf, too.
Ever since we’d been together, she’d been closer to the surface, but less irritable, too. It was a strange sensation. I almost wished we could take a break from all the pageantry of the negotiations so I could ask him to go on a run with me. A moonlight run, a days-long run. I wanted to spend time with him, just the two of us, as our wolves. I’d never felt that desire so strongly before.It felt like we were on the brink of something, but I wasn’t sure what it was.While he was in the shower, I’d rolled over in bed and grabbed the “History of Fae” from the nightstand to start thumbing through it again in an attempt to distract myself from my circling thoughts. It was so dense, it was almost guaranteed to put me to sleep.“Not really,” I said. “There’s so much information, and it doesn’t even seem to be laid out in any ways that make sense. I keep stumbling across strange little tidbits, though. Did you know the Fae queen influences the movement of all the Fae in the realm? Like a hive
Like he could read my mind, he glanced over at me and grinned. I flushed and looked away. I pushed down my feelings of embarrassment and quickly shucked off my lightweight gown, and my underclothes too, leaving them folded with my cloak in the gazebo. I turned around to face him, bare as the day I was born, with my hair falling loose over my shoulders.Elias’ eyes burned gold as his gaze roved over my body. “You’d better shift, little wolf,” he growled, “or else I’m going to take you right here.”Desire shot through me. I bit my lower lip. “See if you can keep up and maybe you’ll get your way.”Then, with a soft sigh, I shifted.It was so easy it was nearly effortless, like leaping into cool, welcoming water. My wolf surged forth, and my paws hit the moss with a strong thump. I shook out my white pelt, then tipped my head back and inhaled the cool air. It was better than I had even imagined, layered with the smell of water and mud, mushrooms and fauna, decay and growth. I felt electri
My hackles rose. Elias’ did, too, and his grip tightened on me. He squinted up at the sky. The great shape above circled a few times, swooping dramatically, causing the shadow to cover and uncover us like a blanket. The dragon then arced down, cutting through the canopy with expert ease and landing with a thump in the clearing.The rich green scales shot through with gold were unmistakable. The dragon folded his immense wings to his back and stood on his back legs, surveying us, eyes flickering as he bared his golden fangs.Elias sat halfway up, concealing me from view. “Draunar,” he said, low like growl, the lack of title akin to an insult.10King Draunar bared all his teeth in a draconic smile. He took a step closer. His long, lizard-like tail swept the moss behind him. Then, the air sang with energy, and King Draunar shifted back into his human form. It was unlike the ceremonial change he’d done to welcome us to his palace when we’d first arrived. He wasn’t draped in gold fabric
We have no coups here, no messy lineages decided by foolish competitions for seats at the royal table. The Shiangan army could crush the wolves of Frasia like bugs. And I will, Elias, if you refuse to give me what I desire.”Elias said nothing. Hatred and rage rolled off him in tangible waves. I could feel his wolf surging closer to the surface, and I knew he was moments from shifting and ripping Draunar’s throat out with his teeth. If there was one way to ensure we were at war, instead of just listening to royal threats, that was how to do it.“Consider what I’ve said,” Draunar said. He took a step back. “I’ll give you until the ball at the end of the week to make your decision.” He smiled at me again. “I look forward to it, Reyna.”I growled in response, but that only made Draunar laugh. “Feisty thing.” Then, he shifted back into his dragon, extended his immense wings, and took to the skies. The impact from his flight sent gusts of wind through my pelt, and made me shiver like it wa
When I made my way inside, he was nowhere to be seen. I realized I had no idea where Kodan was staying, or where they were having strategy meetings. So much for me being involved in the decision-making. I made my way back to the guest quarters, where luckily Fina and Adora had just called in afternoon tea from the kitchens. When I stepped into their room, the table was spread with fine meats and cheeses, and hot spiced tea that I accepted eagerly.“Are you all right?” Fina asked, peering from over the rim of her own teacup with concern. “Wasn’t today a day off? You should be resting.”“It was certainly supposed to be a restful day,” I said. “I went on a run with Elias.”“That seems lovely,” Adora said. “Especially with the weather here. Perfect day for it.”“You’d think so,” I said. “And it was, until King Draunar butted in.”“He crashed your date?” Fina gaped at me.“I know,” I said.“I hate to say this,” Adora said, with her voice lowered, “as he’s been such a lovely host, but he’s
I pressed my lips together. If only it were that simple. If Elias had worked everything out, he would’ve told me. His continued distance made it clear the two kingdoms had not come to an agreement.The girls didn’t know that without one, we would be doomed to war. Was that going to be my first real action as Queen of Frasia? Drawing our nation into a conflict we couldn’t win?“You’ve got that look on your face again,” Fina said.“What look?” I asked guiltily. I tried to focus on my two friends. There wasn’t anything they could do about this situation—the least I could do was give them my full attention when they were trying to make me feel better.“That bored-sad look you get when you’re trying to solve some unsolvable problem in your mind without telling us about it,” Adora said.My face heated. “It’s not—”Fina waved her hand. “Don’t worry,” she said. “I know there’s a lot of royal stuff you have to deal with that we don’t. I don’t expect you to tell us everything.” She sighed. “It’
“I know.” I was so fucking tired. “But you’re pushing me away.”Elias closed the distance between us again, and this time he wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me flush to his body. Despite my frustration and exhaustion, I sighed in relief, leaning against that familiar warmth. The worst part of this week was that I’d missed him.“I’m sorry,” he murmured, and then leaned in to softly capture my lips.I wound my arms around his neck instinctively. The kiss felt good—it settled my nerves just a little. His touch still had that power.“Don’t lock me out,” I whispered against his lips. “I want to do this with you.”“I know,” he said. “I’m just—I’m worried about what this will mean for the kingdom. I just need to make sure tonight goes well. Please don’t worry.”Somehow that only made me worry more.“What would ‘going well’ look like?” I asked, with my arms still around his neck. “What do you mean?”“I’ve taken care of everything,” he said. “It’s under control.”I sighed and pulled
“Boys!” she called. “Listen, I’ve been watching some of your training sessions down at the barracks, and I’ve got to pick your brains about some of the sword styles I’ve been seeing…” She dropped into the seat by the generals and turned toward them, unperturbed by their sour expressions.Elias guided me to the seat Kodan had vacated, while he took the one next to it, positioning himself between King Draunar and me. This made Draunar stare at him with thunderous rage, which Elias met with a demure smile.I sat down. A servant immediately swept in and poured me a glass of wine, which I accepted gratefully, taking a sip to ease my frustration and my immediate irritation at the level of noise.Here I was again, a pawn in the two kings’ game, relegated to the sidelines as they postured and butted heads.“That’s nice,” Adora murmured, “him making sure you don’t have to sit right next to him.”“I could’ve handled it,” I murmured back. “Your ears are so red, is everything okay?”Adora squeake