No! That can’t be! I can't get pregnant! Impossible! I had my menstruation a few fvcking days ago! Being pregnant is the last thing that could happen at this moment.My legs trembled as my strength returned to the foot of the bed here in the room. I couldn’t be bothered while thinking about the possibilities.Peptic ulcer. That’s it! For sure that was it! I should probably go to the doctor and ask if this is one of the symptoms. Or maybe asked if this is about the anemia or anything scientific sh!t! Just not being pregnant!I sat up in bed in a daze. But how would I do that. I can't go out. For sure Hugh is looking for me now. If he sees me, he’ll for sure kidnap me or something.I've been thinking about things all day. I was like an idiot in the bedroom all day and even when I took a nap, I couldn't imagine my possible condition.I shouldn’t say that it’s impossible to happen because for god sake! We do it everywhere and every time we want! But half of me is saying that for sure this
I cried my self to sleep again.What time did I fall asleep wondering what kind of punishment is being awarded to me now? What sin did I commit in my first life to go through it all now.I only want to be loved in this lifetime. In this lifetime, I only desired for someone who will treat me valuable. Who will say that he’s with me all through out my journey because growing up I was deprived of that.I’m always the one to call on their ball shits. I’m always the one who suffers. When will I be happy?Even though I had no plans to revive this child I still found myself getting worried.I went down to the lobby again to buy food because I didn’t want to get hungry.I do not know! I shouldn't be doing all this. I’m strongly against abortion. That is one of the inhumane thing that a mother could do or decide on. And now that I’m on the verge of the two, I understand why some mother can bear to do such things.This is a fruit of incest so another sin would be alright right? When else has si
Gradually, I found myself running out of the money I had.Eventually I realized that I could no longer just stay here for the rest of my life. Though it’s a bummer because this place was such a good hide out. You see, Hugh and his men still can't see me in this village.There are things that I wanna do. First, is to talk to my mother and clear things out. And finally settle things together with Hugh and his mother and I.I want to clarify everything and also say about my pregnancy and what decision we should make here. Would I ever be ready to see him? Can I look into his eyes and tell him that we’ll be needing to abort this life inside me?It was better for me to face him with his mother, because I knew I’ll have a back up. Because if it was just him I probably wouldn't have the strength to face him.It might just be a sin to allow us to happen again. I spend my time thinking about what will I do for the next days. How can I go to my mother when I don't even know where she lives? And
“Free? Again? ”I hissed on the man.It’s morning and I was just done with another blow of morning vomiting and all that stuff and he came again to hand me the paper bag in his hands. It’s freakin Tuesday.What the heck?He seem so scared about my sudden question.”Why? Is your owner’s favorite days is Monday to Sunday? ”I asked again.He couldn’t answer holding the paper bag in his hands. For sure that is breakfast.“Y-You can just pay for this ma’am,” he stuttered."I don't have money,""Then it's free!" he smiled big.I palmed my face because of frustration.”Is this a scam or a joke? You’re not gonna charge this to me when I go checked out right? ” I said.“No ma’am. I swear this is free because the owner is delighted that it’s been days since you stayed here. I sighed and my shoulders weakened.”This is too much already. I hope this will be the last one. ” he just smiled when I got the paper bag from his hands.“Thank you ma’am. Eat well. ”"Tell the owner that I'm grateful." I u
Hugh’s POVShes nervous. She’s shock. She can’t comprehend my sudden existence in front of her.I gritted my jaw as I saw her. Yes baby, I’m right here. You run and I’ll chase you. You hide and I’ll seek you. You leave and I’ll follow.“W-what are you doing here?”I moved my jaw in a harsh way. Jesus, I can smell her.Her puffy eyes and his blushing cheeks are a sign that she cried again. I know.I badly wanted to hug her the moment I knew she was here. But I’m afraid that she will freak out and go running in the hills again. She thought I wouldn't see her. She thought maybe that's how fast I hid. That's where she goes wrong.I stepped once and she stepped back. I look at her intently, I gritted my teeth. I’m so mad. I badly want to punish people right now for making her like this. Does she believe that bullsh!t?I was not shaken and I finally entered her room. She gasped at my actions. I walk straight to the round table in her room.I landed the ice cream she asked for just as the be
Hugh’s POV She can’t understand it. I don’t know if she got what I meant there.‘Yes baby. I know you’re pregnant. And I know you’re not my cousin. ’She is the one who will understand then. My first and foremost concern is her and our child.”What? Get out of here! You are crazy. ” she pushed me but that didn’t move me a bit.“You don’t want your strawberry ice cream?” I challenged her.She gulped. I heard her stomach rumbling. Damn, our baby is hungry. Both of my baby is hungry."Leave my strawberry ice cream and get the fvck out of here!"“Shhh,” I shushed her.She’s still mad and confused at the same time. And mostly, nervous.“Eat now. I’ll stay here. ” I simply said.I let go of her and sat into the tiny bed. Really? I wonder how many people had been laying in here. This is fvcking disgusting. She needs a more cleaner and well environment for our child not here.“No! What are you doing? I said get out! ”I look at her with my cold eyes.“’ Don’t get too mad. Our baby would be s
Angel’s POVThis is my definition of horror if it really does exist. My face almost bled from the panic when I heard what he said. "H-how did-""Eat your ice cream," he simply said.He put his hand in his pocket, looking so lazy that everything seemed just normal. I was stoned rock. I couldn’t move. Why I don’t know what’s happening? "I said get out!""What?" he asked innocently.“Why are you here? This is my room! ”"We can just go back at out home, why are you even staying in here?" he scanned the room with the disgusting look in his face.”What? Are you kidding me? I’m not going back to you! ”"Why?" his eyes are cold.I stopped, almost backing away in horror at the sight of his eyes."C-cause, I'm not going back."I’m not making any sense."I said why?" he raised an brow.I palmed my face. I don’t know why I can’t say it with my mouth now."How did you know I'm here?"I asked slight mad. He side eyed me. He even removed his shoe and lay into my bed. Damn this man!"I'm asking yo
He stood up violently hearing my words.He’s freaking mad. He’s mad! I struggled to look at him. He stepped forward which made me stood up into my seat."Is your love for me so shallow, Angel?"My brows furrowed. How dare him judge my love for him?"Is your love so shallow that you can think of aborting our child?" his voice growled on the whole room which made my tail retreat.“Are you that inhumane !?” he’s real mad.“Yes! What do you want me to do? Keep this life inside of me and what? He of she’ll live questioning how fvcked up this world is? ”He palmed his face and walked back and forth. It seemed to be bitten but still restrained itself.“We. Are. Not. Cousins. Do you understand that? ” he said emphatically.My mouth parted."That's what you believe." I uttered with shaking voice.“I said we’re not,” he’s tired now.His tone is almost giving up.“I told you already,” I whined too.He stepped more and tried to touch my hands. But I stepped back. He looked at me with his sad eyes