Lev
It’s a cute place, warm and small like Eliza. I think it fits her well, but I have to duck to get through the doorway, and the slanted walls make it even more difficult for me to
move with ease.
“It’s not much, but I’m working with what I got,” Eliza says with a nervous laugh, making her way to the stove. “Would you like some tea?”
That’s an invitation to stay longer, and I’d die before saying no to her. I don’t know why, but I feel the need to be close to her, to learn everything about her, inside and out. Maybe it’s the innocent way she pouts her lips, or the inviting swing of her slender hips.
She has a body like a dancer. I bet she knows how to move when she’s on top.
“I’d love some tea,” I say, snapping out of my perversion for the briefest of moments before my eyes begin following her body again.
Perfect waist, perfect breasts, perfect everything. It almost makes me angry that a woman can look so good and not even realize it. Valentin would laugh at me, but I legitimately believe I’ve found the most beautiful woman in New York.
Probably the most beautiful woman in the world.
“I just have earl grey. Is that fine?” she asks.
“Darling, you could spit in that cup, and I’d drink it,” I say, the words coming out of my mouth before I can stop myself.
Her cheeks instantly turn as red as her lips, and she looks down at the mug in her hand like she’s trying to find a way out of this apartment through it.
“Yes, earl grey is fine,” I say, laughing a bit to ease the tension.
She laughs with me, nodding vigorously and turning away to put the kettle on. She’s so innocent. Jesus, she’d probably lose her mind if I told her what I really wanted to do to her.
The painting is just a bonus at this point. I’ve already decided that I’m going to have her legs in the air and her panties hanging off her foot if I have to turn the entire world upside down to do it.
I sit down on the edge of her bed, the only place available in her small studio apartment. The mattress reminds me of what I slept on during my years obtaining a degree in economics from a university back home in Moscow. I swear they used to make those damn things out of cement.
“Oh, yeah, you can sit there,” Eliza says, looking over her shoulder at me. “I’m sorry I don’t have any chairs. There’s not much room for them.”
“The bed is fine,” I reply with a thin smile, watching her as she tries to distract herself with the kettle.
She’s just standing there, watching it and waiting for it to whistle. All the while, I get to watch her, staring at the hem of her little black dress and wondering what color her panties are underneath.
Maybe they’re sheer white, and I would even be able to see how she keeps her garden. I’d hate for it to be mowed down to nothing. That’s just no fun, especially when the hair on her head is such a vibrant shade of red.
After a few moments, the kettle begins to whistle, and she pours us both a cup of tea. I try to keep from staring at her as
she comes to me, but my eyes are fixated on her perfect figure. It’s difficult to hide my attraction to her.
“I hope you like it,” she says, handing me a green ceramic mug. Her voice is so soft and needy, like she’s terrified of me but wants my approval, anyway.
I take a sip of the tea, allowing it to burn my tongue. It’s a needed distraction from Eliza. She doesn’t realize what she does to me, how insane and out of control she makes me feel. Having her this close, smelling her sweet floral scent, is making my cock so hard it aches.
“Very good,” I say, my throat tight as I lower my mug.
“Would you like to see the painting?” she asks, her eyes widening with eagerness to show me her work. Her knees are drawn together, both hands on her lap holding her tea like it’s trying to jump off.
My eyes meet hers again, and I’m able to see much more now that she’s sitting so close. There are little flecks of green in her hazel irises, sparks of color that increase in intensity as they move toward her pupils.
I’m captivated, but I must remain collected. I can’t reveal my obsession. She would run like a little scared rabbit, and I’d never get to sink me teeth into her delicate flesh.
“I would love to see it,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper.
She doesn’t move at all, almost as though she hasn’t heard me. The words came out, but she’s not focused on them, not aware of anything but the meeting of our eyes and the connection of our souls.
A chill moves through me suddenly, like a ghost gliding into my body and out just as quickly. I’m certain she feels it too, because she breaks from my gaze with a shudder, pulling her shoulders together and looking down at her tea. “Yes,” she says, frowning like she’s bothered by the way she feels. “I’ll get the painting. It’s… It’s in the closet.”
She springs up from the bed, putting her tea on the counter and rushing to the closet next to the front door. She pulls it open
like she’s trying to leave the apartment through it, or as though she’s going to lock herself inside until I go away.
But after a moment of shuffling through things in the darkness, she returns with a canvas. She keeps the painted side facing herself, smiling nervously as she walks toward me with it. “I finished it not more than half an hour ago, so the paint is going to take a little while to dry. It’s oil, you know. That stuff takes months to dry fully, but it should be fine to hang tomorrow if you’re careful with it. Just don’t touch it too much.”
I nod. I’m used to dealing with new paintings, but most of the ones that come in are acrylic. Like everything in the new world, faster is better, and quality takes a back seat over quantity.
That’s clearly not the case with Eliza’s work. As she turns it around to reveal it, I’m blown away by how much thought was put into it, how many fine details there are, but how everything feels lie it comes together so effortlessly.
“Wow,” I say, losing my breath for a moment.
She laughs, pushing her hair from her face and tucking it behind her ear. “You really like it?”
“I love it,” I say, standing up and leaning forward. “It’s just… Fuck, you’re so good at this. Do you have anything in any galleries around here?”
She shakes her head, her hair coming loose from behind her ear and sticking to her lips. She tucks it back again, but it drops down again without mercy. She gives up this time.
“You should have your stuff everyone in this city. You could be big. Very big,” I say, meaning every word. “I could get you into some places, if you’re interested.”
“Oh, I could never ask that of you,” she says, her cheeks turning a violent shade of red again. Even her freckles turn darker.
“You don’t have to ask,” I reply, stepping toward the painting and shaking my head in admiration. “I want to get you in. I work as a curator of sorts. A middleman. I would get your
work in front of some very wealthy people, and I’m certain they would be interested.”
“And you would get a cut, of course,” she says, practically begging for a way to repay me for what I’m doing. She doesn’t feel like she deserves it. She’s so used to giving that she can’t stand to get without immediately finding a way to pay back the favor.
Clearly, the world hasn’t been so kind to her, but that’s also a good thing. She isn’t spoiled.
But I’m going to change that.
I’m going to spoil her rotten and make her into my princess. My queen.
“You will find a way to repay me, I’m sure,” I finally say, purposefully leaving out the details of how that will happen. I’m sure she will discover ways she can thank me eventually, but I’m not going to coerce her to do anything lewd.
I’m classier than that. Or, at least, the man containing the beast is.
When the time is right, she’ll surrender so fully that she’ll beg me to ruin her, and only then will beast be unleashed.
“Do you have any more paintings?” I ask, looking up at her again with a smile.
“Oh, um, yes. I have a few more in the closet. I was trying to get those in at a few restaurants nearby because the galleries wouldn’t accept them, but that wasn’t working out either.”
“Believe me, darling, once those places realize your stuff is hanging in the best galleries in the city, they’ll be begging you for even the worst of your work, the stuff you would throw away. You’ll find those motherfuckers digging through your trash at night. Might have to buy some bug spray to get rid of them.”
She laughs, and the entire room grows lighter from her joy. “I don’t think I’m that good.”
I wave my hand dismissively. “That’s not for you to decide. I think you’re amazing, and I know many people with deep pockets who would agree.”
“Well,” she says, finally accepting the compliment. “Thank you. I would love to meet them, and I really appreciate your help. I just don’t know how to thank you.”
I wink at her, putting my hand on the canvas and leaning in further. “I’m sure you’ll think of something.”
ElizaAlright, now I know he’s coming on to me, but what the hell am I supposed to do? I don’t want to be too easy, or be treated like a whore who’s willing to perform sexualfavors in exchange for his help. I’d be passed around to all his rich friends, and they’d line my pockets with cash while using me like a toy.I cross my legs behind the canvas, trying to squeeze out my impure thoughts. I hate that I’m so turned on by the idea of him sharing me. I don’t want to be that kind of woman. I came here to do art. I’m a painter!I take a deep breath, letting it out slowly and trying to make my face turn a lighter shade. I know I’m red. I have a pale complexion, and I’m sensitive. All someone has to do is look at me wrong and I blush.But he hasn’t suggested that I do anything sexual for him. That’s all my doing. Those are my thoughts, and there’s no way for me to know what’s going through his head right now. For all I know, he’s just a nice man who appreciates art and wants to help my ca
ElizaI’m struggling so hard with the size of Lev’s cock that it feels like I’m going to ruin everything before we’ve even begun. Maybe I should’ve just let him cum in my mouth,but I had to have him inside me. I wanted him all the way, and I’m paying the price for it.“You’re just tight, darling. Relax,” he says, pausing for a moment as my body adjusts to his girth.It’s no easy task, and it takes almost a full minute before he’s able to start moving again. But once he slides in all the way, all the overwhelming tension inside me dissolves into pure bodily bliss.Waves of euphoric pleasure move through me as he begins to make love to me, blossoming into electric pulses in my brain that cause me to lose what little control I had left. I’m consumed by Lev, and yet I’m the one consuming him, taking him inside of me deeper with every thrust.Lev’s huge hand encircles my neck, applying pressure and testing my limits. I wouldn’t stop him even if I couldn’t breathe anymore, but he appears
LevI almost feel guilty for what I did to Eliza yesterday. She’s never going to be able to be with another man without craving that kind of treatment, and the number of men whoknow how to do what I did to her are few and far between.I own her pussy now, and nobody else is going to touch her unless they want every bone in their body shattered. Eliza doesn’t know that I would kill for her, and I pray she doesn’t find out the hard way. If this ex she’s been talking about attempts to find and reclaim her…Then I’m going to prison for murder.My demented thoughts are only proving Valentin more correct, but I’ve lost control. The beast is loose, and all it took was a kiss.But even amidst my newfound sexual obsession, I haven’t forgotten the promises I made Eliza. She’s more than an object for my amusement, and I don’t want her believing that I only want her for sex. I recognize her talent, and I’m willing to give her the leg up she needs to make it in the art world.It’s a cutthroat in
ElizaI answer the door with drool on the side of my face and crust in my eyes, praying that it’s the mailman and not Lev. He fucked me so good last night that I slept for a solidtwelve hours. Even the sun in my eyes and the sound of the city couldn’t wake me.I want to shoot myself when I open the door to find Lev standing there looking like a goddamn Rock ‘n’ Roll magazine model, a dozen red roses in his hands and a smile on his handsome face.Of all the days I picked to sleep in, it had to be the one where the man of my dreams showed up on my doorstep with flowers. I didn’t even think to expect something like this because I’ve never had a man bring my flowers.Not once!Lev smiles, the corners of his eyes crinkling like he doesn’t even realize how much of a mess I am. He holds the roses out to me. “I have some good news. But first, flowers for you.”“Thank you,” I manage to say, taking the flowers and backing away so that he can come in.As he slides through the door, I hurry th
ElizaAsher’s hand is warm, but something about his eyes makes me reluctant to trust him. I know he works with Lev, who, despite his intimidating appearances, hasbeen good to me, but Asher isn’t the same.His image is softer, a lot of browns and tans hanging over a skinny frame. He should be less threatening, but there’s an opportunistic edge to his gaze, like he’d be willing to take advantage of you if you were especially weak.He reminds me of a coyote – lean, weak, but growing desperate. I can almost see his fangs when he smiles. “It’s lovely to make your acquaintance,” he says, his voice soft and slow.I smile, but it’s only my mouth moving. My eyes are watching him closely as he lets go of my hand. “Nice to meet you.”Lev, perhaps sensing my discomfort, interjects. “How many openings do you have for her work? I’d like to get things in as soon as possible.”Asher leans back, rubbing his short auburn beard and frowning. “I’d like to see the work beforehand, but I could give you pr
Lev I thought I’d be satisfied from last night, but seeing Eliza spin around in flattering designer clothing for an hour has lit a fire in me that can only be put out by her pouty redlips and the swirl of her tongue.She seems to know it, too, taking every opportunity to flash her panties when she’s bending over to look at something, or let a nipple slip when she’s showing me a dress she likes.She’s trying to act coy, but I know it’s in her blood to show off. She’s an artist, a performer, and she loves attention more than she probably realizes.But she doesn’t have to seek it out from me. I can’t keep my hands off her, and I make that obvious when we slip back into my car and head to dinner.“Very soft,” I say, slipping my hand under her sparkly black dress and squeezing her thigh.She sucks in a breath, trying to look like she’s shocked by my behavior. “Right before dinner, Lev?”“You’re
Eliza I can still taste Lev on the back of my tongue as I take a sip of my water. The ice jingles in the glass, but it’s not loud enough to drown out the hammering of my heart. It hasn’tslowed down since I felt him release in my mouth and I realized I liked it.I’ve done stuff like that before with Noah, but he wasn’t clean like Lev is. He didn’t taste good. It was bitter and unappealing, but Lev was totally different. It turned me on when I tasted him, and the groans that rumbled out of his chest gave me goosebumps.If he asked me to do it again, I’d crawl right up to his seat and blow him in front of everyone here. It’s so unlike me, but things are changing so fast that I don’t know who I am anymore. This is my opportunity to remake myself, and I’m quickly moving in a dangerous direction.Do I want to be a classy artist living big in New York?Or do I want to be some Russian millionaire’s arm candy? I hat
Lev The rain is coming down so hard today that I can barely see an inch in front of me. Even the short walk from the car to the entrance to my building is hazardous becauseof it, but I manage to make it to the door without tripping over any curbs or running into any pedestrians.I shake the rain off my coat. It’s been soaked so many times this month that it’s starting to smell. I’ll have to take it to the dry cleaners. Wool isn’t supposed to get wet so often like this.I can’t say the same for Eliza. She’s been soaked every time I see her, and the sex only gets better as we understand each other’s bodies more. We’ve been taking things slower in the bedroom while going so fast it’s making both of our heads spin.I don’t even want to know what Valentin would have to say if he discovered I was spending every single evening with Eliza. She has absolutely nothing to do with the Bratva and I love
Epilogue 1 As we step off the private jet, my heart flutters with excitement. Las Vegas—the city of lights, the city of dreams— it is the perfect destination for our wedding, a place where magic and passion intertwine.Nikolai had arranged a limousine to take us to our hotel. As we drive down the Las Vegas strip, I am amazed at all the lights and scenery. Nikolai takes my hand and tells me, “You’re going to be my wife.”I blush; it still feels like a dream. “I never thought this would happen, especially after everything we’ve been through.”Nikolai smiles and squeezes my hand. “You’ve changed my perspective on relationships. I never imagined feeling this way about someone. You’ve become the most important person in my life.”Tears fill my eyes as I tell him, “I never thought I would find someone who accepts me for who I am, flaws and all. With you, I feel safe and cherished.”Nikolai leans in and whispe
Nikolai Once we arrive at the compound, I guide Adalina upstairs to our bedroom. My gaze lingers on her, and I feel a shift in my heart. It feels lighter, no longer burdened. Leaning in, I press my lips against hers, my arms encircling her waist. She responds eagerly and wraps her arms around my neck.In that moment, everything else fades away as I surrender to the overwhelming passion, I feel for Adalina. This intense connection is unlike anything I have ever experienced before, and I can no longer deny or ignore these feelings.As we part from the kiss, I express with conviction, “You’re mine. You belong to me. And I belong to you.”The next morning, I find out which hospital Gwen Vincenzio was taken to. As I enter the ICU waiting area, I spot Paul sitting with a few unfamiliar faces. Bobby is absent, most likely at his wife’s side.“Paul, how is Gwen?” I inquire.Paul rises from his seat an
AdalinaI haven’t spoken to anyone, not even my father, in two days. The only people I have seen are my father’s bodyguards bringing me meals on a tray. My face, arms and legs are covered in dark bruises. The wedding gown will hide most of them. Except for the ones on my face. I refuse to cover them up, I will wear them proudly and show the world what my father does to me behind closed doors.I get ready for my wedding day alone. No makeup artist, no hairstylists, nothing. No reception, no family—just a quick church ceremony. No photographer, no flowers, no bridesmaids. I slip into the wedding gown and style my hair. I do not wear the wedding veil; I want my face to be seen. I am ready to embrace what lies ahead in my future.The two days in solitary confinement have given me time to think. Time to plan. I will marry Mario and sleep with him on our wedding night. I have to in order to keep Delphina safe. When Mario is not around, I will access the email, information, new identities, a
AdalinaI awaken abruptly in the middle of the night, drenched in sweat. It was a nightmare, a terrifying vision of Maxim and the horrible things he had done to me. Then, in the twisted realm of my dream, Maxim transforms into Mario, intensifying my fear of what he could do to me. I get out of bed and splash cool water on my face, attempting to calm myself.Gazing into the mirror, I see how tired I look. My face is pale, and I have dark circles under my eyes. The urge to escape from this place, from Mario and everything he represents, overtakes me. Yet, the thought of Delphina taking my place stops me. After the wedding, I must find a way to flee from Mario’s clutches, taking Delphina with me. Despite Nikolai’s lack of love and the heartbreak he caused, he provided me with the means to escape Mario, my father, and the mafia. Nikolai shattered my heart, but I will forever be grateful to him. Even though I will never see him again.Returning to bed, I fall back asleep…I dream I am walk
NikolaiThe first thing I do when I get back to the compound is find Tatyana. I can feel the adrenaline coursing through my veins. I had waited to confront her until Adalina was gone.Tatyana is sitting in the kitchen at the island bar sipping a cup of coffee. She is dressed down today in jeans and a shirt. She looks disheveled like she hasn’t gotten any sleep. Now that Adalina is no longer here, I can let my dark side out. I grab Tatyana’s throat with one hand and apply pressure. She needs to know that I am no longer playing games with her.“I just have one fucking question.” I get right in her face as I squeeze her throat.“Nikolai, what are you doing? Let go of me!”“Have you been working with Maxim? Did you help him kidnap Tatyana?” I am furious.“No. Nikolai, of course not!”“I am going to torture Maxim for answers, if he so much as hints that you two are working together, you are fucking dead!”“Nikolai, I swear on my loyalty to you and the Bratva that I would never betray you.”
Adalina My heart is pounding in my chest as I hide underneath my covers. I can’t stop thinking about everything Nikolai said to me. I knew what was coming, but I didn’t want to hear it. I couldn’t bear to see the look of finality in his eyes.His voice echoes in my ears, repeating, “Adalina… We can no longer be together. I don’t have feelings for you. I have to let you go.”With those words, my heart shatters into a millionpieces.“Why?” I whisper to myself, seeking answers that maynever come.Tears stream down my cheeks as I plead, “Please, Nikolai, don’t do this. I can’t live without you.”I sob uncontrollably, overwhelmed by the realization that Nikolai is leaving my life forever.Nikolai Adalina spends the night and the following day in her room. She doesn’t speak to anyone. Osip brings her meals. But she barely eats anything. I leave her alone.
Adalina It’s almost 5:00 p.m. when I wake up in Nikolai’s arms. We made love three times, and he was surprisingly gentle and loving. As he continues to sleep, I quietly make my way into the bathroom for a quick shower. I borrow his bathrobe, which hangs loosely on me. I quickly comb my hair, though it’s still a bit messy and almost dry. My eyes are still red from crying, and I dread the nightmares that may haunt me about Maxim.Exiting the bathroom, I find Nikolai pulling on a pair of grey sweatpants. His body is flawless, with well-defined muscles and sexy tattoos. I love the trail of black hair that runs from his stomach to his groin. I take him all in as he pulls on his sweatpants.Nikolai notices my admiring gaze and smirks. I walk over to him, and he puts his arms around me.“Feeling better, Zayka,” he says, planting a tender kiss on the top of my head.“Yes, thanks for not putting that ankle brac
Adalina I watch in horror as bullets whiz past my head, instinctively covering my ears to shield myself from the deafening sound of gunfire.I watch in awe as Nikolai takes down each man with incredible precision, his movements fluid and graceful. Of course. He is an assassin. I don’t know how long the gunfight lasts, but it feels like hours. Eventually, the shooting stops, and I peek out from behind Nikolai to see what’s happened. Maxim is still lying on the ground, unconscious, and Nikolai’s men are all standing around, looking relieved.Nikolai The gunfire stops, and I turn to Adalina, she is shaking and crying, but she is unharmed. I feel a wave of relief wash over me. She is safe.“Is it over?” Adalina asks, her voice barely above a whisper.“It’s okay, I’ve got you,” I whisper as I stroke her hair. “You’re safe now.”Adalina clings to me, burying her face in my chest. “Thank you for saving me.
Adalina As I wake up, my head throbs, and my eyes feel heavy. I lie on a bed in a dingy motel room, and the air is thick with the smell of stale smoke and cheap cologne. Maxim sits next to me, his gaze fixated on my face with a sinister look in his eyes. I immediately shut my eyes, pretending to be unconscious, afraid of what he might do next.“I know you’re awake Adalina. Open those prettyeyes.”I open my eyes but don’t look at Maxim. The room isdimly lit by a single lamp, casting shadows on the walls and on the old and mismatched furniture. The lumpy bed I am laying on has faded floral sheets that have not been changed in a long time. The walls are yellowed and peeling, and the carpet is threadbare and stained.Maxim strokes my head with his hand. “Don’t touch me!” I exclaim as I pull away.“Now, now, Adalina. Don’t be like that. I know you’re no longer a virgin. I know you and Ni