Danielle's POV
Clara nodded to me and rushed back into the prom venue. She emerged a few minutes later with her bag, then dragged me towards the street. She hailed a cab without another word, gave the driver the address to her house, and we drove off.
Throughout the ride, we sat in silence. Clara kept stealing covert, worried glances at me, and I knew she was wondering the thoughts going on in my head. The emotional wound inflicted by Davis was still fresh, and the thought of immersing myself in another party seemed terrifying, but I let Clara take the lead tonight. If the party would help me feel better, then it wouldn't hurt to try.
"Stop thinking about him," Clara murmured to me. I nodded, still unbelieving, but Clara's unwavering support reminded me that I couldn't allow myself to be consumed by heartbreak.
Summoning my strength, I nodded again, a glimmer of determination igniting within me. "You're right, Clara. I can't let this...betrayal define me. I need to move forward, heal, and rediscover my own worth. Let's go to that after-party, and I'll embrace the chance to meet new people."
Clara's eyes sparkled with pride as she pulled me into a warm embrace. "There you go, D!"
Soon we arrived at her house in record time. Clara got down from the cab and pulled me out, then dragged me inside. We climbed the staircase to her room, where she applied a fresh slather of makeup on my face and changed my dress. This new one was even tighter than the former, but I let her dress me up in peace.
By the time we got back to the venue of the prom, the after-party was already in full swing. The vibrant beats of music pulsed through the crowded hall, engulfing me in a sea of swirling bodies.
I couldn't see much through the colors and rhythms that threatened to overwhelm my senses, but Clara led the way for me. We got to the bar and plopped down on the stools.
"Phew!" Clara muttered, looking around. "Who knew that the after-party would be this crowded? I wasn't expecting this much people, were you?"
"Yeah, I guess." I grimaced and waved her away absentmindedly. Clara's choice of an armless, short gown had left me feeling self-conscious and uncomfortable, despite her teasing about my looking like a goddess.
"Here. Drink this." Clara passed me a tall glass of some golden liquid from the bar. Without thinking, I raised the glass and downed it in one big gulp.
Alcohol.
Ugh!
It burned and tore at my throat, but I managed to keep it down.The dress chafed under my armpits, and soon I felt beads of sweat gather on my forehead. I took a deep breath, determined to adjust and shed my nervousness.
I watched as Clara caught the eyes of someone across the room. Before I could wonder what was going on, she turned to me. "Hey. Stay here, I'm coming. If you need to rest or just get away, here's a key to a room in this hotel." She murmured.
I opened my mouth to protest, but Clara had slipped a key into my hand and crossed the crowded room. I groaned; how could she bring me to this party only to dump me?
Looking around, I scanned the pulsating crowd, searching for Clara's familiar face. I couldn't shake the feeling of unease, wondering why she had brought me to this lively scene only to seemingly disappear. Doubts began to creep into my mind,
Shaking off my worries, I turned to the bar attendant. "Another drink, please!"
The bar attendant emptied the content of a dark bottle into my empty cup; a velvet-red liquid this time. I murmured a "Thanks."and poured everything down my throat.
The room was starting to swim before my eyes. Images were standing out to me in twos and threes. As the alcohol coursed through my veins, my unease intensified. I felt my control slipping away, and a voice within me pleaded for respite.
Your exams! The voice screamed.
Get the hell out of here!
With shaky legs, I stood from the bar stool, looking around once again for Clara. Finally I found her in the middle of the room, talking with an unfamiliar guy.
I staggered towards her drunkenly. With a wavering voice, I groaned, "Clara, I don't think I can handle this party anymore. I want to go home."
In the part of my mind that wasn't soaked with alcohol, I vaguely registered Clara sharing a victorious look with the stranger. She turned to me and her eyes widened with surprise and disappointment. "But it's still early! We're having such a great time. Don't you want to keep the night going?"
My head spun, my thoughts muddled by the alcohol. Yet deep down, I knew I needed to prioritize my well-being. Ignoring the protestations of my friend, I stood my ground. "I'm really not feeling too good, Clara. I think it's best if I rest."
Clara's expression softened, a concern and understanding look crossing her face. "Fine," she muttered. "You can go to the room I reserved in the hotel and sleep off the drinks."
With a grateful nod, I weaved my way through the crowd, feeling the weight of the alcohol bearing down on me. Each step was a struggle, my mind clouded and my body unsteady. The club's vibrant lights and booming music began to blur, fading into a haze as I made my way to the stairs that led up.
I began to climb the steps one at a time, trying to steady myself. I clutched the key Clara had given me, its cool metal offering a lifeline in the midst of my disorientation. I got to the first landing, then stared at the number on the key.
"99," I murmured to myself. Or was it 66? Whatever.
I continued to climb the stairs, stopping at the second landing. My eyes glazed over the numbers on the doors, trying to figure out the right one. Finally they rested on room number 66—or 99?
Minutes turned into an eternity as I stumbled forward to the door, my senses dulled and my mind filled with a mix of regret and gratitude. Regret for allowing myself to be consumed by the allure of temporary escapism, and gratitude for Clara's understanding and support.
I fumbled with the key to the door for a few minutes, finally managing to open it. I staggered inside, vaguely noting the unnatural dimness of the room. But all that didn't matter, I thought.
My eyes caught the large, inviting bed in the middle of the room. I sighed gratefully, then stumbled towards it, collapsing on the soft, plush quilts.
I felt myself immediately drifting into a drunken sleep, when I heard the soft creak of a door. In my alcohol-soaked haze, I managed to lift my head just in time to see a masculine figure standing several feet away from me, clad in nothing but a towel.
We stared at each other for several, tense seconds. And then we both exclaimed: "What the fuck?!"
Danielle's POV My surprise echoed through the dimly lit room, the shadows playing tricks on my already blurred vision. Confusion and disorientation mingled with the remnants of alcohol in my system. "What the fuck?" I exclaimed again, my tone a blend of astonishment and frustration. Her head spun, struggling to make sense of the unexpected stranger. The room remained shrouded in semi-darkness, making it difficult to distinguish details. But amidst the dim light, a voice emerged from the shadows, gruff and filled with equal parts surprise and irritation. "Who the hell are you?" "No, who the hell are you?" The man asked. A sudden and brazen idea occured to me. Slowly I stood from the bed and walked towards the man slowly, trying to be as seductive as I could in my state. The man immediately caught me as I stumbled before him. He grabbed my waist and brought me to the bed, setting me on it gently. "Look, I don't know who you are, but you're definitely drunk. You need to sleep it
Danielle's POV I was numb for several minutes. Thousands of thoughts ran through my head. The room was silent, too silent. I could hear the rapid sound of my heartbeat. I blinked hard, coming slowly into realization. How? Why? How!!! I slapped my palm on my head. Looking around, I took the off-white fluffy duvet that was on the ground and wrapped it around my body. Perhaps I could still make it. If I get there and beg them, give them a suitable excuse for not being punctual… I looked around and found my dress scattered around the room. I could feel the tears fall to the surface of my eyes. I cannot miss my exams! I need the scholarship. To think I did this… I shook my head and walked around to pick up my dress. Passing through an aluminum door, I found my way to the bathroom and dressed up. What if I never get to do the exams and forfeit the scholarship? Forfeit? My skin prickled at the mere thought of missing my scholarship. It was almost midday and…hush. I ran my fingers th
Danielle's POVI pretended like I heard nothing but pretending was hard. Her words were true. She called the man Jack, I didn't even get his name. Isabelle left me when Davis entered the class. That was a relief. Isabelle and Davis kept hugging each other, his hands resting on her hips. He used to hold me that way once upon a time.I didn't make any eye contact with him. It was enough that I was going through emotional damage. Touching a healing scar would make it bleed.I tried not to think about Davis and his new girlfriend, they were the talk of the school and I am painted as the loser. I took my music book from my locker."Bitch!" I was startled by Clara's taunting voice. "Why did you do that? You scared me, Clara. I didn't see you in economics class. Where were you?""I promised that we would see the movies today. I had to make preparations. I don't want you dragging your... ""D, you sound great. I love the way you are holding up.""Clara, don't change the topic. Why weren't yo
Danielle's POV "D, what did you do?" Clara retorted. My hands trembled, my thoughts crumbled. I collected the strip from her and read it through, perhaps she was mistaken. "Clara, it is probably fake. I just have the flu. It's…probably…just..it has to be the flu or malaria or fever or something. I can't be pregnant!" Clara sat on the bed as I patrolled my room. Remembering the handsome figure I had slept with and also losing my scholarship…I already thought I was done with that and I have put it behind me. "What did you do that I didn't know about D?" I've never heard Clara speak so softly. She clapped her hand on my shoulders facing me. " There's no other way around it D, wake up! What did you do?" I sat down and looked at Clara with worry written all over my face. She wasn't as furious as I expected her to be. I was scared. One. Two. I breathed deep and resisted the urge to…to…Christ, I was running insane. I have destroyed my life, what is left? Nothing. "Danielle. Calm down.
Danielle's POV I disliked the man immediately. We went back home without saying anything to each other. I poured myself a cup of coffee with three brown sugar cubes. I rested on my table and looked at Clara who was still smiling at whatever ludicrous thought she was having. I arched a tawny brow. "When would it stop?" "Huh?" "What has gotten into you? Did the man put some sort of charm in your eyes? You haven't been normal Clara. He looks way older than you are, I hope you know that. I can't even recognize you anymore." "It's love at first sight D. Did you see his shoulders? His firm jaw. Underneath those clothes, I'm sure there are some jaw-dropping muscles. He's tall and he smells nice. He has beautiful choices of words and he knows how to approach. Damn! Let's stroll out again." "Hell no. Argh. Whatever." I turned to drink my coffee and fought the anger simmering inside me. It's a good thing she found someone in her life. Humph, I shouldn't let Davis get into my head. She was
Danielle's POVI sat silently and brought out my history textbook on the table. The intention wasn't to read but to avoid Davis and his girlfriend. I didn't want to see them at all. Their presence makes my skin itch."Hi Danielle, you look like you're reading. Let me see, hmm, perhaps reading would make Davis like you back.""Don't touch my things!" I yelled and yanked my textbook off her hand. She laughed and went away, Interlocking her arm with Davis whom I did my best not to look at."She couldn't even get to see his face," she said aloud, making the whole class laugh. I didn't mind it. I sighed heavily and started my school activities like I used to.Concentrate, don't look back, write and understand. The aim was to move on from Davis and besides, I have a lot to think about at the moment. One of which is my stomach and how it hurts.My body system just seems off. Perhaps I was purging, I needed to use the restroom. Just as I was about to stand up and leave, Mrs came into the clas
Danielle's POVDisrespect in my parents' name? I would never allow that. I may not love them so much because I never got to meet them but hearing someone bring it up and say all the shit about them pushed me to the wall.Isabelle held her face, I'm sure she'd have broken some cheekbones. Her cheek was red, and she was sniffing in no time. I held out my index finger and pointed it at her nose."Don't you ever, ever mention my parents from those filthy mouths of yours. Next time, you won't be able to keep that precious face of yours."She was crying, acting like a Barbie girl and it gave me joy to see her in pain. I twisted a finger in the air to signal Clara that I was leaving. She packed her bags and followed me.I have never felt so proud of myself. People paved the way for me as I passed, leaving them all surprised. I was surprised myself, I never thought I could do that. Let's call it…reflex."Dude, that was crazy. Did you see what you did back there? You were like; you have no rig
Danielle's POV Peace, how would I have peace? It's been a few days since my classmates found out I was pregnant and the gossip and whispers I have been hearing kept on haunting me. "Isn't she ashamed?" "No wonder Davis left her…" "Slutty…" I have been trying to get these words out of my chest but they were stuck to me like hair and skin. The days became harder and I have been creating more awareness than I thought I was. The whole school knows about it now and my reading time has expired. I spent my day thinking about the baby that was growing in my stomach. It's still a few weeks, or a month until I can abort. But the whole school knows about it already, they would start another questioning where the baby went. Then I'll be called a killer, besides, where did I put my faith? " Why didn't you go to school today D? You have decided not to tell me things about you anymore." Gramps came to sit with me on the sofa. I closed the book in front of me, I knew fully well that I wasn't