Ninety Three

NATALIA’S POV

I would wish what I passed through, not even to my deepest energy. I was exhausted, tired and above all sick to my bone. I was not the type to admit even to myself that my heart is deteriorating but now that I actually do, you should know the case is gravely severe.

I let them had their moment with me. I am their mate and of course no matter how much I despise them, I could not deny them that feeling. I know how much it hurts to be teared away from your mate with no reasonable explanation for it. I felt it too, the feeling of loneliness and longing would almost drive you to madness.

It was a nice feeling. Definitely not something I will ever want to encounter again. Through out our journey back to the mansion, I was carried by Lucas. I wanted to object, in fact I tried multiple times to protest but he just would listen.

Even if he did listen and put me down, I have a feeling Damien will immediately take the responsibility and scoop me up in his arms. They just will not