As I slowly opened my eyes, the bright morning light piercing through the window felt like a sharp dagger to my brain. I groggily lifted my head off the pillow, and a wave of nausea washed over me, making my stomach churn with a sickening feeling. I felt like I'd been hit by a truck, my body heavy and weak.
I tried to sit up, but the room began to spin, and I fell back onto the bed, my heart racing. The thought of getting out of bed and going to work felt like an insurmountable task. I couldn't shake off the feeling of sickness that had settled in the pit of my stomach, like a dark cloud looming over me.
I took a few deep breaths, hoping to calm my racing thoughts and settle my queasy stomach. But the nausea persisted, threatening to unleash a torrent of unwanted contents from my stomach. I slowly turned onto my side, praying that the day would pass me by, and I could just sleep away the sickness. But the clock on my nightstand seemed to mock me, ticking away the minutes, reminding me that the day was young, and I had to face it head-on.
As I lay there, feeling miserable, the sound of a car pulling up outside broke the silence. I recognized the distinctive hum of Doctor John's Car, and my heart skipped a beat.
I slowly sat up again, this time more cautiously, and made my way to the window. I pulled back the curtains, and sure enough, Doctor John's car was parked outside
I felt a wave of relief wash at the same time I was surprised, I took a deep breath, trying to shake off the lingering nausea, and made my way to the front door.
"Mirabel" he said, his eyes crinkling at the corners of the house as he walked towards me “Why do you look pale?”
“I am fine", I replied my voice weak and shaky “I am just feeling a bit nauseous and sick this morning" I added
John’s eyes narrowed slightly, I hastily excused myself and made my way to the bathroom, feeling a bit more energized now. I quickly changed into a fresh set of clothes and carried my bag, trying to shake off the lingering fatigue and nausea. As I splashed some water on my face and ran a brush through my hair,
I emerged from the bathroom to find Doctor John waiting patiently in the living room, his eyes scanning me with a professional gaze. "Feeling a bit better, I see," he said with a nod. "Good. Let's get you to work, then. I'll drive you myself."
“I haven’t even asked why you came here? And how did you get my address?” I asked, I couldn’t shake off the thought, wondering why he suddenly came over to me.
He smiled back and gestured towards the door. "You are my one of my partners at work, I didn’t see your signature on the attendance papers, so I wondered why you are late” he explained.
I nod my head feeling uncomfortable “okay thank you sir"
“Drop the formalities Mirabel" he said walking me towards the car.
As we drove through the streets, the silence between us was palpable. I couldn't shake off the feeling that Doctor John was thinking something was romantically brewing between us, and I needed to set the record straight.
"Doctor John," I said, my voice barely above a whisper, "can I talk to you for a second?"
He glanced over at me, his eyes inquiring. "Of course, What's on your mind?"
I took a deep breath, trying to choose my words carefully. "I just wanted to say...I really appreciate your help today, but...I don't want to give you the wrong idea. I mean, those times was a mistake, I didn’t know you are Andrew’s dad so we have to stop everything now before it gets out of hand , but...I don't think we should...you know.. do this kind of things, people might get the wrong idea once they see us together."
Doctor John's expression remained neutral, but I thought I saw a flicker of understanding in his eyes. "I see," he said, his voice measured.
I felt a wave of relief wash over me. "Thanks for understanding, Doctor John. I just wanted to be clear."
He nodded, his eyes returning to the road ahead.
As we walked through the hospital corridors, I couldn't help but notice the curious glances and whispered conversations among my colleagues. Some of them eyed Doctor John and me with a mixture of surprise and suspicion, and I worried that they might jump to the wrong conclusion.
"Doctor John, I think we need to be careful," I said, my voice low and urgent. "People are starting to stare, and I don't want them to get the wrong idea about us."
He nodded understandingly, his eyes scanning the surrounding area.
As we continued walking, I saw Andrew and Aliana walking towards us, I could sense that something is going to happen.
“Hey dad, why are you coming to work with Mirabel?” he asked “Mirabel, you can’t seem to get off me right? You hopped on my dad for promotion or whatever” he added
I felt a stinging sensation in my chest, like a sharp blade had pierced my heart. The accusation hurt, especially coming from someone who betrayed me first, But I refuse to let his words sink in I took a deep breath.
“Andrew, do not make a scene here” John whispered to his ears and walked away
I stood tall, my arms folded across my chest and a fake smile spreading across my face.
“Aliana.. Are you having a great time with my ex boyfriend?” I asked smiling
Aliana exclaimed, I could feel her anger, its shown all over her already.
“Well you cant change the fact that he cheated on you” Aliana replied with so much courage
A subtle smile turned on my lips and I turned away. I knew my silence was more powerful than any words u could have spoken, I had chosen not to engage.
Aliana's eyes narrowed, her gaze following me as I walked away. I could sense her frustration, her desire to provoke a reaction from me. But I remained calm, my shoulders relaxed, my pace steady.
My silence was a shield, a armor that protected me from her venomous words. And it was also a weapon, a reminder that I refused to be drawn into her games.
As I disappeared from view, I could feel Aliana’s anger and confusion lingering in the air. She was used to getting a rise out of people, used to being the center of attention. But I had denied her that satisfaction, and it had left her off balance.
I knew that my silence would haunt her, would make her wonder what I was thinking, what I was planning. And that was exactly what I wanted. For in the game of silence, I was the one holding the cards.
As I walked away from the tense encounter, I felt a subtle shift within my body. It was as if my cells were recalibrating, my nervous system unwinding, and my muscles relaxing. The tension that had been coiled within me like a spring began to unravel, releasing its hold on my physical form.With each step, I felt my body returning to its natural state, like a river flowing back into its tranquil course. My heartbeat slowed, my breathing deepened, and my mind cleared. The fog of anxiety and stress lifted, revealing a sense of clarity and calm.As the minutes ticked by, I felt my body fully return to normal, like a soft breeze on a summer day. My thoughts were no longer clouded by the emotional turmoil, and I was able to think with precision and clarity. I felt grounded, centered, and at peace.It was as if my body had been holding its breath, waiting for the storm to pass. And now, with the calm after the storm, I felt rejuvenated, refreshed, and ready to face whatever lay ahead.As I
I collapsed into Victoria’s embrace, my body racked with sobs as I clung to her like a lifeline. "I'm pregnant, oh God, I'm pregnant," I wailed, my voice shattered by despair.Victoria’s arms wrapped around me, holding me close as I surrendered to the anguish that had been building inside me. My tears soaked into her dress, my body trembling with the weight of my grief."I shouldn't be, I shouldn't be, I cant be, no… no, Vic do something," I moaned, my voice cracking with each word. "I'm not ready, I'm not ready to be a mother."Victoria’s hands stroked my hair, her touch gentle and comforting, but I couldn't be consoled. I was consumed by the fear of the unknown, the terror of being trapped in a life I wasn't prepared for."I shouldn’t be ," I whispered, my voice barely audible. "What am I going to do? What am I going to do?"The words were a lament, a cry of despair from a soul torn apart by the revelation. I felt like my world was crumbling around me, like everything I thought I kn
Just as I lay there, consumed by my sorrow, my phone pierced the silence with its shrill ring. I hesitated, wondering if I should answer or I should let it be, but I wondered what if it was am emergency, something compelled me to pick it up. My heart skipped a beat as I saw the name on the screen - Doctor John, my baby's father."Hello?" I said, my voice barely above a whisper."Hey Doctor Mirabel, it's me," he said, his tone urgent. "I need your help, please. An emergency situation has come up at the hospital and I need you there, now."I rubbed my temples, feeling a wave of fatigue wash over me. "John, I...I don't know if I can make it. I'm not feeling well, and weak, I am not suitable enough today...I'm just not up to it.""Please, you have to come, you are a good doctor," he begged. "I know you're not feeling well, but I need your expertise. We have multiple critical cases coming in and I can't handle it alone. Just for a few hours, please. I'll make sure you're taken care of, I p
I walked into Doctor John's office, exhausted and emotionally drained from the intense surgery we had just performed. My baby's father, John, motioned for me to take a seat, but I couldn't muster the energy to sit up straight. I collapsed into the chair, feeling like I was going to pass out.Just as I was trying to catch my breath, Andrew and Aliana followed us into the office. Andrew, John's son, looked at me with a mix of concern and guilt. "Dad, we need to talk," he said, his voice low and serious.John looked up from the file he was reading, his eyes narrowing slightly. "What is it, Andrew?"Andrew hesitated, glancing at me before speaking. "Aliana is pregnant," he said, his words dropping like a bombshell.I felt like I had been punched in the gut. Pregnant? Aliana My mind raced as I tried to process this information. Aliana my friend, was pregnant? With Andrew's child?The room fell silent, and I could feel everyone's eyes on me. I looked at Andrew, my ex, and saw the guilt writ
As I reached home, I lay on the bed, the tears flowed freely, streaming down my face like a river. I felt like I was releasing all the emotions I had been holding inside - the sadness, the anger, the betrayal, and the fear. I cried for, for the trust that had been broken, and for the future I had envisioned that would never come to be.My body shook with sobs, and my mind raced with thoughts of what could have been. I felt like I was mourning the loss of a part of myself, a part that I had given to someone who didn't deserve it.As the tears subsided, I lay there feeling empty and hollow. I knew that I had a long road ahead of me, a road that would require me to find a new sense of purpose and identity. I knew that I would have to learn to love myself again, to find joy in the simple things, and to discover a new passion and drive.But for now, I just lay there, feeling the weight of my grief and the uncertainty of my future. I knew that I would get through this, but for now, I just n
As I walked out of my apartment, the warm Monday morning sun hit my face, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of liberation. I had made the decision to quit my job at the hospital. I wanted to savor the moment, enjoy the feeling of freedom without any judgment or questions.As I strolled through the streets, I couldn't help but think about the reasons that led me to this decision. The long hours, the endless paperwork, the constant stress, and the lack of recognition had all taken a toll on me. I was burnt out, and I knew I needed a change.I walked into a nearby café, ordered a coffee, and sat down at a table by the window. I took a sip of my coffee and pulled out my phone, scrolling through social media to see what my colleagues were up to. They were all talking about their Monday morning blues, complaining about the traffic and the long day ahead. I smiled to myself, feeling grateful that I was no longer a part of that routine.As I sat there, I noticed a group of people walking t
It was Monday morning, I don’t want doctor John to know my number which is why I called him with a paid phone number, “Doctor, I need to explain something to you," i began.But before she could continue, the paid phone suddenly died, cutting off the call. Doctor John was left wondering what was going on.Assuming Mirabel was avoiding him, Doctor John decided to take a different approach. He headed to the HR department to report her absence, concerned that something was amiss.As he walked down the corridor, he ran into Mirabel's friend, who was also a colleague. "Hey, Doctor! What brings you here so early?" she asked.Doctor John explained his concern about Mirabel’s absence, and her friend's expression turned sympathetic. "Oh, Doctor, i know what's going on. Mirabel has been struggling with morning sickness, and she's had to quit her job. She's pregnant!"Doctor John's eyes widened in surprise. "Pregnant? Oh, I had no idea!"Mirabel's friend nodded. "Yeah, she's been trying to keep i
Mirabel's pen scratched out the words, her hand moving with a newfound sense of liberation."I was just a child when my mother left me, abandoned and alone. My father waas absent, both physically and emotionally. He didn't raise me, I raised myself, navigating the dark waters of childhood and adolescence without a guiding hand."I learned to rely only on myself, to trust no one, and to never let anyone in. The scars of my past run deep, a latticework of pain and betrayal that I thought would never heal."I thought I had found love with Andrew, but his infidelity proved that I was wrong, again. And then, in a moment of weakness, I made the mistake that would haunt me forever - I slept with my ex-father, Doctor John. The shame and guilt are a constant reminder of my unworthiness, a burden I carry with each breath."But as I write these words, I realize that I am not defined by my past. I am not the sum of my mistakes. I am a survivor, a warrior, a woman who has faced the darkness and em