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Horrible Life

Author: Jyotika
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Aana Pov's

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I was lying on the ground like a dead person, not able to feel anything but tired... Tired of this life. Tears rolled from my eyes which I quickly wiped off, not wanting to cry anymore because my tears don't affect anyone. I just want to die... I wish I could but I can't because if I die then Alice will die with me and I can't take her life with me.

Aaron and Alice are so happy without me. They are happy because I'm not with them. If I were still on the surface then I would have only hurt Aaron and Alice. I can't do anything else except hurt people. Everyone says right, I'm jinxed who snatched people's happiness.

I opened my eyes to see Aaron, only to find myself again surrounded by darkness. Alice again blocked me in her mind. I hugged myself feeling scared of this darkness that is consuming me with every passing second. Darkness always reminds me of the past. It reminded me of the days I spend in the prison of Alexander and with Alexander's name, I start remembering t
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