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72. Look At Her

Author: Eden Moon
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-02 17:38:57
I stared at myself in the mirror, smoothing the fabric of the simple black sundress that I’d managed to find. Something that stretched comfortably over my growing belly but still looked good enough to wear out. I felt a bit more like myself, like a version of myself I hadn’t seen in years.

The last time I’d dressed up like this was a lifetime ago, before everything with Cast.

Before the complications of our bond had turned into something I couldn’t unravel.

The makeup, the heels, the sleek way my hair fell over my shoulders... It was a lot of effort, but Linc had asked me to come to the office with him today. I wanted to make a good impression.

He hadn’t said it outright, but I knew it was because he didn’t want to leave me alone with Cast and Selena.

It was getting harder to ignore the strain, the way Linc’s unspoken jealousy flashed through the bond we shared, even if he never brought it up. He felt it, the connection that still lingered between Cast and me, and I couldn’t pr
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